song for wifey~!!

Wuhuuuu..
back to civilization. eh bukan! bukan maksudnya saya baru berpindah dari Gua ke kawasan bandar.
saya telah kembali ke civilization kerana internet dirumah sudah berfungsi semula. ianya telah dihentikan perkhidmatan selama seminggu untuk kerga2 peng'upgrade'an ke lebih laju. sumpah laju. tak tipu! bukak you tube pun super pantas. sehingga takjub seketika dan rasa sangat sakai.

sangat banyak benda mahu di update. and the moment depan lappie hamik ko. semua idea hilang. poffft!! di bawa angin malam.
by the way, saya sangat excited menuggu khamis ini. after work straight away drive back to Kulim. yeayy~~! dapat bermanja2 dengan sang suami tercinta. rindu gaban gibun ni ha.
and friday? initial plan is to go to singapore. but since saya sudah pergi minggu lalu, plan cancelled.
then hubby ajak menunaikan hajar for he post-honeymoon ke pangkor island. tooo bad! the hotel is fully booked. nyampah nye omak dengar!!!
then i told hubby saya mahu ke Koh Lanta, Krabi. saya mahu peri ke tempat itu semula. but being my hubby yg sgt protective *konon* he is not 100% agree with it, due to the kumpulan berbaju merah plus our partner in crime muaz & wifey pun tak dapat join sebab baby Izz tak de passport lagi *izz, masuk dalam perut aunty amy nak? nanti immigration tak nampak*.
!@#$%^&*
saya mahu bercuti. tidak kira.
mahu dan mahu dan mahu!!!!
another option is Koh Lipe Island which is also at Thailand. tapi, leh pulak hotel dia kire now high season? sangat kerepek lagi merepek. salunye high season until april je la.
hotel tidak ber'aircond' lagi mahu charge rm200+? over la kamu hotel!!!!

since hubby knew i'm dying for vacation, finally he agreed untuk ke langkawi.
wahahahha...ni yang nak nyanyi lagu pasrah ni. langkawi pun langkawi la yang oi. dari kempunan tak dpaat baik jangan memilih bukan?
weekend ini ke langkawi *mari berjoget panda*.
ia juga bersempena ulang tahun pertunangan kami. eh tak kire!! walau dah kahwin mahu juga peristiwa pertunangan itu di ulang. cepatnya masa berlalu. rasa mcm baru semalam kami ditunangkan *ayat tak leh blah, padahal dah kawen*.

a friend of mine drop me mail and ask about my opinion. he plan to join my company which mean dia dan isteri akan PJJ mcm saya and hubby. and above that, his wife is currently pregnant.
of course i'm against it. i knew that its all about career development and all those blah..blah..thing. tapi tak semua benda dalam dunia ni boleh dicompare dengan wang ringgit. maybe niat dia suci untuk kewangan keluarga. but think wisely, his wife is pregnant, and long distance marriage is not easy. i still found it was damn hard to sleep at night when i knew hubby is not there. i always found it is so difficult to go even for groceries shopping when you all by yourself and ko toleh kiri kanan those people dengan hubby masing2. it is tough to have dinner on your own. its tougher when you need shoulder to turn to when you are down.depressed or whatever mood you are in and you just realized, your other half is not there.
rasanya seperti you are missing separuh hati dan jiwa. everything seems so lost.
there is time when i miss hubby so badly i could not even find my way home.
lost! totally lost. i was crying badly that time but i refuse to call hubby. takut hubby risau. luckily there is technology called GPS.padahal, it is the same road which ive been using for 3weeks in seremban. caye tak? leh lost tu.

if you guys still have the option, jangan la pilih duduk jauh2 ni. tak guna. gaji 8juta kalau hati tak senang apa guna? *ayat orang separa menyesal*.
and hubby baru sahaja minggu lepas membuat pengakuan berani mati. ahahahha..nasib takde parang dalam kereta. muahahha...
saya : u ni sebenarnya nak pindah ke sini ke tak.
hubby : i nak pindah..tapi bukan sekarang. by end of the year.

hamik ko!! ranap jantung akak ko ni ha. fine! at least hubby berterus terang. no wonder la hubby macam acuh tak acuh je apply keje kat sini. tak pe la. pasrah je la. tak kan nak paksa pulak kan? dah tu hubby bagi saya pindah sini pun dah cukup baik kan? weekend drama still akan berjalan seperti biasa nampak gayanye. episod dilanjutkan sehingga ujung tahun. wahaahha..dah macam citer rosalinda la pulak episod byk2 ni.








i lurve this song!! ever since saya kahwin, i listen to it over and over again. its really a good advise.
wheneve i felt mad at hubby, tersentap, termarah, tersentuh, termakan hati dan segala 'ter' yg diwujudkan saya akan ingat all the wordings inside this song. cepat la cool and apologize balik.
enjoice!!

