pomanders!!!

hey kamu. yelah kamu. kamu yg tengah baca blog saya ni. ape tengok2 belakang. kamu la... ish dia ni. reti ke tidak org kata. kamu la!!! hihiihii... wayar sedikit gangguan hari ini. hari pertama bekerja di minggu ini. wahhh... melangkah laju ke opis. walaupun malam tadi susah gaban le nak titon sebab saya dh teroverdose tido. siap teguk ubat batuk sesudu to make sure saya leh tido. jgn ikut habit ini ya!! pesanan utk bakal graduan atau geng2 i yg masih suka melepak dengan menambah ilmu pengetahuan seperti menyambung master, bila bakal bos anda bgtau kerja 8 to 5pm, kamu MESTI tanya, adakah itu termasuk dengan waktu makan, minum, membuang air kecil, air besar, sembahyang dan melayan facebook? andai bakal bos kamu kata YA, sila terima jawatan itu dengan besar hati ya. saya adalah bakal produk syarikat yg akan menjadi pengguna setia ubat buasir. muahahha... i sat at my desk tepat jam 8.15pm. believe it or not, saya hanya bangun sekali untuk ambil air di pantry, membuang air kecil 3 jam kemudian dan 3kali mengangkat punggung utk mem'print' and the rest? melekapkan wajah saya yg persis Nasha Aziz ni didepan monitor mesin yg bernama computer. waaaaaaaaa.... i skipped my breakfast. so do my lunch. incik tunang : busy nye u macam Celestine je ->Celestine is my director ya. oh sayang mohd hafiz, i bukan busy kalahkan celestine, dh busy level Dato Soo Hee ->the MD. Hell!!! kerja saya sangat mencabar minggu ini. itu la saya benci utk kembali ke opis setelah cuti or mc. mesti jutaan kerja menunggu. nak wat cmne, seantero kilang tu, saya sorang je wujud utk melakukan kerja2 amal lebih masa. zai : nanti u the day before kahwin pun kerja. wahhh!! tidak..tidak..saya akan pastikan ia tidak akan terjadi. saya juga akan matikan hp ku. nak,nak time nikah tu hari jumaat time weekdays. lagi la galak dieorg nak call tnye itu ini. oh sorry dude, cant u see i'm busy here? nak kahwin ni. nak hafal skrin jawab kat tok kadi. -->ada skrip kne hafal ke hah? aiyooo... cmne nih.... and seperti pekerja harapan yg lain, saya balik kerja today at sharp 7.30pm. perut bukan sahaja telah menyanyikan lagu dangdut, malah telah masuk ke reggae. singgah kedai Pak Long Sup dgn incik tunang. the best sup in town kulim la konon. slrppppp....mkn n mkn. then heading to Giant utk tukarkan duit RM ke Rp. senang sket nk pesan kat Aiman nnt. aiman gi bandung jumaat ni. jgn lupe brng ku ya aiman. after tukar duit, we stop by kat MAXStyle. err..ayang, rambut kamu dh panjang. ye!! pujuk incik tunang potong rmbut. haruslah potong ye.. sebab weekend ni nak balik rumah my side. nak settlekan wedding favors VIP for incik tunang, and also payment for my caterer. then my along nak buat besday celebration Nuqman yg ke 7 thn. wahh!! sungguh cepat kamu membesar ye nuqman. kamu makan apa ye? sekejap je dh 7thn. makan belon ye? alsoooo...misi utama utk pulang ke rumah adalah memulakan project DIY kami (duet antara Bonda dan Saya). Bonda : Nak gi KL beli reben. saya : huh..jauh2 nak beli reben aje? oh nooo... saya dan bonda (duet irama melayu) akan melaksanakan project multinasional yg menelan belanja jutaan ringgit. muahaha.. konon2 je la. kami akan DIY pomander ball. apekah pomander ball? ia adik beradik dgn bola dragon ball yg sebyk 7 bijik itu.. but mine one 8 bijik ye. lebih sebijik!!! pomander juga lebih dikenali sebagai kissing ball.

This is my fav!! red and white. saya juga plan nak wat cmni la . red and white pomanders...

By the way, pomanders yg saya buat nati akan dipegang oleh pengapits2 saya ramai itu!! ye..seramai 8org as of today. ade lagi nak join ke? the more the merrier!!! meh ar daftar nama kat saya kalau nak jadi pengapit. hihihiihhii.....

Tapi wahai pengapit ku..kamu jgn ingat saya akan bagi kamu pakai se'sexy' perempuan dlm pic diatas. oh nooo!! nanti incik tunang i bakal juling melihat kamu semua.

how my pomanders will turn out as gorgeous as this.....

berpijak di bumi yg nyata sebentar. pic semua amik kat negara barat ye. jadidieorg kebykkan pki fresh flower. haruslah kene sambar dgn petir kalau saya membazir membuar my pomander ball menggunakan fresh flower (lepas tu ko nak simpan ke bunge kering tu cik aimi oiii)... jadi..bunga yg dihasilkan nnt tidak secantik gambar yg ditunjukkan la. mungkin hanya 30% je dr ke'lawa'an yg sedia ada. yg penting, bonda volunteer 100% nak wat ni. tentunye la tgn bonda yg menghasilkannya. i tukang survey idea je sebenonye. tgn ku tak seswai ngn bnde2 berkaitan dgn kraftangan ni. mcm beruk dpt bunge nanti. nantikan je la kemunculan pomanders DIY daku itu (ngaku nama saya, padahal bonda buat...malunye)

p/s: rambut baru inick tunang membuatkan incik tunang saya lebih hensem. hish..yg nk dengki nak muntah2 ni kenape? incik tunang saya, sekati la saya nak perasan kan? kan?

saya sakit..hhuhuuh

I'm on mc harini. best ooo..dapat tido sampai pukul 11pagi. gile bahagia. my period pain is killing me. yesterday is the 1st day and sakit perut sket2 je. ala2 macam kne kerengga gigit. then, tanpa memikirkan kesakitan yg sedang-sedang saja tu, saya drag incik tunang to hit shopping mall and visit kedai barang2 kahwin. And catch of the day? saya telah berjaya mendapakan body butter by Body Shop. ohh..semesinye ia tiada dlm list things t buy or any wishlist. as always, call it as impulsive purchase. sebab bau die wangi and i could save rm10 from the original price. then we went to the movie. tengok cter ini :

