Day 2 & Day3

Finally i’m home.

Discharge around 1.00pm today. Reach home at 2pm and nothing else i could remember off sebab pas je mkn segala ubat yg dibekalkan, aimi went back to La La Land...

I’ve tried evry hard to avoid upon to consume the pain killer but this few days my pain sgt tidak boleh to deal with. So, jawapan yg pasti, saya kne consumed all the bekalan ubat yg saya rasa memerlukan masa seribu tahun nak habis. Giler byk ubt. Satu bakul siot. And yes, lupa nak mention, ubat antibiotik saya sebesar ibu jari. Waaaa!!! Kalau la time ni tonsil saya yg besar gedabak tu ade dlm tekak, sure leh sangkut n muntah balik.

Day 2 ( yesterday).

Nothing much happen yesterday. Its just the pain semakin kurang compare day 1. Lesser pain and saya sudah mula starved like hell. Byngkn korang hanya depends on water drip, air yg diminum, n lil ice cream jelly (advised : pls beli ice cream jelly kt KFC, incik tunang belikan ice cream jelly KFC n its turn out to be super yummy n lembut gileee.. membuka selera pesakit mcm saya).

My left hand yg kne drip started to swollen badly. Bengkak gle dh ni. Sampai incik tunang pun risau tengok. Then after the doc anesthetic dtg visit saya, he ordered nurse to remove the water drip sebab tgk tgn bengkak gler. Skt wooo... jarum besar gedabak yg kaler pink tu.

Pergh! Lege teramat ile dh diremovekan pagi tu. Saya start move around easily dlm bilik. Pergi mandi and gerak here and there without the water drip. Sebelah ptg, incik tunang dh kne gi kerja. Ada big meeting which he cant escape from. So, while he is having his lunch (mcm biase la, makan makanan saya di servekan pihak spital since saya tak leh nak makan), my ENT doc came in for visit. Tgk itu ini and i complained that my tongue a bit numb kat tips area (untill now ye!!) and he was a bit shock. Sbb jrng happen kt patient lidah menjadi kebas tidak semena2. Which saya sendiri pun tak pernah came cross which such effect in any articles yg dibace. So, he said it will took me 1-2weeks before lidah kembali seperti biase. Maybe my nerves was to close to that tonsil nerves etc..etc which saya dh tak ingat dh pun (harap makum, saya bukan doc or cuba memberi penerangan seperti seorg doc ye).

Then before je incik tunang make a move to office, nurse dtg terkedek membawak syringe ubat y sgt besar *giler leh pengsan kalau itu jarum yg nak cucuk*. Die baru sedar rupanya my water drip line telah dicabut (since yg cabut nurse doc anesthetic bukan nurse ENT). So solution?

Pandai pun anak mak!! Cik nurse mithali yg amat mendengar kata doc walaupun saya insist utk dienjetc. Ye!! Die telah membuat another so call yg dipanggil ine utk water drip but this drip hanya utk masukkan ubat ke dalam badan saya!!!

Nehi...nehi..nehi...

Saya lebih rela dioperate sekali lagi dr di drip. Waktu masuk drip kiri now kanan. And guess what? Injection terkena tulang saya and its damn painfullll...itu tak termasuk kesakitan yg dialami selepas ubat dimasukkan. Ase nak muntah je lepas ubat tu masuk tubuh badan.jadi pening and pitam...

Then incik tunang jadi serba salah nak tinggalkan saya sendirian di spital. “sayang pergi je la”.. giler baik saya walaupun part of me macam tak nak bg je die gi keje... ok2...

Saya rest and two hours later tangan kanan mula membengkak. Membengkak ok lagi, tangan jadi sejuk mcm letak dlm fridge. Perghh!!! Gaban sejukkkk..

On 2^nd visit by my ENT doc that there, he request to remove the line sebab tgn saya bengkak. Pergh!! Korang ingat tgn saya ni mcm plastik barbie doll ke leh tusuk2 sesuke hati? Marah dh ni...tp nk wat cmne, saya haya pesakit yg pasrah...at 3.30pm org yg serve mknan tu dtg n serve karipap. Pergh!! Dh la lapo...10mins lamenye saya berfikir “should i or should not?” at the result? Ye...tanpa memikirkan kesan jangka masa panjang, saya telah memakan karipap itu. Seketul ye tuan0tuan dan puan-puan....tapi disebabkan kehadiran pain killer, kesakitan langsung tidak dialami ketika makan.

