3 more days to go....

Rasanya mcm dah bertahun since i last update my blog YYYeayyy... seronok rasanya dapat blogging from my home. Now saya rasa sgt tight. leher bagaikan terjerut. rupa2nya preparataion bertunang is not an easy job. since saya balik last tuesday, i've been quite restless. sekejap2 nak kena keluar. beli riben la. kain tak sesuai la. beli manik la. beli all this accessories la. tempah fresh flower la. sangat memenatkan! rasa2 macam dah 70% hampir siap dah. but u know my mama.. seagi tak siap hati dia tak tenang. so dia dok pulun buat and push me buat itu ini. sangat2 teruja di kala ini. teruja plus nervous. semua mix up. kalau la korang dapat tengok my face di kala ini, sure korang gelak gler. muka cuak gaban!!! macam menantikan hukuman gantung. Last nite while tgh ber'gayut'ing dgn my fiancee-to-be tetiba i received a phone call from the other line. At first i thought a fren of mine yang saja usik2 coz phone number tak appear. then cakap nak berkenalan or bagai. so saya layan mula2 ingatkan its just a joke. but when this guy getting serious saya menjadi kaget. ada plak org desperate dalam dunia sampai macam tu. saya ada advtise dalam caribili.com that i'm looking for housemate. and the guy call me using the phone number given!!! sangat gila bukan? saya rasa dia target those yang advertise tu adalah org bujang kerana mencari housemate. damn!! sgt annoyed. saya rasa ntah2 mamat ni dah ada 3 bini and 8org anak. part paling gross? dia cakap dia sangat lonely malam2. euuuuuuwwwwww... sangat geli. dia na berkenalan and whats so ever. saya? ohhh..dengan cepat mereject. saya tak perlukan kawan dari lelaki2 sedemikian. saya dah byk kwn and before i end up the conversation, saya remind him utk tidak telefon saya lagi kerana saya terlalu busy nak entertain org mcm dia. pathetic bukan. desperado punya lelaki. patut la institusi kekeluargaan deat malaysia ni makin teruk. yang dah jadi laki tgh2 malam mencari anak dara nak berkenalan. anak2 dara ni pun mula2 tak kisah nak jadi kawan lama2 .................. okies..my niece dah 9 kali dtg menggangu. chiow.. daaaaaaaaaaa................

Pertunangan?

Pertama kali saya berasa begini. jiwa sangat bercelaru. saya dapat merasakan darah merah dalam badan saya mengalir dengan laju. selaju kereta F1 kat litar sepang. mungkin juga lebih laju dari itu. mungkin selaju spaceship yg Dr.Muzhaffar naik tempoh hari. resah. nervous. semua saya rasa. ini ke perasaan nak bertunang? with less than 6 days to go, saya dah menjadi kurang fokus utk melakukan kerja lain. oh nooooooooo......... since last saturday saya dah dapat rasa this feeling. excited. happy. feeling semua mix up smpi at one point rasa nak muntah. its more scary than i could describe here. rasa macam tetibe korang kene berucap depan 8juta rakyat malaysia? oh..mungkin lebih dahsyat dari tu. (Tarik nafas dalam2) Luckily hari ni will be hari terakhir and tomorrow akan heading back to my hometown. Else, saya tak dapat buat kerja dah!! kenapa this feeling kali ni sgt susah nak di handle? mungkin sebab this one of the big step yg saya akan buat in mylife which akan ubah saya dan status diri saya... (saya sgt gedik di kala ini!) by the way korang nak bertunang nnt mungkin korang akan teringat kat this entry. or mungkin saya sahaja yg merasakan benda ni dan org len relax? Semalam saya tanya my incik hafiz sama ada dia nervous ke apa ke... (saya tanya byk kali sbb tak puas ati!) and his answer sangat simple... "tak nervous tapi excited!!) ohhhhh... dia tak se'nervous' saya. apabila teringat my nervous breakdown yg melambau ni, saya tidak lagi merasakan butterflies di dalam perut. tapi merasakan burung helang yg terbang laju serta melanggar dinding2 perut saya. hari ini hari kedua saya period tapi saya merasakan period pain yg maha dahsyat! mungkin kerana terlalu nervous, period pain saya tidak mahu meninggalkan saya. im in pain!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... luckily i'm not staying ngn my parents. else, saya mungkin merasakan pressure lebih awal lagi. dengan menghadap hantaran hari2 sure saya tak selere makan sebulan kerana terlalu nervous (ini sebenarnya langkah yg paling bijak utk menurunkan berat badan!). My mama dah kemas2 kan umah weekend baru ni. dah alih2kan all the furniture. oh!! membuatkan darah saya mengalir lebih gaban cepat. is my make up akan turn out to be nice as what i nak or else? (oh akak yg akan make up kan saya, tolong la buat saya nampak cantik mcm Nasha Aziz!!) adakah saya akan dapat memakai baju bertunang saya perfectly nice? adakah saya tidak akan mengalami 'bad tudung day'? how am i suppose to act sepanjang majlis? duduk bersimpuh sambil senyum? ->ok, takkan la nak senyum sepanjang 2-3jam tu. aiseh, crammed la pipi2 ni nanti. ->kalau tak senyum nampak cm tak happy plak kan. ->senyum nak sengih ke tak sengih? kalau tak sengih nampak tak ihklas plak... pagi tadi my bos bagi engagement gift. a very cute crystal ball and ada 2 couple statue inside. sangat sweet! thanks miss boss. anda sgt baik hati!! waaaaa...byk kerja nak kena setelkan sebelum pulang bercuti seminggu. ulang sekali lagi, SEMINGGU!!! yeayyy..saya unpaid leaves some more. super broke la nxt month. =)

Saya sangat gumbira pagi ini.... bangun dgn senyuman lebar. nsb la takda org nmpk else org kata saya angau. hikhikhik.... Last nite incik hafiz sayang telah bawak saya dinner kat Menara Alor STar (ohhh!! dalam wishlist birthday saya, except my wish kt KL tower but this is Alor Star Tower->adik beradik la tu) Sangat gembira sampai ase nak terlompat2 dalam kete time incik hafiz bgtau about this. We drive all the way from Kulim to ALor Star ->dkt 2jam gak la. I keep on asking incik hafiz nak makan apa nanti and dia cakap nasi goreng kampung dah la ->sgt kejam ok!! So, we reached there at 8pm. Luckily incik hafiz dh buat reservation coz at the same time ada function len kt situ. ohhhh...saya yg sakai ini berasa sedikit gayat apabila naik lift nak ke restoren tu.. aahhaah..malu nak ngaku depan incik hafiz. so, maintain ayu, buat muka relax je.. dalam hati hanya tuhan je tahu. hihihihihi.... The food? ok, kalau nak ckp pasal sedap, byk lagi tmpt yg lg sedap. but suasana & keadaan tu yg sgt seronok ok.. We ordered OXtail soup for starter, aiseh, leh plak takda. then i just picked prawn & mushroom soup. ingtkan something like mushroom cream. perut dh lapar lagu dangdut then bru la mknan smpi. what? prawn & mushroom soup tu rupa2nya tomyam!!! ahahahah..lawak sungguh la bila masakan melayu di 'omputih'kan.. and our main course, lamb steak & fish n chips for incik hafiz... after saya burpppppppppp kekenyangan gler... mata dah ngantok... so, ajak incik hafiz balik... dah sleepy dh kenyang2..tp dia cakap kejap la.. nak relaks la.. ish...ape la org tua ni nak lepak lama2..dh la tmpt tu sejuk!!! then baru la dieorg serves bday cake & bagi flower kat saya! 2nd flower i received for my birthday (both frm the same man!) Unfortunately my bday cake diaorg bubuh lilin 25!!! shit!!! sangat marah ok!! so, sama ada hafiz lupa my age atau budak yg prepare lilin tu salah. paksa hafiz remove 2 lilin tu. ahahhaha...takleh terima hakikat saya setua itu... Oh!!! thanks love pie for the dinner. sorry marah2 you that day. ahahha.. you purposely ruined my bday aritu!!! padan muka you. buat lagi mcm tu!!! Saya sangat gembira sampai rasa tak pijak di bumi... weeeeee.......... Then after dinner we all heading to Juru. Plan nak lepak starbucks or coffee beans! we both need coffee... so, malam weekend even its already 1am, org ramai gler kat both starbucks & coffee beans. sangat murka!! then kiteorg gi McD and minum coffee kat situ. boleh tak minum coffee McD je...ahhaha,,, coffee yg tak di'brew'. After lotssssssss of creamer then baru la coffee tu jadi sedap sket di minum. hikhikhik... and saya doze off at 4am pagi tadi... thanks my lingling for EvERYTHING!!

My Baby Blues~~~

Hi!! My name is Theressa and i'm just 5 days old when my daddy took this pic!!! I know..i know..i look way too mature for 5days old baby. (mummy and daddy said soo!) but isn't i have the cutest eyes in the world? And see!! i can wear 3mnths old baby cloths and i'm expecting lots of pink dress and my very 1st stilettos!! Saya sangat-sangat-sangat inginkan baby girl. oh!! always berharap time kecik2 dulu my mama akan pregnant and saya akan ada adik perempuan. seronok bukan ada adik? being the last one in the family is not that fun seperti yang some ppl might think! I already have name utk my baby girl. bukan satu tapi 2 nama ok. i know i have to wait like another 2 years kot baru dpt baby on my own! tp saya sangat2 teruja nak get myself pregnant and give birth baby girl. ok, kalau dah tuhan nak bagi saya anak lelaki pun saya terima jugak!!! By the way, let me introduce you to Theressa. Bukan anak SAYA ok! ini anak my other boss, Florian. She is the 1st child of Florian & Petra (Congrats ya!!) after 5yrs of waiting. But penantian mereka sgt berbaloi kerana dapat baby as cute as her. Even saya belum lagi bertunang ( a week to go..phew!) oor even kahwin, i have my own to buy list for the baby!!!

