bila hati mula berlagu..

Yep!! anda pasti tahu kenapa saya mula bernyanyi riang. Today is Friday and its not just another friday. yep..yep..i'll be leaving to Jkrta tomorrow. Hip..hip..hoooorayyyy... dgn pesanan kwn2 dan ahli keluarga yg semakin bertambah saban hari. teruja dh level nak lari setempat kat tepi desk dh ni... mesti bos kate saya buang tebiat. kerja...kerja..kerja... nope...kali ini tidak lagi mengeluh. walaupun kerja banyak menimbun2 kena settle sebelum pergi. oh!! juga form utk promotion & bonus utk tahun ini juga belum diisi. sempat ke? saya telah berjanji pada diri saya utk tidak lagi mengeluh perihal kerja. All this happen malam tadi. as saya dah penat jalan2 kat jusco dgn incik tunang, we decided to seat at one bench kat tengah2 jusco tu. Then incik tunang pergi beli air sebab haus. I saw two guy wearing a pest controller shirt. And holding one of those pest control equipment. i bet tentu sahaja dieorg baru balik kerja with all the looks. you know, dirty pants & shirt (ini bukan nada menghina, just nak elaborate lebih ape yg saya nampak). and both of them staring at the display glass at one of those watch shop. Starring without blinking for quite sometimes!!!! then one of those shop assistance keluar, and wipe the glass yg both of them touch. which causes both of them kene ketepi. the SA buat this kind of faces yg mcm "kalau-tak-mampu-jgn-la-tgk2" punye look. then both of them beredar dari situ. and i am so sad lihat that scene. doesnt mean dieorg kerje kat pest control dieorg tak mampu kan? ok, maybe dieorg look not presentable enough, tapi jgn judge org. i do admit jam yg dieorg tgk tu branded la jugak. tapi semua org ada keinginan bukan? dgn keinginan ni la kite akan try harder utk dptkan sesuatu. at that point of time i just noticed. all this while saya sering mengeluh pasal kerja. pasal salary yg tak cukup banyak kononnye, pasal quarter bonus yg sekarang ni dah stop, pasal kerja yg tak pernah habis. but i never look back and bersyukur dgn apa yg saya dapat. maybe they earn only quarter from my salary. maybe they have kids to be feed with that amount of money. saya? gaji just for myself!! takde anak nak bagi makan lagi. just bayar kete, sewa rumah, makan pakai and those un-necessary barang yg sering dibeli without plan. tapi saya tetap juga mengeluh. betul kata Dr.M, melayu mudah lupa. wahhh..ini mmg dh terkena batang hidung sendiri. Bila dipikir2, berapa byk sebenarnya gaji yg saya nak? saya terus blur. mungkin rm7k? ya..mungkin saat and detik ni saya hanya perlu jagi rm7k. ohhh...tapi kalau gaji dh rm7k, pangkat dh besar, mungkin saya perlu tukar kereta. perlu diingatkan attitude manusia pangkat = kereta. mesto both sama taraf. so mungkin saat itu saya akan bawak kereta lebih besar? ta..ta... to my national car. ohh!! ya, saya juga perlukan handbag yg mahal. baru la nampak bergaya dan berpangkat bukan? ohh, juga baju dari designer collection baru la nmpk mantap!! and again, rm7k tak akan cukup. we always ask for more. ada kerete national macam saya ni pun sering mengutuk diri. sering berharap...bile la nak pakai kete besar. or at least pakai la Jazz ke kan? tapi dari tingkap kereta national ni la jugak saya boleh lihat suami, isteri dan anak2 berhimpit2 naik motorsikal di bawah panas terik/hujan. while saya? dalam kerete, ada bumbung dan pastinya ada aircond! masih lagi mengeluh... saya terlupa bertapa bertuahnya menjadi diri saya. mungkin saya tidak dilahirkan dalam family kaya duit riban-riban. tapi selama ni pun cukup pakai, makan pun terlebih kenyang sampai badan besar ala-ala anak hippo dah ni. education pun alhamdulillah cukup. dan i have a good job. ye, saya dapat kerja right after my final exam and even before my convocation. while other fren still job hunting or tanam anggur, saya dah duduk di office and pour out all the knowledge which i learnt from my degree. aint that lucky enough? i should stop mumbling about job. should stop shopping too. ye...should stop those unnecessary things!! -perhaps only applies pas i balik shop dari Jkt & Bndung. eheheheh...ini ada exceptional ya... I should save up my money. and if i have chance. i wish i could go to calcutta. the poorest among the poorest. can you imagine that? no clothes, no food, no nothing. they just live by the road side. maybe lepas pegi calcutta saya boleh 100% insaf. amin!!! and kengkwn, pls pray for me. selamat pergi and selamat kembali. and of course, doakan saya tak dapat those disease, h1n1. touch wood!!

I'm not in mood for blogging. yep...yep... hati ini telah dibawa lari... mungkin juga telah di hijack. hati telah diterbangkan ke jakarta/bandung. dh tiga hari takde mood nak buat kerja. extremely teruja nak pergi je. ehehehhe.... done with all the hotel booking and tentative. tp ku rasakan tentative akan bertukar2 mengikut masa shopping yg diperlukan. Yg penting, Incik Hafiz telah berjanji utk ke Dufan!!! ye...Dufan aka Dunia Fantasia. bukan akademi fantasia ye... Dufan tu theme park ala2 getting or sunway!! i love all the crazy rides. nak naik berpuluh2 kali kalau boleh. seronot!!! mlm ni ade farewell party utk Shahril. bdk ni praktikal kt sini and salu join our group activites. Shahril ni study kat Germany and balik sini just buat praktikal and pasni balik sana balik habis kan few sem before grad. farewell party kali ke-2 (aritu dah buat kat waterfall tapi tak pergi sebab ada wedding) ni kteorg plan nak gi karaoke. hoyeaaahhh! saya suka karaoke. owhhh... will be going with all the boys + incik tunang. haiyah...ill be the only girl then. mmg itu pun salu terjadi. everytime gi karaoke ill be the only girl yg akan tag along. i miss my uni time... we used to karaoke dgn extreme smpi hilang suara. the best time for karaoke usually lepas exam or in between paper time exam. karaoke ni dh mcm self-theraphy. wawa, ilmi, dayah, ble lagi kte nak karaoke? sobsob...winduwwwww... suke sangat men'sumbang'kan lagu dgn sore2 sumbang kami. tapi the best thing pergi karaoke dgn lelaki adalah, dieorg tak nyanyi lagu pompuan. jd saya leh nyanyi sorng2 tanpa dikacau. best kan? ahaha.. and ni some pics time kenduri kahwin ammar & shera....

Ammar telah mewajibkan geng lelaki pakai baju hitam. sian incik tunang pki bju hitam tengahari panas2 tu. muke pun dh kerut2 je.

Incik Ammar & Cik Shera. Congrats ya!

While menunggu ketibaan pengantin. Panas dong!!! With me is Ieda, Rosli & Afkhan (ni kwn incik tunang)

airasia lagi...