Cloudy with a chance of meatball

DH nak abes cter, period pain attack saya dgn menggila. waahh..time tu tak berani nk bgtau incik tunang. mau nye dia ajak kuar trus dr muvie. syg ooo... sket lg nak abes. pura2 eppy! keluar aje dr muvie. pergh! dh level x leh thn. jln pun dh ala2 nenek tua dok thn skt perut. ngeeee...singgah mcd mkn. mkn pun x abes sbb x lrt. at 10pm dh balik and straight away pergi tidur. pkl 1130pm terjaga. letak minyak panas, pakai socks. ade la rupe mcm org dlm pantang. tido balik. at 1.30am dh terjaga. tak tahan siot. siap mcm nak crammed dh perut nih. waaaa...time tu dh siap meleleh air mata dh. call inctik tunang. fuhh..nasib incik tunang tak tidur lagi. baru lepas tengok bola katanya. heh..tapi saya tahu, mesti dia tgh baca buku digital photography yg baru beli tu. ish..selagi kat khatam, mesti khusyuk baca tu. ajak incik tunang gi clinic. tau la kan kulim, ada 2 panel clinic 24jam. leh plak satu clinic 24jam tu tutup. haizz.leh plak clinic 24jam tutup. nme pun 24jam. mesti la bukak ari2. then pergi ke another clinic-doc-ensem-tapi-dah-kahwin. wahhhh...tekan bell kat depan pintu clinic tu smpi dekat 5kali. assistant kat clinic tuh membantai tido mati. gelapp oooo dlm clinic. then dia suruh kami masuk. oi mak...kiah tak tahan dh ni. doc nye mane? --->dialog dlm hati. jenuh nunggu. dekat 10mins bru panggil masuk. rupa2nya doc tu dtg dr umah. ohhh..another doc ensem tp sure hell dh kawen "ye cik aimi, sakit apa?" sambil muka doc terpisat-pisat muka bangun tidur. nasib hang panggil kami cik, kalau puan tadi mau kena silambam "sakit perut doc. period pain. sakit gila. saya tak leh tido" doc: sakit kat belah mana? saya : sakit kat perut. ->ahahha...saya tahu jawapan saya macam haram. tau doc tu mintak specifik area. tapi remember, saya in pain dan juga mamai. doc : baring kat atas tu jap (pointing kat katil merawat) dupdapdupdap... klu doc ni buat pape, agak2 incik tunang dgr tak? ahahha,, tgh malam babe. cuak gak den ni ha die srh baring2 atas katil tu. mne la tau saya kacau masa beliau bersama bini nya tadi. muahahahah..narbes den. *picit2 perut saya* saya : adehhhh...sakit kat situ. doc ensem : hmmm... (sambil angguk2) doc ensem : ok, saya bagi pain killer. by tomorrow morning kalau sakit lagi dtg balik. nanti saya bagi injection. saya : ok (waaaaaaaaa....mak..tak nak injection) doc ensem: kerja ke? saya : esok kerja. and the best part? saya diberikan MC dgn senang hati oleh doc itu. time kasih doc ensem. juga pain killer sebyk 2 jenis. haizz. biar betul kamu doc. saya cuak nak mkn 2 jenis pain killer nih. amik satu je la ye, risau over dose. muahahah,,,cakap mcm saya plak doc nk prescribe ubat utk diri sndiri. today tido smpi bgn pkl 11am. heaven oh heaven... then after 11am? buhsan glerrr... 1pm incik tunang hntr bubur nasik.. time kasih ucuk. and until at this hour tak tau nak buat ape. huhuhuuu

hantaran : choc or cake?

This period pain is killing me. sakit glerrrr...pain, pain pls go away.

And this morning bangun2 terus teringat about one of my hantaran which is the CAKE!! ok it suppose to be a cake but tetibe cmne ntah few weeks back saya decided to change it to choc instead. now tgh confuse, cake ke choc?cake ke choc?cake ke choc? haiizzzzz..... and lets say saya nak bagi choc, i prefer not to give those typicall ferrero rocher. haiyoooo... terlalu byk dh choc ferrero rocher org buat hantaran. and came cross to this blog. nampak simple je those choc & packaging. sooooo me! was thinking nak bubuh wording macam "TILL DEATH DO US PART" ohhh..mesti azue kata "touching..touching..." ok..nak mandi dulu!! nak kuar ngan incik tunang

wedding favors for my tetamu kecil!!!

Kepala dh terhantuk kat dinding. wedding prep mood telah kembali. muahahhaha... apabila bendera keamanan telah berkibar dan rundingan damai telah mencapai kata sepakat. biase la. mood swing. org kata PMS. yelah tu kot. =)) sabar je la kamu ye wahai incik tunang. nasib la kamu tak terjun dari penang bridge semalam time kite bergurau senda secara kasar didalam kereta. ekekekek... jgn amik ati ye! hihihi... ok, so ari ni saya telah spend the wholde day time berehat di rumah. rebus jagung yg beli kat pasar malam khamis lepas. sedap wooo jagung tu. sampai malam teringat. then after maghrib, teringat that i need to do the hunting for the wedding favors. Ok!! not really for the whole guest punya wedding favors. nope!! itu udah diurusin oleh bonda saya ok. this is for tetamu kecil saya. since my wedding favors strictly for ADULT so, saya kena prepare something for the tetamu kecil. ahahha... bukannla favor yg strictly for ADULT tu benda yg 18SX, tapi most likely, budak2 takkan suka kot. so, to cheers all this tetamu kecil, i was thinking nak bagi sweets. ala...biase la. budak kecik salunye rimas pergi wedding ni. so, as in return, i want to cheer them up!!! and i do lots of research and asks around what i should buy. mama kata "beli je choclairs". and zai kata, beli je gula-gula. yup!! mind you, saya juga ada limitation on $$$$. and the whole friday saya membrowsing and came cross with this.. alahai santeknyeee!!! but mind you, adakah budak berusia 5tahun akan appreciate the whole packaging yg santek2 ni? owhhhh nooo.. tentunya once they receive it and straight away rip open the packaging and just nak amik candies kat dalam. sure time tu kalau saya nampak leh meleleh air mate pengantin sbb nengok penat lelah packing santek2 tapi dieorg buang aje packaging tu. ridiculous sungguh. so, since nak mudah and nampak santek, i decided to buy just the organza pouch and put the candies in. Here is the organza pouch. of course saya akan beli kaler maroon. found this at eddie website. eddie ni kawan incik tunang. i met him few times before. The organza pouch cost about 23sen per pc. and memule berangan nak bagi gula-gula mcm ni :

