not that bad!

Air gula is not that bad. *seriously*
ke i sorang in a million yang rasa the air gula still tolerable? no, this is not air gula air sirap tu ha. ni air gula pekat provided by klinik kesihatan.
well, i had MGTT test at klinik kesihatan. MGTT tu i tak sure fully stand for what. but the GTT tu stand for Glucose Tolerable Test.
kirenye dalam erti kata lain, how kentang is your body nak terima and digest gula. eh betul ke? ntah tak tau. main agak-agak je ni. nak lebih details, gi tanya doc korang. ni actually nak detect sama ada kena kencing manis during pregnancy as some woman mengalami kencing manis ketika mengandung.
well, the funny thing is different klinik kesihatan had different requirement on this MGTT. sebab my friend check up kat klinik kesihatan penang takde pun kene amik test ni. but here in senawang indah permai, diaorg dah buat requirement as long as you are 25years old, ko kena amik test ni even mak ayah takde history kencing manis. dah tu, kalau nak terlepas amik test ni, sile ngandung sebelum umur 25years old.

i ni tak de pun menuntut ilmu kebal ke ape, so korang tak yah nak buat spekulasi atau membuat gosip-gosip liar. Maybe Allah kesian kat i, laki jauh. nak buat test sensorang plak tu. dah la the night before dah kena pose. i ni kan spesies meknusia yang sopan. bila dia cakap kena puasa start 9pm, i dah tak makan dh pukul 9pm tu. sekali 9.30pm bleh plak muntah terbelahak. abes segala dinner keluar. lepas muntah perut lapar. dush! nak makan balik takut. takut sebab makan balik bleh buat test i sangkut ke kan. den tak nak repeat test ni. plak tu dengar orang kata, air gula ni tak sedap. bila minum boleh muntah-muntah. nanti dah muntah-muntah nurse suruh minum balik. scary ok scary. tido pun tak lena. pukul 4am terjaga. sebab mimpi i muntah minum air gula. T___T

7.40am dah terpacak kat klinik kesihatan. ko ingat dah awal? i adalah orang yg ke-15 nak buat test tu. errr.. yg no.1 ni dia overnite kat klinik ni ke? memula dia amik darah. and again, nurse kat sana semua macam terer nak mampus amik darah. tak rasa sakit pun. Alhamdulillah la. i ingat lagi when i amik darah somewhere early this year. amik darah kat private plak tu. tangan abes lenguh longlai lepas tu. yang ni relax je. dah amik darah kena minum air gula tu. kena minum depan nurse ek. ko jangan ada hati nak ngelat nak buang. dah la segelas besar tu ha dia bancuhkan. dengan lafaz bismillah and tarik nafas panjang i minum non stop. first round 2/3 gelas habis. 2nd round tarik napas terus habiskan. done! phew.
i duduk sekejap. sebab takut dizzy lepas minum. sekali tu adelah minah ni tengah minum bluek plak dekat situ. tak bleh trime kot tekak dia. and the 3 akak-akak yang tgh minum seiring terdorong untuk muntah juga. ini sudah bahaya! i cepat-cepat keluar. takut kang i terjerumus untuk muntah. pastu kena re-take the test. ahahahha...
while waiting for 2hrs lagi untuk amik darah, i balik rumah. i notice i start to feel dizzy. bantai tido kejap. nasib klinik kesihatan n rumah tak sampai 5minit. senang je nak pergi balik.
lepas amik darah yang 2nd time tu, terus masuk opis.
wahhhhh.. kedengaran superwoman kan?
so, moral of the story, jangan dengar ape orang cakap. kadang-kadang benda tu makin menakutkan diri kita sendiri. mungkin lain orang lain penerimaanya.
yelah, mungkin u lahir dengan darah power rangers. who knows kan?

well, bila suami jauh, not everything seems that very bad. well of course you wish hubster will always by your side 24/7. ada orang teman tido and whats not. but, i rasa bila suami jauh or some husband yang kerja which require him to be offshore berbulan-bulan, in a good way to trained us the wifey to be more independent. jangan manja sangat. i learnt to look after my car, change wiper, check minyak hitam and tangki air. i belajar tukar tayar kereta when my tyre decided to go flat. i belajar put aside the fear of long distance driving (seremban ke kedah and balik seremban balik bukan dekat ok! 5hrs drive one way). and you belajar menjadi lebih 'tough' - amik darah pun relaks. ahhahahaha...

Long weekends! yippy! ill be off till Tuesday. Wednesday baru balik opis.

will be spending the long weekend hereeee! with the whole extended family from my mom side. gler ramai okay. i bet we all bersaudara akan conquer this place. too bad, hubster tak dapat join. T___T.

Hubster will be on business trip *ehem, jangan lupa list pesanan i ye sayang*. sebagai ganti, we will have not so romantic weekend cum babymoon during new year once he return.

Cakap siang pandang-pandang.

well, i hardly talk about my journey on getting pregnant in my blog till i was finally conceived.
actually, i'm still scared to talk about it. i felt bad when some of my readers so happen still trying to get conceive will felt sad when i was blablabla talking about my pregnancy.
but still, i need to treasure my moment as mother to be too. so whoever may felt offended with my words/experiences, deeply sorry on that.

Conceived when your marriage is at 1yr and 7mnths old is nothing to bragged about when you are living in this community. instead of people tumpang gembira, there is still harsh word and unnecessary comments berkumandang macam langau. time before conceived tu dulu lagi la. ayat masing-masing sungguh la puaka kan. tapi i ni pun meknusia biasa. orang cakap, kita hadam. kita simpan. pastu kita nangis malam-malam. lepas tu kita saiko kat laki kita. pastu laki kita pun stress. lepas tu kita sama-sama stress.

ko ingat nak dapat anak ni senang?
macam ko pergi pasar "kak, bagi anak satu. nak yang putih2, cerdik pandai, mata bulat, kalau boleh macam aaron aziz".
ko ingat as easy as that?
kalau senang macam tu, dah berderet seploh dah anak i okay. senang je men beli kat pasar kan.
anak ni pun rezeki. same goes as your jodoh. macam kawan ko tak kawen-kawen lagi tu, dah belum rezeki dia. tak yah la nak sound-sound dia. unless dia memang dah duit berkepuk, and berkepit siang malam, menambah dosa, ko nak sound tu no hal la. ni kalau orang tu tak jumpa lagi the one, nak buat macam mana. takat 'kenen-kenen' kan tu no hal la. tapi toksah lelebih.

kadang-kadang bile bercakap, meknusia ni tak pikir panjang.
ye, mungkin bahagian ko mudah. first night je ko dah conceive. rezeki ko kan.
tapi tak perlu la ko sibuk bagi nasihat kat orang lain.
its happen to me once, ade la mamat kat kilang i ni. nak kata tak bijak, engineer jugak. kire belajar dh tinggi. he was married few months after mine and his wife was conceived right after that.
bleh nak bagi comment mcm nak kena bakar hidup-hidup depan i when i was congartulated him when his baby was born. "well, aku rasa laki ko bukan sharp shooter".
my heart was broken into pieces at that time. giler rasa menggigil kaki. oh, sedapnya mulut ko. ko cakap tak pakai otak agaknya, pakai lutut. ko ingat sperm tu leh jumpa egg kalau ko shoot baik punya mcm ko main dart? i was cursing deep down so badly. ahhahaha.. i pun keji. but whoever in my shoe pun akan feel the pain. ko nak condemn laki i?

well, lets say orang tu planning not to conceive awal-awal pun right after kawen.
salah ke? ko ke yg nak bg makan anak dia? ko ke nak belikan pampers and susu utk anak dia?
ewah sedap-sedap sound tak baik planning. who said so tak baik? everyone nak the best utk anak-anak dia. biarlah dia nak simpan duit dulu so that anak dia merasa naik stroller Stoke Xplory yg 5k tu. biarla dia simpan duit so dia bleh hire 2 maids sekaligus jaga anak dia. salah ke dia nak buat yg terbaik utk family dia? time tu ko cakap tak baik la planning, dah tu time orang lain terus dapat anak no.2 dan seterusnya pandai plak ko cakap, 'eh, dia ni tak reti nak planning ke. sian anak kecik lagi dah dapat adik'. tu ape name? bukan planning gak ke ko tu pun? Yang memandai cakap tak baik planing, nanti by the time nak, Allah tak nak bagi rezeki. sape cakap? ade ke dalam Quran bnde tu? Allah pun tak nak kita menganiaya anak kita. kalau kita dah rasa tak mampu dari segi ekonomi or tak de masa masa utk bersama anak. So, planning might be the best option for us that time.

kalau nak di listkan harsh words yang i terime saban hari before this, memang tak terlist la. kadang-kadang, i ignore, kadang-kadang, makan dalam jugak.

yesterday, i finally buat buku merah at klinik kesihatan. i was sitting next to this akak. she was approaching 40yrs old and it was her first baby. she didnt tell me in details but i can agak-agak she was conceive through IVF/IUI because she did mention about the inject sana sini nak dapat anak. there is another akak around mid 30's sitting next to her after that. tanya akak yg sebelah i ni check up apa. akak sebelah i ni pun bagitau la, she had some complications, darah tinggi and kencing manis yg tetibe wujud when she was pregnant. ko tau ape akak yg satu lagi tu reply? "len kali, ngandung muda-muda. dah tua-tua ni macam la sakit yg ada nanti". i was stunned with her words.
1st, u dont know her history.
2nd, itu rezeki ok. rezeki. dah Allah nak bagi dia time umor 40tahun baru nak dapat anak.
bak kata another fren of mine, "bukan dia mintak doa kat allah, "ya allah,bagi la aku anak time aku umur 40tahun nanti ye". ko ingat ade ke orang yg nak cenggitu?
well, the akak in her mid 30's tu expecting her baby no.4.

kadang-kadang orang tak paham. kurang peka dan kurang sensitip. isu jodoh and anak ni super sensitip.
this is not a race nor a competition.
ini bahagian masing-masing. alhamdulillah, i had mine on its way. but im still praying for those friends of mine yg still struggling to conceive.
as meknusia, i paham sikap curiosity korang yang menggunung tinggi tu. in another word, kepochi aka concern. kalau org dh kwen sure korang excited nak tau dah berbadan dua ke tak. itu normal.
tapi lets say the other side belum lagi peknen, just cakap je la " i doakan u dpt anak yg sihat nanti", "takpe, allah nak bagi masa u enjoy dulu. insyallah adalah tu nanti". benda2 ni pun dah dapat menyedapkan hati org tu. at least u pray for them kan.

and those yg ada in my fb, thank u bg comment2 membina. i tak leh nak reply satu2 sebab i as well masih fragile with this sensitive issue.

p/s : baby check list belum buat lagi. can we skip that 1st? i need a 'babymoon' so badly now.

hello 2nd trimester.