At 4pm my MIL to be dtg melawat bersama2 ayahanda dan adinda2 incik tunang. My umi bring along bubur nasik yg dh di blend bersama kentang dan keledek. Pergh! Sodap siott... time tu mkn dh tak ingt dh. Lapa gler ok. Then ngidam nk mkn bubur nasik with telur masin. Since lidah agak kebas, sy mula craving bnde yg over ye. Text incik tunang minta dicarikan telur masin. Nasib la incik tunang saya bukan seperti incik tunang lain. Kalau tak mau je disilambam je saya ni. Incik tunang kembali ke spital dr ofis berbekalkan telur masin yg direquest!! Muahahha..i lap u yang. Incik tunang lecek2 telur masin and mix with the bubur asik tu. Sodap hingga ke jilatan terakhir. Then incik tunang kuar sebentar bersama keluarga incik tunang utk gi dinner with less than 10mins kengkwn se’company’ mengadakan lawatan sambil belajar ke bilik saya. Wesh, thank u so much yunap, zai, aiman, shah, pidaus, n azrul sbb sudi dtg lawat saya ye!!! Muahxxx.million thanks pada kamu semua...

Later that night barulah saya rasa effect dr bercakap dgn kwn2 n my MIL juga karipap itu.

I’m in very deep pain.

Siap meleleh air mate ku yg mahal itu. Dh mlm bru ade effect ye tuan2 dan puan2...

Tido dlm kesakitan gaban....so, beringat le selalu.

Day 3

Bangun awal hari ini.. sebab last night pain sampai ke telinge membuatkan saya resah and tido kurang lena. Haizzz...

After breakfast doc ENT dtg belek2 kerongkong.

Hmm..good progress die ckp. Mne tak good progress saya melantakk ok!! So, moral of the story, jgn tkut nk mnum air wlupun sakit. Per day at least saya minum 4x600ml air. Ha...byk kn? So, ble tmpt operate tu tak kering, skit pun jd kurang la..so day 3 skt men jadi semakin kurang jut a lil pain kt teinge but overall sbnrnye kesakitan tu lesser than saya operate appendiks aritu. Appendiks siap kne inject dadah di tgh mlm since pain killer no longer befungsi.

Did i lupa nak mention? Niat bukan utk show off. Tapi nak menyatakan tanda terima dan kasihnya saya kpd incik tunang.

He bought me Sophie Kinsella-Twenties Girl as pressie for my get-well-soon-gift with a very cute card.

“miss ur laugh, miss ur voice and miss ur leter”...

Haruskah kamu rindu leteran saya incik tunang? Yess!! U akan mendengarnya 24/7 tak lama lagi.

Saya mmg nak gila beli buku ni but looking at the price of rm70+, saya plan nk tunggu je cheaper version tu. i think jusr rm40 kn? but he still remembered of this book as one of my book wishlist la konon. so sweet of you dear. sweet mcm lollipop!! (maybe sweet lagi kot)

Kpd Kal & Azwa, saya menjawab soklan kamu dlm facebook kat sini ye. :

Kal, surgery ni bukan wedding prep ye. Hihihi..cute la ko kate surgery ni one of my wedding prep. But indirectly ia adalah one of the prep. Since saya semakin frequently demam, doc menasihatkan agar do the surgery b4 kawen. Sbb dh kwne n preggie nnt salunye org preggie snng skt. So, nnt jd lebih salu la skt. Tak ke biol anak yg dikandung nnt andai ibu mengambil ubt byk2? ->doakan it will not happen to me k..ini sbg contoh sahaja.

And as my fever getting more frequent recently, doc srh refer speacialist whereby specialist menyuruh pemotongan tonsil harus dijlnkan dgn segera.

So azue , cmne u nk tau u dh wajib potong ke tak? (mcm iklan wimax. Harap maklum!).

If u demam lebih dr 5kali setahun or consumed lebih dr 5antibiotik setahun, kamu WAJIB operandi memotong tonsil itu. Sbb consume ubt2 byk ni tak bgus. Tkut long term effect kt tmpt len. Ubt kn chemical..->ignore klu statement saya slh. Saya bukan doc. Tapi seingtnye mcm ni la..

p/s: Heading Klang tomorrow. sorry incik tunang, i knew u insist nk jaga i, and amat berat hati nak bg i balik umah klang, tapi paham2 la mama kan. dia pun nak jaga i jugak. i have no doubt at all kalau u nk jaga i tp i sian tkut u ssh hati bila u kerja nanti asyik pikir my condition. at least mama ada by my side kalau kat klang.

thanks incik tunang through thick and thin bersama-sama dgn saya!

i noe very well i'm in good hands ble saya decide nak kahwin sama kamu.

muahxx...

day 1.