1) Quinny Stroller!!! This is a must have stroller. Sgt cool bukan? sure hidung saya kembang kuncup apabila org lain eyeing on my baby stroller nanti. but the price? a bit heart attack. Around Rm2k if im not mistaken. tak kisah la..asal dapat beli!!!!

2) My baby 1st stilettos

Waaaaa...sangat cute bukan? oh..i know!!its more than cute!! apa word nak describe cuter than cute? Oh!! sangat tidak dapat menahan diri apabila tgk this shoes from heelarious.

My dear baby girl, anda akan kelihatan super stunning in this shoes!!!

3) Dress. And definitely my baby 1st dress would be something yang mcm ni!!

Mungkin setelah membaca entri ini incik hafiz akan menukar cita2 drpd memiliki anak perempuan kpd hanya memiliki anak lelaki. atau incik hafiz akan meng'extend' hajat utk memiliki anak..

ehehe...tak kisah la..yang penting i wayyyyy tooooooo excited to have my own baby!!!

yippieeeee.....

hari lalala saya

Saya telah kembali normal! ya..normal mood sudah kembali. dah halau jauh2 jiwa kacau saya...shuh..shuh... im back to happy seperti selalu!!! hip..hip..hooora. went for dinner dengan incik hafiz saya last nite. cukup mengubat hati yang lara. ahakz.... memandangkan semalam jiwa saya kembali normal, saya dgn gediknya telah mengambil byk gler gamba... selamat menview gambar sbb mls nk type.. ehhehehe....

Incik Hafiz saya dipaksa menggedik oleh saya!!!

slllrrrpp...sllrrrpppp...sedapnye air nih. (p/s: this is my 1st shawl bercorak yg saya custom made!! sweet tak?)

And talking about shawl, here a little sneak preview shawl yg akan berada in my shopping blog.

Plain chiffon shawl with ribbon!

This type of chiffon sgt mudah di pakai for the dummies mcm saya! ribbon tu sgt membantu membentuk muka so muka nampak tak terlalu penyek ok!! ribbon tu cm kira tulang and trust me sgt2 senang nak pakai. dulu saya sgt benci sbb tak reti pakai shawl but now sgt suka nak pakai coz sgt senang n convenience. buh-bye tudung bawal!!! stay tune for my shopping blog!!!

hari kelabu saya...

curik pic ni from my Angah flickr!

i miss this otromen boy!!!

i miss mama & ayah!!

i miss my along ->even though kita kadang2 tak sebulu!

i miss my favorite nephew wafeeq!!

i miss my one and only niece jasmine!

i miss my Angah & Abang!! -> even mereka sgt hati kering

i miss my favorite spot at home ->lepak kat meja dapur sambil tgk tv and teman mama masak.

i miss my bedroom!!

and above all... i miss my family!

Doctor-knew-it-all

I love this Doctor Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more of the goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain. Bottoms up! Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio? A: Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc. Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise program? A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good! Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you? A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!! ..... Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you? Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle? A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach. Q: Is chocolate bad for me? A: Are you crazy? HELLO Cocoa beans! Another vegetable!!! It's the best feel-good food around! Q: Is swimming good for your figure? A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me. Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle? A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape! Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have had about food and diets. And remember: 'Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming 'WOO HOO, What a Ride' AND..... For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION Eat and drink what you like. Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

Against my own 23rd birthday!!!

Since when this birthday thing is such a big deal? Who said we NEED to celebrate the birthday thing? why birthday is much more special than any other day? why u didnt feel as happy as your birthday during raya time? so typical kan birthday thing ni? bingung...benci...bengang... saya jarang menulis entri di kala hati tidak keruan. sangat piss off sampai tidak terluah. how i wish today is not my birthday!! how i wish today is 2-3days earlier than my birthday. i hate with what just happened today. (except the celebration yg my dept buat td) MY birthday dinner? saya makan maggi. by the way maggi tu sedap jugak tau. buat sendiri. teringta plak makan maggi time blaja. yummy2...dgn perut yg lapar, saya pun makan dgn rakusnya "aik..birthday pun makan maggi je ke?" aiseh...housemate saya ni saja je nak buat saya tersentuh perasaan kan? and again, air mata yg sgt gedik ini menitis and menitis. so..thats it. makan half way and the rest buang... tak selere nak makan. try to chill out. since maxis bagi sms 2days earlier yg i can call maxis to maxis for free today, so i decided nak call frens yg pakai maxis. shit kuasa 8!!! found out that maxis still deduct my credit!!! bongok punye maxis. its my birthday and its such a nightmare. then i call maxis. the perkhidmatan pelanggan guy ask me to call in an hour. nice malay guy!! after an hour...call up again. talked to this indian guy. sgt baek. wah...siap wish birthday and nyanyi lagu birthday utk saya. sgt terharu. this guy he doesnt even kenal pun sapa saya. called up my incik hafiz. another stupid fight. and i reached to the max. i cant help myself. i know sometime i just overreacted or maybe just terlebih sensitive. but hey, remember saya ni anak bongsu. i dint ask you to treat like a princess. cant you do something special on my special day? such as ajak makan kat kedai kak wan pun im fine ok? sorry if i blew out your plan nak bawak i gi dinner at the Tower. but its on saturday!!! my birthday is not on saturday!!! my birthday is TODAY!! cant you be more sensitive about my feeling too? try not to be too demanding but i cant help myself. i still remember the 1st time i cried on my birthday. time tu around 7yrs old. i asked something for pressie from my dad. and you know dad kind of thing, saja je cakap tak leh padahal nak bagi kan? then i thought it would be the last time and happen NOT!! on my 23rd birthday saya lebih banyak menangis and memendam perasaan. i dont care and dont mind kalu u baca this entry. what i wrote here is what i felt NOW!!! sangat marah sampai saya tak leh nak type coz asyik nangis je dari tadi. takut jadi kassim selamat so i decided to stop writing! i miss mama and i miss ayah!!! plan nak balik my hometown as soon as possible. kalau boleh rasa nak beli je ticket flight balik esok pagi. but then tomorrow nak kerja. received a phone call. tak kenal number sapa. confuse!! oh! the indian maxis guy. he called me. using his personal number? shit!! saya rasa dia dengar conversation saya dgn hafiz. asked what im doing on my birthday nite and bla..bla..bla.. he is such a nice guy. hey! im not flirting here. saya masih tahu my limit anyway. and his intention is to cheer me up on my birthday night! anyway i'm sick of this birthday thing! hope tonight will be over secepat yang mungkin. just one final birthday wish -> from now on, saya takkan terlalu mengharap on my birthday!! hope next year my biggest birthday pressie is not my air mata okay or will it happen again? Kalau u rasa nak rosakkan hari org itu sekali pun, please dont do it on that person punya birthday date. its much more painful dari kena tikam. something i consider as unforgivable and unacceptable. p/s: incik hafiz..thanks for the flowers yg u sent ptg td.

Aimi VS age!!

Happy Birthday to me.... yippiyea! hari ini saya turn 23!! another year older. seawal pagi lagi my dept celebrate my birthday. dpt 2 pressie. one from my bos and another one from my colleague. my bos blnje cake secret recipe macademia. yummy2...pagi2 lagi dh mkn cake ase cm omputih plak. huahua..saya amat perasan! i have the best birthday gift last night. stupid fight dgn incik hafiz saya. best jugak gaduh ni. eheheh... saya sgt KEJAM! kiteorg jarang gaduh. kadang2 gaduh best jugak. bru thrill. saya, cik aimi yg emo setiap kali gaduh sure jd kassim selamat. nsb la air mata ni tak kering. kalau kering, abisla lens dlm mata saya ni. leh jd buta. gaduh sbb bnde2 kecik. saya admit silap saya sendiri pun sgt tak sensitive. he found some pics in my hp wic i suppose to delete berkurun dahulu. tapi disebabkan saya terlalu busy utk menggodeh hp sendiri, so saya dgn tidak sengajanya tak perasan kewujudan pics2 itu. kalau saya kat his shoes pun saya bengang kan? nak wat camna, benda dh jd. sgt positif bukan? sebagai tanda mogok kpd incik hafiz saya, hari ini saya tlh pergi kerja dgn drive sndiri. padan muka saya, kan dh letih berjln! Instinct saya mengatakan incik hafiz saya telah menjumpai blog ini!!! oh tidak!! saya cuba utk menyorok blog ini dari dia. tp perasaan saya kuat mengatakan dia dh find out. ;( Another year older hope that i can be much more wiser and better person. My azam since umor dh 23thn ni : 1. STOP mkn KFC!!! tolong la Aimi. badan dh bulat cm bola tu. stop la mkn KFC. im addicted to KFC & McD. oh kwn2. bantu la saya menghadapi dugaan maha hebat ini. saya tak boleh stop mkn kfc dan everytime lalu depan kfc saya cpt tergoda. beli peha ayam KFC itu seperti melihat stilletos Aldo berwarna Mustard!! incik hafiz, sila marah saya kalau saya craving nak mkn ayam KFC itu ok. Aimi against KFC or all the fast food in the world!! 2. Loss some pounds!! not some but est another 10kg? huahuahua...saya tahu anne akan marah apabila membaca entri ini. 10kg hanya metafora semata2. biarla aim high sket. salunye kalau kte aim100% kita just achieve 60% je. so 60% dr 10kg bpe? bru 6kg. weeeee......... 3. start pergi gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4. Bangun awal pagi even weekend. dah nak jadi bini org dh aimi oi. tak reti2 nak bgn awal pagi ke? ape la plak mak mertua ko ckp nnt? takkan nak tunggu mak mertua kejutkan. alahai cik kak, malu la kalau laki bgn awal dr bini (tp ape salahnye? leh bfast on bed, then smbung tdo blk..eheheh) 5. Be more careful on spending and stop un-necessary spending. part ni agak tough. when hafiz tanya which one essential and which one not i will put all item as essential. example? i need a new shade. sbb shade dulu dah tak best. kalau pakai shade tak best time drive, saya leh tak brape nak nampak jalan, boleh menyebabkan kemalangan. so dia akan menjadi essential!!! a new bag? sbb bag yg sedia ada dh tak sesuai atau terlalu lama digunakan atau org disebelah desk saya sudah jemu melihatnya. saya juga kasihan melihat kondisi beg nak perlu menukarkannya sebelum beg itu mogok. p/s: To all my fren yg wish me dr last nite, thank you so much kerana sudi nak ingat my birthday. =))

