bye bye $$$

Dear Blog, When my mum told me not to eat kambing for a month saya masih boleh terime dengan hati terbuka. when my mum said no seafood for a month, yes, saya masih boleh senyum walaupun ada sedikit kesedihan, but when my mum said "jangan makan telur!!" and i was liked????? hell!!! i love telur to the max. doesnt matter telur ayam ke...telur masin ke.. asalkan namanya telur (except telur pindang) saya amat menyukai. saya sangat sdih apabila melihat Nuqman (my nephew) memakan telur dadar didepan saya tanpa memikirkan hati dan perasaan saya. makan dengan penuh rasa nikmat dan lazat. ohhh!!! cemburusss!! takpe nuqman, nnt dh baik ni ashu beli 3 tray telur. muahahhaha..... haruskah begitu? =)) Yes, baru pulang bersama bonda menawaf kedai kahwin. we went to Wedding Station @ Meru. What more i could said? saya sangat suka all the design. frankly speaking, bridal house dia sgt cantekkkkk!!! serious cantek (english cottage style) and both mother and daughter sangat friendly ok. my mom & i leh masuk abes la ngn diaorg dua branak. highly recommended!!! and insyallah, for pelamin rumah and dewan walkways my mama decided nak wat ngan aunty fazilah & super cute faezah (faezah ni sgt cute and gila2!!love her to the max!!) ->from wedding station.

pic credit to weddingstation.blogspot.com

My walkways something like this la... cantek tak? cantek tak? wahahha... cantek kan? i terpesona melihatnye.. mau juling bijik mata kiah ni.. and yes, pic ini juga diambil di dewan banquet MBSA ->my wedding dewan *ajue!!remember this dewan. kamu jgn pening2 ye* and last night discuss punya discuss dgn bonda, we decided for all the bridesmaids utk tukar from holding pomander ball ke holding white lantern!!! Then dgn sepantas kilat we browse through ikea catalog, and Gulp!!! per lantern will cost me about rm35. and i need about 10pcs of this lantern. girllls....pls help do the math!! toingggg!! nk kuar bijik mate then. ranap lah rm350 just for the bridesmaids. and bonda telah mendpt idea yg bisa mengurangkan jumlah RM for the lantern.. bagaimana? tunggu dan lihat je my DIY nanti.. hihihihi... Muahxxx.. p/s: Arini langsung tak rasa sakit dh. muahahah....

Day 4 & Day 5

Day 4 Its sunday. Last night saya telah MEN'drag' incik tunang membawa saya ke McD seberang jaya. at 11pm mind you. sebaik sahaj incik tunang pulang dr bermain futsal. Haruskah? yes...apetite saya telah kembali normal. ini yg merungsingkan. saya lngsung tidak menunjukkan ciri2 seorang pesakit yg bru sahaja di bedah tonsil. haizzz..sekejap je hilang keinginan nak mkn. ape la nk jd ngn den ni. ish.. *geleng pale* saya mkn bubur ayam mcd dan fris dgn berselerenye... yummy2... and seperti yg sedia maklum, saya akan pulang ke hometown!! mama plan nk dtg ke kulim utk mengambil saya since monday incik tunang nk bekerja. but incik tunang insist nk hntr saya hafway-simpang pulai and my bro n mama fetch me at simpang pulai. we met up with mama & abang around lunch time. berhenti lunch and semayang jap. then my bro come out with this super brilliant idea utk naik ke cameron!! saya yg sepatutnye menjd patient mithali telah lupa daratan dan melompat keriangan (dlm hati ye!). and yes!! we went to cameron. its raining quite heavily and sejokkkk gler. berhenti pun sekadar mama beli sayur2 n bunga-bungaan. its more like drive through ke cameron. reach home around 9pm later that night. effect? due to highland kan, my ear sakit level gaban time turun tu. saya teraksa menelan pain killer the moment i reached tapah. moral of the story : jgn nk gedik2 ke tempat tinggi selepas surgery ye. sbb telinge n tonsil saling berkaitan. sampai rumah dgn perasaan berbaur gumbira. gumbira gaban ye. sebab pomander ball saya telah siappppp~~! also paper bag for the wedding favors telah sampai ke rumah dgn selamatnye... bonda terus merangka rancangan percutian sakit saya selama seminggu ini dgn aktiviti2 persiapan perkahwinan. *errr..adekah ini motif utama berada di rumah?* Day 5. My throat pain dh berkurang. hihihihi... epy epy epy.... cume now painful gle kat telinge. skt woooo.. ase nk leleh2 air mate. merangka misi dgn bonda utk ke bridal house wedding station di meru. bonda sgt excited nk gi. msti pagi2 lg die dh kejtkan saya nih. n news yg agak mengejutkan dr bonda. for wedding favors, bonda telah add in another favor which is napkin by macy's. err...bonda, perlu ke napkin tu cap macy? cap lain x leh ke? cap ayam ke...cap rambutan ke...tak leh eh? haizz...bonda excited gler cter how she would fold the napkin and letak all the reben2 n stuff inside the mug. napkin ideas? by my mak uda. she is the one yg tolong gi wat survey and bought 1,024 pieces of it. *another reason nak geleng pale* p/s: bad news, just receive phone call from my sis bgtau yg my bro in law positive H1N1. erk? so tonite kami seisi rumah kne pergi buat check up. poor me. i'm worried sick now since saya kini berada di imunisasi level paling rendah.