Aimi telah berjaya di operate dengan selamatnye. lihat la incik tunang saya yg keletihan menjaga saya sepnjng malam. he's been a very damn good fiance and swear to god, saya akan menyesal if not to have him in my life. all night long dia bgn every time i need help to go to toilet. need to mkn ubt. put vaseline di bibir yg kering. letak minyak kat tgn yg bengkak due to water drip. n beli itu ini to ensure i eat something. saya rasa saya dah well prepared both physically n emotionally before the surgery. dh bce all the articles and prepare for the worst case scenarion which might happen to me. Post Surgery Based on the articles yg dibaca, i bought lots of lollies ice cream (30btng kesemuanya), sorbet ice cream, vanilla ice cream, 2 bag of puding and 12mini pots of jelly o. Also, the soup sbb saya takleh mkn mkann yg keras2 for one month. sian saya!! and before masuk spital, i also bought the ice pack as advised. nnt nk sooth the throat yg kebengkakan. Day 1 Reach doc clinic at KPJ around 9am. doc buat check up n confirm i'm fit to undergoes the surgery. do the blood test. ini la blood test paling tak skt ok. then dieorg give me my room and asked me to change to spital outfit. mind you no undies are allowed!! *malu i tau*. Journey to the Operation Theathre sgt mengerikan. they asked me to baring atas katil n they change bed more than 3times as far as i could remember. dr katil yg kt bilik then smpi depan OT room tukar ke 2nd katil. masuk kt dlm OT room tukar lagi. time nak ke OT room tu ase nk request je jln kaki. sbb kne tolak atas katil tu lagi rasa cuak. n bile tgk je all the OT lamp mcm dlm cter greys anatomy tu, dh ase nk terjun dr katil je lari. waaa..time tu no turning back wlupun dlm hati rasa nyesal nak mampus. then kne cucuk kt dgn. besar nk mampus jarum. terus ase sengal. then bile anesthetic tu dh msk dlm bdn trus la hang smpi x ingat ape. sedar2 je nurse tu kejutkn kate nk nek atas. pastu black out blk. then sedar incik tunang letak vaseline kt bibir then black out blk. most of the day saya tido. tido yg nyenyak, but when it comes to swallow my own saliva, ase nak nangis.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... skt mak oiiii... nyway, thank to pain killer. sgt2 membantu. but to tell u guys the truth, hanya tuhan je tau skt nye. n yetsrrday ptg siap kuar blood clot ok. ngeri kiah ni nengok. incik tunang tlh memujuk saya mkn sbb i refuse to eat almost anything. sbb skt nye x dpt digmbrkn. telan air liur ni ase cm tekak kne selar2 ngn pisau. klu luka kt tgn kne air skt kan? bygkn dlm tekak. n my tonsil damnnnn big. ngeriiii... nk bgn kencing pn ase skt n ngeri. tgn bengkak mcm tgn gajah sbb water drip tu...

food fest

Last Saturday meet up with Uncle Surgeon for ENT at KPJ Perda. Bad news : i have to remove my tonsil immediately... getting worse i guess.. so Uncle Surgeon set the date straight away and after considering few factors (including my menstruation since surgery cant be perform if i'm having the menstruation), so the date will be on 12 Nov 2009 at 8.30am Gulp! ok..i know. what a short notice. nady, my tonsil is not that bad time i muda. its just getting worse since working. Good news : i will get more than 10days MC. wahahha...selamat tinggal ofis. dont miss me that much. *uwek..mcm la dieorg akan rindu my presence, just they wish me to come back ASAP since nobody to cover my job je* Plan : makan sampai lebam this week. sbb incik doc kate maybe up to 1month tak leh mkn solid food. eee...felt like baby yg takde gigi plak x leh pki solid food. go through all the articles about tonsillectomy for adults. and 80% of it cakap adult ni mmg recovering period dia lebih lama then kids. incik doc siap cakap : if kids, today remove the nest two days can eat nasi lemak already. but adults, i doubt it will be that fast. based on my experience, up to two weeks only you can eat solid food. huh? tapi some says sampai sebulan. gilos!!! and adults easily tend to bleeding comapre dgn kids. *cross fingers, hoepfully it doesnt happen to me* err..nak jd mcm adik nady la simpan tonsil inside the bottle. euwww!! and big hugs and thanks to cik zai coz sudi temankan ke KPJ di pagi sabtu yg mulia itu. incik tunang kne kerja la plak pagi tu. zai cames to rescue. *u r my savior love pie* oh cik yunap, kami jumpe doc ensem. ikan paus gitu!! tanye zai, doc tu rmbut spikey siot. alahai..tak mcm doc dh rupa. *Grrr...* sila la sila pay me a visit kat KPJ tu ye. bwk big flowers n fruits biar saya rasa terharu. And for this weekend, full of activities telah dijalankan sempena kedtgan cik ajue and partner ke Kedah. And yes.. i called this week as food fest week. actually baru sahja pulang dr seoul garden. makan korean food sampai lebam.. errr..actully bukan lebam,,sampai nak termuntah ok!!! just be prepared for the surgery. crossfingers!! hope everything will be just fine. p/s: cik lappie n incik wimax akan menemani saya ke Speacialist. p p/s : any suggestion what else i should prepare for the tonsillectomy besides ice creams n ice pack?