Thursday, June 24, 2010

duit oh duit...

 Its end of the month. insyaALLAH by tomorrow ill get my salary.
*wink!*
and yes, as always. habis bulan je, duit saya pun habis.
where did the money pergi? ada toyol kah dlm akaun maybank saya?
speechless~!

yep..the toyol is me. even though i always tell myself like zillion of time, u shud keep aside for savings bla..bla..bla... still, my money laju mengalahkan air je keluar.
regardless of how much i earn, but still by end of the month duit poooff~~! hilang dibawa angin.

i love myself even more during months towards my wedding. i keep aside a looott compare to now even though my salary much more lower that time.
i always have my goal. said, this month rm1k mesti ada letak tepi. i always manage to do that. i start to act moreee stingy even to myself. stop indulging myself with those godaan di internet. ahahahha... not totally, tapi sket2. at least rite?

i just didnt understand how i can spend soooo much in a month. and this month will be one hell tough time for me.
need to renew my car insurance & road tax. need to pay deposits for my new rental house.
like last year, i really keep aside duit to renew my insurance and road tax monthly. like, keep rm200 monthly. so by the time nak renew tak sakit sgt.
but now? nope... totally dilupakan.

i wonder how one can REALLLYYY save up their money?

unfortunate for us, both hubby and i memang sedia maklum amatlah boros.
hubster pun 2 kali 5 je dengan saya.
sigh~!
its not that we really splurge ourself membeli barang2an branded.
tidak noksss... tak mampu. kami hanya pekerja suruhan je.
but we buy things for nothing.
or perhaps, membeli sesuatu yg tak nampak pada mata kasar akan tetapi memuaskan hati pada saat dan ketika itu.
syaitan sungguh kamu ni syaitan. patutla ko jadi syaitan. keje menghasut orang yg lemah mcm kami.
kahkahkah... nasib sedar diri kan?



and yes, an idea menerjah my brain didalam meeting tadi. why didnt i buy the house on my own? beli sendiri and bayar monthly. doest necessary i need to live there. can rent it to people but at least i got something as asset. for my future investment bukan?
should find a small house. apartment type perhaps. and affordable. since saya yg nak membyrnye. harus la kan? senak saya kang klu byr mahal beno. bukannya gaji byk pun. but at least if something happen *bukan mintak ye*, i got a house to shelter.
at least i'm paying for something bukan? dari by end of the month langsung tak nampak bende.

harus! mula fokus membeli rumah ya.

and i'm moving to a new rumah sewa by next week. hoyeahhhh! and yep, its apartment-flat type. entahla.. nama je apartment, tapi kocik je aiyh. takde la facilities tennis court ke, swimming pool ke bagai. tapi ok la...just nice utk saya tinggal sensorang. and more secure yg penting.
and the best part is, its really a walking distance to giant senawang. for me, this area is more like civilised area. ahahahha.. i'll be surrounded by a lot of shop. ya allah! kuatkanlah iman hamba mu ini. hahahahah...
was thinking i should find a house near this area utk dibeli. sgt convenient la.

i always amazed how technology membuatkan hidup saya bertambah mudah. thanks to myeg sobab den tak yah nak nyusahkan diri amik cuti pergi JPJ nak renew insurans & renew road tax kete bagai. they will deliver to my doorstep you!!

Monday, June 21, 2010

yeay...cuti dah abis *panda dance everyone*





And finally... kegembiraan insan yang bernama pelajar sekolah dan guru-guru sekolah berakhir.
kembali ke nightmare kamu semua. kahkahkah... ->evil grin.
ye saya cemburu. 2 minggu kamu semua bercuti ya. 2 minggu kamu semua dah memenuhkan hotel2 dan tempat2 percutian. 2 minggu insan2 seperti kami yg tidak mempunyai anak bersekolah kena menahan diri dan meningkatkan kesabaran apabila tidak boleh pergi bercuti ke mana2. 2 minggu ye pengguna setia lebuhraya PLUS yakni saya perlu berebut2 pulang ke pangkuan suami lebih awal dari waktu tamat office. 2minggu flight ticket meningkat harganya kerana telah terjual.

nampak tak betapa cemburunya saya?

oh, saya juga sangat cemburu pada mereka yg bergelar goverment servant. sgt cemburu rasa nak gigit2 jari. saya bengang apabila berkesempatan berjumpa bunch of hubby's friend yg bekerja di bawah naungan kerajaan bercerita tentang baki annual leaves mereka. oh man~~!! u guys really spoilt my day.

insan 1: i tinggal 45hari lagi
insan 2 : ye ke, my cuti ada 55hari lagi. tak tau nak amik mcm mana.