Dear Abandoned blog,

deeply sorry on being MIA. blame the workloads and so does the hormones.


i'm at 2nd trimester now. Alhamdulillah! Being pregnant with hubster hundres miles away is the most challenging experience ever! *nada serious*.
ko muntah, ko lap sendiri, ko basuh sendiri. ko ngidam, ko cari sendiri makanan. kalau tunggu laki, weekend kang bru ko merasa.
jiwa harus kental, mental dan body juga harus tough.

Though i'm already at 2nd trimester, the all-day-sickness still kicking but not as frequent or as bad as when i was in 1st trimester. the 'muntah' is lesser and more bearable now.
at 14weeks, saya adalah pembenci tegar nasi lemak dan sambal tumis. ko mampu? padahal dulu sebelum ngandung, every wiken bekfes harus la nasi lemak. even ahkak rumah atas masak sambal tumis, berbakul2 i menyumpah dlm hati. the smell itself membuatkan i loya.
jeruk and asam juga is my nightmare. when everyone enjoy eating those masam-masam thing during pregnancy, my tekak just cant take it. weird huh?
i hardly makan nasik now. once or twice a week is more than enough.
i've become more picky with foods. tekak hanya nak spagethi, lasagna, burger, cheesy wedges, macaroni cheese and anything to do with cheese. ko mampu? kalau anak esok keluar mata biru and rambut blond i tak terkejut la sangat.

Buku merah masih belum di buat. in case some of you yg masih lagi wonder what is buku merah, buku merah adalah buku rekod kesihatan ibu dan anak. so much drama at the klinik kesihatan senawang last week which membuatkan i give up dan tak bersedia nak buat lagi. i didnt plan to deliver in gomen, however, due to cakap-cakap orang "in case of something happen and without buku merah hospital gomen tak terima you as patient" membuatkan jantung i tak tenang. err, means I had to do check up both at gomen and private to be on the safe side.
even though per appointment at the private will easily reach up to rm150+, but compare the hassle and masa yg terbuang, its truly worth it. seriously, i had appointment with my O&G every two weeks until i reached 2nd trimester. ko kire je bpe byk kne byr if every appointment cost rm150+. no, its not that i had complication or whats not (alhamdulillah so far takde), but knowing my working pressure, working environment, the fact that i was staying on my own on weekdays and travelling here and there almost every weekend, my O&G suggested that its best to monitor my pregnancy in every 2weeks. consider closely monitor la kan.

the recent visit to O&G adalah sangat taching wa cakap lu. our baby are busy scratching its back dan melakukan lompatan setempat. *nak nanges tengok ni weh*
"wow..your baby is very long. its seems full"*refering to space in my womb. err.. the doc mention about the baby size which is two weeks ahead the actual age. gulp! so, the doc request to take supplemen in alternate days. takut baby over stimulate kot la kan with the supplemen. padahal, the only supplemen yg i makan pun folic acid, spirulina and susu je pun. maybe should skip drinking milk. hahahhaha... no wonder my baby bump is showing now and everyone seems notice on my bump or maybe sebenarnya dieorg ingat i buncit T____T.

the heartburn is the biggest turn off. sumpah rasa sangat annoying nak nanges whenever heartburn mengganggu. and again, my O&G is my superhero. he ask me to try on spirulina. Seriously, spirulina works wonder to cure the heartburn. and yet, its natural! else, i was a bit worried nak telan gaviscon dan seumpamanya. sebab it still consist of ubat which is also chemical kan? ke i je overreact?

will cerita about how i find out i was pregnant in next post. ini janji kosong. bukan janji sumpah sehidup semati. jadi kalau berkesempatan i cerita ye.

till then,
hugs and kisses!

Quickie!

Whoever yang bagi nama “morning sickness” barangkali mungkin seorang yang berjantina lelaki. Ini saya suspek. Bukan fakta yang pasti.


Sebab there is no such thing as morning sickness. Nope… it’s supposed to be “all-day-sickness” .

Dizzy, nausea, muntah terbelahak, dari pagi sehingga ke malam before melelapkan mata.

Tak, saya tidak mengeluh or even merungut. It’s just that, I thought all this while I was mentally and physically prepared for this. Ingatkan muntah its just a muntah-muntah macam kena food poisoning or gastric. But seriously, mabuk, mual, muntah and whatever combo yang dinikmati adalah beyond my imagination.

The first two months adalah sangat manis. Muntah pun tidak pernah. Ape tah lagi mabuk. Ko cakap je nak makan apa, semua bleh masuk. Sangat bangga bahawa saya adalah morning-sickness-free. Ibu mertua juga sedikit kagum. sebab menantu masih ok tak muntah sebab ketika beliau di awal kehamilan beliau mabuk sehingga flat. Tetapi....Langit tak selalunya cerah. Masuk 8 weeks, adalah sukar digambarkan dengan kata2. Mood kembali insof.

I must said, it’s a bitter sweet experience to be a mom. In another manner Allah nak ingatkan kita betapa besar jasa omak kita selama ni. So, jangan jadi derhaka. Sila la belanja mak-mak you all dengan lebih kerap. Kalau ko bawak enbeg LV, ape la sangat belikan mak sebijik juga kan. Ewah, ko ingat ko sorang je nak cun mak ko tak payah? Takpe, whatever combo delight yang Allah nak bagi, I terima dengan hati dan tangan terbuka.

Well, drama kunci kereta telah berakhir. walaupun kunci kereta Berjaya dijumpai setelah sesorang mencampakkanya semula didepan pintu rumah bersama-sama dengan announcement yg I tampal di kwsan tangga, tapi duit tetap terbang. Rm400 noks nak tukar board tu sebab bateri kereta dah di remove dr kereta more than 2 days. So the board dah kong. Silap I jugak. Doa mintak kat Allah supaya kunci kereta dipulangkan. Cuba doa panjang sket. Kunci kereta dipulangkan tanpa sesen pun duit perlu dikeluarkan. Tapi takpe, syukur gak la dari nak keluarkan duhet smpi riban nak tukar semua kan? Sapa suruh penyakit pelupa yang critical.

Bercuti 4 hari adalah tidak mencukupi. Eh, korang tak cuti ye? I cuti. Shut down sebab deepavali. Ko ada deepavali cuti 4hari? Sila la jeles ye. So I fly back to north on Saturday. Thursday evening fly balik semula ke seremban ditemani suami. Suami amik cuti. Dia mana da shutdown sebab deepavali. Saturday and Sunday berjimba-jimba di Nilai. Kazen merangkap pengapit time I kawen mengkahwinkan diri beliau. Well cuzzie, welkam to the club! Jaga anak orang molek2. My makcik-makcik bersoksek-soksek right after his akad “wah, Fuad bagus la. Sekali lafaz je”. Of kos la kan sekali lafaz je. Dah 9 tahun kot dieorang tu bercintun. Dari zaman form4 lagi. Dah tu tak reti-reti nak hafal akad tu plak kan. Above all, he is the best cuzzie. Cuzzie yg sebaya umor and sama senteng. To Alia, jaga cuzzie saya elok2. Bagi dia makan sampai dia gemok balik macam dulu. Saya rasa terhina bila dia makin kurus sekarang ini. gamba belum ada mood nak upload.

Sekian sahaja update buat kali ini.

p/s: saya asyik nak makan keropok lekor! nyum..nyum..

Ini adalah kisah sedih.

Ini adalah kisah sedih. Sangat berdrama air mata kalau baca. So kalau agak-agak jiwa kurang kental, sila jangan meneruskan pembacaan.


Semenjak,dua menjak, tiga menjak berbadan dua, level kemalasan saya amatlah kritikal. Macam nak angkat jari pun pemalas. Sungguh malas sehingga merasakan berbaring di atas katil adalah nikmat yang hakiki. Lepas maghrib kompom tido. Nanti pkl doblas baru bangun untuk isyak. Lepas tu leh terus tido sampai pagi. Champion bukan? Mahu tahu resepi kejayaan? Eh, tak perlu la. Biar ini menjadi resepi saya.

Oleh yang demikian, azam tahun 2010 saya yang mahu pulang awal setiap hari dari kantor telah tercapai. Walaupun azam sedikit expired, tapi at least dia tercapai. Sekarang jam 6pm I dah terpacak kat shoe locker nak tukar kasut pulang ke rumah.

Nak dijadikan cerita sedih semalam I pulang la awal. Baik punya parking kat entrance blok rumah (note: rumah sewa saya adalah berkonsepkan lantai ku bumbung mu). Lenggang kangkung melalui peti-peti surat. “eh,lama tak check mailbox”. So, saya pun keluarkan kunci kereta dari henbeg. Well, kunci peti surat attach dengan kunci kereta. Bukak kunci. Remove surat. Remove sampah sarap catalog giant,tesco. Buang kat tong sampah tepi. Naik tingkat atas.

Well, sehinggalah pukul 9 something baru I dengar bunyi alarm my car. Eh, macam alarm kete aku je tu. Cari-cari kunci kereta. Alamak! Takde. Punggah satu rumah. Tak jumpa.

Lari turun bawah. Kunci dah takde kat peti surat. Alarm kereta dah stop. Ah sudah! Mana kunci kereta I ni?

Mencangguk kat kereta. Godeh-godeh. Naik atas balik amik spare key.

Try bukak. Eh! Tak boleh. Damn! Itu spare key kete laki. Spare key I dekat laki la le gamaknya. Tu la beli kete same jenis sape suruh. Kan dah kompius.

Buat muka nak nangis. Yelah, kang sok pagi bangun kete dah takde camno?

And again, somebody tekan my car alarm. Sangat bloody hell bukan? Padahal I tercongok tepi kete. Durjana sungguh nak main-mainkan i. since alarm bebunyi, lagi la kuat hati I bercakap bahawa kunci kereta I dengan sesorng yang tak berhasrat nak pulangkan kunci tu. Well, kalau berhasrat kompom dia dah Nampak I tercongok kat situ.

