bunga-bungaan...

here i am...writing for the 2nd time utk hari ini. since its friday, saya sangat2 buhsan gaban. mood dh switch kpd weekend mood. plus, monday ill be on leave and tuesday ill be on business trip. weeeee... bahagia nya hidup saya. talked to my angah just now. saya still haven't decide nak amik which photograoher for the wedding. bear in my mind that i have less than 7mnths to do all the preparation and wedding photographer is something yg you suppose to book a year before. here is the rootcause : i cant book the photographer yet becoz my wedding date tak dpt di 'fix' kan lagi. and wedding date tak dpt di 'fix' kan lagi coz tempahan dewan for 2010 (even though its in January) hanya akan dibuka on sept. thats s*cks! so, here i am still hnting for the best photographer but yet the price can meet my pocket size. ngeh3... as my elder bro, angah is our family so-call-unofficial-photographer and his passion towards SLR camera adalah to the max, he recommended me his few frens which also do the wedding photog. and guess what? awesome..AWESOME...awesome... -> check this : rupajiwa.com or click here to the gallery. but what angah said, the price is almost yg mcm i had now. errr... rm3k for wedding kat satu side tu a lot ok. hopefully his fren akan bg diskaunto yg byk2 utk adik kwn dia yg gedik nk kawen nih. i love my hand bouquoet time engagement tu so..so..so...much. thanks Daphne for the compliment. she said, its really rare a malay to use callay lily as hand bouquet. yeah! malay typically will use roses rite? roses dan org melayu time wedding adalah sgt sinonim. thanks to mama yg telah order khas this callay lily and pink daisies and courtsey my dear mak uda & kak long shahadah yg dah susah pyh arrange the flower for me pagi nak bertunang tu. my advise : callay lily is super sensitive flower. walaupun kelihatan cantik-menarik-memang-da-boom yet sgt susah nak jaga. sgt easily turn brownish and u CANNOT touch the flower with your bare hand. if you plan to use it on your big day, hope the arrangement di buat few hours before and beli on that day only (not a day earlier). i still remember a day before the engagement, i was really on fire. rush pegi few florist collect bunga. white daisies, pink daisies, pink roses, and tak ingat dah bunga apa lagi. then rush to collect the cake. sgt2 penat! so before engagement korang, make sure you guys have enough rest ya. then what type of flower should i use for hand bouquet time my wedding nnt? i want something white yet super nice!!! white roses? is my 3rd choice. 2nd choice mcm nak white iris/tiger lily ->but i think its damn hard nak cari kot. aiseh...mcm mana nih. pening2....

found this thing on net. wahhh..

they call it as survival kit. do you know why?

isn't it fantastic to own something like this? aiseh, if happen saya terdampar di pulau, we might this kit immediately kan? aiseh, sgt worth it la kalau beli. put this on hold. maybe nxt month leh kot korek2 duit n beli. clap..clap...hooray...

Saya dan pertunangan saya

Hi, my name is Aimi and i'm officially engaged to Mohd Hafiz bin Ahmad Fauzi yesterday at 4.10pm. ulang suara, OFFICIALLY ENGAGED!!! fuh..sangat lega rasanya hanya tuhan je tau. tak sempat nak upload pic as i'm sill di rumah bonda. alhamdulillah. everything turn out to be okay as planned. before amly hafiz dtg hujan heavily outside. all the table yg dh di decorate a bit hancus. my mama caka this is because i kecik kuat nangis. thats why la ujan time engagement. thanks pada insan2 yg sms congratulares me and kpd kawan2 yg sudi dtg. sangat2 hectic. penat tahap gaban. and at this hour my house sill under WIP (Work in progress) condition. Luckily i've been blessed with my mama yg sgt creative, my ayah yg ikutkan aje la permintaan saya dan mama... my akak and abg-abg terchenta yg sangat membantu to make it happen. and above all, all my aunts, uncles, and cousins yg dtg all the way from seantero malaysia and siap tidur lagi kat my house. sangat2 bersyukur!!!! and from my incik hafiz side, saya sangat2 berterima kasih gak coz all of them sgt sporting!!! need to get back to kemas2 barang. nak balik kulim at 3pm today. once i reached home i will upload all the pics.. muahxxx

3 more days to go....

