luahan hati seorang brides 2 be

Can i resign from my own wedding preparation? I’m tired and sick’s with all the wedding preparation. Mentally and physically exhausted. I love the preparation but yet at the same time i hate it. As the ticker getting closer to the wedding date, suddenly i felt like suffocated and chocked. I hate this. Damn hate this. Why i can’t just be like incik tunang? Cool and relax as if nothing to be bothered about? The wedding preparation had ruined my focus on my job as well. Browsing webs thinking of the pelamin, videographer etc. And above all, the worst part is, both i and incik tunang keep on arguing on the wedding favors and all the bende remeh-temeh and hell, it is s*cks!!! Wedding prep ni leh jd kan org separuh gile. Ade ke org msk tanjung rambutan sbb buat wedding prep? I’ll be the first then. How i wish incik tunang could understand me better during this crtitical period. If i could fire someone from my wedding preparation community, the 1st person would be my own incik tunang. Ahahhaha....(mintak ampun yang...ni propaganada semata-mata) Seriously, his progress for the whole wedding stuff for his side is super relax. Unlike me! The wedding gap between my side and his side is only one week and he pretends as if the gap will be more than a month. So, sememangnya saya, when it comes to the no-plan-or-i’m-not-sure situation, saya akan diserang satu penyakit ala-ala lembu gila yg dpanggil panicked attack. So, bile penyakit ajaib ini muncul, tentunya incik tunang yg akan jadi bahan dan mangsa leteran. Conclusion? We will end up arguing and bila dh incik tunang malas nak dengar, he will just said “em..ok la..buat je la mcm u cakap”. Ok!!! Jawapan yg sgt tak membantu. Yg sgt tak constructiveapekah betul ayat ini? Saya sangat marah. Marah with the everything. And at this point of time, how i wish i could postpone my wedding date. Saya sgt demotivated with the whole things. Pls somebody help me and ‘kutip’ me from drowning in the drain. I need all the help and motivates in the world so that i can cope with my wedding prep. The worst part about my wedding itself is..........the wedding is the day before the valentine. And guess what? All the fresh flower could hit 3x higher than usual price. Apekah ini? Nooooooooo!!!! I hate artifical flower.

the reflector girl

i was caught by surprise when i log in to my fb this morning. Incik photographer dh upload yesterday pic. lihat la lihat...gambarku yg gedik. ni mmg 100% candid ya. time tu i tgh pegang reflector. then dr kejauhan incik nasir panggil nama i and shoved his camera to my direction. dgn refleks i terus senyum. muahhahah... i mmg gedik. not in mood to do anything today. keje byk tp x kuase nk buat. lots of thing bothering me at the moment. and i'm not feeling well this morning sebab mlm td tak tido lena. p/s: pls go here for yesterday pengantin photoshoot. p p/s : another pic di upload from another photographer.

sya!!! saya sudah jawab survey

Oh...my wimax kurang memberi kerjasama yg baik mlm ni. mr.wimax, pls..pls..pls...jgn la wat mcm ni. it took me like forever to open you tube. by the way, saya baru je sampai rumah from watching movie. Surrogates. Rasa mcm ketinggalan zaman je sebab citer tu dh lama keluar. nak wat cmne, baru sekarang ada masa senggang nak nengok. gler melayu habis ayat. the whole petang, saya telah dengan gediknya telah mem'follow' incik tunang pergi outdoor shoot pengantin. nope..nope.. incik tunang bukan wedding photographer. since saya punya wedding photographer for my wedding dan kami telah menjadi kawan baik, dia telah invitie incik tunang to tag along with him for outdoor wedding shoot. so, incik tunang dpt le blaja amik amik gamba ni from him. nasir really a nice guy. yg langsung tak kedekut ilmu. and i really proud of incik tunang sbb he really took this opportunity utk blaja. thank abg nasir!!! so saya ni leh la di katekan assitant bebas kat situ. with another 3photogrpher, saya tolong pegangkan flash time dieorg amik, then pegng minatang yg dipanggil reflector tuh. pergh!! i lah assitant paling baik ok...keje for free.. as return? tentula photographer tu semua testing amik gambar i. hikhikik.. owh..dont blame me. saya memang photo gedik.. nak wat cmne. so mereka telah shoot my pic byk gk la. ala2 model gitu. will upload some pic taken by incik tunang later. tips of the day : pls avoid outdoor shooting dgn baju kaler ijau. i noe..pengantin tend utk memilih baju ijau sbg baju pengantin, tp serious ckp, photographer akan susah amik gmba korang nnt. sebabnya, background which kebanyakkannya rumput or pokok2 kaler ijau. so nk dpt pic yg cantek nnt. ingat tu!! Rules: Once you've been tagged, Fill this out and repost as, "My Autobiography" And use your own answers, not anyone else's. and tag 21 frends including me.. and sya telag tag saya ini fb.sowie babe, i reply kt sini je. sbb mls le nk wat dlm fb. 1. Where did you take your profile pic? :: blog profile pic: menara alor star, on my 23rd birthday. 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? :: boxer and tshirt 3. What is your current problem? :: my wimax is not happy with me. tend to blink red more often (indicate poor signal) 4. What makes you happy most? :: lean my head on my incik tunang shoulder 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? :: the way i am 6. Any celeb you would marry? :: unless my incik tunang would turn into celeb. 7. Name someone with the same birthday as you? :: none of friend share the same birthday date with me 8. Ever sang in front of a large audience? :: nope... not in a million years 9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity? :: used to. time kurus2 dulu kot. Azza Elite look alike. euuww...malu nak ngaku nih. 10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows? :: of course yes. my eyes will glued on tv when there is kiddie show.

11. Do you speak any languages? :: yes, other than english is bahasa. 12.Do you ever watch MTV? :: of course. my fav.. Chapter 1: ===================== 1. Middle name: :: Is Hazwani xount? 2. Nickname(s) (for friends): :: amy, aimi, mi, 3. Current location: :: living room. 4. Eye color: :: dark brown. Chapter 2: ===================== Do you get along well with your parents? :: yes, especially mama. Chapter 3: Favorites =========================== 1. Ice creams :: oh yes! choco top!! 2. Shampoo/conditioner: :: my current assense shampoo. Chapter 4: Do You... =========================== 1. Dance in the shower? :: most of the time 2. Do you write on your hand? :: yes!! 3. Call people back? :: yes. 4. Believe in love? :: 100% yes. 5. Any mental health issues? :: nope... scary le plak soklan ni, Chapter 5: Have You.. .============================= 1. Broken a bone? :: not untill today 2. Sprained anything? :: most of the time. 3. Had physical therapy? :: never 4. Gotten stitches? :: yes..during my appendicitis operation. 5. Taken painkillers? :: yes, after the appendicitis operation. HOW I END MY SENTENCES =============================== 1. I love: you sayang 2. I don't understand: am i too stupid? 3. When I wake up in the morning : I wish i could sleep a little longer. 4. Life is full of: challenge 5. I get annoyed very quickly when: things doest go my way 6. Parties are : not my type. 7. Dogs are: but cat wayyyy cuter! 8. Cats are: one of my wish list for my birthday. 9. Tomorrow is: tuesday and i have to go to work. 10. I have a low tolerance for: people i annoyed? 11. If I had a million dollars I would: have a grand grand grand wedding 12. I'm totally terrified of : hari kiamat. p/s: have you watch p1 wimax latest ads on tv? funny!