Airasia really killing me. fuh!! ase nak cekik2 je. even though i'm a big fan of airasia tp disaat ini saya sangat2 marah!! marah membuak2. begini al-kisahnye; Airtu 1st time beli tiket kteorg amik luggage standrd yg kne byr rm5 je. means leh bwk 15kg. after ku pikir2 ase mcm x cukup la plak ini 15kg. so cadangnye nk amik 20kg. kire nak supersize kan baggage itu. then ble check2 kat system tgk2 takde pun payment utk rm5. though its just rm5 tp sgt2 marah sbb it suppose to be there. base on 1st itineray record, mmg ada. but after we change the flight bnde tu dh takde. what if time kiteorg dh kat airport baru notice this? tak ke naya. then cmne nk supersize beg klu yg stndrd pun tak byr kan? so, kne membazir lg additional rm5? so, dgn langkah yg rasa sangat bijak, saya call up airasia. and the best part about call airasia, call system dia sgt tak user friendly. u have to try every single button nak dptkn line kepada operator dia. here is the tips : -> after pilih bahasa, click button (2) Maklumat penempahan. -> then button (1) penukaran penempahan -> then button (0) utk bercakap dgn telefonis. Percaya atau tidak percubaan incik tunang tidak berjaya utk sampai ke telefonis sebab tak jumpe button yg leh tekan utk ckp ngn telefonis. after few trial baru lah saya berjaya. hikhikhik... then, dh click utk berckp dgn telefonis, saya tunggu more than 20mins. tapi tak de gak org jawab. asyik2, "maaf, talian kami masih sibuk, cuba sebentar lagi atau tunggu di talian".. mak datuk, lebih 7kali saya call since yesteday. tapi tak berjaya pun nak ckp ngn telefonis. i wonder what happen dekat telifonis dieorg? kne berhenti keje ke semua org? sigh..... byngkn klu korng tepon pkii hndphone korng ke KL and kne tunggu each phone call more than 30mins to be entertain? itu pun kalau dpt reach telefonis. kalau tak dpt reach mcm saya and u need to call over n over smpi fed up? its just rm5 matter. so boleh la saya kata, takpe la, byr je la additional rm5 tu. mls dh nak kecoh. what if we need it something urgent or something big? lets say, kte dh byr then tak appear? then kte call telefonis and tak dpt2 nak reach dieorg? tak ke mau sakit jantung? aiyak, saya tau la saya byr mure. jgn la buat begini.....sobsobsob... ok, since i'm going time H1N1 tgh menggila merebak ke seantero dunia, saya telah amik langkah berjaga2. i bought the hand sanitizer. fuh, we will be germs freak nnt. setiap bpe saat akan sanitize tgn. or mungkin setiap kali lps byr brngan yg dibeli /bersentuhan scr rasmi atau tak rasmi. and yesterday drop an email kepada incik manager, business conduct di tingkat atas. bgtau pasal nak gi overseas. ni reuirement oleh pihak kilang kpd semua staff yg akan melancong. kne buat declaration and monitor our temp every few hrs lps balik nnt. so, incik manager business conduct memberikan tips langkah2 berjaga2 yg kne diambil. and remind about the face mask and suruh saya pergi amik kat our inhouse clinic. since saya yg konon2 lebih eficient telah membeli high end punye face mask. high end la konon. ni face mask N95 asenye face mask plng elok kot. takkan berpeluh and tak rimas di pakai. satu dlm rm6.00. and beli 4. memandangkan itu incik manager suruh amik dkt clinic, saya pun pergi la clinic nak amik lagi konon. dlm hati, msti clinic bagi face mask yg mure. yg 3 ply tu. yg panas and lemas nak pki tu. takpe, sje je simpan. at least clinic tau saya amik dh face mask. perghhh..rupa2nya clinic bg face mask N95 for free. wahhh...ruginye duit saya.. rm24 tuh. so, rembat je lg 4 dr clinic. now we had 8 face mask!!! adakah saya patut jual je face mask tu. i noe i wont use that much pun. tapi sje je jd tamak. Surat cinta dari bonda dh smpi. tak pernah pun bonda hantar surat. tapi kali ni lain. kali ni berbeza. bonda hantar surat. surat ape? surat aka wishlist bonda yg dipesan utk di beli di Jkt/Bdo. aiyh!! ini mcm pnye wishlist asenye kne supersize baggage ke lebih besar la ni. And yup2, perhatian kpd sekalian alam. dgn cadangan dan usulan bonda bagi tidak menyinggungkan hati mana2 pihak, rakan taulan atau musuh (jika ada), dgn secara rasminye, saya ingin mengumumkan pengapit for the wedding saya nanti adalah sepupu saya bersama pasangannya, Fuad & Alia. so, klu spe yg gi engagement saya tau la spe alia n fuad ni. fuh, akhirnye dpt jugak finalize spe. klu tak mau pening pale ni.

selamat petang... nothing much happen today. clear up my kerje2 yg bertimbun. ari ni dh jumaat. esok weekend lagi. ape plan besok eh? erm, saturday tak sure lagi but sunday seperti biasa, acara rasmi wikend kteorg, pergi umah org kawen. but this time both of us punye close fren, Incik Ammar. Mr. Crocs ini akhirnye akan kahwin. Crocs bkn crocs kasut tu, tp crocs erti kata yg satu lagi tu ye. Best of luck dr kami berdua ye ammar!! yup, just discover my lips dh tak kering mcm dulu lagi. hepi sgt. yup! saya mengalami bibir kering melampau which saya baru discover the root cause nye. guess what? sebab pakai lipstick!! leh tak? ish..ish..ish... i cant wear any type yg ade perkataan 'lips' dan 'stick'.ohhh... lip palette jugak inclusive. frust sangat2 sebab how the story of my lipstick will end? should i toast everything inside the bin? yup...i'm replacing all my lipstick with lipgloss. sigh. pity me!!! so, i only can wear lipgloss. and those yg ade problem mcm saya, really2 advise korng pki lip butter as a treatment. ahahah.. saya dh level terlalu obses dgn lip butter ini. sedapnye bau lip butter nih. kdng2 rasa nak gigit mkn je. msti sodap kan? mcm mkn roti letak butter kot. nyum..nyum... And thanks to Incik Tunang kerana telah membantu telefon the wedding dress designer kat Indon itu. Mungkin dieorg dua ni mcm sorang cakap ayam, sorang cakap itik. tapi yg penting itu incik designer sudi amik tempahan saya. yip..yip..hooorayyy.. i'm counting the day now. tak sabar rasenye nak pergi. ohhhh....mesti duit yg keluar selaju air terjun niagara. hikhikhik.. tapi doakan la my wedding dress turn out to be super gorgeous!! for the past few weeks penat saya menggunting aka merosakkan koleksi magazine Pengantin serta magazine2 yg ada baju kawin yg len and tampal dlm sketch book. konon2 nk tgk la which design suit me best. fuuuh..tough decision!! very funny request from my sis. 'ashu, tolong carikan blog yg jual bebarang party'. and i was like huh? barang party pun nak beli online ke? dasyat nye akak saya yg sorang nih. dia adalah contributor terbesar dlm industri online nih. and she is a REAL shopaholic. My niece, Jasmin birthday is coming real soon. tu la pasal akak yg sorng ni nak cari party packs/gadgets. yg tiup2 ape bagai. i do still remember waktu along dlm patang after gave birth Wafeea aka Gorgon Kecil. Since she cant hit the shopping mall during that time, everyday incik posto akan setia menghntr brng2 yg die beli over the net. almost every single day ade je brng baby. from botol susu, to baby carrier. sigh. she is really a full time shopper. dlm pantang pn leh nyopping lagi. dasyat....

big smile. good mood.