Isnin yang biru~~

Monday morning saya lebih suka define as Isnin Biru. Bukan kerana bangunan kilang saya berwarna biru putih (nampak macam police station dari jauh!). bukan kerana langit yang membiru (saya suka lihat langit time lalu kat sky bridge opis) or bukan kerana cubicle saya berwarna kebiruan. Tapi adalah kerana saya, Aimi Hazwani binti Saijan mengalami syndrome blues yg critical pada setiap hari isnin dan gumbira tahap gaban pada setiap hari Jumaat!! Kronik bukan? Saya amat2 mengimpikan menjadi surirumah tangga. bgn pkl 7.30. buat bfast kat laki then sambung tidur. online. tgk astro. seronontnye!! yeay...tomorro is my birthday. this is my wishlist :- 5. Dine at KL Tower (i sgt nak ni since like forever...) 4. Nak gi holiday kat Phuket!!! 3. Nak gi FJ Benjamin warehouse sale. This weekend!!! Anne & Azu. Pls be my personal shopper and pergi. sgt worth it~ If only i can get xtra leave and pergi. i need new shuz n bag. and lingerie? yummy! and another watch too!!

2. I need a new phone! phone saya dh burok. and its been like 2years dh pakai.

something like iphone? LOL... nah, not so expensive but so-so la.. need the touch screen type. ape suma org time meeting hp touchscreen/blackberry. saya pun teringin ok. guna duit sendiri beli handphone? takkan kot. tak rela!!!

1. To be with my Incik Hafiz forever (ini sgt jiwe...tak tau la kenape tapi ni rating no.1 saya)

and since this month is my birthday, saya menyopping walaupun sepatutnya saya dah berjanji utk stop shopping dah.

reason?

birthday treat to myself.

1. bought a tote bag from mng

2. another shade from XOXO

Pembelian without pengethuan incik hafiz. peace dear! harap you tak tarik muncung.

Survey ke atas diri saya

today is sunday!!! Apa saya sedang buat sekarang? Tgh minum herb tea, sambil tgk nona... herb tea ni dpt time gi SPA> minum je la dh free. Apa saya buat 2 jam lepas? Saya ke SPA center utk buat facial yeaa...saya berjaya melakukan facial 2kali dalam masa 2minggu berturut-turut dgn harapan kulit wajah saya berseri2 seperti diamond on my engagement day. yihaaaa!!! saya mengalami masalah kesan jerawat yg agk teruk semenjak kerja kerana di bawah penghawa dingin most of the time my skin jd sgt kering n jerawat ssh nk control. Apa saya akan buat sejam dari sekarang? Hafiz dah janji nak pergi SSF. Tujuan? saja suka2. saya kan pelik. suka2 pergi kamdar ke...alamoda ke pun saya boleh buat. pelik bukan? ramai cakap kalau nak beli kain je baru la pergi but for me, keinginan shopping saya membuatkan saya boleh ke mana saja kedai dgn alasan nanti nak beli dah tau kt ne. sbb tu la saya sering menjadi penunjuk arah kpd kwn2.

Ini lah rumah idaman saya & hafiz. hampir siap. but we need another rm3k coz tak cukup nak bayar deposit!!! duit2.

Tudung nikah pun dah ada.. waaaa...lama lagi la nak nikah. dah gedik terlampau nak nikah ni. Tak suka tudung kawen yg cm kat Jln TAR tu. Serabut sungguh dgn manik2 and emroidery. Muka nampak semak la plak. like something simple and sweet. so, tgh pikir ape nak add on so nampak lebih menarik.

I know..i know... my wedding lagi setengah tahun to go.. tapi saya perlu prepare awal since saya duduk jauh frm hometown. tak leh buat last minit. last nite i calculate ngn hafiz. i have to take 4days unpaid leave utk wedding, honeymoon and wedding at his side nanti. so, i cant afford to take another day unpaid leave da. both of us will be damn broke nanti. Everything kena prepare sekt2 dari sekarang, benda2 remeh especially. next week nak kena start buat crown/hairband for my flower girls 3 org tu. luckily baju diaorg dh dibeli. takde idea lagi nak buat cmna, plus saya tidak sekreatif sya or nady. so maybe buat sesimple yg boleh yet look sweet. p/s: Incik Hafiz sayang, i rasa u lebih kreatif dr i. u leh potong kain while my hand nk potong kain pun menggigil2.. so, apa kata u tolong buat kan flower girl ni punya crown. hihihihi...

A lil peek on my hantaran!

Saya sgt teruja dengan my hantaran. as saya million miles away from home, so, myself sendiri tak pernah tgk lagi my hantaran! dgn kejam saya telah memaksa my sweet daddy utk mms kpd saya. Pity my dad sbb kena mms beberapa kali as celcom provider kat kulim agak poor!! sorry on the poor quality pic. u know la kan mms ni, dah resize semua and kurang jelas. plus, my dad bukan pakai iphone ke ape2 phone yg camera 10megapixel. maybe in real hantaran ni lagi cantik kot (memujuk hati sendiri) but as for now, saya sgt berpuas ati. plus, saya bukan hantar ke butik pengantin utk decorate the hantaran for me. Thanks mama! you are my saviour. love u so much! Saya ingat lagi betapa penat nya my mom dan saya ke Jln TAR. since ssh nak parking both of us just naik komuter je gi. then jalan sana sini bawah terik mentari. waaa...rasa nak nangis. kaki nak melecet. tapi apa yg mama cari tak jumpa jugak. kesian bukan? saya hanya belanja mama makan kyros kebab!! (nanti byk duit adik belanja kat Hilton plak =P ). At 5pm setelah sehari suntuk berjalan baru mama jumpa all the crystal thing yg mama cari. tak habis penat lagi, the next day mama dah gerak saya bgn pepagi lagi. drive ke shah alam pulak.. cari all the baskets and lace putih tu. sgt memenatkan tau! and belum pun tunang, my mom dh prepare nak buat hantaran mcm mana time kahwin. see!! my mom lebih overexcited dr saya!

(Sampin nikah for hafiz! byk sgt kenangan pasal nak cari sampin ni. siap majuk2 ngn hafiz.)

Ini plak sejadah. mcm pressie box kan?

and kemeje!! looks like cake lapis la plak.

Lagi 6 dulang will publish after the engagement ye sebab incik ayah malas nak mms kan.

Hari ini hari Jumaat!

Hari ini hari jumaat. Anda tahui esok hari apa? Hari Sabtu dan kemudian ahari ahad. saya amat gembira! esok tak kerja =)) Kenapa saya sangat gembira hari ini? 1) Saya sgt suka dgn rumah yg saya pergi tengok semalam!! - Nice Apartment -Sgt spacious (1,200 sq/ft) -Ada 4 bilik (mana nak cari apartment with 4 rooms right?) - Ada swimming pool and sauna. (leh swim2) -Parking space just for one car (thats y kena let go my car) -But Bumi unit dh sold out. aiyak!! byk la plak kne byr. (will upload the pic later, coz tak leh transfer kat ofis plak) 2) Baju nikah saya! Oh, nmpknya incik hafiz syg akan semakin botak. semalam pergi amik bju nikah saya and time nak bayar, aiyak!!! nasik baek hafiz keruk2 wallet die smpi nak berlubang dah wallet tu di keruk jumpe duit. hiihhii... sume duit EMERGENCY dia terpaksa di gunakan (Saya buat2 muka kesian cam takde duit and buat muka pasrah kalau2 hafiz tak mo bayar). Jangkaan awal saya mendapati bahawa hafiz akan keguguran 30% dari rambut sekarang sebaik sahaja kami berkahwin kelak. huahuahua... (harap ini tidak terjadi kerana for his next birthday i kena belikan hadiah Yun Nam hair treatment la pulak). Baju nikah? For me nice enough. saya bukan hantar designer jahitkan. Bukan hantar ke Hatta Dolmat or Riezman Ruzaini. Tak pub Putra from Cosbry boutique tu. So, terima seadenye. Design pun simple2 je. Yg plng suke about bju tu kain die meleret sket kat belakang. hihihihi...i lurve it!! 3) Material Hunting saya Oh, saya sgt nekad nak buat business shawl ini. tak tau la nape. Hafiz yg suggest then saya pun dgn tindakkan reflex bersetuju di atas beberapa perkara : - Saya menglami sendiri kesukaran nak dapatkan shawl yg menarik/match dgn baju saya. -most of shawl bercorak, and plain shawl ssh nak cari plus some material sgt tak bagus (nampak sgt huduh bila pakai). - Disamping menambahkan koleksi shawl saya, saya leh jual kat org. -Shawl bertunang saya adalah atas my own effort dlm mencari material, hantar jahit & hntr beading and it turn out to be fab enough for me. -My shawl adalah custom made dan leh cari colour yg mcm korang nak. - Fakta atau auta? Saya merasakan shawl lebih mudah pakai dr tudung bawal. ye betul! chiffon shawl tak yah iron. dulu saya sangat bongok bab shawl2 ni, but now for me its much2 more easier nak pakai. -saya ada cara saya sendiri nak pakai shawl ni yg boleh ready in 3mins without have to use xtra brooches (pakai satu je!!). 4) Birthday saya dah dekat! Perhatian kepada sekalian alam semesta, birthday saya dah dekat! ulang suara, DAH DEKAT! ahahah..saya pedulik apa anda semua nak cakap saya tak malu! eheheh... tgh prepare wishlist utk hafiz. but i think hafiz dah beli dah pressie..tapi kalau die dh beli la kan. nampak mcm thn ni no pressie je!! saya yg gatal mulut tlh bgtau die last 2weeks yg i dont need pressie from him as saya sgt kesian tgk duit die meluncur laju selaju air paip bomba. and now amat menyesal.. ish...takpe2 its just a pressie. kalau die x bg pun dh byk dh pressie lain. 5) Saya sedang in between nak book photographer for the wedding. Walaupun my wedding lg 7mnths, u have to book at least 1 year before your wedding tau. coz kalau kahwin cuti sekolah ni ramai sikit org. Tgh in between nak pilih shutterspeak or Adi Nang. (Nady, saya sgt inginkan Adi Nang!). Masalah? tentunya ongkos. Coz i for my side, saya sendiri yg akan bayar photographer (segan la nak mintak makbapak kan. kita yg gedik nak photographer dia plak nak bayar). Tapi harga photographer utk nikah and kahwin boleh membuat kan saya beli 2 bijik DSLR D60. Mengapa tiada photographer yg pro tp harga rendah? kasihanilah kami2 bakal pengantin ini. duit ciput. kalau dah membayar anda utk satu side je dah mencecah hampir rm4k, apa yg kami nak makan lepas kawen? terpaksa la kami tinggal di bwh pokok pisang. makan btng pisang/buah pisang. pokok pisang? pokok pun tak tanam. mana nak dpt pokok pisang.

hari gembira saya!