Jordan Almonds

Jelly Beans

Mesti santek kan klu bubuh candy mcm ni dlm my organza pouch kan? but... sobsobso... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................ kat malaysia mana nak cari? zai kata cari kat famous amos. ya ampun!! mesti rabak ongkos ku nak fill up 200 pouch bag dgn candies mcm ni. so, just now, saya ajak incik tunang ke Tesco Extra seberang jaya. Tesco Extra ada jual barang in bulks. so, both saya dan incik tunang straight away gi lane utk barang2 dlm bulks for peruncit. toinkk..toink..naik juling bijik mata tgk gola2 byk sgt. its remind me of my nephew yg suka gila mkn gula2. klu dia tgk ni sure dia rasa in heaveeennnnn... punya la byk gula2 nak dipilih sampai both me n incik tunang siap duduk bersila kat situ and do the calculation. conclusion? nopeeee...saya tak jumpa gula2 jelly beans atau jordan almonds kaler merah yg mcm saya nak tu. but then saya decided nak beli iniiiii : So cuteeeeeeeeeeeee la Yupi Sweetheart ni.......... rasa mcm nak jadi kanak2 balik. i love the packaging as well. tak yah la susah nak masuk gula2 dua tiga bijik dalam pouch tu. just masukkan each mini box and insyaALLAH will fit nicely dlm pouch tu. and this jelly ada another type pun cantik gak :

Yupi Pizza

Yupi Aquarium

Yupi Fruit Cocktails

Suke..suke... each box consist of 12 mini box. so satu box box besar ni dalam rm6.00. And satu mini box jatuh dlm 50sen je. Total costs for each favor utk tetamu kecil : rm0.23 (pouch bag) + rm0.50 = rm 0.73 yesss!! still within the budget.

luahan hati seorang brides 2 be

Can i resign from my own wedding preparation? I’m tired and sick’s with all the wedding preparation. Mentally and physically exhausted. I love the preparation but yet at the same time i hate it. As the ticker getting closer to the wedding date, suddenly i felt like suffocated and chocked. I hate this. Damn hate this. Why i can’t just be like incik tunang? Cool and relax as if nothing to be bothered about? The wedding preparation had ruined my focus on my job as well. Browsing webs thinking of the pelamin, videographer etc. And above all, the worst part is, both i and incik tunang keep on arguing on the wedding favors and all the bende remeh-temeh and hell, it is s*cks!!! Wedding prep ni leh jd kan org separuh gile. Ade ke org msk tanjung rambutan sbb buat wedding prep? I’ll be the first then. How i wish incik tunang could understand me better during this crtitical period. If i could fire someone from my wedding preparation community, the 1st person would be my own incik tunang. Ahahhaha....(mintak ampun yang...ni propaganada semata-mata) Seriously, his progress for the whole wedding stuff for his side is super relax. Unlike me! The wedding gap between my side and his side is only one week and he pretends as if the gap will be more than a month. So, sememangnya saya, when it comes to the no-plan-or-i’m-not-sure situation, saya akan diserang satu penyakit ala-ala lembu gila yg dpanggil panicked attack. So, bile penyakit ajaib ini muncul, tentunya incik tunang yg akan jadi bahan dan mangsa leteran. Conclusion? We will end up arguing and bila dh incik tunang malas nak dengar, he will just said “em..ok la..buat je la mcm u cakap”. Ok!!! Jawapan yg sgt tak membantu. Yg sgt tak constructiveapekah betul ayat ini? Saya sangat marah. Marah with the everything. And at this point of time, how i wish i could postpone my wedding date. Saya sgt demotivated with the whole things. Pls somebody help me and ‘kutip’ me from drowning in the drain. I need all the help and motivates in the world so that i can cope with my wedding prep. The worst part about my wedding itself is..........the wedding is the day before the valentine. And guess what? All the fresh flower could hit 3x higher than usual price. Apekah ini? Nooooooooo!!!! I hate artifical flower.

the reflector girl

i was caught by surprise when i log in to my fb this morning. Incik photographer dh upload yesterday pic. lihat la lihat...gambarku yg gedik. ni mmg 100% candid ya. time tu i tgh pegang reflector. then dr kejauhan incik nasir panggil nama i and shoved his camera to my direction. dgn refleks i terus senyum. muahhahah... i mmg gedik. not in mood to do anything today. keje byk tp x kuase nk buat. lots of thing bothering me at the moment. and i'm not feeling well this morning sebab mlm td tak tido lena. p/s: pls go here for yesterday pengantin photoshoot. p p/s : another pic di upload from another photographer.

sya!!! saya sudah jawab survey

Oh...my wimax kurang memberi kerjasama yg baik mlm ni. mr.wimax, pls..pls..pls...jgn la wat mcm ni. it took me like forever to open you tube. by the way, saya baru je sampai rumah from watching movie. Surrogates. Rasa mcm ketinggalan zaman je sebab citer tu dh lama keluar. nak wat cmne, baru sekarang ada masa senggang nak nengok. gler melayu habis ayat. the whole petang, saya telah dengan gediknya telah mem'follow' incik tunang pergi outdoor shoot pengantin. nope..nope.. incik tunang bukan wedding photographer. since saya punya wedding photographer for my wedding dan kami telah menjadi kawan baik, dia telah invitie incik tunang to tag along with him for outdoor wedding shoot. so, incik tunang dpt le blaja amik amik gamba ni from him. nasir really a nice guy. yg langsung tak kedekut ilmu. and i really proud of incik tunang sbb he really took this opportunity utk blaja. thank abg nasir!!! so saya ni leh la di katekan assitant bebas kat situ. with another 3photogrpher, saya tolong pegangkan flash time dieorg amik, then pegng minatang yg dipanggil reflector tuh. pergh!! i lah assitant paling baik ok...keje for free.. as return? tentula photographer tu semua testing amik gambar i. hikhikik.. owh..dont blame me. saya memang photo gedik.. nak wat cmne. so mereka telah shoot my pic byk gk la. ala2 model gitu. will upload some pic taken by incik tunang later. tips of the day : pls avoid outdoor shooting dgn baju kaler ijau. i noe..pengantin tend utk memilih baju ijau sbg baju pengantin, tp serious ckp, photographer akan susah amik gmba korang nnt. sebabnya, background which kebanyakkannya rumput or pokok2 kaler ijau. so nk dpt pic yg cantek nnt. ingat tu!! Rules: Once you've been tagged, Fill this out and repost as, "My Autobiography" And use your own answers, not anyone else's. and tag 21 frends including me.. and sya telag tag saya ini fb.sowie babe, i reply kt sini je. sbb mls le nk wat dlm fb. 1. Where did you take your profile pic? :: blog profile pic: menara alor star, on my 23rd birthday. 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? :: boxer and tshirt 3. What is your current problem? :: my wimax is not happy with me. tend to blink red more often (indicate poor signal) 4. What makes you happy most? :: lean my head on my incik tunang shoulder 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? :: the way i am 6. Any celeb you would marry? :: unless my incik tunang would turn into celeb. 7. Name someone with the same birthday as you? :: none of friend share the same birthday date with me 8. Ever sang in front of a large audience? :: nope... not in a million years 9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity? :: used to. time kurus2 dulu kot. Azza Elite look alike. euuww...malu nak ngaku nih. 10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows? :: of course yes. my eyes will glued on tv when there is kiddie show.