Kalau anda gembira tepuk tangan.... (clap..clap..clap) i'm in a good mood today. erm, mungkin saya cukup tidur malam tadi (ok la tu, tido pukul 1am). And pagi tadi bangun awal. tak de pun rushing. sempat nyanyi time gosok baju. its a good start for the day!!!! since dh bangun awal, arini for the 1st time in 2mnths time, saya start enjin kerete and pergi amik incik hafiz utk ke opis!!! yup..yup...boleh dikatekan ari-ari la incik hafiz ni ditugaskan secara tak rasmi oleh saya utk amik and hantar saya pergi keje. and my super cute car? itu HANYA perhiasan and tempatnye memang kat porch kat rumah. my car leh hantar masuk balik kedai. can you imagine one year old car with mileage just reach 10 000km? wahhhh...kete saya tu mmg jarang berpeluang berjalan2. sebab most of the time naik kete incik hafiz. Calculation jarak antara opis dan rumah incik hafiz ialah 2minit. while, opis to my house is 10mins time. kire punye kire, memangla umah incik hafiz lagi dekat. tapi dengan menggunakan super power saya, telah berjaya menggoda incik hafiz utk bangun awal 10mins utk gi dtg amik saya pepagi. saya bukan dictator, cume saya lebey suke incik hafiz yg drive. saya ni a bit temper bile di atas jln raya. boleh jadi samseng jalanan tau. huahuahua...and perlu diingat disini, kerete saya juga dilengkapi sejenis peralatan favorite saya iaitu HORN. ye betul!! saya sgt rimas dgn driven yg terhegeh2 nak cross jalan, or suke2 tukar lane ke lane saya walaupun dh nmpk dh saya tgh memecut laju. ini bikin hati panas. ohh..kesimpulannye saya benci driver yg membuatkan saya perlu menekan brake. huahuahua..mcm tu pun boleh kan? incik hafiz in the different side of story. he applied his patient even time driving. kadang2 saya rasa he even forgot that his car ade HORN. saya yg duduk tepi ni salu TOLONG bagi HORN kat org. even kalau sampai masa die terSANGAT perlu tekan HORN, he just tekan ciput je. errr...asenye my kentut lagi kuat dr tu. ala-ala mcm nak tak nak bagi je HORN tu. alahaiiiiiii...... Last nite dah pergi tukar duit ke rupiah. ehem..ehem... banyak duit. jutawan akak ko ni ha. eee..kalau duit Thailand senang la nak kire, tapi rupiah ni paling la lemah. susah plak tu nak convert. kalau Thailand tolak je kosong belakang and equivalent dah dgn duit kte. sebab kre conversion rm 1 = 10 baht. Time pergi Bali aritu ase lemah je nak nyoping. kadang2 bnde murah rasa mahal, and bnde mahal rasa murah. sebab failed bab conversion ni. penat la kiah (saya) dan tijah (sya) gune calculator HP nak convert2. malam tadi bile duit dah juta-juta macam juling la nak kire. hamik ko...wallet pun tak leh nak katup. kwangkwangkwang... macam kene hire security je cmni. echewah.... cuti sudah diberi green light oleh Puan Bos. amin. semoga dipermudahkan. the trip will be next saturday. ape ye ayat yg lebey dr excited? uhuhuuhu.. i think i will be in a good mood untill saya pergi Jkt-Bdo nnt. So,kalau sesape nak buli ke, nak suruh mcm2 ke, sile suruh sekarang sebelum saya pergi. oh! itu seperti yg telah dibuat oleh Puan Bos. Puan Bos siap menyenaraikan perkara2 perlu dilaksanakan oleh saya walaupun few of it di luar bidang kuasa saya. tapi saya menyambut huluran kerja itu dengan senyuman menguntum semanis madu. chewahhh... tengok la nanti lepas balik Jkt-Bdo. ade la saya balas ngan muke kering and ckp; 'its Kheng Wei or Chang Ren tasks, not mine!'. 3 hari akak ko ni unpaid nanti. erm, jadi pas balik berjoli tu saya bakal ikat perut. waaa.... byk tu 3hari unpaid. Teringat plak conversation dgn Cik Dayah one of my close fren time univercity. saya ada call dia last two night. just random chat and tanya al-perihal cik abg syg dia. Dayah ni someone yg super patient and ckp lembut gler. kalau arus tu tolak ke kanan, dia pun akan ke kanan. kalau arus ke kiri, dia pun ke kiri. dia jenis yg suke mengalah and tak nak argue. more or less mcm my incik hafiz aka incik tunang. While his boyfren in another story yg mana AMAT dictator, sgt MEAN and (sigh) tak tau la lagi nak label. so, most of our fren sangat tak suka bila die dgn incik boyfren die. we did felt yg die mcm di buli oleh kaum adam nan seorg itu. i at the first place dulu sgt against that relatinship. tak larat nak tengok kaum hawa yg baik gler mcm dayah ni kne buli, kne marah ari-ari. kalau air mata die leh tadah, sure Sultan Mansur Syah dah dapat kawen dengan Puteri Gunung Ledang pasal dah cukup air mata anak dara setempayan equivalent to one of the hantaran. tapi thats life. dayah still insist to be with HIM. rite...kalau korang pun mesti dah kate macam2 kan kat Dayah utk tinggalkan that guy? and I did. saya tahu saya jahat bile buat macam tu. but saya rasa she deserves someone better. someone who loves her more than anything. dan saya tahu utk kesekian kalinye, dayah tetap pertahankan incik boyfren die. and after all this year, i just realize one thing. Incik boyfren dia sayang dia, tapi meluahkan dgn cara berbeza. maybe its sound kejam sometime. dengan ayat2 yg menghiris jiwa dan menikam kalbu, tapi mungkin itu cara incik boyfren dia. yup, and finally, saya just menasihati itu cik dayah, to move on with HIM. mungkin he is really her soulmate. cume cik dayah je lebih memahami. kengkwn yg len, harap dapat bless hubungan dieorg ye. jgn buat muke!!! i noe..i noe...maybe korang tak sependapat, tapi maybe Dayah was right. kita tak nampak kebaikkan incik boyfren dia, all those very2 tiny thing. mana nak nampak kan? and the phrase yg saya ingat sampai hari ni cik dayah cakap 'U are different Amy, ko dapat hafiz macam menang Jackpot ko tau tak'... now i felt like i'm in vegas and main with one of those machine judi. huahuahua.... ok, i admit. i,myself did realize this. i'm lucky enough to have someone like him. saya masih ingat another words come from a guy fren kat tempat kerja 'Hafiz deserves someone better than u, someone not as dictator as you'. pergh...first time dengar, kalbu ku ini bagai ditikam2 dengan belati. syahdu babe..leh tangkap leleh. tapi thats the fact. OUR story is different. saya dan incik hafiz in vice versa position. he is a soft spoken while saya sgt LOUD. incik hafiz pemalu, while saya? 'err..malu tu apa? kena semak dictonary nih'. i'm not exaggerate things and far from being proud of it, tapi just nak bagitau kawan2, OUR story is different, itu sebab saya dan incik hafiz as one. but frankly speaking, i do remind myself everyday how lucky i am to have someone like him. and you girls should do this too. even there is few thing yg ase our partner is a jerk or you wish he is as romantic as mr.A or Mr.B but trust me, you are lucky enough compare org lain to have someone in your life and love you that much. yg paling penting leh terime kenaikkan size dan berat anda........

Collagen?

Saya benci waktu pagi. Bile sampai je kat opis semua org jalan super fast. tak sempat nak berangan taw. i need to take 2 lift to reach my opis. complicated. sgt happy coz masuk2 keje and check schedule of the day 'NONE'. langsung takde meeting, appointment, discussion dan sewaktu dgnnye. seee...i'm grinning wider and wider now. relaks a bit. just the email yg dh reach limit since semlm tak keje. phewww.... Yesterday niat dihati nak survey Collagen. plan to consume collagen few months before wedding. Ever heard of collagen before? thsi stuff is quite famous tapi utk org2 kuno macam saya ni baru la mendapat kesedaran sivik utk mendalaminye and the effectiveness of this collagen. Collagen is the component in our body that basically helps hold us together. It is present in our skin, bones, cartilage and other connective tissues and is crucial to maintaining a youthful body and appearance. The reason that many of us feel we are rapidly falling downhill when it comes to the aging process is because we are! Science has proven that beginning at twenty five we begin to lose collagen at the rate of 1.5% a year which means that by age sixty we have lost over 50% of the collagen we had as a 25 year old! No wonder we feel old, we have lost more than half of the substance that protects our synovial fluids and cartilage from degenerating.

Wrinkles and sagging skin are the result of the loss of collagen in our skin as well other signs of aging such as patchy dry skin. There are supplements that can help reverse this and slow it down.

Now that you understand how collagen holds us together and how important it is to our bodies you should appreciate the need for supplementation to help reduce the loss. There are many different collagen supplements on the market today which work to help restore the substance in our bodies. You will begin to feel less joint pain and see an improvement in skin condition after getting on a regimen of supplementation.

Collagen supplements are all natural and not harmful to you in any way and the benefits of taking them include revitalizing your skin and keeping it healthy, reducing the occurrence of fine lines and wrinkles, strengthening your nails and improving the condition of your hair.

The best use of the supplements is to take it before exercise and strenuous physical activity as it works to help increase energy and performance. These supplements also help to renew lean muscle and help in fat metabolism helping you maintain and manage your weight.

Heard that most girls which consumed collagen claimed their skin getting better and lebih chantek.. and one of my vendor, her skin jd sgt smooth & skin tone jd sgt cantek and dia juga pengguna collagen. no wonder la kan. i should try this ler. incik hafiz lets hit the pharmacy again today? And both saya dan incik hafiz nak sesangat beli this book. Its a book by lonely planet; Southeast Asia on a shoestring. Yup..yup..yup..its a travel book covers Brunei Darussalam, Cambodia, East Timor, Indonesia, Laos, Malaysia, Myanmar (Burma), Philippines, Singapore, Thailand and Vietnam. Its really a good book. Sampai naik juling saya dan incik hafiz baca buku ni kat bookshop. Rege a bit expensive. actually its not too expensive as i mentioned earlier this book will worth every single penny of it. tapi disebabkan kteorg nak kawen and, money need to be spend on others thing as well, kiteorg terpakse kuburkan cita-cita utk membeli this book. all the travel guides, shopping, maps, accomodation and transport briefly explained in this book. Both Incik Hafiz and i planned nak backpack up to Laos. And also around Indonesia. But this will be done after dapat lesen besar as Hubby and Wifey. leh tak request this as my wedding gift? ohhh..i tau..i tau..azu suka bagi book as pressie. azu, can i have this???? its jusr RM100+. ngeh,,ngeh,,ngeh., i janji akan belikan souvenir bile i balik travel from those countries leh tak? p/s: Wedding checklist telah diremove sebab sgt semakkan page. so, nak nengok pls click kat label 'Wedding Checklist' ya.

.:Wedding Checklist :.