Nasib ada jiran yang sungguh berkebolehan tinggi. Jiran datang membantu macam superman je aksinya. Siap call member dia mintak tolong. Godeh-godeh. Kete terbukak. Dia remove my car battery and switch to trigger the ignition. Fuh! Kete I selamat buat sementara waktu. Sementara laki I ngepos kunci kereta. Tapi, lepas dapat kunci pun, still orang yang amik kunci kete I ada access nak masuk kete I. cuak bukan? And to change the whole kunci and alarm system will cost me approximately 2k plus plus. Err…2k ok! Boleh beli stroller baby. Eh tak, stroller baby idaman 3.5k. but at least bleh bayar la more than half bukan? boleh buat bayar separuh normal delivery baby dekat medical centre.

And kalau tak tukar, sampai bila-bila kereta I tak selamat nak dipark di kawasan rumah kalau begitu. Demit!

Temporary solution, tukar kete dengan my abang. Tapi sampai bila? Sampai I pindah rumah? Oh mai!
nak nangis!

nasib ada kawan yang sudi mengambik and anta pergi keje. giler clumsy i ni kan?

Special Order!

Hubster and i had been placed the order for ‘something special’ almost more than a year ago.


 And only yesterday, we managed to get the acknowledgment on the order confirmation. Syukran!
 Well, this is the longest period to get the order confirmation in our life. Errr, especially me!


And we have to wait patiently and pray hard everything went well before both of us able to get our hands on this special order. Based on our order confirmation, our special order Estimate Time of Arrival (ETA) is somewhere in June’2012. Very long eh?


Till then, all the prayers are needed!

pirate mata satu!

If some of you in my fb fren list, sure you guys are aware of me being Jack-Sparrow-wannabe or at least that what my hubster called me. Heh.. dia cakap I can starring in the next Pirate of Carribean. Ko ada noks mata tutup sebelah macam i?


So, the drama started more than a month ago. My eyelids start swollen on last week of fasting month. I went to one of the Ophthalmology clinic downtown SP. So the doc tell me the swollen was big and require removal aka minor surgery. I nebes noks. Surgery means a lil cut and blood and pain. So I request the doc to give me a day to think about it since time tu kasut raya laki I tak cari lagi. After the visit we went to Penang. Nak cari kasut raya laki I la kan. Time tu tak nak pikir sangat about the eyelids. Malas nanti I takde mood nak beli barang.

The next day, I felt berat hati je nak do the procedure, so we went to another Ophthalmologist for 2nd opinion. Well, its always best to go for the 2nd opinion kan? So the doc tell me I have to option either to take the antibiotics and pray hard the swollen will subside, or we had to take option no.2 which also the removal. Ofkos I ni nak try something less painful. So I opt for the antibiotics. I was on that antibiotics for almost a week. The swollen was smaller but not 100% subside. And raya came. Dah tu, I pun tak berapa nak pikir about my eyelids thing. Sebab its not painful after all. Its just like a numb growth,u noe, yg macam kematu je dekat situ. But last week, the growth start to give me tough time. Dia mcm heavy je. Bukak mata pun stim je sebelah sebelah tak boleh bukak sepuas-puasnya.

I went back to Sg Petani on recent weekend and was on leave on Monday. I met another Ophthalmology at the Specialists Hospital nearby my in law’s house. Jeng..jeng..jeng..sure the doc suruh I do the removal. As the growth is big from acceptable size *size yg kecik tak payah removal I rasa*. The doc give me two options to admitted in the hospital after removal or I may bed rest at home. Since the admission procedure to hamik masa, I opt for outpatient which mean balik rumah after the procedure.

Well, memula nak masuk tu I ok je. Berani. Siap tak bagi laki teman masuk lagi. Sebab I tau laki I ni stok ngeri gaban. Kang doc tak sempat nak buat apa-apa dia dah pengsan tengok jarum. Tak pasal2 nurse-nurse tu nak settlekan laki I dlu plak.

Since the doc is a muslim, I rasa sangat tenang when he recites the doa in every step he took.

Well, can you imagine the pain kena bius dekat area eyelids? Not once but thrice or 4 kali. I cant recall the 3rd and the 4th time since the pain for the 1st and 2nd injection tu sangat buat I traumatized. Though the doc bgtau I a lil pain and ask me to selawat, but cer imagine injection depan bijik mata. Waaa! Kompom baca selawat dalam hati pun terabur. Well, this is the not the first operation, but this is the most traumatized one since I Nampak injection like less than 2cm dr bijik mata i. sobsobsob…

Lepas kena bius tu, the doc clamp my eyelids and flip it. Macam eyelids tu terbalik la now. Omaigod! Sungguh nyilu and I cant stop my tear. Asyik meleleh-leleh.habis basah tepi2 mata and the nurse keep on wipe it off. I think the procedure beside injection bius tu tak la begitu painful, tapi bile dengar kelentung kelentang to lagi I nebes ok. In my two previous surgery, I was 100% unconscious. So macam tak de dengar benda alah compare to this minor procedure. So I tak la rasa nebes sangat.

And taraaaa…..

Laki I ngeri tengok bini dia mata satu and the darah on the eyes bandage and so does on my tudung. Hubster mintak i to stay overnight in hospital afraid there will bleeding tengah malam kang. Ofkos I tak mo admitted kan, bek I ddk rumah in law bersenang lenang.

So as result, ill be on medical leaves for one week y’all. But, masih lagi kena working from home. Tapi tak kisah la, I log in at 9am ke 10am. Asalkan I buat keje I kan.

Well, as promised before, let me start with what a basic makeup one should owned.

Seriously, dalam donia mekap ni there is no such rules and regulation. Takde pun salah kalau ko pakai eyeshadow as blusher ke or sewaktu dengannya. But just nak bagi u guys a basic guideline what u shud owned for start based on my findings.

Well, before you guys put on your makeup, its best that you do the essential-trio. You got me right? Cleansing, toning and moisturizing your skin. Once this essential-trio siap, you may proceed with “hello gorgeous!”. So this is makeup gadgets I think you should owned to have those flawwwwlesss makeup results.

1. Face Primer

2. Concealer

3. Foundation

4. Loose Powder

5. Eye shadow based/Eye primer

6. Eyeliner

7. Mascara

8. Lippy

9. Blusher

10. Face spray/mist or whatever people may call it.



1. Face primer.

Why you need face primer? – A face primer is one of the best ways to insure your makeup stays on longer. They pamper the skin and create a protective barrier. Primers are excellent for people with combination to oily skin. Just apply after moisturizer and let it sink into the skin for a few minutes, and carry on with your regular foundation routine.

So, basically primer ni bertindak untuk hold your foundation. So your foundation will stay much longer, wont cakey or chalky and at least tidak luntur very soon. Its very good to use untuk org mesia. Sebab cuaca kat mesia cepat buat kita berpeluh and foundation wont last that long. Dah tu takkan asyik2 nak tempek foundation setiap sejam kan?

What I used? – Currently I’m using NYX HD Primer. For the price I paid, this primer was totally awesome. It holds my foundation the longest possible around 6-7hours. Remember my raya drama? I tried to put on again my Maybelline Foundation together with this primer. The results? I change my mind as the foundation won’t that bad. At least it last longer that before.

My wish list – of course I planned to own one of those so famous Lauria Mercier foundations. But not until I’m pro to put on the makeup gadjets la kan. So next in my wish list is Monistat Soothing Care Chafing Relief Powder. This monistat Soothing Care Chafing Relief Powder is not design for face primer. It’s actually dedicated for relief & Prevents Chafing on skins. But due to the ingredients used in this Monistat is actually the same ingredient use in those high end face primer. You heard me girls! So, that is the reason why this monistat is used for face primer and ramai gilos mekap guru kat youtube in love with this product.

Where you can get it? No, this wasn’t available in drugstore at Malaysia. So as alternative, you may purchase this from most-of-Malaysian-girls-life-savior, Ryan : http://sgdrugstore.com/

Well, Ryan doesn’t just sell those items available at his web; he also takes order for others stuff as well. I just placed order for another 3 more makeup brush and brush shampoo from him sebab that day lupa nak beli when my fren was in state. Ko ingat meknusia je pakai shampoo?

A or B?

I’m torn between A or B.


Bukan kekasih A atau kekasih B. mahu kena silambam dengan Incik Suami ke nak torn between kekasih A atau kekasih B plak kan.

But, between option A or option B.

I was offered to be involve in the new project. Weh, project lagiii? Sungguh lemau mendengarnya. The project period is around 6 months. Oh tidakkkk! Lama gilos. Kompom rasa nak muntah darah lagi lepas ini. *puke* *puke*

But the bright side is, the project will take place in China and US. Means, 3months in China and another 3 months in US. Part 3 months China tu I tak de la heran sangat. Sebab China kot. Nak makan pun susah kat area tu nanti. But the 3 months in US sangat mengugat jiwa i. err… weekends at the branded outlets? I mahu pengsaaaaaaaannnn. Plus, the $$$$ offered juga maha gembira.

Well, of course I’m smiling from ear to ear when I was told about this assignment. Gilo kau tak hepi kan. Tapi, 6months without hubster? Can I survive? Jumpa tiap-tiap weekend pun drama air mata masih ada walaupun almost 2 years cenggini. But 6months without him? Will he be okay? Will he miss me badly? And 6 months ‘berpuasa’. Dah la now pun puasa on weekdays kan. Sobsobsob..

Waitttt! Ofkos every nice thing comes together with the extra baggage. The worst part is? I’ll be bonded for another 2 years. Gulp! 2 years lagi? Oh tidaaaaakkkk.

Hubster was fine with this arrangement. I mean, he was fine with the idea I need to be out of countries for 6months and the bonded things. Well, he will missed me (he said so), but its something to do with the career path and all those experience which can help me to demand moreeeee salary in future. Eh, sungguh mata duitan!

But I think enuf is enuf. Means cukup2lah almost two years kiteorang kutub utara kutub selatan. Another two years to go? Gulp! That’s it. The damage is done. We need to start to focus on having our family in soonnnn. Like, real soon ok. Nanti kengkawan anak dah berderet empat, I baru terhegeh-hegeh nak preggy whats not.

And back to square, to lose something is to gain something else. Bonded for another two years is totally not worth it walaupun I bisa bergumbira di Negara berhawa sejuk, dengan gaji tak affected plus with the overseas allowance (masyuk kot kan lepas abes 6months tu), and the increment after the project if successfully meet the mile stone goal. But those can’t beat when I able to leave the company bila tiba masanya (eh, I dah tau dah masanya. March insyallah!), hubster and I can spend every single minute in our little tiny condo until god-know-when, we can focus on baby makings, and no more endless weekend trips north-south. And finally I’ll be abled to keep my travelling bag out of our eyesight. Poor my little travelling bag! Every week tak pernah miss untuk berkhidmat for me.

