Monday, October 25, 2010

saya mau pekerjaaan buk!!!

isteri tanpa suami di sisi adalah... sepi.
eh, bukan cerita sepi itu. tetapi perasaan yang sangat sepi.

ayahanda dan bonda mertua telah selamat berlepas ke tanah suci utk mengerjakan haji.
Time my parent perform haji 5 yrs back, saya tak berkesempatan nak hantar dieorg.
just a phone call before they depart. At that time i was doing matriculation in north and knowing her little girl is always a crying baby, mama tak bagi i balik.
and sending off my parent in law at the airport consider my very first experience. siap nangis2 lagi you! err,,,sodih den sodih.
and as menantu yang amat dikasihi, sang menantu telah menitipkan 2 pages list of doa yg diharapkan untuk ibu mertua doakan dari sana. amin! semoga di makbulkan. and the top in the list obviously mencari pekerjaan di north supaya dapat duduk bersama sang suami semula.

actively looking for job sekarang ni. gigih dan gigih. padahal baru je apply 2 job. tapi kira gigih la tu kan? at least ada apply. pastu nak pilih pun mcm sgt selective. ni tak nak tu tak nak. eh mcm sangat choosy. padahal hanya pekerja kelas bawahan sahaja T____T *suami, boleh tak i just jadi bibik you kat rumah?*
dulu headhunter yang call offer the 2nd job, dah tu sekarang ni headhunter tak nak call i lagi ke? call la..call la..

and di hari semalam selepas drive dari sg.petani ke seremban ditemani dengan hujan lebat dan kenderaan yg superb banyak sehingga menyebabkan perjalanan 4 jam menjadi 5.5 jam, my body just cant take it anymore. sangat penat and rasa macam tido dengan keletihan yg melampau sampai rasa tak leh tido.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

pindah dan lagi?

i loose the bet. bet between my hubby and i.
hubby will not move down to seremban or any place nearby.
they offered him something above our expectation.
pretty sad..but promise are meant to be kept.
good news for him but not so good to me.

yep..ill be moving back, again...to the place like no other, NORTH!
its not that i dont love living at the north. but, its just way too far from my parents and not much furniture shop up to my liking *ahhaha..apekah alasan furniture shop ni?*
plus, ill be missed most of the family events. dh duduk jauh2 takkan nak balik on weekdays night plak kan?
ill be missed most of the weekend at my parent's crib.

but its true, tempat isteri adalah sentiasa di sisi suami.
i should followed Effi's footstep. berada di samping suami tersayang.
err..anyway i yet to find any job in NORTH. hopefully i manage to find one and can paid me as much as they paid my hubby. ahahha... nampak sangat cemburu bukan? but i dont think so la. maybe i just sapu whatever job yang ada. cant be too choosy else tak dapat kerja lagi susah T_____T
pls pray soooo hard for me. semoga saya mudah mendapat kerja seperti mana saya mendapat kerja di dua company sebelum ini. juga, harap2 mendapat gaji yang setidaknya sama dengan gaji sekarang. waaaa! tak mo gaji lagi sket. i pengsan!!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

random yang sungguh mendem

  • i'm fat. not literally but physically i've gain hundred of pounds in a blink.
  • my pimples is everywhere like nobody business. might due to my stress, laziness, new facial wash or perhaps the meds which i need to consume 4 times a day (and yes..selalu lupa makan).
  • i was impressed with a fren of mine yg baru sahaja berkahwin di hari semalam kerana telah membuat keputusan yg amat drastik utk berpindah ke kuching (kampung halaman sang suaminya). was thinking mayb i shud consider to move back to kulim.
  • and i hate myself when i started to feel annoyed with ppl around me. and something really annoyed happen infront of my dua bijik mata while tengah beratur kat cashier giant. infront of me is a married couple with seorang anak around 5-6yrs old. and there is anther 2 customer in front of them.
anak : mummy, man nak kencing ni.
isteri: abg, bawak la man gi kencing
suami: ala..abg nak bayar ni awak la pergi bawak dia kencing.
isteri : ala..jauh la bang. nak kena keluar bla...bla..bla...( saya malas nak dengar).

