hopeless.

you just can't wake up in the morning hoping that today will be as good as yesterday
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you just cant pray that today will be as sunny as yesterday since rain may come in between
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you have to stop thinking that your boyfie will be the same person once you married him
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you just cant figure out why on earth your husband is treating you in such way and wishing he never did so
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you just cant stop your heart being broken by others as its something soooo unforseen
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you just dont know how much people might hurt because of your words and also same in return
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you just hoping that you have one big happy family and everyone is grinning untill its aches but in reality its just ordinary family with a lots of arguments,tears, and joy
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my wood swing 360 degrees today. blame the pms!
everything seems not in place.
my works is piling sky high and i need to leave on time today since i will be carpooling with my fren to north.
hubby seems so irritating today which needs me to end the conversation without saying goodbye.

why everything doesnt turn out the way i wanted it to be?

i hate this!

and pls get me pregnant...so that i will be no longer need to deal with this PMS *good excuse wasnt it?*