Day 2 & Day3

Finally i’m home.

Discharge around 1.00pm today. Reach home at 2pm and nothing else i could remember off sebab pas je mkn segala ubat yg dibekalkan, aimi went back to La La Land...

I’ve tried evry hard to avoid upon to consume the pain killer but this few days my pain sgt tidak boleh to deal with. So, jawapan yg pasti, saya kne consumed all the bekalan ubat yg saya rasa memerlukan masa seribu tahun nak habis. Giler byk ubt. Satu bakul siot. And yes, lupa nak mention, ubat antibiotik saya sebesar ibu jari. Waaaa!!! Kalau la time ni tonsil saya yg besar gedabak tu ade dlm tekak, sure leh sangkut n muntah balik.

Day 2 ( yesterday).

Nothing much happen yesterday. Its just the pain semakin kurang compare day 1. Lesser pain and saya sudah mula starved like hell. Byngkn korang hanya depends on water drip, air yg diminum, n lil ice cream jelly (advised : pls beli ice cream jelly kt KFC, incik tunang belikan ice cream jelly KFC n its turn out to be super yummy n lembut gileee.. membuka selera pesakit mcm saya).

My left hand yg kne drip started to swollen badly. Bengkak gle dh ni. Sampai incik tunang pun risau tengok. Then after the doc anesthetic dtg visit saya, he ordered nurse to remove the water drip sebab tgk tgn bengkak gler. Skt wooo... jarum besar gedabak yg kaler pink tu.

Pergh! Lege teramat ile dh diremovekan pagi tu. Saya start move around easily dlm bilik. Pergi mandi and gerak here and there without the water drip. Sebelah ptg, incik tunang dh kne gi kerja. Ada big meeting which he cant escape from. So, while he is having his lunch (mcm biase la, makan makanan saya di servekan pihak spital since saya tak leh nak makan), my ENT doc came in for visit. Tgk itu ini and i complained that my tongue a bit numb kat tips area (untill now ye!!) and he was a bit shock. Sbb jrng happen kt patient lidah menjadi kebas tidak semena2. Which saya sendiri pun tak pernah came cross which such effect in any articles yg dibace. So, he said it will took me 1-2weeks before lidah kembali seperti biase. Maybe my nerves was to close to that tonsil nerves etc..etc which saya dh tak ingat dh pun (harap makum, saya bukan doc or cuba memberi penerangan seperti seorg doc ye).

Then before je incik tunang make a move to office, nurse dtg terkedek membawak syringe ubat y sgt besar *giler leh pengsan kalau itu jarum yg nak cucuk*. Die baru sedar rupanya my water drip line telah dicabut (since yg cabut nurse doc anesthetic bukan nurse ENT). So solution?

Pandai pun anak mak!! Cik nurse mithali yg amat mendengar kata doc walaupun saya insist utk dienjetc. Ye!! Die telah membuat another so call yg dipanggil ine utk water drip but this drip hanya utk masukkan ubat ke dalam badan saya!!!

Nehi...nehi..nehi...

Saya lebih rela dioperate sekali lagi dr di drip. Waktu masuk drip kiri now kanan. And guess what? Injection terkena tulang saya and its damn painfullll...itu tak termasuk kesakitan yg dialami selepas ubat dimasukkan. Ase nak muntah je lepas ubat tu masuk tubuh badan.jadi pening and pitam...

Then incik tunang jadi serba salah nak tinggalkan saya sendirian di spital. “sayang pergi je la”.. giler baik saya walaupun part of me macam tak nak bg je die gi keje... ok2...

Saya rest and two hours later tangan kanan mula membengkak. Membengkak ok lagi, tangan jadi sejuk mcm letak dlm fridge. Perghh!!! Gaban sejukkkk..

On 2^nd visit by my ENT doc that there, he request to remove the line sebab tgn saya bengkak. Pergh!! Korang ingat tgn saya ni mcm plastik barbie doll ke leh tusuk2 sesuke hati? Marah dh ni...tp nk wat cmne, saya haya pesakit yg pasrah...at 3.30pm org yg serve mknan tu dtg n serve karipap. Pergh!! Dh la lapo...10mins lamenye saya berfikir “should i or should not?” at the result? Ye...tanpa memikirkan kesan jangka masa panjang, saya telah memakan karipap itu. Seketul ye tuan0tuan dan puan-puan....tapi disebabkan kehadiran pain killer, kesakitan langsung tidak dialami ketika makan.