But still, I’m torn. I know I should turn down the offer. I know I should keep my decision firm. But, I’m just human, tempted with all the nice to have things. Errr..like nice to stay in US right? Even just 3months. Hahahahaha.. maybe I’ll be able to cuci mata and finally grab that Marc Jacobs ive been eyeing for months aight? And all the shopping stuff. Plus the x'mas will be coming in soon. Sure banyak saleeee kan?

Shuh..shuh..syaiton nirrajim! Hope Allah tabahkan hati I. menghalang all those godaan syaitan to accept the offer. and this is actually the 2nd time boss had asked me to consider this offer. phew!!

Ni baru hallllfff of our book hauls at MPH Warehouse Sale. heaven ok heaven bila tengok buku mure-mure. macam tak keruan i. sila la sila sale buku selalu ye. Book paling atas tu tak yah nak sebarkan gosip liar. tu persediaan untuk one fine day nanti. paham? beside buku "home repair" and "lonely planet thailand" the rest to semua my booookkkk. Hubster gigih nak DIY some of our house projects.

Till then!

Adios amigos.

Cik Cawan Bulan

orang kampung i kata, "prektis mek perfek".
so after beberapa prektis ngeri, tragis tapi takde la sampai end up dekat Emergency Room spital pun.
i'm proudly to announce, i adalah pengguna menstrual cup paling gembira!
apesal i tak tau menstrual cup ni dari dulu lagi?
sobsobsob...

memperkenalkan cik cawan bulan saya yang masih suci ketika ini.

i sebenarnya dah bertahun tahun-tahun tahu how unhealthy our sanitary pads is.
chemicals, long term effect and not environmental friendly.

On average, one woman will use over 11,000 tampons or pads in their lifetime, which will end up in landfill or in the sea.

The next option is Cloth Menstrual Pad. Tapi, Cloth Menstrual Pad pulak macam agak leceh untuk orang pemalas macam i.
nak basuh la, kalau travel, nak kena gulung and simpan bawak balik. macam oh malasnya!

and recently i bump into this Menstrual Cup.
ekceli, menstrual cup ni adalah beberapa cap kat market. the one i beli adalah cap Mooncup from UK.

Cik Senah, haruslah menstrual cup i made from obersi. baru kelassss gitu.

ahahhaha..ekceli menstrual cup ni takde kot lagi made in local. semua dr Germany, UK or US.
setelah membaca review beberapa different brand, i decided nak try Mooncup ni. beli online ye. sebab kat Personal Store takde benda alah ni. There is different material use for different menstrual cup. so thats why rege setiap cup adalah berbeza-beza. Mooncup & Lady Cup ni consider at high side jugak sebab material dia guna. My Mooncup cost around RM 110.00. Lady Cup dlm RM 145.00. Perlu diingatkan, this is lifetime investment. Menstrual Cup adalah bercirikan re-usable. hang masukkan, hang remove, buang the darah, hang wash balik the cup, hang wipe off and hang masukkan balik. and cycle goes on and on and on sampai habes period. ngerrtiii? bukankan ia sungguh eco-friendly dah sungguh economi bukan? Unless you have delivery via vagina, so maybe after delivery your vagina size sedikit besaq, then only you need to repurchase for the bigger size menstrual cup to suit you. yep! menstrual cup ada size. tapi ni bergantung kepada cap menstrual cup tu. macam mooncup ada dua size je. size muda belia tak pernah dan tak beranak secara normal atau size satu lagi adalah lebih usia dan yang pernah beranak secara normal.

Why i beli cap Mooncup?
Sebab Mooncup ni made from soft medical grade silicone, the Mooncup is latex-free and contains no dyes, BPA, toxins or bleaches. It’s also great for women with sensitive skin.

I ni sensitive to latex. so anything to do with latex adalah big no no no.. errr..camne nak tau? suruh laki hang try pakai condom. then hang tau la hang allergic ke tak. err..am i too details here?

Plus, Mooncup ni pun banyak good review. so, here we go. place the order and yes! sampai on the very next day.

the first impression when i opened up the parcel is ....
auwwww! besaq nya.. lagu mana nak buh ni. and a bit the cup a bit firm.
gusar la hati ni. camno nih..camno nih...
gugle balik tenet..
the tips is, hang strelize dulu benda alah ni (memang sebelum pakai kena strelize. tapi tak la every time hang nak strelize kan. lepas one cycle baru strelize) boil dalam air panas macam strelize teats and bottle baby.
lepas tu baru a bit soft. and bila nak masukkan dan remove, jangan gelabah. first timer normally gelabah and cuak. just relax. and this thing will works like wonder!
no more leaking!
no more require to change your pads every 4 hrs.
and the best thing is, you doesnt even feel the things is there. or boleh siap terlupa period.
bessssttt! at first i tak confident sangat. macam betul ke benda ni dah ok. leaking tak nanti? and buh gak la pantyliner mana la tau leaking kan.
booooo! setitik pun takda keluar.
yippyyyyy! a very-very good investment.

err..perlu ke nak explain how to use???

ni ha anak-anak buah i yang tak paham-paham bahawa kereta pakcik dia (Antel) adalah kecik. nak jugak berhimpit nek keta kiteorang From North ke rumah my mom time raya ke-3 tuh. padahal honda daddy korang kosong je. takpe la..asal korang bahagia. tapi ni la kot bebudak, baru gerak seploh minit masing-masing syahiiiidddd..

ok y'all..last but not least, tempek gamba i je la dlu ye. gambar rayo-rayo nanti kita tempek lain.

dem! muke semakin memenuhi ruang gambar. isu berat tak habis-habis lagi T____T

nampak flawless. ko addaaaa?

Sape yg aritu comment tanya camno nak tepek mekap biar Nampak tulus mulus?


Err..jawapan sebenarnya I pun tak tau la nak tepek mekap pesen ape bior Nampak muka berkawah ni ala flawless gitu.

Sebabnya, I pun baru je jinak-jinak merpati dengan dunia mekap.

Nak buat camne, baru recently realize I sedang didalam aging process gitu. which is Au Natural no longer working walaupun jenuh dah bagitau kepala otak ni banyak kali. seems the brain no longer nak percaya on au natural things la kan?
Then pasrah and yakin perlu tempek mekap agar muka Nampak sedikit flawless. At least jerawat tu ko tak nampak la sangat kan. Nampak sesuci lebaran sket muka tu. Tapi, kalau ko tanya suami I lepas put on makeup, kompom ko rasa nak pitam dengar jawapan dia “ni semua fake nih!”. Sungguh siot bukan? Takpe, I memang pasrah mengenang nasib diri. Lagipun in real world semua orang hidup dalam denial. Ape la salahnya tempek mekap with a lil hope ko santek macam Kim Kardashian walaupun vontot ko tak mampu nak celen vontot dia.

Tapi mekap disini bukanlah tepek mekap ala level perantin. Errr.. so not my type la. Mekap haruslah so-so aje. Tak perlu la ko nak over doing it sampai boh bulu mate pelesu takat pergi pergi kedai tukar tayar kete ke, mahupun takat pergi pasar malam. Eh serious! I pernah jumpa orang gi bazaar ramadhan mekap fullamak. Eye shadow kaler hijau purple, bulu mata pelesu dasat, tapi pakai baju kelawar yang buat tido malam tu. Aaa…assume je la dia baru balik shopping dan hanya sempat tukar baju je and rasa sayang pulak nak remove mekap mahal-mahal yang dah tempek tu. Kooo adddooo?

Unless u adalah perantin, u deserve la mekap ala-ala setebal mekap Rozita che wan kan. Pastu taram bulu mata sampai nak angkat kelopak mata pun tak larat. Tapi, dah nama pun big day. Ko mekap ala-ala lady gaga pun orang masih dapat terima. Sebab dah big day ko kan. Or pergi dinner party ke ko nak mekap ala drag queen pun I rasa orang ramai masih boleh terima walaupun diaorang akan nengok ko dari atas sampai bawah, pastu buat signal mata kat kawan sebelah dia. Tapi kalau takat menghadiri mejlis kawen orang lain, ko tak yah la overshadow pengantin tu. Meraung pengantin yang bayar mekap retis ratusan malah ada ribuan ringgit bile nengok ko mekap overrrr dari perantin. Bagi la chance kat perantin. Cukup la sekadar mekap basic-basic, masih kelihatan au natural gitu.

And bila ko cakap pasal mekap, kompom ramai Tanya brand apa la elok nak tempek. So tang ni I kenot answer sebab it depends on your level bajet and diri sendiri. Ada orang seswai ngn mekap mahal-mahal sahaja baru dia Nampak santek, tapi ada gak orang mekap cap ayam pun dah Nampak santek dah.
and for start, better go for average brand je la kan.
Sapa tak nak beli mekap cap MAC ke, Bobbi ke, Laura Mercier ke, NARS ke, Urban Decays dan banyak lagi la dek non oi. Nak oi nak..sampai tak tido malam asyik pegang calculator. Dah kompom-kompom dieorang tu well known brand. Jadi kompom ko rasa lepas ko pakai mekap tu pastu keyakinan diri terus sama level dengan Kim Kardashian. Tapi kalau takat aku sebuah foundation MAC pun dah cecah ratus, ko agak mampu ke nak diteruskan niat nak eyeshadow la, blusher la, lipstick la, eyeliner la, mascara bagai kalau nak beli semua sekaligus?

Ekceli, kalau u oll jenis gigih and still rasa nak beli branded mekap ni jugak, boleh je buat satu bulan beli satu barang. Cuma level kesabaran tu kena la tinggi sket nak collect at least for basic kan. Since sabar menyabar ni takde dalam kamus hidup I, I ni jenis kalau nak, nak semua sekali on the dot. Ko mampuuu nak handle bini spesies ni? Sebab tak mampu la I kawen ngn laki i. dia sorang je mampu handle bini spesis ni kan.

Tapi korang juga kena la ingat, ko beli mahal2, tapi tak reti tempek pun membazir juga. Jadi why not start with something not-so-expensive, pastu ko dah terer calit-calit so that tak rasa membazir sangat sebab dalam proses pembelajaran calit-calit dan tempek-tempek ni kompom banyak kali ko kena wipe off balik mekap ni, then baru ko berhijrah kepada high end mekap brands la. Sebab kompom la high end mekap ngn mekap so-so ni banyak beze.