oh damn! saya hanya entitled 12 hari setahun. 12 hari ye kawan2. not even half dr cuti mereka.
12 hari tu la nak diambil utk berjalan ke sana sini. 12hari tu la yg perlu diambil setiap kali ada kecemasan.
12 hari tu la perlu di ambil sekiranya terdapat urusan dengan pihak kerajaan yakni, renew license, renew jpj, renew passport and segala mak nikam. and frankly, i never ever experience cuti yg dibawa ke tahun berikutnya. because its never ENOUGH. oh sangat benci. kalau saya mahu bercuti sebanyak mereka, saya hanya boleh apply ketika cuti bersalain T_____T. ko ingat senang nak dpt cuti 45 hari tu? kena ngandung 9 bulan dan berperang maut ok!
ATAU
saya terpaksa mengambil unpaid leaves. and there goes my sallary. ->double sedih

cuti sekolah juga = musim kenduri.
kenduri juga bermusim seperti musim durian, musian rambutan. oh! musim kenduri juga bakal menyaksikan masyarakat melayu melakukan marathon atau jogathon sebab need to attend more than one kenduri in a day. ini sudah dikira hebat bukan?
juga bakal menyaksikan perempuan-perempuan terpuji seperti saya mengalami masalah 'sindrom perlu pergi tempah lagi baju kurung'. sindrom ini hanya menyerang ketika menghampiri musim cuti sekolah apabila merasakan baju kurung didalam almari tidak lagi sesuai dipakai sama ada tidak lagi mengikut peredaran zaman, warna tidak lagi menarik, corak kain yg begitu ketinggalan zaman aka outdated, atau ia sudah terlalu kerap dipakai sehingga hampir kesemua majlis memakainya.
di musim2 ini juga pembelian shawl akan berlipat ganda untuk disuai padankan dengan baju. padahal mcm dah ada je warna2 tersebut.

Berikut adalah mejlis perkahwinan yg telah di attend sepanjang musim cuti sekolah ni:


1) Hubby's cousin wedding - Hajar & Partner (sorry babe, i tak ingat nama hubby u)



With my parents in law, hubby's bro and hubby's maksu & paksu.


bukan!! bukan!! ini bukan anak saya. tapi anak orang yg dipinjam dan dibuat seperti hak sendiri. hikhikhik.. baby ini sangat chubby dan sangat baik. siap nk tidur2 lagi on my shoulder. his mom super happy sebab dapat makan dengan aman dan tenang. wish my prayer will be answered soon and have a little one just like this... i mean as chubby as this baby. kang sejibun mcm budak ni curiga pulak sang suami saya. hikhikhik....

with hubby's cousins and maksu (on my left). saya la yg paling giant. kahkahkah..

*tiada gamba atas pelaminan... tunggu hajar upload*


2) Sue & Partner (maaf! nama suami dia pun tak ingat)

Then, we had another wedding to attend which is wedding neighbour belakang rumah saya cum my ex-classmates sekolah rendah dolu2.

dah belakang rumah je..sonang je la nak gi. my bro buat idea terhebat seperti, "apa kata kita amik nasik and lauk makan kat rumah je". since khemah to accomodate guest one hell packed. asenye khemah dah dkt 13bijik but still, penuh gler. dah tu of course la idea abang terchenta mendapat tentangan hebat. mau kne cincang 18 dengan my mom buat camtu? hikhikhik.. but the funny thing is kteorg mkn bwh khemah tapi facing my house jugak.


*mama, jasmin and i pun nak nyibuk gak*



3) Jijie's and Bahiyah wedding

Penghormatan sangan besar diberikan kepada majlis perkahwinan Jijie. because of his wedding, we are driving all the way to terengganu. because of his wedding we all kena amik cuti on monday. yes!! beliau berkahwin pada hari isnin.  #$%^&*!
Tapi memandang jijie aka abang pilot adalah our bestie, we all of course wajib attend wedding beliau. jika tidak, jijie tidak akan tolong saya membeli apa2 from overseas in future. kahkahkah.. kejam punya kawan!







4) Azza & Wanddy
*ni takde pics sobab hubby tak bawak camera. azza is my jiran back at my hometown*

5) Syahrul & Jue's wedding

- Syahrul is hubby's ex-housemate cum my ex-colleague back at my previous company.