Yeaaa....hari ini saya amik emergency leave. just send short sms kpd puan bos yg mengatakan saya nak amik emergency leave pg td. kenapa saya nak amik emergency leave ini? kerana..kerana...hari ini sepatutnya saya ada 4 meeting in a row. dan semalam is really a hard for me sebab kerja saya berlambak2 and saya dah stress tahap dewa. dengan berbekalkan nasihat incik hafiz sayang, saya amik cuti!!! Plan hari ini? 1) Amik baju nikah - saya akan send pic 2) Survey aprtment kat Butterworth (saya bercadang utk membeli rumah dan let go kete kesygan saya!) -saya akan blogging pasal rumah ni later 3) And survey material as currenlty saya plan nk buat online business jual shawl.. yiha! -kwn2 tolong la support saya. saya memerlukan wang tambahan bg memenuhi/mem'balance'kan keluar masuk duit saya. (oh, saya rasa ini langkah bg semua shopaholic di luar sana, anda sendiri perlu berbisnes as it also part of your hobby utk membeli!) Kpd Puan Bos, Maaf bg short notice ye. saya sengaje je tu. sebenarnya dh plan dr mlm td. siap tgk midnite movie Wolverine lagi malam td. Jgn slaahkan saya, salahkan Incik Hafiz engineer Facilities tu. Dia pun cuti, sila call boss dia Seng Meng/David kalau tak caya. Kpd Chang Ren,Sorry sebab jadi back up saya. Tak pe, saya dah cover kerja awak selama 8 hari last week. Kpd Kawan2 yg bakal hadir ke majlis pertunangan saya, Sila pastikan anda memakai baju PiNK! COlour lain tidak dibenrkan.

what i say about credit card?

i lurve credit card... LURVE it so badly and saya rasa saya boleh mengalami kemurungan melampau sekiranya bank merampas credit card saya. credit card adalah my 2nd baby after hafiz. *wink!* i call my credit card as ka-ching! remember the ka-ching song by sape ntah penyanyi pompuan tu? saya memang setia. sebab itu saya hanya memliki satu credit card walaupun byk kali digoda oleh bank-bank durjana itu dgn menawarkan credit card tambahan kpd saya. (oh!!i'm eyeing the credit card from xxx bank which the credit card can be customized and you can put any picture on it! i was thinking of nak letak hafiz & my parent pic so i akan rasa guilty apabila menggunakannya...ehehee..but i terfikir gak, nak avoid rasa guilty ni for sure i akan terbalikkan credit card tu so tak nampak muka dieorg). I was dreaming to use credit card dr zaman belajar lagi. oh, saya bukan dari keluarga kaya riban yg mana ayahanda saya dgn sesuka hati ingin memberi card credit kpd saya utk digunakan. Saya hanya dibenarkan nak guna credit card ayahanda tercinta pun time nak beli tiket flight airasia ketika pulang bercuti (ayah just bg number, bukan physically the whole card okay!). Everytime tgk org swipe itu kad ketika membeli barang, mata saya akan bersinar-sinar seperti melihat diamond sebesar bola sepak. saya akan terus terpukau melihat keajaiban plastik itu kerana dgn hanya plastik dan chip pada kad itu, we can buy almost everything (bergantung pada limit anda!) i still remember the day i receive my very first credit card. i still remember my trembling hand time keluarkan credit card itu dari envelope.. i rasakan dunia ini ana yg punya!! oh shit! nama saya didalam credit card adalah ALMI HAZWANI. oh, saya tlh bertukar nama! then i pergi ke bank semula, inform them nama saya telah salah pada kad. incik banker : oh, kalau mcm tu pulangkan semula dalam seminggu dua kami issue new card pada cik. saya : seminggu dua? (oh! saya tak sanggup, tanpa kad sapa lah saya!) oh, takpe la. ALMI should be fine. cute je pun nama tu kan? incik banker : ha`ah..tak effect pun kalau salah type nama. saya : (mesti incik banker ni pun malas nak layan) Saya tak sanggup berpisah dgn credit card saya. oh tidak! 2days after dapat the card, saya telah menodai card saya dgn shop di Esprit. ya! my1st purchase using my card. I know..i know.. using credit card bukanlah sesuatu habit yg bgs..its really bad habit as u can addicted and too rely on this piece of card. tapi jgn lupa ia juga sgt convenience!! malas nak beratur panjang kat ATM machine? takut bila keluar cash byk2 nanti akan dirompak/diragut? card credit adalah jawapannya!!! weee...jawapan mudah kepada ibubapa & incik boyfren sekiranya mereka melarang penggunaan card anda "i need to use card coz sekarang kan kes ragut meningkat. tak payah bawak handbag or wallet, masukkan aje card dlm poket " bernas tak alasan ni? Tapi those yg pki card tu beringat la gak. Even though saya ni pengguna card credit yg tegar, tp before i purchase something i akan fikir whether i mampu to afford it (ada duit tak lagi dlm bank nak bayar credit card). after tambah, tolak darab & bahagi baru la saya swipe. Another good habit? credit card transaction akan appear dalam your account dalam 2-3days after you swipe, so kalau ada duit/budget saya akan straight away terus do the payment. unless, i betul2 takde cash dah dlm account or kalau i bayar then i akan kebulor sehingga dapat gaji then only i akan bayar sebaik sahaja dpt gaji. and the best thing about credit card? anda dpt point setiap kali menggunakannya!!! cuma, shopping using blog je tak leh accept credit card and kena do the cash trasfer. susah! kpd blog2 shopping online, pls accept credit card. ini akan mengencangkan lagi business anda2 semua kerana wanita seperti saya sgt impulsive ketika membeli barang secara online (compare di kedai) so kami akan tend swipe without thinking twice. eheheheh... p/s: credit card incik hafiz juga bersama saya!!! digunakan ketika kecemasan. pp/s: define kecemasan please!! for me kecemasan adalah apabila anda baru sedar anda tidak mempunyai tops berwarna violet or shuz berwarna lilac.

incik hafiz saya

Yeay!! arini cuti replacement wesak day. last nite tidur lambat. online sampai pukul 4am. sahur (pose ganti!) then baru ZzzZZzz... tgh sodap2 tidur pkl8am hp saya berjogget2 sore David Cook.. aiseh, sape plak la call pepagi. oh!! rupanya kwn kilang saya yg amat sengal yg langsung tak alert arini kitaorg cuti. sadis... woi incik shah, tidakkah anda bukak emel dr Cik Azillea si HR berjaya itu? sambung titon and bangun at 9am. ok, since saya kerja saya ada masalah kronik nak tidur lama2. dulu time muda2 saya lah juara bertahan tidur sampai jam 2pm pun boleh. dhsyt bukan? sekarang dah tak lagi. maybe my biological clock ni akan otomatik bgn and ase nak pergi kerja. (giler workaholic konon!). call and kacau hafiz tidur. buhsan. tgk tv. yea...ade rachel ray. i lurve her show. sgt2 touched dgn story pasal this guy yg jaga anak akak dia since his sis is a drug addict n asyik kuar masuk rehab center. he just 24yrs old, still study n kerja part time.dia jaga 2org anak akak dia which just around 3 & 4yrs old. oh my god! rasa sgt2 terharu. dia terpaksa korban time just nak jaga anak buah dia. bygkan at that age? i mean u still still, apa yg u all salu buat time tu? movie?dating?shop? maybe get the latest gadget such as hp, ipod and etc...but him? dia kena jaga anak buah dia and he could not even go to movie or hang out dgn fren since dia and his nephew sgt close and nephew dia akan nangis kalau dia kuar. and he is stuck with his two nephew? rasa2 agaknya ada ke lelaki kt dunia ni sanggup mcm dia? maybe ada tapi mcm one in a million kan (oh..bukan one in a million yg tomok menang tu ok)? sejuk hati tengok kan? time2 this age plus tgh study, lelaki kebykkan more focus nak modified kete la, motor la...beli latest hp la..iphone bagai or lupa nak mention, time tgh hangat bercinta nak ayat aweks lagi dulu. and tetiba terfikir, if incik hafiz in his shoes, sanggup tak dia berkorban camtu eh? kalau dia sanggup? oh...maybe time tu saya yg akan salah faham. sure saya rasa left out and hafiz lebih kan his nephews dr saya bukan? or mungkin saya akan bertukar kejam dan menghasut utk hantar ke rumah kebajikan. ahahhaha... mungkin saya tak sekejam itu tapi mungkin kami selalu bergaduh. tak dapat keluar movie. tak dpt pergi shopping. kadang2 saya ni agak selfish jugak (saya je ke? org len tak eh?)... ahhaha...dgn his mom pun kadang2 saya cemburu ok. i mean nak sama. kalau dia belikan handbag for his mom, saya pun nak handbag gak. kalau beli baju, saya pun nak. incik hafiz akan jadi pusing bila ini terjadi. hikhikhik.. by the way, ini lah ciri-ciri lelaki impian saya. 1) ready nak dapat baby at anytime. saya tak mo dah kawen nak tunggu 5bulan ke setahun nak dapat baby. oh! saya sgt desperate nak dapat anak. 2) ready nak jaga anak at all times. especially time saya dah bosan nak jaga or i need to go for facial/shopping so my dear hubby akan ready je jaga. 3) sanggup nak tolong BUAT KERJA RUMAH! saya ulang, BUAT KERJA RUMAH! inclusive masak memasak, kemas rumah etc. bukan la saya ni kejam sgt nak suruh dia sorang buat2, tapi nak mintak tolong buat sesama. im working too remember? so kena la sama2 penat. takkan saya sorang penut dia kroih..kroih..buat taik mata atas katil kan? ini boleh mengundang kemarahan dan rasa ingin hempuk je laki saya dengan vacuum cleaner. 4) leh cook my favorite dish!! yeay! spaghetti & ayam msk kicap! 5) sayang saya lebih dari dia syg nyawa dia sendiri. and byk lagi... tapi cam malas nk type pepnjng sgt takut korang kata saya sgt demanding. above all? tak perlu anak org kaya, tak perlu berharta banyak. as long as dia mampu jaga and sayang sepenuh hati dan ikhlas, itu lah sebenarnya harta yg tak ternilai. maybe some of u fikir if kahwin dengan org berharta hidup senang. oh its natural! semua perempuan suka berangan macam tu. maybe because perasaan insecure kita lead kita berfikir mcm tu. honestly, saya juga pernah mengharap that could happen to me too. Dr kecik kite bace buku citer cinderella, snow white, and suma citer2 dongeng where ending akan kahwin dgn anak raja. so, nanti boleh la beli designer cloths, handbags n shuz.. duduk rumah besar cm istana and main kejar2 dgn hubby (ahahah...hiperbola semata2) but since i met hafiz, nothing else is important. wah! saya sgt jiwe. tapi trust me, once you met your mr.EVERYTHING then everything means NOTHING dah. He is my one in a million!! oh my tomok..ahaha...