Dalam proses pembelajaran pun, sure ko tak nak go for super cheap mekap stuff pastu muke ko kelihatan seperti pondan-pondan kat jalan haji taib tu kan. Means, mekap nampak chalky ke tak sekata ke or luntur sebelum waktunya. So brand yang average for start ni pun banyak. Pergi je drugstore (note: pharmacy,Watsons, guardian, or bhgian personal care kat giant and tesco pun ada) banyak je jual brand-brand yang level kemampuan kite (note: utk orang yg tak berapa nak mampu mcm I la). Yang penting, before beli, buat la sedikit research, gi la guggle kat tenet tu. Sebab tu, since been a user of semakphong for the past 2 years, segala maknikam benda nak beli, I gugle dulu. Tengok review. Tapi berpada-pada la kan. Ko nak foundation level Laura Mercier, pastu ko nak bayar rege nampuluh ringgit. Ko agak-agak sales assistant tu tak rasa nak hempok kepala ko ke?

And for those yang nak berjinak-jinak merpati, rajin-rajinlah usha utube ye. Sebab kat utube la banyak gila mekap guru yg gempak-gempak yet ko tak payah bayar nak gi mekap class. Yang penting, ko nengok, ko pause, ko start calit, pastu ko play, ko nengok, ko pause ko calit lagi and on and on sampai la settle muke ko yang dah rupa kim kardashian selepas di mekap (u wish la kan!).

And my latest mekap range obsession is NYX! ramai mekap guru kat utube pakai cap NYX ni, plus rege dia. Auwwww! Affordable. But the drawback is, NYX does not available kat Mesia. Whatttt?

One option is to purchase it via online from local seller. Banyak je local online seller bawak this NYX from US and jual kat mesia. But for sure the price slightly expensive la. Kena la kire kawan tu nak bayar postage la, pack2 barang ni semua and of course sape nak bisnes kalau tak untung kan?

And another option is, directly beli from the online store kat US nun. Tapi, shipping cost dia sometime same rege dengan barangan yang ko beli. Dah jadi mahal balik. Unless ko nak consolidate the shipment and share dengan orang lain kan.

And for me working with US-based company, adalah juga advantage nye. Sebab tetiap bulan kompom ada je colleague’s yang kena outstation kat HQ. And mostly yang pergi ni jantanz-jantanz u oll, dah tu takkan I nak suruh jantanz-jantanz ni pergi cari mekap utk i kat kedai? kompom la mati hidup semula pun tak nak kan. So sebagai wanita yg bijak, I telah membeli secara online and deliver to their hotel room. Pastu jantanz-jantanz ni tinggal angkut bawak balik Mesia je. Dieorang ni tak kisah kalau takat angkut bawak balik sebab dieorang ni pun bukan beli apa sangat kat sana. Lagipun sape lagi nak nyusahkan hidup dieorang kalau bukan I kan? Dari perfume laki I, sunglass, teeth whitening, mekap brush, mekap stuff semua je buat cara ni. Nak buat camno. Kat US nun murah. Ko cer beli kat mesia. Mekap brush I tu almost double the price kat mesia tau. Tu baru satu barang kan?

And taraaaa! This is my NYX haul baru-baru ni. nak tambahkan koleksi i yang sedia ada gitu.

                                                                The peach blusher tu Cik Anne punya. tapi i rasa macam nak pulak sekarang ini sebab ia cantek. 

NYX adalah awesome! The famous jumbo eye pencil sangat bagus digunakan untuk orang-orang yang baru belaja bermekap and bagi mereka yang on the go (considering to purchase another 5 colour lagi).

The Nude on Nude makeup kits sangat best. And its really worth every penny. siap ada lip pallete lagi kat bawah dia.
I introduced NYX to my sis, even my sis pun sangat terkejut with the NYX quality. With the price you pay, tapi ko dapat the quality almost setanding dengan other high end brand.
And the best part about NYX, ko takyah nak bubuh banyak. buh sikit je kaler dia dah va va vaaas gitu. so being a cheapskate, this is a very good point for NYX.

and time i beli tu ada discount on certain products. this lipstick cost me less than two dollar. omaiii! murah bukan? hamik dua terus. mana ada orang pernah said enuff with mekap stuff aight?

Nanti I review one by one bila ada kesempatan ye and what a basic mekap stuff u shud owned for start.



Selamat Hari Raya!

How’s ur raya everyone? Ye! Masih mood raya walaupun day 2 bekerja. Bukan I aje. Sepet-sepet yang lain pun masih mood holiday. Nak buek keje pun masih malas-malas lagi.


Korang dah start puasa enam? Erm. Bila nak start ni ek. Nak kena di azankan kat telinge kot baru nak pose ke. Haish..syaitan nirrajim ni menggoda.

So, my first beraya di perantauan adalah awesome! Err.. perantauan in another word for beraya at my in law’s yg nun di utara. So this is the very first experience celebrate 1st day raya at my in law’s.

Reached my in law house on Sunday morning which is two days before raya. My MIL tengah busy buat beskut raya. What? Me? Beskut raya? I never made one. Serious weh. Omak den main buat kat kedai pakai jari telunjuk and duit. Namanya nak bancuh tepung, sukat menyukat, duduk depan oven, nehi! Dan sebagai menantu pilihan zaman berzaman, I pun volunteer la. Barangkali my MIL tak berapa yakin dengan level experience I yg zero dengan beskut raya, kepercayaan diberi hanya untuk gentel menggetel beskut Mazola. Itupun tak berapa pass. Sebab ada yg I buat bosar amat, ada yg I buat terkecik. Tapi my MIL yg super cool tak pernah komplen dan nasib baik ada adik ipar fomfuan dua orang yg tangan lebih kurang I jugak buat sama. Jadi takde la obvious sangat I sorang je gentel ntah papa *denial*

The day before raya, my in law memberi sedikit lagi kepercayaan untuk I bancuh sendiri adunan untuk buat beskut Sugee. Hamek ko! I pulak tak yakin dengan diri sendiri. Omaigod! Time tu nak pura-pura pengsan. I takut! Gelabah giler! Kalah pergi interview ni. Jantung macam nak tercabut. “errr..umi la bancuh. Takut salah”. And again, being the coolest MIL, dia just cakap, takpe, kalau tak jadi kita makan sendiri. Kalau tak cuba mana na tau reti ke tidak.

Tapi..tapi..tapi saya takut nak bancuh.

So, nak tak nak, kena la gak try. Nanti sampai kiamat tak mencuba buat kan? What if semua penggeluar beskut raya buat mogok tetiba tak nak jual beskut raya disebabkan kenaikkan rege tepung? Dah tu takkan I laki bini sok lusa makan beskut marie di pagi raya? Tak pun makan beskut tiger kan? Jadi dengan lafaz bismillah, I mula la menyukat. Habes buku resepi MIL I terkena tepung and bahan2 lain. Yelah, setiap kali nak sukat tu I ulang baca sampai doploh kali. Time jawab soklan Fizik SPM dulu pun takde la sampai baca doploh kali. Ni lagi berpeluh dari nak buat amali Analogue Electronics time buat degree dulu. Itu tak kira plak bila I sukat nak accurate giler sampai dua tiga kali I bubuh, I remove, then I bubuh balik. Dan everytime nak sukat, I calibrate balik weighing scale tu. Ko adaaa? Everytime nak sukat, I ulang baca label tepung or bahan-bahan lain sampai seploh kali. Ape jadahnya banyak2 jenis tepung? Saja je buat I kompius. Tepung gandum satu je tak cukup ke? Tepung sugee la. Tepung ape ntah lagi. Alhamdulillah! My beskut sugee menjadi. Pat on my shoulder. Giler vangga ok. Cuma bila dah bakar atas oven ada yg terhangit sket. Eh, jangan salahkan i. tu keje adik ipar I yg patutnya duduk depan oven. Bila semua sibuk-sibuk bukak puasa, tertinggal satu tray dalam oven. Tapi takpe! Yang lain sodap. MIL I cakap leh la jual tahun depan. Hah? Jual? Errrr….

And the night before raya. Lepas dengar takbir raya, I pun start la jadi drama queen. Haruslah kan? Kalau tak title tu Persatuan Drama Queen Se-Malaysia di tarik balik plak kalau tak menjalankan tugas. Bley tak lepas semayang isyak tu I bantai pulun nanges sampai bengkak-bengkak bijik mata? Sampai nak bukak mata pun tak larat nih. Rindu omak, ayah, adik beradik and paling penting, rindu rendang paru, rindu kuah lodeh, rindu nasi impit, rindu lemang, rindu kuah kacang dan rindu ayam masak kicap.

Sobsobsobsob…

Dan sebagai drama queen, adengan cerekrama adalah harus! I bagitau hubby nak balik Klang nek bas malam tu. Sempat lagi ni nak sampai klang by subuh and beraya kat sana. Ko adaaaaa??? Ha, haruslah cuak laki i. giler apa bini nak naik bas malam-malam raya kan? Naseb la laki I ni jenis rajin melayan and saboooooor sangat menebal dalam jiwa. Kot la dapat laki lain, mau makan penampo je memalam raya cenggitu. Hamboih..elok sangat la tu perangai. Padahal laki ko tahun lepas beraya kat rumah mak ko relax je. Takde pun nak balik memalam raya. Takde pun nanges bengkak-bengkak mata. Tapi sebagai suami yang dalam misi mencalonkan diri untuk title suami mithali 2011, haruslah mengambil langkah sopan santun dengan menggoda dan memotibasikan bini. Suami cakap “to have something is to lose something, I dapat kawen dengan u, tapi I tak dapat raya every year dengan my family. Semua orang had been through this”. After few pujukan walaupun I sebenarnya amat mengharapkan ada offer yg masyuk seperti, “nanti I belikan enbeg Gucci idaman u tu” keluar dari bibir laki I, but obviously la nan-hado kan. Baru la puan drama queen berhenti tersedu-sedan.

And korang agak-agak pagi raya I nanges tak? Mesti korang cakap.. kompom la kan?

Tapi ketahuilah, nan adoooo! I tak nanges ok. Oh tabah nya drama queen ni.

Tak, bukan sebab hasil pujukan suami, atau tetibe dah terhidang makanan raya di rumah mak I kat atas meja rumah my in law. Nehi!

Tapi disebabkan, di pagi raya yang indah lepas mandi tu baru I tersedar…

I tertinggal the WHOLE MAKEUP STUFF! Ko adaaaaa? Nak mati terkejut beruk. Not even a foundation, nor a compact powder/loose powder or even aku sebatang lipstick.

Takde! Zero! Nehi!

Tetiba rasa I perlu pura-pura pengsan lepas tu I tak perlu beraya sampai raya kedua. So that people won’t see me on raya with my naked face which konon-konon yakin au natural. Kalau kulit I jenis tulus mulus haruslah I yakin nak buat. Ni kalau antara kawah bulan dengan muka I pun tak dapat dibezakan, camna I nak yakin? Boooooooo!

