Pertunangan?

Pertama kali saya berasa begini. jiwa sangat bercelaru. saya dapat merasakan darah merah dalam badan saya mengalir dengan laju. selaju kereta F1 kat litar sepang. mungkin juga lebih laju dari itu. mungkin selaju spaceship yg Dr.Muzhaffar naik tempoh hari. resah. nervous. semua saya rasa. ini ke perasaan nak bertunang? with less than 6 days to go, saya dah menjadi kurang fokus utk melakukan kerja lain. oh nooooooooo......... since last saturday saya dah dapat rasa this feeling. excited. happy. feeling semua mix up smpi at one point rasa nak muntah. its more scary than i could describe here. rasa macam tetibe korang kene berucap depan 8juta rakyat malaysia? oh..mungkin lebih dahsyat dari tu. (Tarik nafas dalam2) Luckily hari ni will be hari terakhir and tomorrow akan heading back to my hometown. Else, saya tak dapat buat kerja dah!! kenapa this feeling kali ni sgt susah nak di handle? mungkin sebab this one of the big step yg saya akan buat in mylife which akan ubah saya dan status diri saya... (saya sgt gedik di kala ini!) by the way korang nak bertunang nnt mungkin korang akan teringat kat this entry. or mungkin saya sahaja yg merasakan benda ni dan org len relax? Semalam saya tanya my incik hafiz sama ada dia nervous ke apa ke... (saya tanya byk kali sbb tak puas ati!) and his answer sangat simple... "tak nervous tapi excited!!) ohhhhh... dia tak se'nervous' saya. apabila teringat my nervous breakdown yg melambau ni, saya tidak lagi merasakan butterflies di dalam perut. tapi merasakan burung helang yg terbang laju serta melanggar dinding2 perut saya. hari ini hari kedua saya period tapi saya merasakan period pain yg maha dahsyat! mungkin kerana terlalu nervous, period pain saya tidak mahu meninggalkan saya. im in pain!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... luckily i'm not staying ngn my parents. else, saya mungkin merasakan pressure lebih awal lagi. dengan menghadap hantaran hari2 sure saya tak selere makan sebulan kerana terlalu nervous (ini sebenarnya langkah yg paling bijak utk menurunkan berat badan!). My mama dah kemas2 kan umah weekend baru ni. dah alih2kan all the furniture. oh!! membuatkan darah saya mengalir lebih gaban cepat. is my make up akan turn out to be nice as what i nak or else? (oh akak yg akan make up kan saya, tolong la buat saya nampak cantik mcm Nasha Aziz!!) adakah saya akan dapat memakai baju bertunang saya perfectly nice? adakah saya tidak akan mengalami 'bad tudung day'? how am i suppose to act sepanjang majlis? duduk bersimpuh sambil senyum? ->ok, takkan la nak senyum sepanjang 2-3jam tu. aiseh, crammed la pipi2 ni nanti. ->kalau tak senyum nampak cm tak happy plak kan. ->senyum nak sengih ke tak sengih? kalau tak sengih nampak tak ihklas plak... pagi tadi my bos bagi engagement gift. a very cute crystal ball and ada 2 couple statue inside. sangat sweet! thanks miss boss. anda sgt baik hati!! waaaaa...byk kerja nak kena setelkan sebelum pulang bercuti seminggu. ulang sekali lagi, SEMINGGU!!! yeayyy..saya unpaid leaves some more. super broke la nxt month. =)