another weekend

Yeah!!! im writing this at 3.30am. nasib la esok cuti. else, i dh tesengguk2 kat opis la tak tidur lagi time ni. sgt enjoy my weekend. =) went to sg.petani. rumah parent hafiz. since father hafiz bru pencen so they decided to move back to their house kat sg.petani. but his parent lom 100% pindah lagi. after our engagement bru la officially pindah ke this house. plus, this house pun just completed the renovation. before ni i dah 2-3kali gak la dtg tgk progress renovation. memandangkan incik hafiz ni anak sulung, so parent dia sgt harap la dia leh tlng tgk2kn rumah tu time renovate (currently his parent staying at perlis). so, that saturday we bought a cake for his abah's birthday + celebrate mother's day for his umi. around 1pm reached at Sg Petani, drop by kat village mall and collect the cake yg dh di book. then for lunch, since i'm a big fan of KFC. (oh! the only food yg saya takkan tak nak). Then we all ke KFC kat dlm tesco. ok, i hate this! service super duper slow. but anyway, i experienced this most of the time kt area northern. Service for the fastfood kt sini agak super slow. dah la time tghari buta and i dah lapa gler (pagi tu just minum nestum before gi facial. then dah lapa gaban). so, kesabaran saya agak nipis la jugak. and finally out turn. Saya : dik, nak combo A tu ye. 4pcs original, 5pcs spicy.take away. Staff : (tgh terhegeh swipe2 kad, then tak dpt, then call supervisor die. tekan2, picit2 button ape nth kat mesin kira2 tu) saya : bisik kat hafiz. "lembap gler la...." (hafiz just give me a big grin) staff: nak apa kak? saya : (ulang balik order) staff: (isi2kan mkan n minuman ape sume saya : nak mintak paper plate leh? (dgn sore manje -since parent hafiz lom officially pindah so, takde la pinggan mangkuk lagi kat umah dia) staff: (panggil supervisor dia) supervisor: kiteorg takde paper plate sebab kiteorg pakai pinggan plastik. saya : oh..nk la paper plate yg letak chessy wedges tu 5 ye. supervisor : kiteorg tak leh bagi yg tu saya : (dlm hati WTF!) erm, hah? tak leh. then nak la paper cup ngn ice eh. nak 5. supervisor:oh, ini pun kiteorg tak leh bagi oh..smpi level ni tahap kesabaran dah sampai kemuncak!!! saya: huh (merenggus dgn kuat). dah la camtu. (kutip suma plastic bag and blah je dari situ, while hafiz do the payment) saya sangat BENGANG! ok, dah byk kali dh saya mintak kat KFC mana2 pun it shud be no prob nk bagi paper plate or paper cup. and happen to this stupido KFC tetibe cakap tak leh? and saya telah banned KFC ni for the rest of my life!!

hari berbunga saya!

Hari ini hari berbunga saya. tak pasti kenapa tapi jiwa saya berbunga2. awal2 pagi lagi dah meeting and big boss saya telah membuat jiwa saya kacau lalu ia bertukar menjadi bunga2 sakura sebaik sahaja saya kembali ke my desk. oh! berbunga seperti time spring mungkin. mungkin juga seperti lagu misha omar 'bunga-bunga cinta' mungkin kerana hari ini hari Jumaat!!! yeaaa...dan saya sedang memakai baju kurung berbunga. (saya HANYA pakai baju kurung hari jumaat je) Memandangkan mood saya di level gembira hari ni, here's a peep of my engagement preparation :

Selendang mayang! oh...i lurve the beadings.

ini kain baju tunang saya. gambar penuh? surpirse! tunggu time tunang nnt. luv at the first sight ngn kain ni. time tu tak plan pun nak tunang but i beli in advance. eheheh.. ini semua hasutan2 dari my mom n sis!!!

i tak sempat nak amik gambar hantaran lagi. hantaran dah siap since March lagi ok. my mom sgt teruja nak dapat menantu baru. ahahhaha... so my mom is the most busiest mom in the world now sebab die tgh sibuk nak pilih menu ape, khemah and whats so ever la. engagement suppose to be small and within family member je kan? ntah la my mom ni. ikutkan aje la..huhuhuhu...

oh...saya sgt ciwi (ayat org utara!) saya sgt teruja about the engagement and sorry i cant help myself from rahsia2 kan from my blog! the ring pic? ahahah...wawa dah expose kan kepada org ramai. sila refer facebook wawa. dia terlebih dahulu mengekspoitasikan gamabr ring saya!

p/s: FYI, ring engagement ni kiteorg dah beli since December. sangat gedik bukan? and now saya terlebih gedik nak pakai.

pp/s: saya sebenarnya selalu curik2 pakai ring ni. oh!! tak tahan dah nak pakai. bakal mak mertua, harap makcik @umi-to-be dapat menyarungkan dgn cepat cincin di jari saya ini. dah menggelupur nak pakai dah saya ni makcik.

bercakap pasal bunga, god! i tak order lagi flower for mother's day utk mama tercinta!!! chiao

saya nak bercuti!!!

sungguh bosan.. malam ni incik hafiz ada class. sgt buhsan gaban. saya rasa.. saya rasa.. saya rasa saya perlu bercuti!!!! oh..saya sangat rindukan Krabi.. how i wish i boleh pergi krabi lagi ;( one of wishlist for my birthday is to go to Krabi! tak kisah kalau pergi kali ni i sunburn.(Krabi sgt panas ok!)

lihat! kingkong sedang membawa traffic light!

eye make up remover

oh..ini pulak eye makeup remover saya yg baru.

finally! ade jugak eye makeup remover yg memenuhi citarasa saya.

tried few eye make up remover before. Since i'm a lens wearer so byk tak sesuai. tried cleansing oil before tapi tak sesuai coz sometime lens akan jd a bit oily kalau terkena (ni KOSE CLEANSING OIL).

saya rabun. nak remove eye makeup kena pakai lens gak. kalau tak, tak nampak pulak dah bersih ke belum kan?

my new makeup remover ni beli kat Sasa je.

This one mmg utk lens wearer (ade tulis kat belakang botol).

More like lotion type and wangi!! and lepas remove your eyes area akan a bit moist mcm korng letak lotion kat area mata and ia juga tak pedihkan mata! cuba la try!!!

hafiz dan baju nikah!