1.NIKAH, SANDING & BERTANDANG DATE - nikah & sanding my side 13 Feb 2010

-bertandang his side 20 Feb 2010

2. KURSUS KAHWIN - lom complete. 2nd day tak dtg lagi! 3. VENUE - nikah : home sweet home - reception : dewanMBSA - bertandang : Sg.Petani 4. CATERING & CANOPY - my side : food testing done. mama to decide. - bertandang : Incik Hafiz to provide the update. 5. PELAMIN & DECOR - my side : three brides house shortlisted. - bertandang : two brides house under consideration. 6. PHOTOGRAPHER - nikah, reception & bertandang : confirmed. deposit by 1st week of August 7. VIDEOGRAPHER - nikah & Reception : Confirmed. Mr Cousin (Abg Zarr) - Bertandang : do we need one incik hafiz? 8. WEDDING OUTFIT - nikah : Done, Tapi baju tersingkat sket (waaaaaa...) - Reception : to be decide after Jkt/Bdo trip - bertandang : shorlited 3 brides house 9. MAKEUP - nikah : org yg sama macam time bertunang - reception : Nurin? - bertandang : Finalized. Deposit bile incik hafiz? 10. BUNGA PAHAR - Only Incik Hafiz side. Mine takmo. 11. HANTARAN To Incik Hafiz : Watch Camera Ring - Cake - Sirih Junjung - Perfume & Shades

Shoe

Fruits - Wallet and Belt - To Miss Amy : Watch Handbag Bracelet Sirih Junjung Shoe : Dah pilih tapi tak beli lagi. Incik Hafiz,sila jawab! Cake Mas Kahwin 12. JEWELLERY - Incik Hafiz (ring) : This month! - Mine (bracelet) : November? 13. INVITATION CARD - Card for Nikah : Found. Depo by Sept - Card for reception (My side) : Depo by Sept - Card for Incik Hafiz side : Depo by Sept 14. CAKE - hantaran : deposit by Oct - Reception : still have not decide which cake house? - bertandang : not started. Incik Hafiz plz help 15. TOK KADI ETC - Ayah tolong ye? 16. HANDBOUQUET - nikah & reception : Mak Uda & kak Long (as per my engagement) - bertandang : Mama to prepare. 17. GUEST LIST - nikah : by Oct - Reception : By Sept - Bertandang : By Sept 18. CEREMONY, ENTERTAINMENT & KOMPANG - my side : emcee, baca doa, kompang, compilation of wedding song, CD of OUR song, video of us - bertandang : kompang? 19. PENGAPIT - reception : ? & ? - bertandang : ? 20. DRESSES FOR FAMILY nikah, reception & bertandang : Will receive the baju on Sept. yip hooray!! bertandang lom lagi.

21. WEDDING HEELS - nikah, reception & bertandang : after dapat dress baru hunt for shuz 22. WEDDING PROPS - follow mama checklist 23. HONEYMOON PLAN - Air tickets

24. SELF PREPARATION

-Consume Collagen

- Consume Innershine

- SPA

- Manicure and pedicure

Weekend activities...

Its Monday again!!! And guess what? Only today I didn’t get the panic attack in the morning. Yup!!! Sebab saya kene gastric and I got MC. Clap..clap..clap…big Mexican wave to Aimi. Yeaaaaaaaaaa….. Tak tahu la mcm mana leh jadi.maybe sbb skip2 makan nak kurus la konon. Cheh….kn dh sakit. Pdn muke. But at least dpt rehar kt umh. Hikhikhik… Weekend kali ni aktiviti sgt menarik and packed!!! Erm, let me start with Friday night. Since saya and two of my fren dpt confirmation bonus, kiteorg dgn murah hati telah ajak our close frens pergi makan nasi ketam kat Juru. This is MY FAV spot!! Ye..kalau korang nak try nasi ketam paling superb kat northern, saya rasa this is the best kedai yg boleh meremangkan your taste buds. Serious wa cakap lu.. sedap hingga menjilat jari. Kuah ketam punye la pekat. Slurppp.. leh menjejeh air liur. And we add on kerang rebus and kerang bakar. Northern ni memang syurga makanan. Sebab tu la duduk sini langsung tak terpikir dah nak pindah balik Klang. Hikhikhik…durhaka sungguh saya!! Unfortunately Zai tak dapat nak join this makan2 thing sebab dia ada issue last minute with her lot wafer. Pity her!! Mintakperhatian ye, wafer yg dimaksudkan ini bukan wafer makanan ye. Kilang kami tak produce makanan. This is electronic wafer. Zai berada di department where only NERD belongs to. Exception utk dia sbb she is not consider nerd. After kiteorg gi mkn Nasi Ketam Juru yg yummylicious thp tak ingt tu, kiteorg pergi main bowling. Unfortunately, ramai gler time tu and lane only available at 12am. Hek betulll… tak tahan menunggu, kteorg terus gi tengok Harry Potter. And what happen during the Harry Potter show? My Incik Tunang and Yani end up tidur during the show! Waaa..stress betul. Saya punye la terjerit2 time Si Potter tu lawan dgn ala-ala zombie tu, dieorg leh bantai tidur. Cehhh…buang karan betul.

And Saturday, as always, aktiviti hujung minggu yg kiteorg tak kan miss adalah pergi umah org kawen. Waaaaaa…. Nape mesti ade org kawen every weekend? Ni bukan my fren yg kawen tp kawen my incik tunang. Wedding kat padang besar, perils. Jauh oooo.. dh la pagi tu incik tunang kene masuk kerja sebab ade urgent issue. Sian incik tunang. Wedding tu simple je. Side pompuan walhal kwn incik tunang adalah pengantin laki tu. Nak wat cmne laki tu org kelantan, tak kan nak gi kelantan pulak kan? Pengantin laki sgt friendly and I was a bit disappointed ngan pengantin pompuan tu. Alahai, tak tegur pun kite ni. Sedangkan she was there next to her hubby while incik tunang bersembang dgn hubby die. Tau la kite ni idung tak mancung pipi tersorong2. at least ckp la time kasih sebab dtg. So, automatically this will add in dlm checklist wedding saya. Kene happy and greet everyone even kenal or tak until semua org balik. As a guest, maybe org akan rasa mcm saya rasa kan kalau pengantin buat donooo je.eeee…dh la kite berkorban aktiviti nyopping kite sebab nak dtg wedding die,\leh plak buat mcm tu, Incik hubby die tegur je saya ni. Jadi tak ikhlas plak. Ahahha..maybe saya ni emo lebey plak. Ye la, 2.5hrs drive nk gi sne bukan la nak mintak layan mcm raja. So semua kengkwn yg bakal kawen, ingt tu. Bukan kte tau guest kte dr mne. So treat others mcm mana kite nak others treat kte. Satu hari tu je pun kalau nak penat smpi tergolek.

And after the wedding kiteorg gi Arked padang besar yg faymes tuh. For those yg belum pernah menjejakkan kaki kat arked ni, arked ni more or less mcm kat rantau panjang and those places kat border M’sia – Thailand la. Byk brng siam yg mure2. tapi saya ni bukan ade specific brng nak beli pun. Plus, tak tahu nak beli ape pun. Just beli tom yam paste yg super sedap itu, lime juice (perahan limau nipis so that korang tak payah nak perah2 limau. Pakai je ni. Memudahkan keje memasak!), and sotong nipis tu. Bende2 mcm tu kat sini sgt senang nak cari. And kalau pergi sini, jgn lupe try Pulut Ayam and Mangga muda yg jual kt sini. Wah…sedap oooo… I’m really addicted to Pulut Ayam, Other then area border ni memang tak jumpe la kot. Kalau som tam and tom yam tu kat KL pun berlambak sodap2 tapi pulut ayam kat KL ade ke? Dah penat melepak kat arked tu, kiteorg heading back home. Tapi on the way tu, kiteorg singgah kat ladang tebu. Wahhhh… view sgt cantek. Mesti korang tak pernah pergi ladang tebu kat Chuping,Perlis kan? This tebu for buat gula. Bukan tebu buat air tebu tu. Really….really eyes theraphy. So kteorg dua org ngn gediknye amik gmba kt situ tak hengat, Its really2 a good place nak buat pre-wedding/outdoor wedding punye shoot. Really green!!! Unfortunately it’s too far for us nak amik pre-wedding shoot kat situ. Sobsobsob… And before sampai Kulim, kteorg singgah umh future in law saya. Ye, jumpe bakal parent in law utk kesian kalinye and adik2 segere saya. I guess I’m lucky enough sebab family my incik hafiz ni sgt mudah utk get along with. Since day one lagi I really do feel mcm kat umah my parent everytime dtg umh family incik hafiz. Sunday agak bosan sket since incik hafiz still need to go to work until 4pm. Saya dh separuh gler buhsan duduk umah. Abes semua channel saya bukak. Oh, korang pernah tgk Realiti Pengantin kat Tv1? Pasal preparation nak jadi pengantin until org tu naik pelamin. Baru 1st time tengok gak, then tgk kat Nona pasal weddng anak datuk sape ntahl. Wahh,,,grand sungguh.