11. Do you speak any languages? :: yes, other than english is bahasa. 12.Do you ever watch MTV? :: of course. my fav.. Chapter 1: ===================== 1. Middle name: :: Is Hazwani xount? 2. Nickname(s) (for friends): :: amy, aimi, mi, 3. Current location: :: living room. 4. Eye color: :: dark brown. Chapter 2: ===================== Do you get along well with your parents? :: yes, especially mama. Chapter 3: Favorites =========================== 1. Ice creams :: oh yes! choco top!! 2. Shampoo/conditioner: :: my current assense shampoo. Chapter 4: Do You... =========================== 1. Dance in the shower? :: most of the time 2. Do you write on your hand? :: yes!! 3. Call people back? :: yes. 4. Believe in love? :: 100% yes. 5. Any mental health issues? :: nope... scary le plak soklan ni, Chapter 5: Have You.. .============================= 1. Broken a bone? :: not untill today 2. Sprained anything? :: most of the time. 3. Had physical therapy? :: never 4. Gotten stitches? :: yes..during my appendicitis operation. 5. Taken painkillers? :: yes, after the appendicitis operation. HOW I END MY SENTENCES =============================== 1. I love: you sayang 2. I don't understand: am i too stupid? 3. When I wake up in the morning : I wish i could sleep a little longer. 4. Life is full of: challenge 5. I get annoyed very quickly when: things doest go my way 6. Parties are : not my type. 7. Dogs are: but cat wayyyy cuter! 8. Cats are: one of my wish list for my birthday. 9. Tomorrow is: tuesday and i have to go to work. 10. I have a low tolerance for: people i annoyed? 11. If I had a million dollars I would: have a grand grand grand wedding 12. I'm totally terrified of : hari kiamat. p/s: have you watch p1 wimax latest ads on tv? funny!

ketemu dengan dias impian

I spent the whole night preparing the wording for my wedding card. ehehehe..saya memang over. since my wedding card bukan la design yg custom made, so, the only kelainan yg saya boleh buat adalah dengan prepare wording yg berbeza dari tipikal wedding card yg lain. my pengkritik? both ijam and wawa. YM with them and paste the wording yg saya prepare. ijam kata : macam perhimpunan UMNO dh aku baca. pembuka and penutup berpantun wawa kata : ok, tapi kena lebih puitis. (haruskah saya hire sasterwan negara cik wa oi?) and yes! wedding invitation card ni kan memenuhi adat. so, i love my invitation card ni penuh adab sopan. diisi dengan pantun!! yup..i always find that pantun is classic. saya sangat suka bila membaca pantun dalam invitation card org lain. nampak cam sopan and veryy the malay. so, for my wedding card, saya dah pastikan pantun serangkap dua tu wujud at the front page and last page. and all the wording dalam kad tu, saya olah from few talented wedding card designer. curik sket2 je. and guess what? instead of putting tipikal MAJLIS PERKAHWINAN inside the card, saya bubuh MAJLIS TAUTAN KASIH. wawa kata : sweet! toche..toche... i want something different. so kiranya majlis tautan kasih ni nama my wedding ceremony of that day. when i mention to ejam about me putting all the wording for my invitation card, he just replied "sebab tu nama ko amy"... ahahha... i mish you dude!! he always be my shoulder to lean on during my uni time. dont get me wrong. he is my guy bestie! disebabkan 24hrs attached with me, all gurls kat uni tak jadi nak ngurat dia or org yg dia ngurat msti reject dia sbb ingat i ni gf dia. sowieee dude!! and sampai ke hari ni dia takde gf. aiyoyoyo...sian kamu ejam! And today, incik tunang dan saya telah melskuksn pelamin hunting at all bridal house yg available at Sg Petani. the best part is? my white panel dias idaman telah ditemui. luckily incik tunang from SP, at least SP lebih modern dari other part of Kedah. its true! SP dah macam ibu negeri kedah tau. more modern dari alor staq. actually we already masuk more than 10bridal house in SP. giler la..sampai tepu kepala otak kiteorg ni. i already prepare list of things needed from the bridal house. Example ; pelamin, make up (pencarian MUA kat area northern telah menemui jalan buntu, kena berserah muka pada MUA kat bridal house tu), pahar hantaran etc.... -sigh- even though SP lagi modern dr any part of Kedah, but still, dont expect thing mcm kat Central. haiz... banyak things tak menepati citarasa. tapi nak wat cmne. pasrah je la. kang incik tunang silambam saya plak sebab dah penat mencari. and yes! i met Fasha. Fasha ni HE ok..hikhikhik... and above semua bridal house SA yg saya jumpa, fasha ni taste dia leh tahan. and sangat easy deal ngan dia. dia tak offer package but then offer based on our $$+thing yg we need. and saya tumpang sekaki menyewa bantal nikah from him. sebab bantal nikah dia lawa. tak tipikal plain white or velvet type. bantal nikah ada beading sket2. ahahha.. bila i show this bantal to incik tunang, he frowned! saya rasa dalam hati dia mesti nak kata "bantal pun nak ada beading ke? ada org kisah ke?" i dont care, dah alang2 incik tunang amik kat dia, dia kata leh je masuk pape sekali. sebab saya rasa $$ yg dia quote tu pun is not that cheap. saya apa lagi ngambil la kesempatan. siap add on utk my side as well. kire FOC la kan sbb masuk dlm quote incik tunang. selamat my $$$ hamik ko..saya amik dulang pahar for my side as well dr ini org. pahar dia cantik. bukan pahar yg ringan senang tergolek tu. pahar dia mcm stable je rupa. and yes, bab baju saya amat fussy. baju at incik tunang side saya dah mention before right? we are going to wear FULL SONGKET~! adus...sangat ke'melayu'an. and paling tak suka bila tengok songket with laces patch on. adeh..dh tak melayu dah. this songket pun atas request bonda saya. "dh pakai laces kat side kita, pakai la songket kat belah hafiz" nasib baik usulan saya ni di terima baik my furure MIL and incik tunang. kalau tak mau jugak mama saya srh sewa songket amik gambar dlm studio. beria-ia beno nak tengok kami pakai songket. mama kata "baru nampak macam pengantin" yelah..org veteran. ikutkan aje... and pelamin usulan yg diberikan kepada fasha adalah seperti pic ni. not 100% as my first pilihan hati. but this pelamin look simple and will be easy for HIM to prepare nanti kot. tak nak la overcomplicated sangat, kang pening fasha terus jadi hampagas pelamin saya nanti.