Hafiz di paksa try baju nikah Ye, saya gf paling kejam. memaksa hafiz cuba baju nikah time kar carpark jusco. oh!! saya sgt teruja nak tengok ok. Baju nikah saya akan siap next week. yeaaa! sgt teruja nak pergi amik.

kerja...kerja...

ohh..finally berjaya gak mencuri masa blogging di ofis. Bukan senang nakk dilakukan okay. Email yg belum dibuka sudah mencecah 109. biarkan lah. kerja ni sampai mati takkan habis. (lihatlah gambar cubicle saya! saya print public holiday khas and besar-besar supaya saya sentiasa ingat bila nak cuti!) Saya selalu tanya pada hafiz. walaupun soalan ni agak bangang tapi setiap kali saya tanya dia akan setia menjawab. saya: Yang, kenapa kita kena kerja? kalau tak kerja tak leh ke? i penat la kerja. hafiz : kalau u tak kerja, sapa nak bayarkan keta u. kalau tak kerja tak boleh beli handbag coach. kalau tak kerja tak leh nak shop online. kalau tak kerja tak leh shop byk2. saya : u kan ada. (statement yg sgt kejam) hafiz : memang la.. tapi nanti i beli coach kat feringgi je (feringgi tu mcm petaling street kt KL. byk imitation goods). u beli baju kat penang street je. saya : tak best la u ni. hafiz: lain kali cari bf datuk ye. err...ok, saya tak nyesal. saya tetap sayang incik hafiz saya. so, saya terpaksa bgn everyday utk kerja. ramai org ckp, duduk kat procurement tak byk kerja. relax, jd office lady. oh, sedap nya mulut insan yg berkata2 tu ya. cuba korang jd saya. cuba korang buat apa yg saya buat. U have to be good in both commercial and technical. u kena tahu apa yg org nak. it tooks me 8months utk betul2 mendalami kerja saya. tak pernah menyesal and saya sgt suka dengan kerja. ye...saya dapat contribute directly to company savings. walaupun saving tidak ke pocket saya okay (saving saya sepanjang saya bekerja boleh membenarkan saya utk membeli Ferarri 2 bijik) Everyday saya terpaksa mengahadapi dgn pelbagai kerenah org. oh!! nasib la diri ini dari kecik mmg suka bercakap. Ayah dulu kecik2 call me tertelan kaset coz i can talk non-stop. ahahha.. so, kerja ni sgt sesuai dgn jiwa saya. saya akan bercakap sepanjang hari. The best thing duduk procurement? saya suka bergaduh. ye..saya semakin samseng sekarang. selalu bergaduh dengan supplier. selalu bergaduh dgn tool owner. oh! mulut saya amat puaka. saya belajar dr sifu saya utk bergaduh dan sekaligus menjerut leher supplier dan tool owner. Ye...percaya atau tidak didalam department, sayalah paling soft spoken. i know..i know.. some of you mesti tergelak guling2 bila bacakan? tapi itulah hakikatnya. ada sampai time my perfomance review. my big boss comment "Aimi, your voice should be more louder so people will respect you and your position. You have to be more cruel". okay, saya merasakan seperti didalam movie "Devils wear Prada". Big boss saya perempuan. My manager pun perempuan. mereka mengajar saya utk lebih kejam. maaflah kawan2 andai selepas ini saya bertindak lebih kejam kepada kawan2... ahahah..dont blame me, blame my boss. kadang cemburu dgn kawan2 yg masih study. dlu time study salu pikir, "ish, cepat2la habis. nak kerja. tak tahan dah nak belajar hari2. buat assignment la.test la". now dah kerja? how i wish i could turn back time mase i tgh study dulu. boleh buat kerja bila rasa nak buat...boleh ponteng class..(saya lah juara bertahan ponteng kelas)... time kecik2 i pernah mintak ayah belikan baby doll. ala, baby all gown aoe suma tu kan. then, my dad tak bagi la. (of course la kan mak bapak takde la nak senang2 bagi. alasan? dah banyak dah toys nak main). so, i cakap dlm hati, dh kerja nanti nak beli 10 baby doll. ahahah...kerja dah nak setahun now, satu baby doll pun tak beli. ape la kecik2 dlu. kuat berangan. Another thing, i kecik2 sgt admire my mom punye cousin. i call her Mak Trah. Dia sgt cantik. she is really my idol. dia dulu pengacara selamat pagi malaysia. Everytime jumpa dia, dia mesti pakai baju lawa2...buat rambut cantik2... make up lawa2 and wangi2... so, selalu berangan, dah besar nanti nak pakai baju mcm mak trah..nak buat rambut mcm mak trah..nak beli perfume mcm mak trah. ahahah..ntah pape ntah. tapi dah besar? pergi keje pakai jeans, cargo pants and tshirt je ok. saya kerja kilang. nobody's care. beli kasut nine west ke..aldo ke..takde maknanye coz u have to wear our inhouse shoe (oh,ksut sgt buruk!) and kasut mahal2 u kena simpan dlm locker je. so, saya pakai selipar jepun je ari2 pegi kerja (selekeh bukan? langsung tak mcm mak trah) Malam tadi i chat ngn anne & nady sebelum tidur. oh, u two is my bestie dlm dunia ni!!! cantik kan dress putih idaman saya itu? oh...harap dapat pakai time wedding nanti

Perkahwinan dan saya!!

Yeaaaa... hari ini saya bermalas-malasan di pejabat.. kerja menggunung and my inbox dh almost full. malas nak bukak email!!! oh cik Chang Ren sayang..cepatla kembali dari bercuti. saya tidak sanggup utk menjadi back up anda lama2... cukup stress! org module awak sgt mengganggu hidup saya! mereka menelefon saya jam 8pm mlm tadi. saya di rumah sedang nonton televisyen!! oh..hilang mood saya. Entri ini adalah berbentuk luahan hati. kepada mereka yg agak kurang suka memdengar luahan hati saya, sila berhenti membacanya di sini. ini bakal mengundang muntah darah atau kutukan2 kecil dari dalam hati anda. i had a conversation dgn seorang 'teman'. tidak perlu la di ceritakan sapa 'teman' itu. cukuplah saya men'describe'nye as a friend of mine. 'teman' ni agak lama jugak saya kenali and cukup arif dengan hubungan saya dan incik hafiz saya. mungkin apa yang saya ceritakan semula di bawah ini (perbualan saya dan teman) ada sedikit di tokok tambah atau mungkin bukan ayat sebenar teman, tapi maksudnya tetap sama (capacity otak saya telah mencapai optimum dan saya sukar mengigat every word yg digunakan 'teman'). teman : kau kan muda lagi mi. napa kau nak kawen cepat2? saya : (mengeluh kecil dlm hati) muda dan tua bukan ukuran. janji dh confident nk kahwin teman: tak rasa baru sgt ke kenal dia and kau dh decide nak kahwin dgn dia? saya : ada beza ke kalau baru kenal and dh lama kenal then decide nak kahwin? teman : kau kena kenal hati budi dia dlu. aku bukan apa, esok lusa bercerai or nyesal dah tak guna saya : (sgt memberontak dlm hati! tapi jawab dgn cool) ada ke jaminan kalau kita kenal dah lama kita takkan bercerai? dan aku tak cakap la kalau baru kenal ni takkan bercerai. but its depend dengan orang tu sendiri. bercinta 10thn pn kalau nak bercerai, bercerai jugak. its the only thing kita tak tahu endingnya. kalau kau tahu, sure kau sendiri pun tak kan kahwin dgn org yg kau tahu akan bercerai bukan? teman: kau tengok la aku sendir, dah bercinta 4tahun, tapi kami belum lagi decide nak kahwin. kau pulak bari setahun jagung... saya: aku tak lah nak memperlekehkan org yg bercinta lama. aku sendiri pernah bercinta beberapa kali and gagal, mungkin in my previous relationship lebih lama dari aku dan hafiz. tapi itu terpulang pada org itu sendiri nak lead their relationship. mungkin kau memerlukan masa utk membuat keputusan, tapi aku dan hafiz, kami sgt yakin with this relationship. we're not getting younger utk tunggu lagi 5-6thn baru buat keputusan. dan kami pun tak terburu-buru kerana kami yakin dengan keputusan ni. teman: jadi kau nak cakap org bercinta lama2 belum tentu berkahwin? saya: bukan mcm tu. ramai je becinta lama dan berkahwin. tapi mungkin ada yg ingin kahwin lebih awal dr itu. tp mungkin ada faktor lain yg menyebabkan hubungan itu perlu dipanjangkan sebelum berkahwin. teman: kau tak rasa menyusahkan makbapak kau ke kalau kahwin awal2. kau kan baru kerja. duit pun baru berapa sgt. saya: (time ni i dah level to the max) hello kawan, kau ingat aku ni bergantung 100% kat mak bapak ke? kalau nak bina masjid, mesti la ada duit. tak banyak, sikit pun jadi la. aku bukan buat wedding macam siti nurhaliza ke, mawi ke. dalam rm8-10k tu aku adala. cukup la nak bayar photographer aku, hantaran aku, baju aku, make up aku, dan pelamin aku. yg lain tu aku ngaku la mak bapak aku sponsor jugak. tapi aku bet, ramai je anak perempuan macam aku ni. bila kahwin salu nye mak ayah tolong. tapi kalau nak mak ayah tolong, gaji monthly kau jgn la lupa nak hulur kat mak ayah. teman : cukup ke? saya: cukup2 kan la. hafiz tolong sket. kami bukan anak org kaya. so, pandai2 la bajet duit. kalau dah ada niat nak buat benda baik, insyaALLAH tuhan tu tolong. teman : entahla, aku rasa kalau aku sure membebankan mak ayah aku saya: terpulang pada kau la. mak ayah aku lagi galakkan aku kahwin cepat. aku duduk jauh dari diaorg. diaorg lagi risau kat aku sorang2. teman: yakin ngn keputusan kau nak kahwin? saya: oh...aku tak pernah se"yakin" ini seumur hidup aku. we've been together through thick and thin. ................................................................................................... oh, percayalah kawan2, conversation itu membuat kan saya agak tersinggung. saya tahu saya telah melalui on and off relationship sebelum ini but it doesnt mean saya suka2 okay. its a good thing anyway utk saya mengenali sesorg itu dgn lebih mendalam. tidak menyesal, tapi bersyukur kerana dgn my previous relationship, saya amat menghargai insan yg didepan mata saya sekrang. untuk teman, saya mengambil ini sebagai sesuatu yg positive. Sbg nasihat atau teman sekadar ingin tahu how concrete is my decision psl bab kahwin2 nih. oh..sgt concrete ye! saya bukan suka2 nak kahwin and buat keputusan dlm masa 15saat okay! tidak sama sekali. saya rasa saya cukup mengenali hafiz luar dan dalam (translation english ke BM mungkin ada maksud berbeaza..heheheh) and bagi kami, we need to go further then just a gf/bf. saya jiwang? oh..definitely me. saya sgt terharu bila baca blog azue entry pasal i'm getting engaged. finally! ada jugak kawan2 yg yakin ngn keputusan saya.

weight vs diet!