10 things i love about pergi ke majlis kenduri :

1) dapat melaram baju kurung. else, baju kurung akan mengalami proses penapaian yg sgt lama sehingga boleh membentuk tapai yg sgt sedap hingga menjilat siku.
2) boleh menggunakan peralatan yg boleh membuatkan anda sedikit cantik atau i prefer ia di define sbg peralatan membuatkan si pemakai perasan cantek. haruslah kan? itu lah fungsi mekap2. nope..saya tidak memakai sebarang mekap ketempat kerja. hanya BB Cream & Lip butter. hek korang nk pki mekap2 kat kilang ni. kang org ingat saya buang tebiat.
3) dapat menggayakan heels yg diperap sekian lama sehingga terlupa akan kewujudannya. diulangi, saya ke pejabat hanya bersalutkan pump shoes/cros. dulu pakai je selipar jepun. sekarang malu sket. hikhikhik....
4) dapat memakan makanan yg amat pelbagai. pastu memberi komen yg sangat tak diperlukan tapi masih insist mahu komen.
komen 1: eh sedap la caterer ni. nanti angah kahwin leh la amik dia
komen 2: ni daging ke apa? baling kat anjing pun anjing nangis nak makan.
komen 3: kesiannya org dtg...tak cukup lauk ->paling digeruni tuan rumah and i saw this happens few times.
5) dapat mengeluarkan koleksi handbags saya. matching2 dengan baju you kalau boleh. else, tembak je la mana2 handbag or pasang niat dalam hati mahu beli handbag warna sebegitu T___T
6) dapat bergambar dan berposing tanpa mengira malu. its wedding u all. leh amik je gamba. tapi kalau ko gi jenjalan kat mcdonand depan rumah, nak amik gambar pun orang pandang2. kahkahkah....
7) dapat ketemu kengkawan lama yg berkurun lamanya tak jumpa. ni best ni...
8) dapat jumpa geng dan berbuat gossip....
9) dapat mengkagumi mejlis orang and was liked : nape dulu aku kawen tak buat mcm ni. rugi..rugi..
10) and yes, dapat menggembirakan hati pengantin dan keluarga sebab kehadiran kita memeriahkan majlis atau lebih tepat, mengecohkan majlis. gler kecoh meja2 kalau ada insan mcm saya.

Friday, June 18, 2010

wedding part 7 : the reception


 
Boss pergi umrah. hoyeaahhhh~~!
sumpah.. takde kaitan pun dengan hidup saya. langsung. sipi-sipi pun takde.
melainkan boss mahu mendoakan kesejahteraan saya, mendoakan saya sentiasa murah rezeki dan mendapat jawatan seperti beliau pada tahun depan amatlah saya alu-alukan.
eh! kalau boss doakan saya mendapat jawatan seperti beliau, dah tu beliau nak campak mana? fine! saya tak rasa dia akan doakan saya sedemikian rupa. T_______T

boss pergi umrah saya bergembira. buat pejabat ni macam bapak aku yang punya.
muahahahha... ok, tak! saya tahu kerja wesh kerja. sapa kata saya curik tulang? saya tak curik. saya tak makan pun tulang ayam atau ikan. dah tu buat apa nak curik.

mood bershopping online telah kembali.
alhamdulillah... baru la rasa diri normal. baru lah rasa "banyaknya benda kat tenet ni aku belum ada lagi.."

my trip to pantai timur is soOoooOOoo much fun. nanti la nak citer. tak sampai seru lagi nak citer pasak itu. muahahaha...belum sampai seru lagi. *rasa mcm nak kne fire dgn ultraman je kot saya ni baru smpi seru. citer honeymoon tak abes lagi.. wedding pun masih jauh dari penghujung*

mensebut perihal wedding, tetibe la plak smpi seru nak smbung wedding part yg kesian kalinye.
itu tandanya pagi tadi bangun pada arah posisi yg betul sehingga sampai seru yg sangat besar tanda serunya. ataupun sebab dah buhsan gaban ngadap Oracle system ni ke oracle system ni yg buhsan nak ngadap saya.

dengan lafaz bismillah saya mulakan. ecewah..ada gaya MB tak? amin!! sok lusa dpt i jadi datin...


The Entrace.

refer entry sebelum ni untuk tengok my guestbook itu. My guestbook telah diletakkan at the main entrace dewan.

