2nd year and counting...

Today is our 2nd year anniversary as a couple.


Alhamdulillah for the two wonderful years I had in my life. I don’t know how much grateful I am to have someone like him in my life.

Though the journey is smooth but still there is still bumpy road here and there and I am just a human to avoid such circumstances.

For the past two years, our relationship had moving in super fast lane. I guess, I always on SMARTTAG lane then.

We are moving from couple to something bigger like the engagement within few months after he confess his feelings and moving to something much much more bigger step in our life which is the marriage in following months later.

Blessed! That is exactly how I felt. I’ve been blessed to meet and to have someone like him. Felt blessed to have such a great family which always there and support us throughout our journey.

He might not as handsome as Brad Pitt or as tall as Nicholas Cage. But for me, he just perfect the way he is. He is my very own version of Ashton Kutcher a little bit of Adam Sandler *wink*.
His silly jokes will always make me laugh to tears. And every itsy bitsy things about him will always make me smile.

Thank you my dear for this journey and i knew you are not good in words, but still i always knew that you always love me as much as i love you!

Advise of the day : Breakup in a relationship doesn’t mean the end of life. It’s normal and for me it’s pretty much worth it if the relationship itself causes much heartache and headache. It also will turn someone to be more matured and wiser in making choices and decision in their life. I kissed lots of frogs and toads before I met my very own Prince Charming. So what’s wrong with kissing another frog then?

And he send me this email few minutes ago :

p/s: hubby, thanks for the Hatyai trip. Even though it’s just HATYAI and not PHUKET (as planned), but I enjoy it to fullest =))

hopeless.

you just can't wake up in the morning hoping that today will be as good as yesterday
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you just cant pray that today will be as sunny as yesterday since rain may come in between
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you have to stop thinking that your boyfie will be the same person once you married him
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you just cant figure out why on earth your husband is treating you in such way and wishing he never did so
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you just cant stop your heart being broken by others as its something soooo unforseen
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you just dont know how much people might hurt because of your words and also same in return
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you just hoping that you have one big happy family and everyone is grinning untill its aches but in reality its just ordinary family with a lots of arguments,tears, and joy
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my wood swing 360 degrees today. blame the pms!
everything seems not in place.
my works is piling sky high and i need to leave on time today since i will be carpooling with my fren to north.
hubby seems so irritating today which needs me to end the conversation without saying goodbye.

why everything doesnt turn out the way i wanted it to be?

i hate this!

and pls get me pregnant...so that i will be no longer need to deal with this PMS *good excuse wasnt it?*

Bunyi yang sepi...

The Sound Of Silence Lyrics
Artist(Band):Simon and Garfunkel

Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools" said I, "You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence.

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisper'd in the sounds of silence."


*This is hell one good song. especially when you are always have this little miscommunication with the other half..*