And dh buhsan gler tgk tv, saya baca magazine ‘Female Brides’ yg baru beli. This is my first collection utk mag brides in English. Salunye just beli pengantin and ratu sehari, tapi cmne ntah tetibe teringin gak nak beli buku ni. And its really useful. A very good tips yg kdng2 dlm magazine Pengantin tak pernah ade. Even though focus mag ni for Chinese/non-malay brides tapi all those D-I-Y tips leh digune pakai gak. Door gift bagi honey dlm jar tu sgt menarik perhation. So, saya suggest kat incik hafiz to find jars and bubuh kacang2 dlm tu instead and bagi kat VIP. At least that Jar leh pakai as tempat bubuh spices/garam gula kan? And pasal custom made shuz, I was really surprise ade gak custom made shuz which could be consider reasonable enough. Range within RM150-RM300. ok, level saya ni mne la mampu nak tempah shuz kat itu Mr Jimmy Choo. And at 5pm baru la incik tunang amik saya bawak gi jalan2. kiteorg pergi hang out kat beach pulak kali ni. Fuh, puas la kiteorg ngambik gmba and spend dekat 2jam gk kat situ. And me’relaks’kan pale otak before the coming 5days full of stress. After lepak kat pantai, kteorg heading ke Sunwal Carnival Mall. So, area seberang jaya, this is my fav mall. Its not as big as Jusco Bukit Tinggi Klang, tapi ok la. And alhamdulillah trip ke shopping complex kali ni sgt fruitful sebab berjaya mendptkn wallet n belt for incik hafiz. Even though harga both wallet n belt tak equivalent dgn rege handbag yg incik hafiz belikan as hantaran, tapi happy sgt2 sebab meet requirement incik hafiz and we are again not as pengantin lain which most of them tend utk beli wallet and belt in leather black colour. Its just not my taste beli wallet and belt in black. Ye betul!!!saya hanya suka brown and not too formal type wallet and belt. Wallet hafiz more like a checkbook type. Ahahha…nasib dia berkenan dgn wallet tu. Sebab belt saya pilih tu hanya match colour dgn wallet tu. One down and two more hantaran to go. Ring and Shuz je lagi. Cake, sirih junjung and Fuuuuhhhhh….. p/s; click on pic klu nak enlarge kan ye.

JKT....i will be there

Its such a shock when i heard pasal blasts in Jakarta. And again Ritz Carlton and Marriot attacked by the unknown. ish...ish..ape nak jadi ni. at first i was not that terrified sangat bace and bile saya teringat saya bakal ke jakarta next month and jantung terus berhenti berdegup!!! waaaaaaa....sure mama and ayah akan ceramah panjang!!! and as expected, my incik tunang pun ade la bagi ulasan sedikit pasal attack ni. then saya yg mulut takde insuran ni selambe je jawab "yang, kat mane2 pun boleh mati. dlm rumah pun boleh mati. dah ajalkan". Incik Tunang lebih mengenali saya. yeee... kalau saya dah kata nak tu, by hook and by crook pun saya akan nak jugak korang letak la bom atom ke, nuclear ke, saya memang tak kire. My bos bising gak dgr i ni nak gi Jakarta. Die ckp psl H1N1 tu la. bla..bla..bla...eh auntie, u tau ka my wedding lagi penting? i noe..i noe... i will take the pre-caution action before gi. ada puas ati? mesti itu puan director jeles kalau saya dapat cuti lebey balik Jakarta kan? touch wood!! tak mo sakit!!!! And today mcm biasa, happy browsing. tgh pikir flower utk flower girl pegang. i love the idea yg flower girl pegang bunge mcm ni!!!! Sangat scweeeetttt bukan? sure bunge ini bakal melenguhkan my flower girls. but mine one will be in red ya...saya ada 3 org flower girl and a flower boy? hukhukhuk... baju this 3 flower girl da beli. tinggal flower boy tu je lagi. erm, nak sekse bdk kecik pki tux ke? hikhikhik... saya memang kejam. and plan nak buat this flower in a few sizes and combine it to form something like chandelier. mest va va voom kan? Actually i lurve the combination of red and black. sgt chatek bukan? red and white is a bit turn off for me. tapi memandangkan mama dh warning tak mau any unsur-unsur black. sobsobsob... sedey!!!!

wedding preparation episode 2

So, yesterday pelan asal nak gi jog pas keje. tapi tengok2 incik hafiz saya ada issue la plak dlm fab. kene masuk fab tukar pipeline ape ntah. erm.. kalau ikut job description incik hafiz saya engineer tapi incik hafiz kata "i tukang angkat pipe and je". memang betul pun saya rasa.yo yo ooo je job description tuh. habis baju kotor semalam masuk bwh tool ke ape ntah die buat. eeee...nasib la dia tu tunang saya, kalau tak, malas nak ngaku kenal pun. then semlm tak tahu nak buat apa sangat, kiteorg saja je gi kedai alatan perkahwinan. ye ke tu name die? ntah..lupe la ape deskripsi yg sepatutnye. survey paper bag. fuh... ni satu lagi isu. korang kalau dapat paper bag yg ade tulisan terima kasih tu korang simpan ke? dgn sejujurnya lagi jujur, saya tak pernah simpan pun. never. nope2... salunye akan end up dlm dustbin. itu kire orait la kalau sehingga berjaya paper bag tu smpi ke rumah saya pun. see, sama konsep mcm kad, lepas guna sure buang. tapi knapa nk membazir beli yg mahal2? alahai, paper bag jerk smpi rm2 satu. ish3...nak bagi 1500 org. kire la kali bape. mak datuk, tu baru paper bag. tak masuk isi segala mak nikam dalam paper bag. membazir..membazir.. bukan tak ikhlas nak bagi kan. tapi mcm tak worth it which we knew bukan semua org yg simpan bnde remeh cmtu. baek bagi isi dalam mahal terus dr takat berhabis kat paper bag. requirement puan mama lagi la alahai, request nak silver paper bag. bukan kaler je silver,purely silver type paper. fuhhh.... Then i came cross to this paper bag online. sgt simple and cantikkan? and the price quite reasonable. tapi mama risau tak cukup kuat nak put our gift inside. tapi ill make sure side my incik hafiz akan pakai this paper bag. sgt excited the first time saya tgk.

Source : click here

And after the paper bag hunting, kiteorg pergi ke Sunway Carnival. misi utama nak cari baju purple. errr..reasonnye sebab saya dah beli shawl purple and tak match dgn any of my clothes since its a bit striking purple punye colour. since saya ni dh menggelupur gler nak pakai shawl tu, drag jugak incik hafiz utk cari. yeaaaayyyy...berjaya and today saya terus pakai baju tu. shhhhh!!! jgn bgtau org len. saya ni mmg sakai sket. hihihihi.... then after that kteorg melencong masuk jewellery shop. so, i'm seriously not a big fan of jewellery pun. tapi since i need to buy bracelet and ring utk incik hafiz, so kiteorg saje cuci2 mata. actually kteorg dh byk gler msk jewellery shop. nk find yg paling berkenan di hati saya. yela, saya ni bukan jenis yg ske barang kemas benooo. jadi nak beli satu yang sgt2 berkenan and saya akan suka sampai bila2. zappppp...jantung saya macam terhenti the moment saya tgk 'that' bracelet. wahhh..sangat memenuhi citarasa saya. damn! tgk tag. gulp! leh botak le inick hafiz. tapi thanks to Mr.Manager yg sgt friendly. die bagi few more discount which SANGAT WORTH TO BUY!!!! tapi since kteorg kene pikir panjang lagi before decide nak beli yg tu, kiteorg just walk out dgn tgn kosong. and since last nite saya tak berhenti2 memebebel kat incik hafiz pasal bracelet tu. penyakit saya dr azali, selagi tak dapat, selangi tu la akan merengek. dah dpt nanti senyap la sekejap =))

Bracelet tu tak le rupe cmni, tapi lebey kurang la...