*those pics is from our pre-wed picz. printed by our OP and framed by hubby.
*The white stand to place the guestbook dibawa khas oleh incik OP all the way from north. time kasih tak terhingga. you are my saviour!! *kahkahkah...tetibe plak*


*this couple is my hubby's cousin who got married last raya*

*stand by sharpie sampai 3 batang noksss...mak takut ink tak cukup. padahal satu sharpie pun tak abes*


*sila queue nak tulis ye...jangan rebut2. ecewah... for those yg sudi menyonteng, ucapan jutaan terima kasih ye*


Right after entering the main entrance, terdapat sudut yg dinamakan sudut bacaan.
ok! fine. tipu je. just small deco. punyalah payah nak angkut all those things. thanks to all my family member yg sama2 menyusahkan diri menyiapkan this deco at that morning as what i wanted it to be. dah tu, saya tak mampu nak hire wedding planner. my wedding planner is my mom and i. alhamdulillah assistant ramai. rasa macam sivaji the boss pulak. apekah???



*Flowers is from my hantaran and room deco leftovers. vase is from my room deco during nika time.
*Bowl glass is from my mom collection. (actually its some sort like tempat serve cake. but we manage to terbalikkan the penutup and tengekkan atas the stand and become like bowl. kreatip kan insan yg sungguh cheapskate ini?). we put in some water and add pewarna merah yg mama gunakan untuk membuat masakan. abes la pewarna mak den. nangis la mama pasni nak buat kuih takde pewarna merah.
*Candles also from my room deco. semuanya recycle. by the way, meja ni pun the previous day dekat my room. transfer je gi sini. jimat ooo jimat*


*tempek je the frame dkt tiang tiles nih. frame bought from ikea. bubuh je double sided tape kat blkng tu*




The Hall.

Since saya ni takde la bajet menjulang tinggi yakni perempuan masih berkesedaran sivik baru bape hari bekerja dan sudah gatal mahu berumah tangga. eh! tak gatal..saja je nak halalkan mana yg haram. ahahhaha... sure pak kadi gumbira mendengar ayat ni. kurang orang kne tangkap basah apa. so, hall arrangement adalah diatas kadar kewangan yg sgt limited dan sgt bersesuaian dgn bajet. ecewahhhh...

i dont have those 3 panels pelamin tersergam indah atas stage. nope!! sila refer entry sebelum ini. malas nak carik. i only have pelamin nikah kat rumah jew. so the reception sangatlah seperti majlis makan tengahari.
the stage is soooo huge. so takkan la saya mahu makan atas tu mcm sgt pelik. jadi i tried to find meja beradap yet pelamin look a like. so that stage tu tak nampak la kosong malah hanya mengosongkan lagi duit saya yang sedang hampir kosong dan tandus.

tadaa...dengan magis nye. terhasillah ini dengan hasil usahasama akak kedai kahwin itu dan pekerjanya. kahkahakah... langsung takde kaitan dengan saya ye. saya hanya membayar dengan muke separuh ikhlas. waaahhh.. terbang lagi $$$$






The Cake

Saban hari sebelum mejlis perkahwinan saya yg tak seberapa itu, jenuh la membuka segala mak nikam website dkt tenet. nk tgk wedding cake. nk tempah konon. sedang membuat perkiraan cake2 idaman kalbu. ape kejadahnya cake smpi rm700 sedangkan sang pengantin hanya makan sesuap atau secubit je. pastu mne de nak melantak kan? tup tap, mama roger bagitau caterer tu nak bagi cake 3 tier. Aminn!! tapi ko tak leh la nak pilih cake ada bubuh cinderella ke kat atas tu. cake gamba muke korang ke (EEuuuwww..i sangat geli tengok cake edible gamba muke sendiri. abes tak jelita muka i nanti. jelita ke pun?).
cake adalah standard! muktamad! -> sedihnya.. saya just request kat abg caterer tu, janganla buat cake saya base merah pulak. ngeri org kampung den nak mkn. saya mahu white base.
and tadaaa.....

maaf..gambar tak berapa nak jelita sebab tak jumpa yg close up. tapi ok la cake dia. with fondant flower memaniskan lagi kejelitaan cake itu. ada saya kisah sedap ke tak? saya bukan makan pun. yang penting ia percuma. dapatla duit cake itu digunakan ketika honeymoon.


Main Entrance





The Walkways.


The Tables.


The table centerpiece


I love how they arrange the table runner.


The Buffet table (i love the bekas air glass itu)



eh..eh...anak sapa nih? 
And yes.. ni korang semua takkan dapat dlm mana2 majlis.
barisan miss universe wannabe.


kekurangan lagi 4 org kot dlm this pics. my cousins tak join lagi.
girls, thanks a zillion. korang memang best!!



Moral of the story : sila lah kahwin. (termotivasi tak saranan saya ni?)




