telaga madu.

Ehem..


I’ll be going for the job interview next week.

The 3rd interview for the third job sepanjang hidup saya.

But this time around saya sangat nervous breakdown sampai rasa nak muntah. Mcm kalau pikir je pasal the job rasa nak loya. Pastu tangan shaking even nak apply leave on that day. did i already had the parkinson deceased?

Pernah tak korang jumpa orang yg sgt desperate mencari kerja tetapi masih cerewet?

- I tak nak that company. Sbb it was run like a China style company or japan style company.

- That company? Err..i heard bonus dia ciput. Kampeni kedekut. Tisu kat tandas pun kne bwk sendiri.

- Ooo..that one.. mcm tak best je coz their staff pun lari to my ex-company.

Ye..ye..saya tahu. Saya sentiasa bercita-cita besar. Mahu company yg well..ko sebut sekali mak bedah dah tahu. Dan soalan lazim mak bedah adalah “ooo..operator kat situ ye?” T_____T. kalau pompuan keje kilang je operator. Kilang je operator. Pernah tak mak bedah terpikir saya barangkali General Manager di situ? Oh..saya sedih mak bedah!

Dan bukan sahaja setakat nervous breakdown, saya mula membuat list those unnecessary things to do but it’s a must seperti :

1) I should do some shopping for new cloth! Mcm baru ada kompiden nk pergi. *bila savings nak banyak berjuta begini?*

2) I should do new haircut. Padahal saya pakai tudung kot. Apa kaitan dengan rambut?

3) New shuz. Supaya lebih anggun bila berjalan. Ni wajib kan?

Ohh..but deep down, saya pasti akan berat hati meninggalkan company ini. My boss extremely nice and so does my colleague T___T

Pls help to pray real hard so that I’ll get the job!!!