(pic credit to rinssuzana.com)

harap beno la fasha tu leh buat cmni kan? kalau tak mau jugak saya smack down kepala dia. tak kira tengah jadi pengantin nak naik pelamin ke tak. yg penting dia ade white panel ini!!! yuhuuuuu!!!!!!!!!! Then rite after pelamin hunting, we went to Vas house. for the deepavali visit. bestt ooo rumah dia. lawa banget. incik tunang, can i have house mcm Vas? and yes! tak tau la cmne nak cakap, chemistry i dengan Vas ni sgt kuat. Ini baru kali ke -3 keorg jumpa, tapi riuh macam dh 10thn jd kawan. she is really pretty and sgt best to hang out with. very humble as well. and yes, to all of you. thanks for being such a great friend to me. tak kisah la kawan yg duduk jauh ke, dekat ke, i really appreciate the presence each of you in my life. for me, friend is the greatest gift that god gave to me. tough some friend might be annoying at sometime, or you just cant stop yourself from arguing with her/him, but yes, he or she is still a friend that you have to appreciate. when i came cross arguing with friend of mine, there is always one thing yg akan saya buat which is self-reflect. "i'm not perfect either. so i cant blame others for not being perfect example, mulut laser, irritating or anoying". bila kita benci one person, trust me, hundreds of people might hate us at the same time. jadi stop hate others. and terima kekuangan org lain mcm org lain kena terima kekurangan kita. chewahh..bertazkirah pendek plak. ops..aimi need to settle to prepare the location map for my wedding card. haizz..kena prepare awal. esok nak kena email kat bonda nun di kejauhan. sure hell punya la nak proof reading dengan bonda will take at least 2 weeks time. bonda i ni very particular. then only leh submit kat kedai. then 2 weekes later kne proof reading lagi kat kedai pulak kan. then a month pastu baru dapat kad jemputan nih. since byk wedding to be attended by my parents during Dec nih. bonda n ayahanda plan nak distribute card time tu. senang kan. dh jumpe sedara mara time tu. p/s: Incik tunang, jgn lupa design sticker yg nak letak kat door gift tu ye?

toink..toink...wedding stuff again

Yihaaaa...i'm at MIL house. tidur sini mlm ni. last weekend pun balik sini. this weekend pun balik lagi sini. now family incik tunang dah mcm family saya juga. luckily dieorg leh terime saya dengan tangan terbuka!!! ..wink..wink... actually today kiteorg pergi kenduri kahwin one of our friend. He use to work same kilang with us and resign a month back. the best part about the kenduri? sebab we came satu rombongan and sangat2 la happening!! the wedding is at dewan IKM. frankly, saya sgt suka wedding kat dewan. wedding nampak neat, cantik, and of course tak perlu berpanas di bawah khemah. hihihihi..by the way, wedding di rumah ni more nostalgic la. still maintain rasa melayu kan? enjoice the pic! And after the wedding, incik tunang dan saya pergi meet up with caterer for incik tunang side. caterer tu kebetulan hari tu ade wedding nearby dkt rumah incik tunang. tips of the day : nak food testing, better pergi terus ke wedding yg diadakan oleh caterer tu sendiri, 1)leh tengok level kekemasan or cara caterer tu do the setting. yg penting takde bekas basuh tangan plastik warna merah, biru and hijau tu. aiyoyoyo...sgt tak suka tgk! spoil the pic. at least pakai le basuh tangan warna tembaga tu kan? 2) then makanan provided juga adalah ORIGINALLY makanan kenduri. bukan makanan yg dia masak lain utk kita. baru tau ase sebnarnya kan? This caterer is Zul Arab Catering. Kat Sg Petani ni agak famous gak caterer ni. ramai org hire dia. and yes, food dia tak disappointing us. since this is 2nd caterer kiteorg buat food testing utk side incik tunang. daging kurma dia sedap juga for me. and this abg zul sgt la peramah orgnya. overall, khemah, meja beradap, skirting not bad la saya rasa. kat northern tak mcm kat central. so those, extra ordinary request mcm nak khemah yg ada under layer, dome and etc ni agak le susah nk cari. Next, we went to wedding card house. SP Fastprint at Sg Petani. and finally i met one card yg suit my budget and for me boleh la blah. hihihihi...takde la cantik beno. since i know none of my fren pun yg simpan kad kawin sebagai hobi masa lapang masa stamp collection tu kan? so after attend the wedding org sure hell la throw away that card. betul tak? ha...jgn nak kata tak plak ye. jgn tipu!!! hihihihi... kedai ni highly recommended by me. sebab saya dh jenuh buat survey kat kedai kad kahwin di area utara. actually i've been hunting wedding card since right after the engagement lagi. and this shop offered byk jenis card from all range of budget. And my choice? ahahahha..one of those colours. walaupun tak mengikut tema, tapi takpe la..nak wat cmne. my red-riding-hood colour not available. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............. bonda dh melakukan food testing yg kedua with 2nd caterer. the best part is? food quality telah di'approve'. fuh..lege ase. one done and hundreds thing to go..... muahhhxxxx..... till then. daaaaaa....

should i or should not?

not in my usual happy mood. why oh why??? 1) i didnt get promoted -> actually i tak harap pun 2) increment? -> was s*ck!! increment saya serupe je mcm takde increment. ok, bukan tak bersyukur rezeki tuhan. tapi saya rasa mcm, perform ke tak perform ke same je. no wonder my colleague pkl 5.30 dh cabut. unlike me yg terhegeh2 konon2 nak settle keje sampai siap. keje smpi malam. ade bos saya kisah? definitely no. increment hanyalah sekadar cover my bil phone. is it worth it? not at all. sebab bil tepon saya pun kadang2 more than that. h*ll! very very positive about looking for new job. but with my mom one and only condition, kena la akur. mama tak nak saya join goverment. can somebody tell my mom that goverment sector seperti bekerja di heaven? -a bit exagerating tapi itu lah reality nye. sangat tak membantu brides to be mcm saya. dapat je quarter bonus January ni, saya kompom chow. i lovesss my job. i lovess all the thrill that i have. i loves all the knowledge that i experienced. but h*ll. my boss wayy too much on this. i'm expecting more since my job scope expand to another area. chill aimi chill. dont spoil the precious Friday!!!

cinta dan saya

I'm in loooveey doooveeeyyy mood. ahhahaha.... penyakit sawan cinta tak hingat kepada incik tunang kembali menyerang. above semua lagu yg saya pernah dengar, this is my fav song : The Way I Am by Ingrid. The lyrics mcm meng'express" my feeling terhadap inick tunang.

If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match. Cuz I love the way you say good morning. And you take me the way I am. If you are chilly, here take my sweater. Your head is aching, I'll make it better. Cuz I love the way you call me baby. And you take me the way I am. I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair. Sew on patches to all you tear. Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise. And you take me the way I am. You take me the way I am. You take me the way I am.