Tuesday, June 15, 2010

bluesss

hubby just went back to penang this morning. flight @6.50am. i already miss him badly. spent 4nights with him and now i can see the impact. my empangan tasik kenyir overflow. and tears is everywhere. my eyesight is blurred most of the time. and my pillow is damn wet. i miss him terribly. sounds pathetic and yes i am. i just want another night with him. just another dinner with him. just another kiss from him. i wish i had those aladdin gene to grant my wish. sigh~ reality hurt wasnt it?

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Saturday, June 5, 2010

headache

life is complicated..... so do the man. marriage is a ship... where waves always came along in the picture. ~sigh~

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lazy Saturday

pagi ini pagi sabtu. "I malas nak bukak biji mata". suami kata, "takpe I nak mandi jap. then saya lena balik. "I dah siap ni. nk gi keje." Alahai..suami kne keje arini. terkebil-kebil saya bangun. "nak I buat breakfast?" "takpe la sayang. I dh lmbt ni" salaam kiss and hug. bini taknak tinggalkan tilam empuk ini. sudah rindu suami Dan tak boleh sambung tido. menchik! p/s; yesterday manage to reach kulim from seremban in 4hrs. smpt dine with Hubby.

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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

alone

craving for fish and chip. and here I am dine all alone by myself. rasa sgt looser

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Perkahwinan Jarak Jauh ~~!

Who said shopping is a good theraphy? or maybe part of the theraphy?
it wasnt work on me~! i mean, it wasnt works on me now, but used to. *blush*

i miss hubby badly. i know. its just the 3rd day of the week. and readers, sure all of you akan cakap "dia dah buat dah..dah buat dah perangai meroyan dia tu"
T_____T
tried to shop online untuk menghabiskan sisa-baki duit gaji. wahhahaha... duit gaji bersisa. kagum bukan?
sangat tipu. actually menghabiskan duit yg sepatutnya disimpan.
but, hati sangat kosong, jiwa sangat lara. nothing fancy or nothing can impressed me at this moment.
sadis~~!!!

I just wish i could have a place call home. i know, our kulim house consider home. what i mean here is, home whereby i balik kerja, i could be with hubby. do house chores like normal married couple yang lain setiap hari. at least cook dishes *oh! sangat menipu kot this part*, paling tidak, boleh buat breakfast for hubby every morning.

i just wish i could simpan my luggage bag inside the cupboard or away dari pandangan mata. every weekend my luggage bag is my bestie. and now, most of the time, i didnt even unpack it. coz i knew by friday i need to pack and go somewhere. eh bukan! bukan melarikan diri, but either heading up north or heading to my parent house. why shoud i unpack everything right?

i just wish i could spend my weekend in a real peace. no hurry on friday evening. take my sweet time finishing my kerja di opis.

everything seems so complicated and not in place at the moment. yes, we does argue. but not like normal married couple seperti who suppose to do the dishes? or who suppose to clean up the table after dinner?, or who suppose to do the laundry this week? we argue on, who suppose to spend the weekend at where.

exhausted is my new nickname. but i'm use to it by now. my mom,aunties and even my sis tanya "tak penat ke?" yes, penat! korang yg dengar pun sure penat. sticking your butt for 6hrs is not comfortable at all and far from enjoying it. or at least, kalau hubby was the one who suppose to travel back to central, i still need to go back to klang. another 1.5hrs drive perhaps.
ko ingat best? meh try! and alhamdulillah, we've been doing this more than 2months now and another more months to come.
badan rasa lunyai. urat sendi rasa dah tak larat. kaki rasa dah tak mampu nak melangkah.
by monday, your energy need to reach 100%. need to do full swing kerja. its monday everyone. and this company is operating 24/7 which meaning to said that saturday and sunday there will be things pending at your queue and you need to finish it.

and everything seems incomplete.
felt like boyfren and girlfrenover weekdays.
phone and sms.
and email sometimes.
does it sufficient? no! not at all.

i miss his kisses.
i miss his hugs.
i miss to listen to his stupid jokes eventhough sometime i felt like knocking his head with those jokes.
i miss to do the groceries with him.
i miss to listen to his deep breath when he was asleep.
i miss to lay down on his tummy when we watch tv.
i miss to distract his attention when he is watching football.
i miss to lay down on bed reading my novel and knowing he is next to me reading his photogrpahy book *photography ye, bukan pornograhy*.
i miss to be in his arm through the night.
and above all, i just miss every single thing about him.

p/s: weekend salu cepat je berlalu. jahat betul. sapa yang putarkan laju2 jam time weekend ni? nk ketuk tangan dia ni.

p p/s : dear my fren anne, selamat menunaikan umrah~~! selamat pergi dan balik. doakan saya ye cik anne. and nady, pls jangan nangis2 rindu anne. i'm just a phone call away =))
 

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