i'm fat!!! yup....totally fat. i mean, not as fat as Syanie tapi still plus size! a bit chubby got additional spare tyre (seriously!!! its really a nightmare). I used to be so skinny during my chilhood time. i bukan la lahir2 je besar. plus, my family sume kuruih2. my sis weight just 39kg when she got married and now only 41kg. can u imagine she is just 41kg? she already have three kids ok. so i sgt JEALOUS with her! she can ate anything and tak perlu rasa guilty about that. And me? ok, i notice berat i naik since i in form 4. tak la naik mendadak but naik sket2 and lama jadi tembam. hikhikhik... time kat uni bdn i mcm yoyo. sekejap turun, sekejap naik. ye la, time study byk berjln & berjimba2 dgn kwn2. so bdn pun mcm yoyo. And now? i consider this is as my nightmare sepnjng usia i 23thn. iya! berat bdn saya telah naik mendadak sebyk 7kg. saya ulang sekali lagi, 7kg semenjak saya bekerja. oh tidak!!!!!!!! Now i have 23days to go before my engagement. shit! i kene nmpk cantik which mean kalau nak nampak cantik anda kena kurus ->definition by semua makhluk dunia di mana cantik adalah apabila anda mempunyai badan ramping seperti KERENGGE atau seramping BIOLA. Adakah org gemuk/plus size tidak cantik? err...mungkin wajahnya cantik atau mungkin dia benar2 cantik pada hakikatnya tp di sebabkan plus size matter dia no longer consider as cantik. DISKRIMINASI! yup..kesian pada insan2 yg plus size mcm saya! ok, i know i tak cantik (wajah ok) tapi bukan ku pinta untuk jd plus size. i'm still can fit size M or L. My BMI is still NORMAL but actually it doesnt seems NORMAL when u wear M or L. u only NORMAL in the other people eyes if u wear XS or S. PATHETIC!!! Bukan i mintak bdn plus size cmni kan. My incik Hafiz never complain about my weight. He said size doesnt matter and die cakap for him my size normal. ok, itu die ckp sbb die my fiance-to-be. of course he does not want hurt my feeling. cube dia ckp right infornt my face "dear, i ase u gemuk la. u shud loose some weight" waaaa...mau i straight away terjun dr my office building. huhuhuhu.... 1) Diet Seperti biasa solution yg biase kte dengar anda perlu berdiet. jgn mkn bla..bla..bla.. i noe, ade 2 org teman baek saya An*e & B*zl* telah avoid utk memakan nasik utk sekian lama and both of them tlh berjaya to loose some pounds. me & nasik? oh, saya sgt pure melayu. its running in my blood vessel. i ase i kuar2 je dr perut my mama i already ask for nasik!! susah =( 2) Exercise Ha? ape die? Exercise? ulang balik sekali lagi EXERCISE? god!!! ini adalah perkara paling torture dalam hidup. oh my god! saya tidak akan mendera diri saya. tidak sama sekali! saya sgt menyayangi badan saya sama seperti saya sayang nyawa saya. exercise adalah satu jenis penderaan terhadap tubuh. oh, saya tidak akan membiarkan bdn saya berpeluh2 and kepenatan disebabkan exercise, berpeluh tak seksi okay! (mcm la gemuk tu seksi kan?). But i hate exercise so much. last nite i had this conversation dgn incik hafiz. so, i was thinking nak ke gym. even though my office ade gym yg u boleh attend at anytime, but for me, kalau i byr bru i ase terpkse pergi else i tak kan pergi coz i tak rase membazir. leh tak camtu? so, bg memastikan bdn i kuruih nk mampus time kawen nnt by this June i akan mula mendera diri ini. maaf kan saya incik tubuh! bukan iat di hati membuat begitu. tetapi anda sgt tidak cooperative dlm membantu saya membuang lemak di bdn. pls..pls..pls...doakan i manage utk pergi everyday kerana saya akan membayar sejumlah wang yg agak besar di fitness centre tersebut. 3) Lippo suction. Skip!! not going. takut mati & tak mampu nak bayar 4) Slimming Center Saya ingin pergi! ingin pergi sama sekali! but gaji saya belum rm4k utk membenarkan saya pergi. maafkan saya london weight management. maafkan saya slimming sanctuary. saya telah gagal meng"kaya"kan anda semua. Nak nampak CANTIK, anda kena kuruih. Itulah hakikatnya... sgt sedih!!!

its SUNDAY!!!

wah...rasenye boleh dikire dgn jari if hari AHAD i tak pergi kemana-mana.. yes! saya tidak ke mana2 kerana mogok dgn incik hafiz. we have a little argument and seperti biase incik hafiz kita mls nak merumitkan keadaan dia pura2 terima pandangan saya. oh! itu sgt menyakitkan. i noe.. i noe..i'm a bit complicated. kadang2 me,myself pun tak paham dgn diri saya (err..camtu pun boleh ke?). sometime i'm happy kalau dia just ikutkan aje what i said but sometime ase piss off. i noe hafiz ni jenis tak kuasa nak lawan2 gaduh. oh! sepanjang bersama dgn cinta hati saya ni, paling lama kiteorg gaduh/majuk not more than 24hrs. believe it or not? kiteorg tak biasa gaduh lama2. he is so patient and soft. so kalau i still insist nak menang, dia ikutkan aje even though i tau he is not happy with that. i tau, i seorang yg KEJAM! (mintak ampun byk2 ye incik hafiz!) As a result, incik hafiz telah ke opis. ye! beliau telah ke opis pada hari ahad kerana mungkin majuk dgn saya. padan muka saya! kan dah nyesal tak dapat ke Queensbay. takpe2...simpan duit nak kahwin!!! (cara pujuk hati sendiri). Tgk NONA and saw my matriks fren (Herlena) as one of the finalist! wow...sgt mengkagumi dia. we use to be quite close back then. so proud of her coz dia ada courage yg sgt besar nak kuar depan tv. if me? ohhh tidak...nak present dlm department pun agak terkulat2. wah..ini kan pulak nak muncul depan tv. mau tak tidur 7hari 7mlm nervousnya itu. buhsan, mari kite berjemaah ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZ... (padan muka incik hafiz! i dh tido...jgn kacau or offer pegi queensbay. majuk!!!)

SEARCH concert aka Wet Party!!!

Yup! its 2am in the morning now. tak dapat nak titon so decided nak online. Wah.... so much thing nak cter pasal the SEARCH concert, call me sakai, i noe..i noe..its just a search concert where i'm not a big fan after all kan? hikhikhik...but believe it or not i sgt2 enjoy the concert. weeee..around 7pm kiteorg reach at McD Sbrng Jaya. aktiviti ini bagi memastikan perut tdk kosong yg mana boleh mengudang rasa cepat marah. As always, i makan Chicken Mc Deluxe while incik hafiz kite telah makan bubur ayam + burger. wah...hari ni selera incik hafiz bertambah. drop by kat petronas on the way ke konserto itu. beli red bull. takut half way concert i dah tak larat nak berdiri. =)) Reach there at 8pm. ok, ujan renyai2..takpe...ade 2 raincoat in my crossbody and ade payung cukup bsr di bawa bersama. sampai kat tmpt check ticket ade pulak celcom girl tu tanye psl tiket which i'm not quite sure la kan sbb bukan i yg beli tiket pun. then we got gelang tgn where she mention about coz celcom user and bla..bla..bla...dpt spesel tempat and i dah tak berape nak dengar sebab time tu dh teruja nak masuk je. masuk2 je luckily org tak ramai sgt lagi. maybe org hesitate nak gi ke tak coz gerimis kan? then tetibe ade satu brader dlm spesial cage panggil both of us. mula2 terpinga gak then dia tnye psl gelang yg kteorg pki and die suruh msk spesial cage tu (which also known as blue zone). ulang suara, kteorg MASUK SPECIAL CAGE!!! yeaaaa...and believe it or not cage ni betul2 bawah stage and we manage to get ourself at the front row. ya!! super duper depan smpi u boleh cium bau ketiak amy search time nyanyi...ahhahahah.... (perumpamaan okay!). yea..1st time in mylife pegi concert dpt ddk front row and VIP cge tau. now i'm really proud to be one of the celcom user yg tak pernah fail bayar bil setiap bulan and dh tak kan marah2 celcom kalau dia barred my phone again (aiseh, bab ni still kne consider sbb celcom sgt leceh time nak unbarred even dh bayar! manyak songeh da...) When the concert just about to start gerimis renyai2 bertukar menjadi ujan menggila.wah...sudah sejuk and tak tahan. nasib ade bantuan raincoat and payung. then nabila huda keluar...intro sket2 then abrulah search kuar. PEMBETULAN di sini!!! Incik Hafiz adalah PEMINAT SEARCH!!! waaaaa...believe it or not! saya baru discover malam ni. dlm sume lagu SEARCH tu i only knew two of it. of course lagu ISABELLA and FANTASIA BULAN MADU. The rest? err...no idea. pathetic kan kalau kite pergi concert tu tapi tak tahu lagu? luckily incik hafiz ade bersama menjadi amy search disebelah saya utk menyayikan lagu itu. hikhikhik.... yg best ddk depan, nmpk clear gler muke all the guitarist & amy search himself but i hate all the lightings and asap2 api tu. sgt panas!!!! even hari ujan tp i tetap kepanasan. Next to us ade one couple whereby wife die is preggie lady!!! IYA!! die mengandung dan pergi ke konsert. waaahhh.. i dpt tgk her tummy. think must be 5mnths pregnant. aiseh...ngandung2 pun pergi concert ke kak? err..its raining and she doesnt bring along any umbrella or raincoat.wah! cukup selamba. i yg ber"rain coat" and umbrella ni pun dh nak kne frost bite (betul ke ejaan?) tapi die selamba rock je ngn laki die terlompat2... alahai...takut je terkuar baby tu akak oi... if i'm in her shuz, i lbh rela ddk dirumah nonton tv or pegi muvie kt GSC.TGV dr berhujan kt situ. ish, kang anak kuar bknnye nangis dlu, tp nyanyi lagu isabella plak kan? After 3hrs berdiri didlm hujan. finally concert pun abes. and iya...tepat sekali. tgn kecut, bdn sejuk2 and kaki lenguh. Incik Hafiz pls take note, tomorrow session bershopping MUNGKIN akan dibatalkan kerana kaki saya sudah lenguh tahap gaban. hafiz kepenatan and kesejukkan. masuk kete terus tukar baju!