Jenuh la pepagi tu punggah semua beg-beg satu bilik. Manela tau I bawak and I missed place ke kan. The only thing yg I bawak adalah my new makeup brush set, aku sebatang Mascara Dior dan aku sebatang lip glaze Stila. Tu pun sebab lip glaze and mascara ni memang standby dalam enbeg. Mascara baru yang gigih beli time bulan pose pun sekali dengan rakyat jelata mekap yg lain ditinggalkan. Sobsobsob!

Dan sedia maklum diketahui, mendapat seorang isteri yg saiko seperti I adalah sangat menggugat iman, right after sembahyang raya at kampong atok my hubby, gigih la hubby memandu kereta ala-ala F1 driver to find any personal store (read : Watson/guardian) sebab kompom2 la kedai mekap tutup. And haruslah Watsons and guardian tutup di pagi raya yg hening itu. Nasib baik ada tesco. And this is the first time I tengok tesco lengang giler. Mcm ko bleh golek-golek atas lantai tak saper marah. Pkl seploh pagi raya kot. Mana ada meknusia siuman pergi tesco kan? Thanks to tesco sebab ada jugak la jual cap Maybelline. Dah desperate mcm tu ada hati lagi nak memilihkan? Rembat je la foundation and lipstick. Yg penting muka tidak terlalu naked!

Sedikit disaster di hari raya pertama dan kedua. Sebab foundation I adalah super chalky and sumpah disaster. The first two hour je kelihatan sedikit mulus, lepas tu? Seperti nenek kebayan tercurah minyak urut. Muka berkilat abes tak payah ko buh glitter. Oh, mungkin ia ok pada org lain, tapi hancus on me.

Will post on the raya pics later. Tak excited sangat pun tengok gambo raya. Sebab muka I mcm nenek kebayan. Yang penting, beraya at hub’s side is not that bad. Seriously! It was awesome actually.

p/s : do you know the sanitary pads that we use during menses is not safe after all? I’m considering cloth’s menstrual pad or menstrual cup. But since I over pemalas, I just place order for the menstrual cup. Will review bout it once I use it!

not so raya mood!

I miss you Ms.Bloggie. Sorry for neglecting you and treat you macam step daughter pulak. Well, ive been tied up with work. The new project and fasting month ni macam 24 jam dalam sehari pun tak cukup. Rasa pendek sangat masa. Plus, the ‘psycho amoi’ at my office will be resigned in real soon. Even though ill have extra plate to take care of, but at least I’m super relief. I told you, I amatla suffer to deal and work with this amoi hari-hari. Dahsyat wooo..kalau nak crita namblas post pun takkan cukup. Cukuplah sekadar I rasa relief lepas ni takde orang hempas tepon, maki2 orang lain pepagi buta *eyh, spoil my mood hokay!*, buat perkara2 annoying *ex: makan pizza depan I di bulan puasa kat opis. Ko ada?*, reassign kerja kat I padahal dia yg kena buat, bergaduh dengan boss *ko brani nak gaduh dgn boss? Pdhal dia yg buat keje mcm siput panjat KLCC*, enuf said, she is the best combination of kiasu and kiasi, Phew! Very the psycho I told you. Especially the maki-maki people part.


Raya is getting nearer. Unlike previous year, this year I’m not so into raya mood. How I wish ramadhan could be a little longer than before. Err..can ar? Ramadhan tahun ni 2 bulan bley? So I can mentally and emotionally prepare. No, it’s not that I tak suka be at my in laws house for raya. I do love my in law very much. But the thing is, ko paham tak I ni anak bongsu? Bongsu ok! Dah doploh empat tahun pagi raya ko Nampak batang idung mak ayah ko. Dah doploh empat tahun pagi raya tu salam tangan mak ayah. Dah doploh empat tahun ko hadap masakkan mak yang beraneka especially masak rendang, ketupat, nasi impit, kuah kacang, ayam masak kicap and kuah lodeh. Masakkan mak okay. Bukan masakan segera kat Mekdi tu yang tidak dimasak dengan penuh kasih saying di tambah pulak bila mak tengah masak mulut dia tu non-stop bagi arahan suruh anak-anak buat kerja itu ini. Itu baru namanya perisa asli tanpa MSG. ko ada?

And what ive been informed by hubster, pagi raya dishes for his side would be different. Its going to be ketupat palas, serunding, etc. oh tak lupa! Gulai itik juga.

Errr…what? Takde kuah kacang? Takde nasi impit?

And the drama air mata start as early as last night. Hubby was on leave yesterday. Saje-saje nak teman bini buka puasa di senawang yg indah permai ini. Pastu we are planning our raya journey and decide which day we should go back to my parents house pulak after raya at his side. The initial plan is suppose on Raya Day 3 morning. And being him a super considerate hubby, instead of day 3rd, he offer to go back at midnight raya day 2. Ko ingat I terima walaupun dia dh willing to consider day 2? No!! being a drama queen haruslah nangis begged him to go back on day 2 at 8pm instead. 8pm sharp! Not after dinner or what so ever. Ape la beze beberapa jam kan? Tapi bagi I berbeza okay. Nak jumpa omak I cepat2. And yeah! Its works. We are heading back to Klang on Day 2 at 8pm *will see whether it happen or not!*

Err..should I do more Cerekarama moment so he finally change his mind and decide to be at my side on day 1 and day 2 raya? Or put on those RED sexy balimin (Baju Lima Minit)? *yes! Keep on dreaming*

The third year!

Three years ago, on this date, after 2months of :
Dating

Hang outs

Watching movies

Karaoke

and bowling,


You finally have the gut to ask me whether I’m serious into this relationship. Phewww~!


and here we are, counting and marking on our 3rd years as a couple.



Thank you, for accepting me the way I am


Thank you, for ‘handle me with good care’


Thank you, for loving me this much


And above all Thank you, for taking me as your wife.




I know I’m far from perfect. I wasn’t that-soft-type-lady, I always have this 360 degree unpredictable mood, I loves sulking and complained things, I’m bossy (sometimes! Heh..denial), and I’m a big spender (not just on my own money, but as well as your money too).



My dear hubby,


You are the ying for my yang,


You are the ping to my pong,


You are the normalize for my craziness.


And you complete me!





p/s: dikesempatan ini, I juga ingin memberitahu, remember the makeup brush set that we ordered through Amazon.com? anyway, after we place that order, I ‘accidentally’ add in additional 3 more brushes. Don’t blame me! after I place the brush set (which I did infront of you anyway), I just come to realize that the set I’ve ordered doesn’t come with the foundation brush, concealer brush and also eye shadow brush (err..the set just come with this angled eye shadow brush, so, angled eye shadow and eye shadow brush is different right?). I know, I know, even you tried to convince me “you are pretty even without makeup” I’m not going to buy it anymore. I’m into aging process and I need makeup. Even though I don’t feel like wearing it in soon, but, who doesn’t need make up brush right? Maybe three years from now I may need it right? oh! i know you will say yes or at least nod your head kan? plus, we also ordered a new perfume bottle for you right? So thoughful of me kan? though it will charge to your account anyway.


P p/s : happy ramadhan y’all! Sorry, been busy with the new ongoing project. Oh em geeee…pls remind me next year how terrible a project could turn my life into. I’m turning into a monster now.






Signing off with Million of kisess,


Your wife.


 
 

This is our very 1st pix together. awww...

house progress yang selow melow.

i baru balik makan.
alhamdulillah sedap makan wantan mee. makan kat cafe opis je. yelah, cafe opis je yang paling murah. eh, perlu ke buang siaran ulangan ribu-ribu kali makanan kat cafe ko murah? tapi i suka je show off kat my along yg keje kat Ampang Park tu. ape u ingat u keje kat Kota Raya pestu leh singgah Sogo hari2 best sangat? i lagi best. walaupun kat ceruk-ceruk yang tak berapa nak ulu, makanan kat cafe i murah tau. ko ada Wantan Mee penuh semangkuk sedap plak tu siap ada Dimsum berharga RM1.70? ada? ha..nan adoooo.. mana nak dapat mee goreng sepinggan hentak nak makan macam ko bela hantu raya dalam perut banyaknya pun baru 50sen ok. macam zaman-zaman i sekolah je regenye kan?

pejam celik pejam celik, dah nak puasa. so this year adalah 2nd time puasa sebagai isteri.
and seperti tahun lepas, sahur and bukak posa sorang-sorang lagi la gamaknya.
walaupun i boleh balik kerja bulan puasa seawal 4.45pm, tapi takde makna la kalau balik awal sekalipun takat masak nasik ngan goreng telur mata kerbau je. nak buat camne, bukak pose sorang2 salunya kurang nefsu. nak gi bazaar ramadhan plak bisa mengundang onar. kang tengok laki bini terkepit-kepit dua orang kat bazaar ramadhan tu, i pulak yang meroyan teringat laki. kompom makanan tak jadi beli, puasa pun nak hampir2 terbatal asyik tersedut air mata je nanti. sadis ok sadis. ingat best ke bukak posa sorang-sorang sambil bertemankan tv?
hope next year dapat la puasa berdua. dapat la bangun sahur masak bagai. dah namanya duduk sorang, sahur pun salunya nestum je la kan. dapat la terhegeh-hegeh ke bazaar ramadhan berkepit-kepit jugak. dapat buat orang lain yang laki jauh meroyan tengok kiteorang berkepit pulak.

8 months to go sebelum i officially pindah for good.
tapi tetiba i feeling nervous breakdown. serius tak tipu ni.
rasa macam berdebar-debar time nak kawen dulu.
korang imejin je la dr lepas kawen aritu sampai nak 2 tahun kawen, i duduk sensorang on most of my days.
weekend je ada laki. itupun sibuk travel ke utara la, ke selatan la.
ni kang nak pindah duduk sekali balik, macam orang baru kawen la pulak rasanya.
errr..ari-ari balik kerja nanti nak kena masak ke?
nak kena buat bekfes laki ke?
nak kena masak apa kalau dah hari-hari masak?
nak buat laundry hari-hari ke?
nak kena iron baju laki gak ke?
aiyoooo.. nak kena ejas balik routine i ni. tak leh la nak berfoya-foya kat opis lagi lepas waktu kerja camni.
i nebes tau. nebes mcm pengantin baru. T_________T

and the house still in progress.
the shoe cabinet tak settle lagi. since bajet makin mencerut rasa, nak hire orang buat shoe cabinet juga semakin tough. dah tu, keinginan besar, duit ciput. mesti la tough kan?
and nak kena buat cabinet lagi for laundry area. laundry area dah la cenonet. tragis je nanti nak menyetelkan laundry terkumpul nanti. kompom aktiviti bergesel punggung akan terjadi sebab the area for laundry memang limited.