Saya sangat gumbira pagi ini.... bangun dgn senyuman lebar. nsb la takda org nmpk else org kata saya angau. hikhikhik.... Last nite incik hafiz sayang telah bawak saya dinner kat Menara Alor STar (ohhh!! dalam wishlist birthday saya, except my wish kt KL tower but this is Alor Star Tower->adik beradik la tu) Sangat gembira sampai ase nak terlompat2 dalam kete time incik hafiz bgtau about this. We drive all the way from Kulim to ALor Star ->dkt 2jam gak la. I keep on asking incik hafiz nak makan apa nanti and dia cakap nasi goreng kampung dah la ->sgt kejam ok!! So, we reached there at 8pm. Luckily incik hafiz dh buat reservation coz at the same time ada function len kt situ. ohhhh...saya yg sakai ini berasa sedikit gayat apabila naik lift nak ke restoren tu.. aahhaah..malu nak ngaku depan incik hafiz. so, maintain ayu, buat muka relax je.. dalam hati hanya tuhan je tahu. hihihihihi.... The food? ok, kalau nak ckp pasal sedap, byk lagi tmpt yg lg sedap. but suasana & keadaan tu yg sgt seronok ok.. We ordered OXtail soup for starter, aiseh, leh plak takda. then i just picked prawn & mushroom soup. ingtkan something like mushroom cream. perut dh lapar lagu dangdut then bru la mknan smpi. what? prawn & mushroom soup tu rupa2nya tomyam!!! ahahahah..lawak sungguh la bila masakan melayu di 'omputih'kan.. and our main course, lamb steak & fish n chips for incik hafiz... after saya burpppppppppp kekenyangan gler... mata dah ngantok... so, ajak incik hafiz balik... dah sleepy dh kenyang2..tp dia cakap kejap la.. nak relaks la.. ish...ape la org tua ni nak lepak lama2..dh la tmpt tu sejuk!!! then baru la dieorg serves bday cake & bagi flower kat saya! 2nd flower i received for my birthday (both frm the same man!) Unfortunately my bday cake diaorg bubuh lilin 25!!! shit!!! sangat marah ok!! so, sama ada hafiz lupa my age atau budak yg prepare lilin tu salah. paksa hafiz remove 2 lilin tu. ahahhaha...takleh terima hakikat saya setua itu... Oh!!! thanks love pie for the dinner. sorry marah2 you that day. ahahha.. you purposely ruined my bday aritu!!! padan muka you. buat lagi mcm tu!!! Saya sangat gembira sampai rasa tak pijak di bumi... weeeeee.......... Then after dinner we all heading to Juru. Plan nak lepak starbucks or coffee beans! we both need coffee... so, malam weekend even its already 1am, org ramai gler kat both starbucks & coffee beans. sangat murka!! then kiteorg gi McD and minum coffee kat situ. boleh tak minum coffee McD je...ahhaha,,, coffee yg tak di'brew'. After lotssssssss of creamer then baru la coffee tu jadi sedap sket di minum. hikhikhik... and saya doze off at 4am pagi tadi... thanks my lingling for EvERYTHING!!

My Baby Blues~~~

Hi!! My name is Theressa and i'm just 5 days old when my daddy took this pic!!! I know..i know..i look way too mature for 5days old baby. (mummy and daddy said soo!) but isn't i have the cutest eyes in the world? And see!! i can wear 3mnths old baby cloths and i'm expecting lots of pink dress and my very 1st stilettos!! Saya sangat-sangat-sangat inginkan baby girl. oh!! always berharap time kecik2 dulu my mama akan pregnant and saya akan ada adik perempuan. seronok bukan ada adik? being the last one in the family is not that fun seperti yang some ppl might think! I already have name utk my baby girl. bukan satu tapi 2 nama ok. i know i have to wait like another 2 years kot baru dpt baby on my own! tp saya sangat2 teruja nak get myself pregnant and give birth baby girl. ok, kalau dah tuhan nak bagi saya anak lelaki pun saya terima jugak!!! By the way, let me introduce you to Theressa. Bukan anak SAYA ok! ini anak my other boss, Florian. She is the 1st child of Florian & Petra (Congrats ya!!) after 5yrs of waiting. But penantian mereka sgt berbaloi kerana dapat baby as cute as her. Even saya belum lagi bertunang ( a week to go..phew!) oor even kahwin, i have my own to buy list for the baby!!!

1) Quinny Stroller!!! This is a must have stroller. Sgt cool bukan? sure hidung saya kembang kuncup apabila org lain eyeing on my baby stroller nanti. but the price? a bit heart attack. Around Rm2k if im not mistaken. tak kisah la..asal dapat beli!!!!

2) My baby 1st stilettos

Waaaaa...sangat cute bukan? oh..i know!!its more than cute!! apa word nak describe cuter than cute? Oh!! sangat tidak dapat menahan diri apabila tgk this shoes from heelarious.

My dear baby girl, anda akan kelihatan super stunning in this shoes!!!

3) Dress. And definitely my baby 1st dress would be something yang mcm ni!!

Mungkin setelah membaca entri ini incik hafiz akan menukar cita2 drpd memiliki anak perempuan kpd hanya memiliki anak lelaki. atau incik hafiz akan meng'extend' hajat utk memiliki anak..

ehehe...tak kisah la..yang penting i wayyyyy tooooooo excited to have my own baby!!!

yippieeeee.....