few minutes later setelah hanya tinggl satu customer depan dieorg.

anak : man dah tak tahan ni mummy.
isteri : alaa...tahan je la. daddy dah nak bayar dah ni. ni yg mummy malas bawak ngko ni.

ending? the boy terkencing macam niagara falls right infront of me, splashing my favourite flat shoe and yes...didepan cashier. arghhhh!!!!! whats wrong with parent zaman sekarang???? isteri, yg ko nak berdiri terhegeh-hegeh depan cashier tu apa hal. pergi la uruskan anak. takut laki ko ngurat budak cashier tu? suami, ko tu pun bukannya byr pakai credit card. apa la salahnya bagi cash tu kat bini and bawak anak gi kencing. semua nak bini je buat.
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Tuesday, October 12, 2010

8months down the road...

Alhamdulillah...

its been 8mnths today as we are officially hubby and wifey.
sudah pasti sangat gembira.
i cant even recall when was our last argument. sungguh tak tipu! maybe after months passed by, we are doing great and much much more better dari baru-baru kahwin. biasa la..proses adaption itu sungguh menyeksa jiwa.

marriage wasnt just about the date. kau pilih tarikh se'keramat' mana pun, kalau tak mentally and physically prepared untuk menghadapinya, ko simpan je la cita-cita nak kahwin.
marriage wasnt just about a big grand wedding. oh nooo! ia tidak menjanjikan manisnya perkahwinan korang pun.
marriage wasnt just about having somoeone to secure you financially. kahkahkah..so tipu. ia membabitkan tolak ansur dan kewangan kedua-dua belah pihak. bak kata omak den, "susah senang sesama." jangan plak when poverty knocks at the door, love flies through the window plak. kalau cenggitu baik siap-siap kahwin ngan orang yg ada title Datuk ke, Tan Sri ke...
marriage wasnt just about having a life partner. it is suppose to be with your partner. ko nampak ada beza?

marriage is sooooo beautiful, so dont spoil it because your frens is getting married and you felt ketinggalan atau mahu juga bersaing or your parent said so.

pee eeesss : sedutan dari my nikah photobook. credit to nasirzin. dari segi pemilihan gambar a to z semuanya abg nasir yg buat. sebab both of us sungguh PEMALAS






Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Sometimes, I just wonder...how one can be turn out so weird until everyone is looking at him/her with this weird expression and give weird comments/condemn?



Definitely! That’s totally weird.

But the weirdest thing only will be discovered when you are actually doing the weird thing but doesn’t felt weird at all. Kenapakah ayat sangat menterbalik macam kaf lam ya nga nih? Maksudnya disini adalah, bila orang buat kau rasa pelik bin jer, Tapi bila kau macam boleh dimaafkan or macam, ada aku kesahhhh?



Weird# 1.

The guy sat next to me dekat cafeteria tadi hanya makan nasik. I mean, normal kot orang Malaysia makan nasik. But, he really JUST MAKAN NASIK with no lauk as accessories or penyedap makanan. His nasik is TRULY white kau tahu. Sungguh putih dan gebu tanpa sebarang kuah, sayur dan sebagainya.

I looked at his plate for almost 60seconds without blinking. Apekah mamat nih? Nak kata tak mampu dah senior engineer kot. Dah la we all ni makan subsidi. Lauk 3 jenis pun takkan lebih rm3. Mkn chicken chop with blackpepper sauce pun paling mahal kot kat café sebab berharga rm4. Sungguh pelik sampai saya terpelik2 memikirkannya. Eh pelik bin ajaib mamat ni. But selepas beberapa jam berpikir *sebab saya memang lembap kau tahu..*, abes kalau aku makan ayam seketul without nasik tak pelik pulakkan? Ehehhe..kesimpulannya : Sukati dia la nak makan nasik tanpa lauk.