Apesal laundry area mat saleh ni semua va va voom ar? rumah orang mesia ada ke laundry area cenggini?

dah rumah i ni bumbung ku,lantai mu, maka harus diingatkan saiz rumah hanyalah sebesar tapak tangan sahaja. "sayang, i doakan u cepat-cepat jadi Director. pasni kite buat bengalo la pulak. leh i buat laundry area cenggini ye?"

and last but not least in our things to do untuk fasa ini adalah to modify our existing kitchen cabinet nak change one of the drawer jadikan breakfast table. eh camne nak explain? nanti dah siap je la i tangkap gambo.

fasa seterusnya ada gak. tapi nanti-nanti la. maybe after i pindah. duhet kabi nehi. ke ada orang sudi nak sepon dana rumah i? kasih sayang i yang tak terhingga i return kat u oll nanti.

tuai padi antara masak esok jangan layu-layuan...

ini padi ok! bukan lalang.
ahahhaha... i pernah terkena with my hubby (my bf back then), he told me "ni lalang la".
pfffft!
fine.. orang yang jarang jumpa sawah bendang memang agak sakai.
the very first time i really sat my foot on batas sawah is few month after i dated him. sape je nak layan i yang teringin nak pijak sawah padi ni kan?
and another point for him to laugh at my silliness is when i told him "look! ada lembu"
"huh? itu bukan lembu, itu kerbau la".
damn! i malu. rasa nak nyorok bawah meja. tapi unfortunately tengah sawah takde meja ok.
frankly, i tak dapat beza between kerbau and lembu. how la nak bezekan? size sama je. tak gitu? eh ke i yang sangat bongap?

And for the third time, i went to sawah bendang is on yesterday (2nd time tu masa shoot our post-wed)
this round, being me as the kepochi fren harus tagged along for a fren of ours post-wed photoshoot.
yes, i'm still sakai. still excited to see all the padi menghijau. pastu tergedik2 jalan kat tepi2 je sebab takut kena perambat dengan tuan punya sawah kang kalau jalan kat atas batas tu.
cant wait to move back to north for good. 8months to go! omaiii...lamonye laie. bleh picnic tepi sawah nanti. ko adooo?

ini sudah kronik.

Saya mengidap penyakit pelik. Sangat pelik sampai bingung nak mengubatinya.


So sesapa yang tau apa ubatnya, tolong bgtau. Tp takat ceramah2 zuhud ni dah biasa sangat dengar. Dah jadi immune.

Penyakit kronik ni adalah dimana ai akan end up membeli baju/tudung/shawl or pape je yang ai berkenan, with same design tapi kaler lain-lain. Omaiiii! Ape ko ingat laki ko datuk K ke nak buat penyakit jadah ni?

Apeke dahsyat sangat pun tak taula. Contoh2 yg masih ingat :

I bought this shawl before and suke giler and bought all the 6 designs with different kaler. Gigih tak?

I bought this inner neck from AHC. Mmg best gilos ok. selese. I bought 5 helai tapi of course kaler lain2. And sure before ko beli ko akan kata, great! Boleh pakai time ko pakai baju sekian2 but brapa lame je before kejadah inner/tudung lain keluar? *but i kembang idung time i gi jog aritu akak tu puji and tanya cane nak beli inner neck cenggitu*

And I just bought 3pcs of tunic yg sama pesen tapi lain kaler. Yellow,orange and red. Fancy kan my wardrobe?

Oh myyyyy.. bile nak insap?

Baru je malam tadi membebel about the savings for coming raya. Errr… dah tu haruslah put aside nak bagi bebudak & orang2 tua duit raya kan. takkan la nak buat kering je. Gulp! And I was like what the h***. Byk giler nak pakai duit raya nanti. And was like ok, I insaf la cenggini. Tak mo belanja2 benda tak sepatutnya. Yeah rite! Mcm pg tadi bangun terus lupa cita2 itu. No wonder suami ai hanya gelak bila I cakap I insap lepas calculate bajet raya last night. Aiyooo..bile nak kaya?



p/s: just bought the paper bag version of the mini shopaholic. Dah ai ni cheapskate kan haruslah tunggu paper bag version. Serious, Minnie adalah comel! Ko reti nak pakai designer enbeg time ko umo 2 tahun? And Becky membuatkan ai kepingin anak fomfuan seramai mungkin.

Maria, i bizi ok.

Frens used to ask, "hows life after marriage?"
jawapan cepu emasnya adalah : bliss!

but even though being a wifey itu sangat menggembirakan hati, tapi i still missed all the wedding preparation chaos, all the hectic moments, sungguh tragis sampai tetibe give up nak tunda kawen, all the figures yang hari-hari ko nak kena kira sebab risau tak cukup duhet yang tak pernah lebih asyik kurang je. i miss those love-hate moment badly!

and luckily my eldest bro will get married in very soooooon! at least i can experience almost 30% of the whole wedding experience rite?

so, what i've been up to recently?

.... stamping on the so-called-thank-u-tag for the wedding favor!

pls tell me the rubber stamp design is niceeeee. i had made around 10 different design for the rubber stamp and this is the only design approved by my Mama. (good job aimi, pat on my very own shoulder).

*and pls dont ask me why my bro have those mat salleh konon2 name. ask my mama. dah tu nama i punyela melayu kan? ini tidak adilll!

tadaaaa... and hundreds more to go! T____T

yeah, i know, its like another half year to go till the wedding, but both Mama and i just being excited.

Drama sebabak.

1. Baju
Situasi dalam bilik, atas katil sambil browse tenet.

Me: baju ni cantek kan syg? (while pointing bju kat laptop screen).
Hubby: hmmm..
Me: i rasa nak beli la. Ok tak?
Hubby: ok..
Me: i nak beli yg kaler mustard ni la.
Hubby: u nak beli yg ni? (pointing at the screen)
Me: haah.. Nape? (dlm hati dont start the free tazkirah)
Hubby : tak boleh.. Tak boleh...
Me : ????
Hubby: bahaya la. Kang kena tangkap ingat u sokong kempen bersih.
Me : $&@@!!

2. beauty consultant.
I'm looking for another tube of Bb cream since i almost run out of my bb cream. Dah tu, teringin la plak nak try bb cream cap lain dgn harapAn kulit kelihatan mulus mcm retis.
After dragging my hubby to almost all cosnetics shop kt gurney plaza, and tried on 4 diffrnt brnd Bb cream, keputusan masih menghampakan.
Me : susahnya nak dapat bb cream mcm i nak. putih sgt la, too shiny la. Bla..bla..
Hubby : memang la. Bb cream to design utk org korea, taiwan. Mana nak sama kulit org malaysia. Dah tau org malaysia tu pakai je la cap silkygirl ke, simplysiti ke baru la seswai.
Me : pffffttt!

3. Before and after

Before kawen.
Me : kalau u tak jumpa i, u nak kwen dengan sapa agak2?
Hubby : i tak kwen sampai tua kot.
Glerr sweet ok. Sampai nak luruh jantung i noks.

Selepas kawen.
Me: kalau u tak kawen ngn i, u kwen ngn sapa agak2?
Hubby : kalau tak dengan lisa surihani, dengan mana2 awek yg sudi nak kawen dengan i la.
Me : sebelum kawen u kata lain (muka masam, muncung tarik panjang2)
Hubby : sebab sebelum kwen i tak tau bestnye kwen. Dah kwen bru tau kwen best. Rugi la kalau tak kwen kan?
Me : grrrrrrrr!!!!

P/s: done with his baju raya. One happy wifey =))

super busy bee.

lame tak hapdet. biase la. been busy. dah tu nak bg alasan ape kan? takkan tengah dalam pantang kot tak leh hapdet belog. nampak sangat menipukan?

so, june is one hell month yang packed giler. even hari bekerja pun agak hazab. summary ektibiti bulan june :

1. just attended brainstorming for 2012 cost thrust. baru setengah tahun 2011, dan now dah kena pikir 2012. walaupun kedengaran agak gembira sebab disogokkan dengan makanan2 hotel yang menggemokkan, otak juga akan dikerah sehingga ke titisan terakhir. nama pun brainstorming. takde la kampeni anto ko gi hotel untuk duduk2 sembang2 kan? harus lah jiwa super tertekan. dah la buat ari senin. otak agak sedikit terkejut disitu. tapi tang makan tu kompom i la juara. makanan sedap pastu masuk balik session lepas lunch rase nak tido kekenyangan. figures pun bubuh entah papa. calculate sampai 7-8kali salah. kahkahkah..kompom next year kampeni suruh makan lunch lepas session habes yakni jam 6ptg.

2. weddings..weddings and weddings. bersempena cuti sekolah dan tidak cuti sekolah bebaru ni, 3 of my closest fren mengakhiri zaman dara mereka. happy for them! welcome to the wifey club geng! pasni boleh la kita bersembang topik2 lucah bersama, bercerita mengenai perabut rumah ke. errr...bab anak-anak tu i tak leh join lagi la buat masa ni kan. sapa kata life as wifey membohsankan? ko bleh citer perihal lucah kalau ko tak kawen lagi? ahahhaha... tak bleh kan? sila jeles!

3. travel and travel. dah tu memang la tiap minggu pun i oll and hubby travel untuk bertemu dan 'beramah-mesra'. tapi bersempenan dengan wedding my frens, kiteorang telah menghabiskan weekend 'bersama' at destination bukan kebiaasaan la. we were in ipoh for 2 days one night and also another 2days one night at perlis. well, since i ada penyakit suka tido hotel tak kira walaupun hotel tu depan rumah i sekalipun, i akan sangat2 teruja everytime tido hotel. i lovesss everything about hotel. the white linen bed, the toilet. feeling dia lain ok! so this month of june, i berjaya tido hotel twice! gembira ok! tak kisah la u oll nak kata sakai or what, tapi dah memang penyakit i yg suka tido hotel ini, rasa heaven gilo bila dapat tido kat hotel. tak perlu la hotel memahal 4-5 star ke kan, dah tu laki i ni datuk ke nak tido hotel ber'star'2 bagai. ko hanimun leh la nak demand2 hotel cenggitu. dah setahun jadi bini, ko tunggu je la kalau2 ada offer lagi datang menggolekkan, kalau ada tu alhamdulillah la laki ko sumpah romantik macam Seth (padahal i tak nengok pun Nora Elena).

