saya mau pekerjaaan buk!!!

isteri tanpa suami di sisi adalah... sepi.
eh, bukan cerita sepi itu. tetapi perasaan yang sangat sepi.

ayahanda dan bonda mertua telah selamat berlepas ke tanah suci utk mengerjakan haji.
Time my parent perform haji 5 yrs back, saya tak berkesempatan nak hantar dieorg.
just a phone call before they depart. At that time i was doing matriculation in north and knowing her little girl is always a crying baby, mama tak bagi i balik.
and sending off my parent in law at the airport consider my very first experience. siap nangis2 lagi you! err,,,sodih den sodih.
and as menantu yang amat dikasihi, sang menantu telah menitipkan 2 pages list of doa yg diharapkan untuk ibu mertua doakan dari sana. amin! semoga di makbulkan. and the top in the list obviously mencari pekerjaan di north supaya dapat duduk bersama sang suami semula.

actively looking for job sekarang ni. gigih dan gigih. padahal baru je apply 2 job. tapi kira gigih la tu kan? at least ada apply. pastu nak pilih pun mcm sgt selective. ni tak nak tu tak nak. eh mcm sangat choosy. padahal hanya pekerja kelas bawahan sahaja T____T *suami, boleh tak i just jadi bibik you kat rumah?*
dulu headhunter yang call offer the 2nd job, dah tu sekarang ni headhunter tak nak call i lagi ke? call la..call la..

and di hari semalam selepas drive dari sg.petani ke seremban ditemani dengan hujan lebat dan kenderaan yg superb banyak sehingga menyebabkan perjalanan 4 jam menjadi 5.5 jam, my body just cant take it anymore. sangat penat and rasa macam tido dengan keletihan yg melampau sampai rasa tak leh tido.

pindah dan lagi?

i loose the bet. bet between my hubby and i.
hubby will not move down to seremban or any place nearby.
they offered him something above our expectation.
pretty sad..but promise are meant to be kept.
good news for him but not so good to me.

yep..ill be moving back, again...to the place like no other, NORTH!
its not that i dont love living at the north. but, its just way too far from my parents and not much furniture shop up to my liking *ahhaha..apekah alasan furniture shop ni?*
plus, ill be missed most of the family events. dh duduk jauh2 takkan nak balik on weekdays night plak kan?
ill be missed most of the weekend at my parent's crib.

but its true, tempat isteri adalah sentiasa di sisi suami.
i should followed Effi's footstep. berada di samping suami tersayang.
err..anyway i yet to find any job in NORTH. hopefully i manage to find one and can paid me as much as they paid my hubby. ahahha... nampak sangat cemburu bukan? but i dont think so la. maybe i just sapu whatever job yang ada. cant be too choosy else tak dapat kerja lagi susah T_____T
pls pray soooo hard for me. semoga saya mudah mendapat kerja seperti mana saya mendapat kerja di dua company sebelum ini. juga, harap2 mendapat gaji yang setidaknya sama dengan gaji sekarang. waaaa! tak mo gaji lagi sket. i pengsan!!!

random yang sungguh mendem

• i'm fat. not literally but physically i've gain hundred of pounds in a blink.
• my pimples is everywhere like nobody business. might due to my stress, laziness, new facial wash or perhaps the meds which i need to consume 4 times a day (and yes..selalu lupa makan).
• i was impressed with a fren of mine yg baru sahaja berkahwin di hari semalam kerana telah membuat keputusan yg amat drastik utk berpindah ke kuching (kampung halaman sang suaminya). was thinking mayb i shud consider to move back to kulim.
• and i hate myself when i started to feel annoyed with ppl around me. and something really annoyed happen infront of my dua bijik mata while tengah beratur kat cashier giant. infront of me is a married couple with seorang anak around 5-6yrs old. and there is anther 2 customer in front of them.

anak : mummy, man nak kencing ni.

isteri: abg, bawak la man gi kencing

suami: ala..abg nak bayar ni awak la pergi bawak dia kencing.

isteri : ala..jauh la bang. nak kena keluar bla...bla..bla...( saya malas nak dengar).

few minutes later setelah hanya tinggl satu customer depan dieorg.

anak : man dah tak tahan ni mummy.

isteri : alaa...tahan je la. daddy dah nak bayar dah ni. ni yg mummy malas bawak ngko ni.

ending? the boy terkencing macam niagara falls right infront of me, splashing my favourite flat shoe and yes...didepan cashier. arghhhh!!!!! whats wrong with parent zaman sekarang???? isteri, yg ko nak berdiri terhegeh-hegeh depan cashier tu apa hal. pergi la uruskan anak. takut laki ko ngurat budak cashier tu? suami, ko tu pun bukannya byr pakai credit card. apa la salahnya bagi cash tu kat bini and bawak anak gi kencing. semua nak bini je buat.

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