Oh,,,,jiwa nye saya nih!!! harap cik-cik, puan-puan sekali tidak termuntah di kala ini. and yes!!! gumbira rasa hati. telah terjumpa card jemputan perkahwinan idaman hati. simple yet memenuhi requirement. and this weekend saya dan incik tunang akan ke kedai card tersebut. oh yeahhhhhh.... p/s: Wish me luck. esok ada review dgn puan bos. on my achievement for this year. agak2 dapat increment tak? dapat byk mcm incik tunang sure saya bahagia hidup. but unlike him, saya ni bukan pekerja cemerlang.

Papa what?

Just came back from menonton wayang. we watched PAPADOM! great muvie! i lovesss all the afdlin shauki pnye muvie. for me he is one of those person yg ensure that filem melayu kat malaysia ni masih bernyawa. he always come out with new and great ideas and story line. not just another typical ghost stories, citer rempit2 or kisah cinta/couple2. U guys shud watch this!!!! p/s: saya RINDUUUUUUUUUUU incik tunang. walaupun incik tunang baru sahaja hantar say apulang dlm 40minit yg lalu. -->touching tak ajue?

fever oh fever...

i'm not feeling well today. oh maybe disebabkan musim demam. funny jugak ye bile cakap musim demam. macam musim durian or rambutan la pulak. mesti doktor2 yg bukak klinik tu kaye kan time2 ni? alhamdulillah..rezeki utk dieorg kan? but for me...saya memang salu demam sepanjnag tahun pun incik tunang : jeles la dgn u.. u dh 3-4kali demam i tak demam2. yup! incik tunang say amat kebal. tak pernah amik mc sebab demam! ok, just amik mc sebab gatal2 nak ikut saya mc x pegi keje. yet. his mc balance still dlm 10hari kot even though now dh nak hujung tahun. zai pun mc byk lagi. heard she only took once or twice. unlike me... saya selalu demam, org kata dugaan or ujian. yup..maybe saya ni jenis org yg lembik. gastriks la..period pain la.. n demam+flu+cough ni ade lah perkara wajib saya. almost 3-4kali jugak saya akan demam setahun. this must be because of my tonsil yg tak operate2 lagi. emmm..scary plak nak operate. enough with one minor operation. my appendicitis operation really put me on trauma. sakit gaban. mama kata sakit tu just 10% je kot dari sakit nak beranak. insaf! and its really a big NO for another operation. cukup2 la sakit yg ditanggung. ayah cakap, tak de la sakit sangat sebab operate dekat private hospital. kalau kat goverment agaknye mesti lagi sakit. with less care. kalau kat goverment hospital agaknye dah nangis air mate darah dah saya ni. saya kan lembik tak tahan sakit. i still remembered the first night after my appendicitis operation, i cant stand the pain. nangis leleh2 dh air mate. lucky that night both my parent temankan kat bilik. amik bilik sorang satu. so [arent pun berkampung la kat spital. anak bongsu nan sorang ni operate kan. that time about 1.5months before SPM. dek disebabkan kesian tengok saya merengek2 tak leh tido, my mother request for sedative. hamik ko!! doc bagi saya 1 shot sedative. pergh!! giler high time tu. sakit pun tak rasa. lalok gler. my mom said i dah start merepek2 time tu. then terus tido. itula agaknye org yg amik dadah tu rase kan... masyukkk!!! and yesterday. i had one day external training. i had training at penang island. zai kata : "bestnye" training kat mana2 tak pernah nye best pun cik zai oi.. lain la company hantar training dekat koh samui ke...kat maldives ke..kat bora cay ke... hikhikhik.. so training ni dekat bay view city hotel. that morning dah rasa tak sedap badan dah. actually i dah start sore throat and batuk since sunday lagi. then reached at the hotel tempat training on time. actually before time. giler la punctual aimi! clap..clap..clap... its a good new experience to me. dapat berjumpe with those working in the same line with me. those from other multinational company macam robert bosch, nippon express, and byk lagi dh tak ingat. i wont tell about the training contents here. i know korang akan dman bored sampai nak muntah darah. and the best part about the training? the lunch buffet provided by the hotel is yummlicious!! perghhh..sodappp. for me tak semua masakan hotel tu sedap. but this hotel food memang betul2 sodap. and time dah lunch, by body start to shiver. pergh! i have to telan panadol. gler ase nak demam. tapi kne la stay sampai abes. company dh byr rm700. mau kne lempang dengan training department company saya plak kan? text incik tunang. told him that i dont think i can drive back. buatnye la macet atas penang bridge tu kang. mampus la kaki ku menggigil nak tekan pedal minyak. and here's come my savior. incik tunang telah bersusah payah menumpang kete kwn incik tunang yg tinggal di penang island. we met up. but the moment jumpe je incik tunang, hilang sudah rasa demam di badan ni. pergh! terus kebah la akak ko ni. sihat bin walafiat terus. ase kalau incik tunang suruh berlari setempat 30minit pun dah boleh dah. toink!!! keluar tanduk kat kepala. tanduk setan yg tajam tu. saya : jom gi queensbay incik tunang : u kan tak sihat saya: i dah ok dah. jom amik your ring (ayat pancing semata2. org kedai goldheart tu tak call pun) and we headed to qnsbay. and the best part is, ring incik tunang dh sampai. tak mau la post pic kat sini. nanti dah tak suci dah ring tu korang semua dah tengok. jari incik tunang sangat halus. my housemate, kak yan try that ring pun muat2. serious jari halus macam perempuan ok. and i decided to engrave at the inside part of the ring "LOVE & FAITH 13.02.10" why love & faith? i lovesss this two words . actually nak bubuh "LOVE,FAITH & HOPE" tapi org kedai tu kate tak muat. kalau size cincin incik tunang sebesar jari gorilla mesti mat nak bubuh ape pun kan? love is the symbolic of my feeling towards him and hope the feeling will grow forever and ever while faith is what i have in him. giler jiwang akak ko sorang ni. and right after we collect the ring, saya terus suruh incik tunang pakai that ring. even though ring tu dah diletakkan cantik2 dalam ring box tu. ntah la...insist nak jugak incik tunang pakai. then we went to J.Co.. pergh!! i always love J.Co. korang tau tak J.Co ni originally dari mana? at first i thought that J.co is just mcm dunkin donut which orignally from western side or more specifically from US. but then, i found out that J.Co Qnsbay tu, the owner is an indonesian. i mean the nice-indonesian-not-like-those-buluh-runcing-indonesian. the guy is quite a hunk too. he still young. mid twenty i guess. but mind you, tidak le hati nak mengurat ke. just a compliment (ayuh cik yunap! anda harusla mula lepak'ing at J.Co. the guy boleh tahan dong) and most of his staff is indonesians as well. a lil confuse here. why not owned by malaysian? ok, then i just remembered that almost all shopping mall in bandung juga ada J.Co sih... and when saya google this morning, my t though was right! J.Co is owned by Indonesians. ohhh! bukan bersikap racist. but this is a good example. same goes like malaysians all time favorite cake house "secret recipes". kita juga berbakat dalam bidang baking2 ni kan? doesnt mean all those yummylicous cakes and doughnuts mesti dari barat bukan? oh nady! kenapa anda keluar dr bidang ini. or else, you may come out with another doughnuts or cakes brand rite? and selepas menikmati kelazatan cappucino and j.pop itu, saya dan incik tunang tanpa segan silu berlenggang kangkung menuju ke mobil bumblebee ku. half way on the bridge : "yang, paper bag gold heart mne?" silly me!!! saya tertinggal kat atas meje J.co. bridge mane bleh u-turn terus. so, we end up, kne reach mainland then patah balik naik bridge. there you go another rm7 deduction from Zing Card incik tunang. peace no war sayang! i bukan sengaja tinggal. sedap sangat j.pop and cappucino tu. ehehehhe.. p/s: rndu nye nak karaoke..dh level gian nih....