Weird# 2.

Pekerjaan ialah sangat weird. Hanya orang weird sahaja bekerja. Orang yang tidak bekerja adalah normal. Sebab, mereka tidak perlu menyusahkan diri dan meletakkan diri di bawah pressure. Jadi, teruskanlah master ke phd. Atau teruskanlah degree ke master kalian. Sejujurnya, belajar lebih menseronokkan. Bekerja umpama bunga tahi ayam. Ia kelihatan berseri2 hanya dari jauh yakni time dapat gaji, tapi bahu tahinya adalah sepanjang masa seperti pressure!



Weird#3.

Saya adalah amat weird apabila berjuta kali bagitau suami mahu resign dari bekerja kerana sudah ketidak tahanan menghadapi hari-hari getir. Oh tidakkkkkkk! Juga sudah berjuta kali mahu memulakan karangan surat berhenti dengan pembukan kata, Menemui insan bernama boss. Tidak jutaan kali itu juga tidak jadi kerana....siapa nak byr kete noks oi? Nak beli itu ini... nak beli bende2 yang tak pernah wujud dlm essentials items. Siapa noks siapa? Andai jadi penyeri rumah tangga dengan sengaja duduk sambil muka berseri-seri ditepi tangga sambil menunggu suami pulang ke rumah, pasti menseronokkan. Kamu tahu, seperti mempunyai kehidupan yang amat hebat. Tapi bila Suami kata, handbag satu cukup, kasut satu cukup...mahu memberontak adalah bersamaan kepala di restu untuk di hentak. I always fainted this morning sebab tak larat sangat nak bekerja. Day and night mengadap lappie buat kerja dengan kuat.



Weird#4.

Saya benci duduk jauh-jauh dengan suami. Tapi kadang-kadang suka. Itu memang pelik! Kadang duduk jauh-jauh rasa membebankan tapi sempat la nak rindu-rinduan.



Sekian,

Yours truly yang amat pelik merapu banyak sebab under high pressure dengan pekerjaan.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

miserable me.

I haven’t have the right time to jotted down everything yet. All the stupid, funny,hilarious things which happen in my life for the past two weeks.


I was tied up with 2011 road map. my head almost cracked open. Gila kau. Membuat 2011 road map adalah sama dengan commit suicide. Ia seperti commit sesuatu kepada management and dang…ia perlu di’realiti’kan.

My house in such a huge mess and I doest even have time to do the cleaning. ~sigh! Heading home at 7pm, drive thru mcd, have my dinner and walllahhh… kembali ke depan lappie.

Oh god! Pls make this happen so fast until I couldn’t even feel the pain menangani perihal kerja ini.



The other side of my life, hubby and I are busy bee hunting high and low for our house furnitures. Rumah agak padang jarak padang terkukur. Sogan den nak ajak orang dating. Nak beli banyak2 tapi duit tak banyak. I love ONLY solid woods and, damn it can cause a big wide hole in our pocket. Itu la, dr dulu tak mahu berjimat. Padan muka! T_____T. baru sedar how much one need to keep aside before rumah boleh fully furnish.



Received my very 1st starter kits for menjahit beading. The kits consist of jarum menjahit for beadings (baru tahu lain dari jarum jahit biasa), gunting kecik@kacip, and also water erasable pen. Bought it online *of course la*. phew!! Harus mula menjahit,but….akak yg saya mahu beli beads and filigree from tu pergi outstation pulak. So have to wait sampai dia pulang. Agak2 dapat siapkan tak this baju???? I was thinking mcm mana nk jhit beads tu betul2 center? Betul tak senget benget. And nicely aligned? Should I bought the geometry set as well? Eh, teringat geometry set brand mapped yg pakai time form 3 tu. Pengaruh Nadrah la sampai beli Mapped nih. Mana dah hilang ek?



p/s: few attempts untuk mula membaca Nicholas Sparks-The Choice menemui kegagalan. Baru bukak few pages dah syahid.
 

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