Quick update!

yihuuuu!!!

what a busy weekend i must said.
sangat busy. we attended two wedding. suami, mana gamba wedding2 itu semua?
suddenly felt mcm, nak kahwin seklai lagi!!!!!
waaaa... eh bukan, bukan nak kahwin dengan lelaki lain. sumpah tak nak!
nak kahwin dengan suami saya juga. my one and only hubby. just naik rasa naik pelamin lagi.
nak rasa busy dengan all the preparing. nak rasa trauma rama menangis menyiapkan preparation wedding.
nak rasa kesengsaraan to save every penny for the wedding.
hukhukhuk...rindu that moment!

received birthday bouquet from hubby on friday. weeee! thanks suami.
dr before kahwin and alhamdulillah after kahwin, kamu masih bagi bunge. good sign i must said.
sila jangan berhenti bagi ye! sampai saya tua rambut beruban, jalan dah bongkok, gigi dah takde, sila pastikan kamu bagi bunga ye! bunga raya ke.bunge kertas ke..semua saya terima. asalkan kamu bagi itu bunga!!! yihuuu!

 After amik bunga ni from the florist kat tempat receptionist tu, ada la satu mamat engineer ni tegur "fuyooo..dapat bunga, boifren bagi ke?"
saya : tak lah suami bagi *sambil wat muka malas nak layan*
mamat tu : eh...kanak2 ribena macam ko ni pun dah kawen?

argh!!! ye incik. kite hanya sekali je meeting bersama. how come u boleh kata saya kanak2 ribena?
huh! marah!

kenapa suami saya nampak cute ketika tidur? eh sekati la. saya yg kata cute. ape saya kisah. nak jugak kata dia cute. ok! rindu nak tidur tengok muka kamu tidur la suami.

ok, suddenly rasa nak upload my pic. wahahah... lantak la korang nak muntah ke tak tengok. tetibe rasa dh lama x upload muke sendiri. this pic taken by me kat toilet Suntec City Convention Center, Singapore.

tragedi tragis!

I think i have super power.
mcm superman kot.
yeah! Klang to Seremban in 50mins. its a record!!
but i guess it should be less than that kalau tiada konvoi itu.
ya! konvoi di pagi hari membuat pemandu F1 ini menggagau tekan brake.
giler ko. tengah drive 140km/h tetibe kne hit brakeeee nampak 3 org abg misai merentangi highway.
mau mati kejung den tengok. #$%^&!!! marah betul den.
oh my god! ntah2 abg misai ni nak saman den bawak laju mcm kne penyakit lembu giler atas highway.
abes la duit gaji den nanti. fuh kiri fuh kanan. mintak2 tak kene.
eh..apesal je semua kereta pun kne berhenti. giler dahsyat semua orang brake separuh mati.
its 7.00am in the moring kawan2. plus its the highway heading to KLIA. those yg nak kejar flight sure bawak kereta dah macam bwk jet pejuang.
then from our left nampak another 5-6 motor abg misai lagi diikuti oleh kete2 VVIP of course those V6, BMW and MerC. sgt yakin itu kereta menteri atau setaraf dengannya. and in between that, ada sebijik bas tertera JPN.
and due to this convoy yg bergerak dengan lemah gemalai di lane paling kanan, i only able to drove dengan kelajuan yg amat maksima yakni 90km/h. dh tu takkan nak flash lampu dari belakang kat rombongan abg misai tu suruh ketepi. mahu kne hempuk dengan helmet ala-ala satria baja hitam itu.
i was prayingg soooooo hard that they will enter the KLIA exit. pengsan dek non ni nak nun ggu sampai somban dengan kelajuan 90km/h. plus kesian tengok those kereta LIMO airport yg duduk mencucuk dari belakang saya ni. heh abang LIMO, sila duduk diam. ko cucuk2 pun bukan saya leh potong abg misai and the convoy team ni. bersabar hokay. bersabar. and fuh! my prayer telah terjawab. ya! mereka masuk ke exit KLIA. dengan muka tak malu saya terus tekan minyak potong. one of abang misai kalih and look at me.
senyum and angkat tangan je la. dah tu? abg nak tengok saya sampai somban jam sembilan pagi ke?