Kg.pelet

Since i already use my new lappie, i'm over the moon excited transfer2 gambar from our D60 to lappie. Remember my review on makan kambing during fasting month at Kg.Pelet, Bukit Mertajam? yes, both incik tunang and i had several trips to this restaurant few times after the makan2 beramai dengan geng sekerja. here you go the pics:

Perut kenyang...

Menu of the day : 1) Sup kambing -memang best gler 2) Nasi Beriyani kambing for me and nasi ayam kampung for incik tunang 3) Hot kambing milk for me & incik tunang 4) fresh orange and apple juice for us. and the result? burppppp...and another day miss to tarawikh. ahahah... tapi the good thing about this restaurant, ada provide mini surau so that kita leh sembahyang maghrib... restaurant rating : 4.5 star

new lappie!+

Ehem..ehem.. tak tahu macam mana nak start blogging hari ni. over excited! i'm in cloud 9. gumbira gaban! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! i got my new lappie!! physically belum reach me lagi. petang ni baru datang ambil. and its not netbook but laptop instead!! thanks a zillion incik tunang. i love you till death do us part! (mesti incik tunang kate, baru sekarang nak sayang!) ok, since incik tunang offered to buy me a new lappie, i dh decide not to go for high end lappie. netbook should be fine to accomodate my need. yeah! just for internet use and download here and there. i found one yg cantik and really catched my heart. cost just rm1700 and its in white! but tak tau la incik tunang mimpi apa. yesterday kiteorg ke bukit jambul survey lappie utk adik incik tunang and my netbook. hati incik tunang tepaut pada lappie HP DV2X. dia cakap "yang, alang2 beli, beli notebook terus la" huh..haruskah menolah? with my 3seconds reflex tapi dalam version wanita melayu terakhir walaupun dalam hati dah menjerit2 macam nak rak " Tak kisah...asalkan u rasa ok, and tak membebankan u" chewah! ayat ala-ala bunga raya la plak saya ni. muka buat ayu-ayu malu! giler...mesti incik tunang terus terpaut hati time tu kat saya. senyum lebar2... since he need time nak berfikir dengan sewaras2nya... kiteorg gi McD for dinner first. dah makan baru naik balik nak uruskan pembelian. dam*! kedai dah tutup. pukul 8.30pm kedai komputer dah tutup. gler awal kedai komputer kat Bkt Jambul tutup. sedey... tak dapat. then today lunch hour terus berdesup pergi ke Megamall. Grab the lappie pilihan hati incik tunang (pilihan ku jua) and its in white! with matching wireless mouse also in white (ni jenuh pakse org kedai tu bagi mouse tu sebab mouse ni mahal) and incik tunang pay additional rm200 for the 3yrs warranty. saya : "ni kire hadiah birthday tahun depan ke?" incik tunang : "ni kire hadiah birthday & anniversary for 3 years akan datang" saya : "hah?3 years?" incik tunang : "yelah, sebab warranty sampai 3 years. kalau ada sampai 5years warranty pun i beli yg 5 years. tak yah bagi present for 5 years". erm..takpe.. tak kisah...sebab baru dapat lappie! =) (big grin!) petang ni nak datang collect sebab tadi kena rush back nak masuk ofis. and lappie adik incik tunang pun dah beli sekali. its ASUS. and sgt cantek! colour mocha. pity a bit sebab kat northern ni lappie tak byk choice mcm kat Low Yat. and harga lappie dah fix. acessories pun fix. penat la mulut akak ko ni men'demand' kedai tu. sabar je la org kedai tu melayan mulut saya ni brutal ni. ok, malam ni akan blogging with new lappie. ngeh3..sgt over! alamak! nak kne sign up for wimax! -sigh-