At 4pm my MIL to be dtg melawat bersama2 ayahanda dan adinda2 incik tunang. My umi bring along bubur nasik yg dh di blend bersama kentang dan keledek. Pergh! Sodap siott... time tu mkn dh tak ingt dh. Lapa gler ok. Then ngidam nk mkn bubur nasik with telur masin. Since lidah agak kebas, sy mula craving bnde yg over ye. Text incik tunang minta dicarikan telur masin. Nasib la incik tunang saya bukan seperti incik tunang lain. Kalau tak mau je disilambam je saya ni. Incik tunang kembali ke spital dr ofis berbekalkan telur masin yg direquest!! Muahahha..i lap u yang. Incik tunang lecek2 telur masin and mix with the bubur asik tu. Sodap hingga ke jilatan terakhir. Then incik tunang kuar sebentar bersama keluarga incik tunang utk gi dinner with less than 10mins kengkwn se’company’ mengadakan lawatan sambil belajar ke bilik saya. Wesh, thank u so much yunap, zai, aiman, shah, pidaus, n azrul sbb sudi dtg lawat saya ye!!! Muahxxx.million thanks pada kamu semua...

Later that night barulah saya rasa effect dr bercakap dgn kwn2 n my MIL juga karipap itu.

I’m in very deep pain.

Siap meleleh air mate ku yg mahal itu. Dh mlm bru ade effect ye tuan2 dan puan2...

Tido dlm kesakitan gaban....so, beringat le selalu.

Day 3

Bangun awal hari ini.. sebab last night pain sampai ke telinge membuatkan saya resah and tido kurang lena. Haizzz...

After breakfast doc ENT dtg belek2 kerongkong.

Hmm..good progress die ckp. Mne tak good progress saya melantakk ok!! So, moral of the story, jgn tkut nk mnum air wlupun sakit. Per day at least saya minum 4x600ml air. Ha...byk kn? So, ble tmpt operate tu tak kering, skit pun jd kurang la..so day 3 skt men jadi semakin kurang jut a lil pain kt teinge but overall sbnrnye kesakitan tu lesser than saya operate appendiks aritu. Appendiks siap kne inject dadah di tgh mlm since pain killer no longer befungsi.

Did i lupa nak mention? Niat bukan utk show off. Tapi nak menyatakan tanda terima dan kasihnya saya kpd incik tunang.

He bought me Sophie Kinsella-Twenties Girl as pressie for my get-well-soon-gift with a very cute card.

“miss ur laugh, miss ur voice and miss ur leter”...

Haruskah kamu rindu leteran saya incik tunang? Yess!! U akan mendengarnya 24/7 tak lama lagi.

Saya mmg nak gila beli buku ni but looking at the price of rm70+, saya plan nk tunggu je cheaper version tu. i think jusr rm40 kn? but he still remembered of this book as one of my book wishlist la konon. so sweet of you dear. sweet mcm lollipop!! (maybe sweet lagi kot)

Kpd Kal & Azwa, saya menjawab soklan kamu dlm facebook kat sini ye. :

Kal, surgery ni bukan wedding prep ye. Hihihi..cute la ko kate surgery ni one of my wedding prep. But indirectly ia adalah one of the prep. Since saya semakin frequently demam, doc menasihatkan agar do the surgery b4 kawen. Sbb dh kwne n preggie nnt salunye org preggie snng skt. So, nnt jd lebih salu la skt. Tak ke biol anak yg dikandung nnt andai ibu mengambil ubt byk2? ->doakan it will not happen to me k..ini sbg contoh sahaja.

And as my fever getting more frequent recently, doc srh refer speacialist whereby specialist menyuruh pemotongan tonsil harus dijlnkan dgn segera.

So azue , cmne u nk tau u dh wajib potong ke tak? (mcm iklan wimax. Harap maklum!).

If u demam lebih dr 5kali setahun or consumed lebih dr 5antibiotik setahun, kamu WAJIB operandi memotong tonsil itu. Sbb consume ubt2 byk ni tak bgus. Tkut long term effect kt tmpt len. Ubt kn chemical..->ignore klu statement saya slh. Saya bukan doc. Tapi seingtnye mcm ni la..

p/s: Heading Klang tomorrow. sorry incik tunang, i knew u insist nk jaga i, and amat berat hati nak bg i balik umah klang, tapi paham2 la mama kan. dia pun nak jaga i jugak. i have no doubt at all kalau u nk jaga i tp i sian tkut u ssh hati bila u kerja nanti asyik pikir my condition. at least mama ada by my side kalau kat klang.

thanks incik tunang through thick and thin bersama-sama dgn saya!

i noe very well i'm in good hands ble saya decide nak kahwin sama kamu.

muahxx...