Balik, cepat2 mandi air panas and mungkin sebab dah ter"over dose" minum red bull, saya tidak berjaya utk menyuruh diri saya tidur and terpakse online sambil nonton Deja Vu. Pen off. Adios.

its saturday!

Yeah..its just saturday but i already sick to my stomach staying at home doing nothing. sigh... bangun pagi around 9a.m. breakfast. lepak tgk kartun then baru mandi. Today nak kene pergi kenduri kahwin my kazen which happen that die kahwin ngn org kulim. - iron tudung kuning. erm..pikir kejap. cancel. nak pki baju kurung len plak. -iron bju turquoish blue. iron tudung. aiseh, dieorg kahwen theme kaler ape eh? err..lantak la. pape je pun la.bukan i yg kahwen kan? -god! i have another 15mins nak ber"make up" and pakai tudung. -do my eye make up. applied powder. lippie. pakai tudung. and tadaaaaa...i'm done. By the way, i'm not that good in make up. yup. start make up2 ni pun time dah keje. segan plak tgk org len make up lawa2. malu plak Hafiz nak jln ngn i nanti. hikhikhik.... Time study dlu my beloved azue yg salu tenyeh muke i if ade event (dinner course etc)

Since keje ni, blaja pki kat you tube je la. but still.. tak de la pro sgt. reti sket2 je.

My fav eye make up tools?

1) Stilla Convertible Eye colour.

This tool sgt useful utk girl's with active lifestyle or dummy mcm i. This is my hero. why i like this tool so much? coz at one end die ade eyeliner yg very easy to glide. at another end ada built-in applicator. And the best part, tgh2 die leh twist open and "pop" there you go, the eyeshadow. sgt easy. just a tool which can do 3 job. mine one is stone colour where i rase colour ni sgt sesuai utk nak di matchkan with any colour. I lap u Stila.

2. Dior Show Mascara.

Owh...i love this mascara! i had bad experiences with mascara.bukan senang nk jumpe mascara yg suit mcm yg kita nak. its as hard as to find our Mr.Right! some mascara will easily smear and some are too fake! and ada pulak yg berketul! sgt tak cantik =(

I've tried several brand before and still tak menjumpai lagi cinta hati saya!

And in April finally cinta saya ketemu! i bought this dior mascara and the result? SUperb!!! tidak berketul, very dramatic effect (lentik ala zainap zaing gitu!) and hafiz thought at first i'm wearing additional fake eyelashes! waaa...sgt metaphora kan? by the way,mmg pun i bought this mascara together with dior eyelashes.tapi eyelasehes tu tak tau la bile tahun nak pakai. Mascara pun tak berapa nak reti, ini pulak nak pakai eyelashes kan? So for those yg masih mencari cinta hati? pls visit sephora kerana ia sgt2 membantu.

I'm still looking for perfect lippie. i love lippie so bad and i had dozens of lipsticks, lip pallets & lip gloss.

Enough about make up, now tgh teruja nak gi concert tonight. hopefully tidak hujan. and as a backup, ill bring raincoat in my crossbody bag. weeee.....

heading to SEARCH concert!

Yeaaaaa....Hafiz managed to get the ticket to the SEARCH concert. Frankly, i'm not a "search" big fan pun, so do Hafiz. There is few times i ajak hafiz to go for concert which obviously most of the concert kat Bkt jalil. i'm dying to go to the Raihanna concert the other day but u know, northern and KL its not that near. So, bg mengubati ketagihan di hati, last nite after penat2 balik shopping hafiz ring me : Hafiz :"dear, u noe wut, SEARCH buat concert kt seberang jaya tomorrow night: me: "wow...thats cool, nak gi tak? " Hafiz : "ok, jap lagi i online and i beli ticket" and thats it! quite impulsive kan? so, finally we ARE GOING to a concert! tak kire la concert ape pun. so, tomorrow hafiz akan heading back to Kulim from his kampung earlier. hihihi... nak gi awal la so leh duduk depan. by the way, i dont noe much of SEARCH songs pun. =(

J-card day!

Yeahh! 3 entry in a day...i was damn excited nak citer about last night.

ehem...ehem....

Last nite saya dan incik hafiz telah pergi ke J-Card day sale. its really a H.E.A.V.E.N. i love it so much!!!

5.15pm sharp i left my office..weee..nak tgk i balik awal its really like once in a blue moon. i kan pekerja berdedikasi seantero Infineon tu. Then straight away heading to Penang bRidge. sampai penang bridge as always jln jam mcm nak gler. So, i ngambik kesempatan ini utk ZzzZzzzZzzz...

Celik2 je dah half an hour and we just half-way atas bridge. wahh,,,sgt menguji kesabaran. nasib la driver terhormat saya incik hafiz ni amat penyabar ketika memandu. (serious, he never honk at people!!) then i cepat2 bgn and apply powder, betulkan tudung and kuatkan radio utk kembalikan mood utk shopping kejap lagi.

Reached at Jusco queensbay at 7pm sharp. time tu dieorg tgh happy hour comforter yg sgt cntek! its a thai silk comforter with retail price RM800+. Managed to get good bargain during happy hour and we just grab and grab and grab...

Then hafiz went to men's dept while i pegi ke ladies. We practiced this all the time's so that both of us have our own time&space to shop!

The best thing about this J-card day, Padini Concept shop next to it also joined this sale. so kalau ade j-card we can get additional 20% off. say currently the shirt is 50% 0ff then add another 20% and the shirt is down to 70%. its really a good bargain. and again, i swipe my VISA!!! weee... tak mo tgk bil nanti. takut!!!! i bought 6 shirts, undies, nighties, comforters & pillows while hafiz bought 4 shirts, short and undies!

After penat shopping and jusco pun dah nak tutup, we go to redeem counter. So, whatever we purchased that night we will get voucher. RM10 voucher for every RM100 yg di spent. And i got RM50 voucher.so, sendiri kira la brape byk both of us dh spent.. jeng...jeng..jeng...

Our shopping cart!

berjimba..jimba di Mengkuang Dam

Last Friday manage balik keje awal..tak la awal sgt pun, around 6.15pm gak la kuar opis.

Then we decided to go to Mengkuang Dam.

This Dam is just 15mins away from my house. Hafiz and i pegi sekali ngn dua org bodyguard kiteorg, Faizal & Azarul. So we took some pics there using camera hantaran (this camera sepatutnya is hantaran for wedding later. From me to hafiz, since we bought the camera 7mnths earlier, both of us sgt teruja nak testing this DLSR). this camera will no longer brand new time kawen nanti.. isk..isk..isk...

the eyes!!!

And finally...berjaya gak nak memulakan new post. today is a public holiday!! yippiyea..unfortunately my sugar pie not around (balik kampung ade kenduri)...waaaa... i mish him badly..nak ikut my baby balik kampung kenduri but happen tomorrow my relatives getting married pulak. At first malas gak nak gi coz this is from my father side yg i tak bape nak close then mama menggunakan ayat keramat dia utk memaksa anak pompuan bongsu dia pegi, "sok lusa awak kawen takde org nak datang. awak sorang je la naik pelamin syok sendiri" Alamak...its really nightmare kan? so, terpaksa la pura-pura ikhlas kan hati pegi. Bukan apa, wedding dia dah la wat tengah hari buta time matahari tercacak atas pale. dah la kena pakai baju kurung supaya nampak cam wanita melayu terakhir, then kena pulak la menahan lelehan peluh2 kuar.sgt gross and tak suka!!! Since my baby Hafiz dah balik kampung after sembahyang jumaat tadi, i have nothing much to do as i consider this period off time as "me time". Kat umah sorang2 (both my housemate kerja siang today), bukak laptop depan tv sambil browsing shopping blog. i'm really addicted to this! so much thing to write down pasal this one whole week. let me start with earlier this week whereby i got infection kat mata. waaaaaa... so, sbg seorg bf yg amat concern Hafiz ajak gi klinik coz dia takut tgk my eyes yg sgt reddish. we went to meet my favorite doc kat Kulim ni, Dr.Rusli. He is my favorite doc since i move to Kulim. Why i like this doctor? He is super handsome!!! his age is late 30's and he is charming. wah..boleh gugur jantung tgk dia... and he have a good sense of humour yg tetibe je ase sume sakit tu leh hilang.. yeaaa...and another thing about him? dia sangat suka bg MC pada saya...ulang suara.. BAGI MC!!! bukan senang dpt MC especially pada hari2 yg korng bgn tdo and ase malas gaban nak gi keje...hikhikhik... i lap u doc! u are my saviour! ;P

So, Dr.Rusli aka Dr.Handsome pun menasihatkan supaya stop using my lens for a week and i was like "what?" okey, i've been using lens since like forever. people even hardly remember how i looki like when i was wearing spectacles. I have low self confident when i wore the glass.its like mcm something wrong somewhere...My infection is due to wearing lens under aircond for long period which causes my lens dried up and infection occur. but you know my instict say what? actually because of the eyes make up!! yeah, when u wear the eyeliner & mascara, sometime this stuff akan smear and the teeny-weeny dried up mascara akan fall into ur eyes and stuck under ur lens!!! its true, whenever i remove my lens, there's always ade habuk2 mascara dlm lens ni. And that starting that Monday, i wore glass everyday. Of course semua org akan tegur kan. like "eh, pki spec, nmpk garang la" and others compliment as well. and compliment yg tak sedap di dengar? compliment by HR manager "u look like mawi's wife...sape tu...ha, Ekin".. err.ok, i bukan nak perasan, but happen that day i pki tudung ala2 yg ekin pakai (hello! bukan die designer tudung tu, apesal plak nme tudung Ekin?).