cik make - up -artist kembali semula~

i need a break. need to go somewhere. need a vacation. thinking of heading to Pangkor or maybe Cameron. dont have much leaves and $$$ to go for another overseas trip. but incik tunang not in a very good mood in the past few days. he looks exhausted and his mind is elsewhere during the conversation. i dont blame him. might be because of his new workloads and not much sleep this week. sian incik tunang. but seriously. i need a break! we dont have much quality time with each other. not even have time to drag each other feet to hit the shopping mall. and yes, since Ramadhan, we never have the chance to watch movie. -sigh- blame my workloads! and guess what the best thing happen to me today? Seperti yang semua sedia maklum, Cik MUA saya telah dipinang oleh bakal pengantin yg lain. -sedih- and the whole night lepas kejadian itu berlaku, incik tunang terpaksa mendengar leteran saya. dah ada gaya org tertelan CD lagu No Doubts dah saya ni. tak berhenti dok ngungkit napa la saya ni lembap saya transfer duit aritu bla..bla..bla.. ok fine. saya terus email with another MUA. check avaibility. yes, she still available. ok, i have to pay the deposit else orang lain rembat dia pulak kan. tak tau la napa semalam macam berat hati sangat nak buat deposit. siap dah bukak dah maybank2u tu. dah bubuh dah account no cik MUA ni tapi macam, ish...takpe la. tunggu sehari dua lagi. ok! marah la saya sebab saya menangguhkan pembayaran lagi sekali. kalau tak dapat padan muka aimi kan? and its turn out to be another way round. yihaaa! early in the morning at 7am time drive gi ofis (arini drive sebab incik tunang terbangun lambat!). dapat satu msg. haiz..tgh drive, malas nak bukak. sampai ofis terus buat kerja sampai terlupa nak check phone. then another msg sampai. check handphone. oh! incik dressmaker rupanye. -reply msg- aikz,msg pagi tadi tak bukak. Yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!! cik MUA yg awal tu still free time my wedding date! cik bakal pengantin yg awal tu kena tukar wedding date dia ke january sebab dewan dia available time tu kot. yihaaaaa!!! terus tekan maybank2u. do the transfer. and yes! this Cik MUA will be my official make up artist for both nikah and reception!!!! amin!! itu la.. ada baiknya ikut kata hati kan? and looking high and low for my nikah & recption tudung. hadus..takkan la kawan mu ini nak free hair kan? ada ke rembat dengan bapak saya kang. ke kena sekeh dengan incik tunang. and found this webbie nurlyn yg jual tudung manik2. nampak cantik. macam tudung Arianni. Hari tu time gi survey dengan incik tunang kat Butik Arianni, Sg Petani tu, jumpa la tudung sefesyen Ekin yg manik2 tu. boleh tahan lawa. tapi harga??? aduss...sehelai dekat rm200+ kalau dua helai dah rm400+. incik tunang : Yang, dari beli tudung mahal macam tu, baik beli baju. Ada betul jugak apa yang dia kata kan? Bonda pun kurang bersetuju kalau nak beli tudung mahal cenggitu. So, maybe beli tudung kat web ni je la kan. rasa macam dah cukup cantik dah kan? Herewith nak share my pic during raya time. sorry on the poor quality sebab ambil pakai cameraphone je. Pic taken during raya 1st day. Ini bersama dengan kazen-mazen. alhamdulillah, this raya all my kazen-mazen perempuan yg muda2 from me dah start pakai tudung. Except sorang je (takde dlm pic!) yg still lom pakai. Its fine Maryam. take your time! =)) And pagi raya tu sgt la kecoh. sebab masing2 berebut nak iron baju la...iron tudung la. tudung tak menjadi la. and Aishah (in green baju kurung) telah memaksa saya utk memakaikan dia tudung. haizzz... orang tak biasa beradik. so sekati2 je la saya pakaikan. turn out to be A-okay! And i will miss this. since most of you dah makin besar. sooner or later korang dah tak lagi macam kanak-kanak riang. and part paling touched me is when my kazen aishah cakap "pasni kak amy dah kawin dah takleh tidur ngn kiteorg. dah takleh nak gi beraya ngn kiteorg" waaaaa...sedihnye... baru rasa saya akan miss this moment dgn dieorg in future. haizz.... tapi asenye incik tunang or bakal incik hubby tak marah kot kalau saya tidur ngan budak2 ni semalam dua kan? hihihihi p/s: i will start tu ganti puasa effective tomorrow. malas dah nak lambat2 ganti.

aimi still alive!

i missss my blog. muahx.. muahxx... big kiss, small kiss utk my blog. sorry cik blog, i've neglected you for few days. haizz.... new job scope = much more time need to spend in the office. Yiha!! now balik lambat become my daily schedule. ala, takat balik pukul 8pm tu takde hal sgt la. balik pukul 11pm pun dah pernah buat last week. and the funny thing is? bila orang jumpa je salu buat statement nak membakar jiwa raga saya. Incik Manager 1: "i heard you in charge for new module now, extra job! you got promoted is it?" Incik Manager 2: "When you want to belanja me. got promoted senyap2 ya" Incik Kawan OPC : "Terer la you aimi. got promoted. got increment how much?" Incik Manager 3 : "Now you went back late like me too (ni time balik sekali jam 8pm). Its good for your carrer development. you got potential" Waaaa... camne nak buat semua orang paham ni? nak cakap bahasa jawa ke? (ok, itu bahasa ibunda my dad!) ke nak cakap bahasa siam? ape ke semua orang ni saje nak membuat hati saya membara? aduhai rakan taulan, saya tak dapat PROMOTED pun! bos tak cakap ape pun psl promotion ke, discount ke... bonus ujung tahun pun belum tentu lagi dapat. -> puan bos sila jelaskan bila nk tahu ni? just quarter bonus mcm semua org dapat tu saya dapat la -> laila, ko sure jeles! nanti aku blnje eskrem 20sen tu. And last weekend, sangat seronok kerana : 1) saya balik rumah 2) saya jumpa kawan2 time uni gler havoc! pic leh tgk kat facebook. tapi esok lusa saya upload la. byk kerja now. and the worst part is : food testing tak berjaya! mama reject that catering. Takpe..aimi sentiasa positif. cari caterer lain. and yes, make up artist itu tak berjaya saya dapatkan. and i had to switch to my alternative MUA. -sigh- and this morning say "tata" to izwan and girlfriend. mereka berdua ke bandung. sobsobsob.....

cik make - up -artist

i need a CPR. and 1tan metric of sugar. i'm in the worst condition this morning. hampir nak pengsan. obviously sebab my low blood pressure di pagi hari. gila! drama queen sungguh. ni yang nak marah diri sendiri ni. stupid me!! both me and my MUA (make-up-artist) is emailing each other for the past few weeks. i'm more than happy when i found that my cik MUA is still available on both 13&14 feb. ok, happy as always. and i suppose to bank in the deposit to her last week. stupid me. suka kerja tangguh2. and the worst part is? she is no longer available on that date bila i call dia this morning!!! i'm in helll.... oh tidakkkkk!!!! theoretically, she still available. sebab budak yg nak dia on that date pun belum byr depo. but heck! she kesian that lady sebab that lady call dia tanya bank acc this morning. but i'm going to take both nikah n reception with her. but that anonynomous lady hanya amik satu je! so, cik MUA kita rasa serba salah. cik MUA memang baik. sore lemah lembut. saya paham condition dia. but sape nak memahami condition saya? ok, i hate this. i almost down to cry. tipu la sangat. memang dah nangis pun. text incik tunang bgtau perihal MUA no more available. incik tunang : cari MUA lain. aarr?? u nak tambah $$$ ke kalau gi MUA lain? just this MUA je can meet my budget. yg lain tu cam over mahal la plak. dh la accessories lagi nak kne rent. tak leh jadi, text cik MUA, cakap nak gak kat dia... teet..teett...cik MUA reply. Cik MUA kate kalau dia tak dapat depo dr budak tu this afternoon dia akan bgtau saya n suruh saya bank in. ok, chance masih ada. kesian cik MUA saya buat dlm condition mcm ni. i think i'm a bit slefish sebab push cik MUA. eventhough chances is 50-50 tapi still meletakkan harapan yg tinggi pada cik MUA. cik another bride, pls jgn byr depo itu. ->evil grin! moral of the story : jgn tangguh2 bayar depo! ok...ok..nak kembali mengaharp cik MUA available. p/s: Kerja kembali menggunung. its already 1st of oct. so, i'm in charge to another job scope as well. kerja bertambah la jawapnye. tomorrow ade presentation tangkap maut punya. kena present my commodity strartegy for 09/10. gila..harus apakah saya nak goreng? time belaja bab goreng2 ni macam makanan harian dah...tapi time kerja, goreng sampai hangus pun tak menjadi. p p/s: my department buat opening. pls refer kat jobstreet, sape nak jadi teman sekerja ku digalakkan join. sian saya tak de rakan sekerja melayu!