Wedding Preparation Episode 1

Ya...with less than 6mnths to go, hari ini baru episode 1 for the wedding preparation. baru je dapat kesedaran sivik utk lebey serious dlm membuat wedding preparation. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................... sangat nervous breakdown bile bukak blog brides2be community yg masing2 buat preparation mcm nak gila. yg nak wedding february 2010 pun dh tempah pelamin. mak aih, akak ko ni yg gedik sgt nak kawen Januari, bayang pelamin pun takde. ish nak ala-ala taman bunga ke, ala-ala melayu klassik ke, haram tak de dlm pale... langsung tak register dek kepala otak ni nak pikir. hari-hari bile call mama die sibuk tnye psl paper bag la, door gift la, wedding card la. alahai, cuak la plak... chill aimi..chill... tarik napassssss........hembus. fuh3..believe it or not, saya masih lagi belum mempunyai wedding check list. nope..nope.. geleng kepala bukan? ya...tapi incik hafiz dh ada.. siap ada budget brapa brapa lagi. mcm org bentangkan belajawan 2010 punye rupe pun ade. adoi, nape la saya jadi cmni. takde hati ke sebenarnya nak kawen ni? huissshhhh....mintak simpang ye. saya, AIMI HAZWANI dah terover dose excited dh nak kawen ni. nak sangat2. kalau asenye mama kata leh kawen weekend ni, dr mlm ni dh tak leh nak tidur excited. but its just like saya ni tak bape kasih sangat la bab wedding preparation nih. saya just nak kawen, jadi wifey kpd Incik Hafiz and thats it! those thing in between jadi wifey aka wedding ceremony ke, resepsi ke ape ke korang nk panggil, I DONT CARE!!! Tragis tak? ahhaha... tapi cuak jugak akak ko ni. mane la tau esok lusa dh beranak sepuloh (ye ke smpi sepuloh pun? ) tetibe saya ni dok ngungkit kat incik hafiz pasal tak puas wedding yg sempoi ala-ala koboi kan? then mintak nak naik pelamin lagi. maunye kene baling dgn periuk belanga la cik aimi ni kan. tebiat apa nak naik pelamin. uishhhh...tak mo le sampai cmtu kan maybe jugak sbb saya ni semua jenis last minute punye org. ske dh last minute baru sibuk2 nak buat. bahaya ni..baek-baek... saya berjanji akan membuat the checklist and publish kat dlm blog. so, sama-sama leh take note ye mane yg patut buat. insap...insap... bukan tak buat research, asenye ari-ari membrowse tenet and buat research tau. Tapi just nengok2 and langsung tak finalize lagi. sangat sengal la saya ni. So FYI, wedding saya nanti theme Merah Putih. So as for now, and red and white theme menjadi idaman kalbu. Wedding Dress Basically, tak tau la lagi wedding dress rupa cmne nak pakai nanti. hikhikhik... Nampak wedding dress ni time pergi kerja kahwin exhibition kt jln conlay aritu. Tapi kalau saya aka plus size ni yg pakai sure nampak mcm nangka berbalut kan? And below dress plak jumpe kat tenet. baju2 arab gitu. simple je kan? takde la meriah benoooo... I likeeee...... mesti cm mama nak pengsan tgk kalau saya pakai mcm ni. mcm tak mo kawen je rupe kan? tapi lawa what... kesederhanaan yg akan menyerlahkan natural beauty. chewahhhh!!! And cantik kan bunga for hiasan meje ni? eeee....nak ckp ngn mama la nak buat cmni. sccchhhhhwwwweeeeeeettttttt!!! simple je. mcm time bertunang dulu, hiasan meje tu sgt simple and kewt. yg penting FRESH FLOWER and bukan ARTIFICIAL ye!!! saya sgt alergic ngn artificial ni..nmpk sgt fake. Yesterday, ye saya betul-betul dh beli diet pil.. sgt lawak sbb tak tau bile sebenarnye nak mkn. eeee.... rasa cm tak mo makan la plak. cuak gk mne tau ade side effect walaupun ada cop KKM la. And Incik Hafiz dah tak kuase nak layan pasal isu berat badan ni. dia tak cakap pun jgn beli. maybe dh immune kot. or maybe die pun rasa saya ni mmg gemok kot kan?

size does matter?

Benci....bencii....benciiii.... yup..sgt benci. seperti entry sebelum ini, saya masih bergelut dengan isu size badan. hellll!!! kenapa semua org sibuk sangat nak kata pasal berat bdn saya? ya saya gemuk. saya plus size, and kenapa anda terlalu kisah utk membicarakan ttg ini? damn! salah ke jadi gemuk? helllooooo saya bukan obese pun. maybe besar drpd org len. tapi bukan abnormal. i still leh dapatkan baju kalau nak beli kat mana2 pun. tapi semua org yg super skinny tu je ke consider lawa? consider normal? saya sangat kecik ati saat ini. emo terlebih. mungkin sebab period. sigh. ok, i hate when one of my auntie ckp badan i gemuk macam makcik2. ok maybe it just a joke. tapi when it comes from your own relatives especially bile your own mama cakap u gemuk how do u feel? for the past two days i dh berpuluh-puluh puluh kali dh nangis. huh...sgt menghiris hati ok. its not that saya tidak mencuba, but it just the fat yg sgt degil. what you guys expecting from me? buat lippo suction so that saya akan jadi super skinny and memuaskan hati anda semua? tak boleh ke saya happy with my size now? bukannye kalau saya gemok saya kena mintak tolong anda semua angkat saya pergi kemana2 pun kan? saya yang angkat badan sendiri. kenapa perlu comment pasal isu-isu sensitip ni? its not funny pun kalau korang just bergurau. because of this i almost gerak balik Kulim in the middle of nite. luckily my incik hafiz was there. and why everyone so bother pasal my size sedangkan yg nak kawen dengan saya is incik hafiz and bukan korang pun. kalau gemuk ke...kalau hodoh ke...bini hafiz...bukan bini korang la pun. My incik hafiz never ever mention about the weight issue. see!! he knew how much i tried before tapi dah tak boleh nak kurus mcm org len nk buat cmne. he didnt even comment i chubby ke, mcm belon ke. everytime saya ckp saya gemok and bla..bla..bla.. die just ckp "syg, you are fine. just fine!". i noe..i noe..die cume nak sedapkan hati saya. but kalau betul pun korang jeles ke ape? terime la seadenye.. tak leh ke? since sgt berduka-cita harini i just took bfast and skip lunch. at 3pm perut dh lapa gler and dh tak leh focus nak buat kerje. just buat nestum so that tak lapa sangat. lepas ni tak kisah la nak gastrik ke ape ke...pasal hospital smpi kne drip pun i dont care. since semua org nk sgt saya ni kurus mcm dulu, korng le jaga saya kat hospital nnt ye. ohhh..mungkin lepas balik keje leh singgah farmasi and telan semua jenis pil kurus. tak kisah la side effect ke ape, asalkan kuruihhhh kan?

back to office!!

weeee.... tak berkesempatan nak update blog lately. bz skettt. loading products dh kembali normal means kerja dah kembali banyak. incik hafiz dan saya melakukan kerja gila pagi tadi. kiteorg drive all the way from klang to kulim at 5am in the morning. scary marry ok. incik hafiz bwk laju gler. and teringat ble anne ckp pasal drh manis. and also zai ada ckp pasal thing darah manis things. aiyak!! alhamdulillah tak jadi pape. so, weekend spent kat my hometown kat klang. rindu sama mama n ayah! incik hafiz aka my driver aka bodyguard aka banker ikut sekali. survey for the wedding preparation. our plan memule nak balik yesterday (sunday) nite. tapi since both of us dh penat berjalan, mama tak bagi balik. bhye lagipun kan malam2. then pagi td tunggang-langgang la drive. masuk opis pkl 8.50pg. naseb bos memahami! tp jgn tiru gaya kami ni eh. boleh bikin sakit jantung and batu karang. batu karang tu sbb kiteorg mls nak stop kt R&R tepaksa la thn kencing smpi ke opis. tak senonot bukan? so, ini la aktiviti weekend kiteorg; Saturday Kiteorg pergi ke Kerja Kahwin 2009. Pergi dgn my mama, my sis, wafeeq & min and oso incik hafiz. Wahhh..kepada bakal pengantin you guys SHOULD pergi this exhibition. sgt bagus!!! semua wedding planner, wedding house, photographer, etc ada kat sini. my mama even do the food testing. byk choice tau. and all the cakes sgt menjejehkan air liur. since saya ni sgt bijak telah meng'advise' incik hafiz utk tidak bwk camera. eheheh.. saya mmg bongek! kunun2 sebab mls nk pegang la. then end up amik gmba pki camera phone. sgt2 rugi!!! and terjumpe ngn my fren time matriks dulu. waaahhh... die pun nak kawen gk. kteorg jmpe time sama2 kat booth wedding card. byk nye choice of wedding card nih. sampai juling mata nk tgk. tp above all asenye paling susah nak pilih is wedding card n the door gift. asenye ni la paling merungsingkan hati bonda saya. maybe different people have different perspective psl wedding card. tapi bg saya simple je. wedding card adalah sesuatu yg orang TAK AKAN simpan. as long as the details is there, map, date etc. and thats it, tak perlu la hard cover la, super fancy yg sekeping smpi rm5. wah...kalau jemputan korang tkt 200org kawen kat hotel tu logik la nk card mhl2. tp kalau jemputan 1000org,agak2 logik ke nk wedding card rm5? eeeee.....ase membazir. opss! maybe korng yg berharta lebey tu tak la terasa sgt mcm saya yg duit cukup2 je kan. since wedding card ni duit ayahanda, and saya merasakan wedding card ni tak perlu la vogue2 sgt (cukup sesedap mata memandang), we end up jmpe satu card yg both mama and i agreed upon. card yg sgt simple yet classic. ok, even though i'm looking for cheap-type-wedding-card tp obviously ada requirement saya sendiri la.