no! its not my daily routine to drove 90km from klang to seremban ke tempat kerja.
sekali sekala je di hujung minggu.
but yesterday is different.
i have too T________T

as you knew, i spent my weekend di kediaman rasmi hafiz dan aimi di kulim yang indah permai itu.
reached seremban on sunday night at almost 11.50pm.
exhausted and a felt a bit unwell since i'm having flu. sampai rumah, turn on the porch light and kitchen light.
makan ubat and roger hubby before ZZzzzzz...
around 2.25am, received a phone call from jiran sebelah rumah.
"pintu dapur yg kat luar tu terbukak".
zapppp! nak tercabut jantung den. rasa nak pitam seketika.
yes! kitchen door yang heading ke luar itu telah terbukak.
happen that my neighbour punya anak pulang setelah berjimba2 bersama kawan2 beliau ternampak my kitchen door terbukak. of course he can see it clearly sobab den memang bukak lampu dapur.
he went in and saw kesan tapak kasut berlumpur. of course! it was raining heavily outside earlier.
he enter my kitchen and luckily there is another door from dining to kitchen which i always ensure it was cloased most of the time. he knew that the person didnt break in as the door is still berkunci and in good condition. he went in and told his mom. pastu omak dia suruh den kunci pintu itu. bahaya tu. bahaya.
dengan ketaq lutut ni pun, saya pergi la keluar ke arah kitchen and look the door. seriously memang pintu intu telah ter'unlock'.
frankly! saya memang pernah sekali je bukak pintu tu. dah tu wat pe nak keluar dari dapur kan? pintu depan ada. and sekali tu pun sebab den yang cerdik ini tidak berjaya membukak pintu depan. and it was like monthsss ago. eh tak..sebulan yang lalu. nama pun baru duduk seremban 1.5mnths.

still shaking. roger hubby.
after awhile, hubby suruh tidur balik and baca doa banyak.
but, ye! saya msih trauma. ketaq lutut tak habis. jantung mcm baru sahaja berlari 4x100m.
i'm soooo scraed. ase nak drive balik ke klang. tapi biler pikir what will happen on the way nanti lagi payah.
i locked all the doors. tried to put myself back to sleep.
rungsing.
fall asleep few minutes then terjaga.
and there is time i fall asleep and start bermimpi as if someone is breaking inside the house and enter my bedroom.
waaaaa! ngeri hokay. bangun dengan cemas mcm memerlukan CPR.

i woke up 5.50am. mandi and bersiap untuk ke tempat kerja. ini merupakan record paling awal saya bangun untuk ke tmpt kerja wlupun ofis hanya 20mins drive je.
pack my stuff and sgt nekad mahu pulang ke klang habis kerja nanti.
frankly, dengan 180km which i have to drove from seremban-klang-seremban and toll fare which in total of rm24.40, i must say, its still worth it. dari saya tak tidur malam bukan?
tonigh akan merempat di rumah a fren of mine. heading to singapore tomorrow.
yeayyy!

oh! tomorrow is my birthday. happy birthday to me. another year older. takpe..saya terime dengan hati terbuka. sebab still much-much more younger then my hubby. ahahahha...
at age of 24 yrs old, saya sudah achieved something very big in my life.
saya sudah berkahwin!! wahhaha..mudanya saya kahwin *baru sedar*.
but yes, saya berbangga dengan pencapaian diri. eh bukan. bukan. bukan berniat mahu riak atau bangga diri, tapi mahu berbangga dengan pencapaian diri. apekah? ayat macam lintang pukang pulak.
sudah melepasi perit jerih mengumpul wang untuk berkahwin. yeayyy!!
ko ingat senang? meh try dulu. sudah boleh berfikir dengan tenang sekarang. boleh membeli sesuatu yang romantis untuk diri sendiri *haruslah membeli sesuatu untuk diri sendiri sebelum membelikan untuk org lain*.
ahahhaha...

and hubby, thanks for the advance birthday dinner. kamu sungguh schweet.
this year tidak se'romantic' birthday dinner tahun lepas.
this year hanya di VS. but still, thanks for the dinner. the oxtail soup and the sizzling steak sangat awesome!!
baiklah..sila bersyukur aimi.
by the way, suami, mana hadiah saya???