4. gigih mencari kasut raya. since last year i tidak berjaya membeli kasut raya sebab suami i yg begitu pemurah men'suggest'kan i untuk beraya dengan 3 pasang kasut yang dipakai on our wedding day (kasut nikah,kasut reception and kasut bertandang), so tahun ini the first year i akan beraya sebagai isteri dengan kasut baru. oooo yeaaahhhh! double the joy apabila suami telah meluluskan bajet. harus lah gigih mencari high and low. akan tersentap disini ketika semua kasut2 yang menambat hati mempunyai ketinggian 4inch and above. 4 inch ok! sungguh tak realistic. ape dieorang ingat fomfuan kat donia ni ketinggian dwarf ke nak pakai kasut2 4inch? and you know the pain kalau ko on 4inch for tooooo long? boleh gelap gulita dunia tatkala ko tersembam ditanah lepas tu ok. fine! i paham the concept beauty is pain. tapi perlu ke nak dera kaki sampai kejang2 pastu mintak laki urut sebab memakai heels lame sangat? errr...ok, maybe orang lain tidak kot. hanya species bluehyppo macam i je akan terasa sakit kot memakai heels begitu. and sebagai suami yang sungguh berpijak dibumi yang nyata, "u pakai je la selipa jepun pergi beraya. bukan org nampak pun". gulp! fine, tahun ni the first 3days akan beraya di utara. dan memakai kasut heels 4inch hanyalah menimbulkan onar apabila heels ko kompom terbenam kat sawah bendang tatkala ko nak gi beraya rumah orang. dan sumpah-seranah kompom keluar dr mulut i apabila kasut heels i diselaputi lumpur. haizzz... tapi selipa jepun agak too much ye. tapi agak logik gak disitu sebab lepas 2-3buah rumah kompom kasut heels tu dah dicampak tepi. tapi membeli kasut for the sake of raya sangat memuaskan nefsu buaya ini. *tutup mata, beli je. sebab bukan i yang bayar pun kan?*

5. baju raya telah siap. err..ekceli dah siap bulan April lagi. pastu ada penambahan dan penambahan dan penambahan. dan ada 2 pasang lagi tak sempat anto. tailor dah tak mo terima. sampai ati. sob..sob..sob..
tapi thats the best thing buat baju raya awal2. disamping itu, ia juga terus boleh dipakai untuk menghadiri mejlis2 kawen yg berlangsung sebelum raya dan yakni baju raya tu terus tukar status ke baju pergi kenduri kawen. dan memandang jumlah baju berstatus raya semakin kurang disebabkan penukaran status tersebut, penambahan baju2 untuk raya akan sentiasa berlangsung. genius bukan?

ok dah, nak pack barang. esok lepas kerja nak terus balik rumah mak i. hari rabu public holiday sempena maal hijrah. pestu khamis and jumaat plak training kat Eastin Hotel, PJ. omaiiii!! kompom makanan sedap. pls dont blame me for being fat. and friday after training terus drive back to North berjumpa suami. i dah kata dah i bizi. u oll tak caye lagi.

cap duit.

Bulan ni je, dah dekat 5 kali dah orang kampeni insurans call. Bukan kampeni insurans yang sama plak tu, lain-lain sampai i dah lost track dah insurans cap ape yang call.



I tak kisah dieorg nak call.


I pahan konsep semua orang nak cari rezeki.


I pun susah payah bangun pepagi, balik umah memalam, jauh dari suami semata-mata nak cari rezeki yang halal.


Fine!


Tapi yang tak bestnye, sometime phone call dari dieorang ni boleh buat level kesabaran I sipi-sipi or hilang terus di bawa angin.


Kalau terima panggilan dari dieorang salunya no tepon tu di privatekan. Motip? I pun tak paham. Kadang-kadang ada gak pakai enpon masing-masing. Ini i kira level yang mantopp sket kot duit dia maka boleh call kastemer dari enpong sendiri gitu.


Pastu ayat wajib adalah...


"cik ada masa 5 minit?"
"akak free tak dalam 5 minit je?"




Je? Je ko kata?


Yelah..i ni kan bermurah hati. Ape la sangat ko amik 5 minit dari masa break i kan. Tapi kalau in total ko akan membebel selama 30minit cube persuade i, next time sile cakap, kalau akak setuju 5minit je saya perlu cakap, kalau tak setuju saya perlu cakap dengan akak sejam. Senangggg! At least i pun tak rasa tertipu kan?


Pastu, dengan satu nafas dieorang leh sebut segala benefit insurans dieorang pung pang pung pang...


Yang pasti, insurans dieorang la yang paling nge’top‘.


Sampai ko nak tarik nafas in between ayat dia pun ko cuak. Takut. Takut mengganggu ayat-ayat dieorang yang tersusun rapi. Ko ingat senang dieorang nak baca skrip yang dah hafal panjang berjela tu?


Mau makan berbulan nak hafal tu.


Tapi i ni jenis bertimbang rasa. I dengar. I amati. Dalam otak I cuba comparekan dengan polisi insurans yang I ada. I admit, maybe insurans dieorang coverage lagi hebat. Lagi mantoppp. Sampai ko nak berak, tahi tak boleh keluar pun boleh claim. Siap I baru tambah knowledge baru which is apa itu Carcinoma in situ. Ko ada??? Dia kata, ni dia kata eh, I tak kata, insurans dia maha hebat sampai ko baru level Carcinoma in situ yakni macam ko baru level suspect or yakin benda tu boleh menyebabkan kanser pun ko dah bleh dapat compensation rm300k. hebat tak hebat? I ingatkan sekali lagi. Ni dia kata. I tak kata. Sebab I bukan doctor kan. jadi harus ia kan saja ayat dia.


I paham zaman sekarang ko kena ada insurans. I tahu dengan konsep betapa wajib nya ko beli insurans walaupun sembahyang wajib 5 kali sehari pun ko ada ter’miss’ or sengaja ‘miss’ kan.


Tak, i tak marah. Seperti yang i cakap tadi, i tak kisah. Sebab.. i paham dieorang pun nak cari duit. Try to make a living here. Cuba mencari sesuap nasik.


Cuma yang I tak boleh paham, apesal la bila dah part dia habis je baca skrip pastu cakap “akak, hari ini saya akan bantu akak isi form untuk insurans ini”. Bantu terus ko nyah! Dasaaatt.


Me : sorry la dik. Akak ni bukan apa. Akak dah banyak insurans. Dah siap ada 3 insurans. Akak tak rasa aka berminat nak tambah.


A : ooo..boleh saya tau akak ada insurans apa?


Me : akak ada 2 life insurans, satu medical insurans.


A : tapi kak, insurans akak tu ada cover tak …bla..bla..bla..


Seriously?


Me : takpe la dik. Akak rasa dah cukup la insurans akak ni.


A : tapi kak, duit bayar insurans bulan2 sikit je compare dengan time akak kena nanti. Lagi banyak nak pakai duit…bla..bla…


Then sampai ke part caller dari insurans tu tak leh terime. Takleh terime yang I tak nak beli insurans dia.


“kak, akak baru ada 3. Kalau bangsa c*n* tu siap ada lebih dari 10 kak. Akak kena tahu kepentingan insurans ni…bla..bla..bla..”


Ok, part ni I dah pissed off. Abes ko ingat i nak beli seploh insurans tu boleh bayar dengan kuku? Taik gigi? Taik mata? Bayar pakai duhet ok. duhet! Ingat insurans tu dua-tiga ringgit? Ko ingat I ni takda komitmen lain selain bayar insurans? Takde kete nak kena bayar? Takyah nak hulur duhet kat mak ayah? Takde henbeg nak kena beli (erkkk..)? seriously ko ingat i earn brapa? Kalau doploh – tiga ploh ribu I no hal. Bukan takat beli policy insurans korang, dengan kampeni2 insurans tu I beli. Sibuk nak bandingkan bangsa-bangsa ni apehal kan. dah dia ada duit. Skati la nak beli seploh ke sejuta ke. Dah tu sok lusa i mati kelaparan sebab asyik bayar insurans korang nak bagi nyawa i balik ke? Boleh gitu?


Tapi ye la, paham2 la penolakan I secara lembut tu kan. I dah cakap baik2 dah. Dah la I time tu dah lambat nak gi meeting. Tak abes2 lagi insist nak I amik insurans dia. Kalau ikut hati yang amarah, nak je letak tepon terus. Tapi yela kan, kena gak respek perasaan meknusia lain. Kalau I pun tak suka orang rude dengan kita kan.


I dah ada 3 insurans dah cukup la kan. 3 tu banyak la kan. Why i should beli another policy.


Me : camni la dik, akak bukan apa. Akak memang tak minat nak beli insurans banyak-banyak. Akak tak mampu kang nak bayar bulan-bulan. Lagipun akak tak nak nanti laki akak hari2 doakan akak mati cepat. Biar dia jadi duda kaya. Leh kawen lain pulak.


-senyap-


Terus budak yang call tu letak tepon.


Baru ko paham erti sentap? Tadi tang ko sentapkan i tak kira la plak?


Tapi seriously, I rasa semua insurans sama je. Sekarang time dia nak suruh ko amik insurans, segala2nya dia kata dia cover.


Esok lusa di hari kejadian. Time bende2 tu berlaku ko ingat senang2 nak dapat duhet tu? nan hadooo.. kalau dapat pun susah gila macam ko pulak yang kena jadi ah-long kutip hutang agaknya baru dia nak bagi. Itupun kalau dia nak bagi la kan. dia akan find a way or way(s) to avoid bayar kat ko. Diaorang pun bijak ok. its happen all the time. Dah banyak kisah yang I dengar dah untuk jadi pengajaran. Kalau diaorang tulus mulus ikhlas nak bagi ko coverage segala2 nya takkan dia nak tulis polisi insurans ke syarat terma ke ape bende je la ko nak panggil tu sehalus mulus size semut font dia kan. silap2 lagi kecik dari semut pun ada. Sebab dieorang bijak tak nak bagi baca la dia buat font size tu. paham tak?


Dah..tolong jangan calling-calling I lagi nak jual insurans. Atau nak call, kalau I dah kata I tak berminat tu pepaham le letak sendiri tepon tu dengan berhemah.


p/s : sebab I tak beli insurans ko la dik akak mampu sambar henbeg kedua dalam bulan ni. Ish, dua-dua henbeg on the way. Pakcik posmen, sila handle with care ye!