1. tak mo share2 card dgn incik hafiz!!! tak suke la... (so, dah kire pembaziran disini)
2. tak suke print type card yg glossy ada gambar2 bagai. suke classic card yg ada emboss and hot stamping (istilah baru belajar selepas mendalami apa itu wedding card(
3. nak either white or maroon SAHAJA!
4. nak additional paper kat dalam. tak mo print kat atas card tu. (sometime tak nampak sgt tulisan and for me kureng menarik!)
5. tak nak yg empat segi sama, nak empat segi tepat punye type. consider kurus panjang. tapi tak nak menegak, nak die melintang and flip mcm buku tu.

Byk ke requirement tu? bukan senang la nak kawen ni. saya baru je discover psl this. sgt2 tough la. nak kne buat milestone tracking mcm buat project plak.

Ni ade jumpe kad yg sgt sempoi kat tenet. cube korng bace. lawak gaban tuh! bayangkan saya buat cmni. jeng..jeng..jeng...mau kne hempuk dgn Hajah Habibah

Then after lepak berjam-jam kat Kerja Kahwin exhibition tu, kiteorg heading ke Pavillion.

Mcm biase, time2 sale ni sgt benci utk masuk. mudah tergoda. tapi bila terkenangkan al-kisah diri ku ini yg terlebih gatal nak kawen, kuat2 kan la semangat nih utk ignore godaan and tulisan SALE..SALE...SALE... tuh.

fuhh...

Sunday

And Sunday, mama telah drag incik hafiz dan saya pergi curtain hunting plak. curtain utk bilik saya je sepatutnye. ntah mcm mana mama ni leh beli curtain dapur sekali. biase la, like mother like daughter. ada je addtional un-planned thing dibeli.

and the best thing is? kiteorg dah decide nak bagi apa for the doorgift. tak ramai kot bagi doorgift nih sbb this is what my mom had planned all this while. and finally bakal dilaksanakan dgn few modification due to budget constrain. so, korng dtg la my wedding nanti so dapat la door gift nih. saya pun sangat happy sebab door gift ni for me menarik and hope korng akan simpan tak seperti door gift lain. ngeh3...sebab selalunye door gift yg not so relevant ni saya suka je utk buang. saya memang terok!!! hikhikhik....

kisah cinta lagi....

Exactly!!! we've been engaged for 1month, 1 week and 2 days as off today. Wahhhh... cepat sangat rasa berlalu. macam baru semalam kiteorg busy dengan preparation and now tgh prepare for the wedding plak. izin laluan...izin laluan.. saya perlukan ruang untuk bernafas. wedding preparation lebih tough!! Hope semuanya jalan mcm di rancang. insya-allah. After a month, i still could not figure out ape yg di katakan dgn darah manis. yup..yup.. still wonder what it is suppose to be. Here is a sweet love story which saya nak share with all. Receive this email awal pagi tadi. and this story had made me thought a lot dlm my relationship. yup!! soo many things we've been through as a couple. hope we could survive till the last breath. It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?' He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.' I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,'That is the kind of love I want in my life.' True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be. This one I thought I could share with you. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did. 'Life isn' t about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.' Rasa-rasa, Incik Hafiz akan jaga saya macam ni tak? errmmm..rasanya ye kot. saya je ni ntah dapat buat ntah tidak macam ni.

cerita hari ini

Waaahhhh.. hari ini agak sibuk. tapi mode masih normal and mood masih ceria. and again, puasa ganti lagi hari ini. one more day to go. yeaaayyyyy! for the past two days asyik belek2 kasut dengan Zai kat opis. abes la semua web kiteorg bukak. And now tgh summer sale. seronotnye kalau dapat kerja kt UK or US kn. suree mata $$$$. tapi kompom cepat broke. sobsobsob... This is my nine west fav shoes ever since saya terjumpa 'dia' :

Chantek bukan? harap2 incik hafiz cair la dengan pujuk rayu saya to have this shuz as hantaran. bukan mahal sgt pun. kat m'sia mahal la.. kt US mure je. tgh sale plak tuh. teringat plak pasal slot kewangan dlm berita semalam. entah la mcm mana terturunnye hidayah yg nak dengar. zapppp! bikin sejuk badan. " Dijangkakan jumlah penduduk yg akan jatuh muflis seawal usia 25tahun akan meningkat dengan peningkatan jumlah pengguna credit card". pheww..keluar terus titik-titik peluh betina nih. muflis? ohhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.... mungkin bukan saya. mungkin generasi seterusnya kan? Eeee...harap2 bukan la saya. Mintak jauh sangat2. I’m going to do this Warehouse sale. Ya!! Memang tepat sekali. Di saat duit di ambang keazaban, baju2 branded no longer dalam list saya. Yup! Totally nope. Sangat berjimat nak kahwin ni. Besar tau pengorbanan ni. So, mungkin kat warehouse sale ni leh dapat something nice at cheap price? Saya, zai, yani and mr.driver, incik hafiz will be heading to this warehouse sale tomorrow rite after work. Haiiizzzz…terujanye. Ase nak terlompat2 dlm office ni. Hope to find something nice for mama n ayah b’day pressie too.

And satu lagi penyakit pelik telah berlaku. di kala gambar gabenor bank negara malaysia semakin pupus dr bank account saya dan wallet saya, i cant help my self to stop from beli this shawl. Cantik bukan? Paisley is always my fav design. ok, consider a lil obsesion here. i bought all the 4 colour of this shawl in a week time. dark blue (as in pic), pink (mcm saya tgh pakai sekarang nih), putih and black!! and disebabkan terlalu bermurah hati, i bought another dark blue for my one and only sis. kunun2 adik yg baik la tu. shawl ni memenuhi ciri2 idaman saya ; murah, cantik and senang nak pakai. wahhhh....zap..zap..dah siap. sgt conveniece time nak gi keje tau.

Ammar Khalis

Since arini saya posa ganti lagi (lagi 2more days tinggal!), saya telah menggunakan masa senggang (chewah!) dgn mengupload pic time pergi kenduri aqiqah anak buah zai. tadaaaa.... mempersembahkan Ammar Khalis. Semua org cakap muka baby Ammar ni macam saya. ye ke? wahhhh...ni dah level perasan dah ni. idung yg dh kembang ni bertambah kembang. harap2 my son akan as cute as this (kan incik hafiz?).

Dengan Hanis. Dua dara pingitan yg segan nak makan kat bwh khemah luar rumah.

Drumroll!!!!!!

tadaaaaa!! Ammar Khalis. Sungguh sexy tanpa shirt on.

nampak tubuh badan yg sexy and berketul2 ala-ala body builder.

My name is Ammar Khalis and i'm 3months old!

Baby Ammar with makcik Zai. (Zai, your tie rack label nampak clear walau dlm pic. ahakz!)

Panasnya...ape la dieorg ni nak suruh Ammar pakai baju. (P/s: Ammar syg oi, makcik zai hang siap belikan baju spesel. awat tak mau pakai? )

Macam anak kiteorg tak? Incik Hafiz, i pun nak jugak baby cmni.

Adus, senyuman yg manis kalah madu. leh membuatkan hati jelitawan tergoda. Like mother like son. (Chewah konon)

Ammar : Nak testing power ni. Kalau jelir lidah kena marah tak?

Its not hard to make this young man senyum. Shah disebelah berpura2 menjadi bapa penyayang!

Oh my god! tak tahu la napa, tapi bila asyik tengok org dapat anak, rasa macam nak sangat2 dapat anak. huhuhuhu...cepat2 la kawin, then dapat baby.

nak sangat2 nih...tak dapat dibendung!!!

kisah geram

waaaaa.... geramnya. saya punya la excited nak dpt washing machine baru, buat kerja cepat gile hari ni. nak balik awal la katakan. idung dh kembang kuncup. membayangkan baju yg bakal di basuh oleh Mr.Samsung nanti. waaahhh... excited. mmg sakai + jakun. setelah sekian lama hidup bergantung pada incik hafiz utk basuh baju, finally saya akan membasuh baju sendiri. yeaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... zap! terguris gler hati ni. rasa jantung berhenti berdegup kejap. disebabkan saya terlampau gatal nak washing machine tu, saya call kedai elektrik yg saya beli tu beberapa saat sebelum balik dari opis. dengan harapan nak tukar delivery time from 8.30pm to 6.30pm kerana dgn bermurah hati dan keterujaan level kanak2 riang nak dpt washing machine tuh. tup..tup..akak kedai tu kata "maaf la dik, driver kteorg sakit gigi. dia mc arini. esok la kami hantar". time tu air mata dah bergenang kat mata. level tak tahan!! sepatah je lagi akan tu kata nak tambah sehari lagi mc driver ke apa, mau bergenang air mata ni. ni la penyakit anak bongsu saya yg tak dapat ditinggalkan. emo to the max. ehehehhe... tapi mmg dikala itu sangat sedih. palsu sungguh janji abang kedai tu. "esok cakap je pukul berapa, kami hantar". tipah tertipu banggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then call my incik hafiz. sokseksoksek..ngadu sambil menahan air mata. kat opis tu. malu babe kalau air mata berjurai. bos ada sebelah. mcm biasa incik hafiz cuba pujuk. cubaan pertama, gagal! saya insist jugak nak washing machine tu arini. then cubaan kedua "kalau camtu, bagi no telefon kedai tu, nanti i call dia. agak2 muat tak washing machine tu masuk dalam myvi?" ha..kan dah kata. saja la tu. memang la sah-sah tak muat. tapi nak jugak sedapkan ati saya. nyampah!!! so, end up takda washing machine utk hari ini. and bila level tak tahan, saya basuh tangan half of my dirty clothes. another bad news, my lappie rosak. wahhh...sedeynye. my lappie tak leh nak connect to tenet. berjuta kali dah try. so, end up pinjam lappie my housemate. Thanks kak yan!! tapi lappie ni canggih. gerun la nak pakai. but i really..really..really...need a lappie. saya sanggup tak shop for 6 mnths demi dapatkan lappie. My dear incik hafiz, dengarkan la luahan hati saya. i need lappie more than anything else dalam dunia ni. lappie cap ayam kalau incik hafiz nak bagi pun, stadium bukit jalil saya tadahkan. beggers cant be picky rite?

al-kisah washing machine baru!!

Its Monday morning again!!! wah...nyampah tul. mesti ada monday blues. plus, this weekend tak byk sgt lepak rumah and a bit restless. Saturday pergi kenduri aqiqah kat rumah zai. nope...nope...nopee..... bukan anak zai, tapi anak buah zai. kiteorg pergi konvoi 4 kereta. ramai tuh. rumah zai kat Perlis. about 2hrs drive jugak la. siap ada yg sesat2 sebab sibuk nak potong2 each other and miss the exit. kuikuikui..pdn muka. makanan sgt yummylicious. tumbang lembu sekor tu. waaahhh... and the baby? sgt2 chumell.... nnt saya upload the pic. and yesterday, do the washing machine hunting. i need a new washing machine. waaaaa.... klu takda fridge or dapur masak i still can survive, tapi not without the mashing machine. actually all this while my rumah sewa mmg tak pernah ada washing machine. semua peralatan rumah lengkap. fridge, tv, dapur apa bagai semua ada. EXCEPT washing machine. then selama2 ni pun all my dirty clothes akan pas kat incik hafiz utk dibasuh memandangkan rumah incik hafiz ada washing machine. incik hafiz will do the laundry =)) basuhkan, jemuarkan, lipatkan and kalau ada byk free time dia iron kan baju (ni yg bertambah syg nih!). but happen last week housemate dia aka washing machine owner telah berpindah masuk ke rumah sewa lain bersama dgn wife dia (baru kahwin ini org). then both of us takda source utk membasuh baju. anta dobi? nahhhh... baju cpt rosak n cpt buruk. maybe dia keringkan pakai dryer and temperature yg gaban2 tinggi. baju nampak lusuh sgt2. this decision telah dibuat dgn superb cepat. dlm masa less than 15mins. terus cakap, "sayang, i need washing machine. jom kita gi cari!" and in a bling, kteorg dh do the washing machine hunting. abes la satu kulim tu kteorg tour. mcm biasa la mission kteorg. nak harga murah, tapi cantik, latest design ke, and apa segala additional features kat washing machine tu nak. and yg penting, kapasiti 7kg keatas and fully auto! abes dh semua kedai diratakan baru la kteorg decided nak beli dekat kedai elektrik yg paling dkt dgn rumah. perlu diingatkan, Kulim bukan mcm KL. Ada Seng Heng ke, Harvey Norman ke, SenQ ke. jadi kedai2 elektrik biasa2 ni la the only option. sob..sob..sob...malam ni itu org akan hantar washing machine baru saya!! wahhh..dah standby baju nak di basuh. baldi dh siap beratur nih. weeeeee...another thing yg sgt excited. saya telah renew road tax kereta saya!!! renew dgn menggunakan teknologi masa kini iaitu myeg.com.my. saya ni agak lembap bab2 technology ni. luckily time nak renew tu dgr la iklan kat radio pasal perbaharui cukai jalan apa semua melalui myeg nih. sangat2 mudah!! at first time nak renew otak dh fikir, ni mesti kne amik cuti coz nk gi pejabat insurans la, nak gi JPJ la. and actually kat myeg nih, semua ada. terus je renew insurans and roadtax at a click. by the way, bukan saya yang isi pun, semua incik hafiz help to fill up. eeee... tak paham mcm mana nak fill up. ada kapasiti enjin la, apa la. leceh2.... and this myeg sgt super duper cepat. u submit today and do the payment, the very next day dieorg courrier out your road tax. efficient bukan? tak perlu stuck berjam2 kat JPJ. tau-tau la...berapa lama kene bercinta tunggu kat kaunter gomen ni. sgt meletihkan!!!

domestic helpeR?

Hari ini saya posa. iye...posa ganti. ada 5hari nak kena ganti. alamak! byk la pulak. tu la saya, kalau dah nak posa ramadhan baru la terhegeh-hegeh nak ganti posa. alasan lazim, nak train diri ni posa sebelum bulan ramadhan supaya tak culture shock. -> iyo la tu. last nite do the groceries. pergi beli kat Giant Kulim yg baru bukak tu. pas balik kerja straight away pergi dgn Incik Hafiz. saya sgt fail bab masak memasak sebelum ni. totally ZERO. kalau nak compare, incik hafiz lagi terer memasak dr saya. ayam masak kicap dia sgt superb! tapi since dah kerja and duduk sendiri, saya start belajar memasak. PJJ (pembelajaran jarak jauh) dgn mama setiap kali nak masak. ok, maybe saya masak tak sesedap mama masak, tapi boleh la takat nak makan tanpa perasaan. so, last nite kat giant saya beli sotong. hajat di hati nak masak sambal sotong pas balik kerja nanti. jadi sambal ke, jadi kuah kari ke sotong saya nanti tu tak tahu la kan. and tetibe terfikir, sempat ke nak masak for berbuka? If la nanti lepas kahwen and ada anak, takkan la saya nak makan kedai hari-hari kan. mau jemu n loya anak tekak nih. tapi kalau balik kerja, terus rush masak bagai, er... tak penat ke? sure restless gler kan? time tgh bersih2kan sotong tu, tetibe teringat akak yg duduk sebelah umah. akak sebelah umah ni ada anak 3 org. since duduk umah teres, jadi memang clear gler la dgr apa yang berlaku kat umah sebelah. bukan la saya ni nak menyebok, tapi dieorg kat umah style cakap speaker pecah. anak dia gaduh suma leh dengar. berbalik pada citer akak tu, anak sulung dia drjh 5 (lelaki) and kembar dua pompuan dlm 6thn. Akak ni kerja kt kilang mne ntah kt area hi-tech ni. so, every morning dia bgn super awal. tak tau la pukul bpe kan. tapi kalau saya bangun subuh tu, dia dah strt bersilat kat dapur. ketang-ketung dh dgr kuali dia. then dengar dia kejut kan anak dia, hntr pergi sekolah. hubby dia? masih tdo kot. coz selalunye time saya nak pergi kerja baru dgr org mandi. must be laki dia la tu kot. bini dia dh kuar dgn anak2 awal lagi. Then akak ni biasa balik dlm pkl7. and again, dengar dia bersilat utk mkn malam pulak. sometime dgr kt dapur, dia masak sambil ajar anak dia buat kerja sekolah. wahhh! 2 dalam satu. hubby dia? hanya balik after 10pm. dan by 11:30pm cmtu baru la dgr akak ni basuh pinggan mangkuk kat dpur. since dapur kami bertentang, so part ni mmg la leh verify akak tu yg basuh pinggan ye. bukan laki dia. wahhh..kagum!!kagum!!! big clap tu akak! akak ni kerja and do the house chores without pertolongan dr domestic helper or hubby dia. saya ni mampu ke nak buat mcm tu? makan ke laki dan anak saya nanti? waaaaa.... gerunnya... beg stripey saya dah sampai!!! super chumel! (perasan!) tapi betul la kan. saya sgt suka crossbody bag tu. syg gler nak pakai. and another crossbody is on the way. cepat sket smpi ya!! and saya seperti biasa 2-3hari since dpt gaji ni saya AMATLA impulsive utk membeli brng secara online. hikhikhik... beli shawl bagai. ye! saya dah beli 4helai shawl dlm masa 3 hari. saya kena berhenti surf tenet. else, duit saving utk kawen bakal menjd negative!