Rasanya mcm dah bertahun since i last update my blog YYYeayyy... seronok rasanya dapat blogging from my home. Now saya rasa sgt tight. leher bagaikan terjerut. rupa2nya preparataion bertunang is not an easy job. since saya balik last tuesday, i've been quite restless. sekejap2 nak kena keluar. beli riben la. kain tak sesuai la. beli manik la. beli all this accessories la. tempah fresh flower la. sangat memenatkan! rasa2 macam dah 70% hampir siap dah. but u know my mama.. seagi tak siap hati dia tak tenang. so dia dok pulun buat and push me buat itu ini. sangat2 teruja di kala ini. teruja plus nervous. semua mix up. kalau la korang dapat tengok my face di kala ini, sure korang gelak gler. muka cuak gaban!!! macam menantikan hukuman gantung. Last nite while tgh ber'gayut'ing dgn my fiancee-to-be tetiba i received a phone call from the other line. At first i thought a fren of mine yang saja usik2 coz phone number tak appear. then cakap nak berkenalan or bagai. so saya layan mula2 ingatkan its just a joke. but when this guy getting serious saya menjadi kaget. ada plak org desperate dalam dunia sampai macam tu. saya ada advtise dalam caribili.com that i'm looking for housemate. and the guy call me using the phone number given!!! sangat gila bukan? saya rasa dia target those yang advertise tu adalah org bujang kerana mencari housemate. damn!! sgt annoyed. saya rasa ntah2 mamat ni dah ada 3 bini and 8org anak. part paling gross? dia cakap dia sangat lonely malam2. euuuuuuwwwwww... sangat geli. dia na berkenalan and whats so ever. saya? ohhh..dengan cepat mereject. saya tak perlukan kawan dari lelaki2 sedemikian. saya dah byk kwn and before i end up the conversation, saya remind him utk tidak telefon saya lagi kerana saya terlalu busy nak entertain org mcm dia. pathetic bukan. desperado punya lelaki. patut la institusi kekeluargaan deat malaysia ni makin teruk. yang dah jadi laki tgh2 malam mencari anak dara nak berkenalan. anak2 dara ni pun mula2 tak kisah nak jadi kawan lama2 .................. okies..my niece dah 9 kali dtg menggangu. chiow.. daaaaaaaaaaa................

Pertunangan?

Pertama kali saya berasa begini. jiwa sangat bercelaru. saya dapat merasakan darah merah dalam badan saya mengalir dengan laju. selaju kereta F1 kat litar sepang. mungkin juga lebih laju dari itu. mungkin selaju spaceship yg Dr.Muzhaffar naik tempoh hari. resah. nervous. semua saya rasa. ini ke perasaan nak bertunang? with less than 6 days to go, saya dah menjadi kurang fokus utk melakukan kerja lain. oh nooooooooo......... since last saturday saya dah dapat rasa this feeling. excited. happy. feeling semua mix up smpi at one point rasa nak muntah. its more scary than i could describe here. rasa macam tetibe korang kene berucap depan 8juta rakyat malaysia? oh..mungkin lebih dahsyat dari tu. (Tarik nafas dalam2) Luckily hari ni will be hari terakhir and tomorrow akan heading back to my hometown. Else, saya tak dapat buat kerja dah!! kenapa this feeling kali ni sgt susah nak di handle? mungkin sebab this one of the big step yg saya akan buat in mylife which akan ubah saya dan status diri saya... (saya sgt gedik di kala ini!) by the way korang nak bertunang nnt mungkin korang akan teringat kat this entry. or mungkin saya sahaja yg merasakan benda ni dan org len relax? Semalam saya tanya my incik hafiz sama ada dia nervous ke apa ke... (saya tanya byk kali sbb tak puas ati!) and his answer sangat simple... "tak nervous tapi excited!!) ohhhhh... dia tak se'nervous' saya. apabila teringat my nervous breakdown yg melambau ni, saya tidak lagi merasakan butterflies di dalam perut. tapi merasakan burung helang yg terbang laju serta melanggar dinding2 perut saya. hari ini hari kedua saya period tapi saya merasakan period pain yg maha dahsyat! mungkin kerana terlalu nervous, period pain saya tidak mahu meninggalkan saya. im in pain!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... luckily i'm not staying ngn my parents. else, saya mungkin merasakan pressure lebih awal lagi. dengan menghadap hantaran hari2 sure saya tak selere makan sebulan kerana terlalu nervous (ini sebenarnya langkah yg paling bijak utk menurunkan berat badan!). My mama dah kemas2 kan umah weekend baru ni. dah alih2kan all the furniture. oh!! membuatkan darah saya mengalir lebih gaban cepat. is my make up akan turn out to be nice as what i nak or else? (oh akak yg akan make up kan saya, tolong la buat saya nampak cantik mcm Nasha Aziz!!) adakah saya akan dapat memakai baju bertunang saya perfectly nice? adakah saya tidak akan mengalami 'bad tudung day'? how am i suppose to act sepanjang majlis? duduk bersimpuh sambil senyum? ->ok, takkan la nak senyum sepanjang 2-3jam tu. aiseh, crammed la pipi2 ni nanti. ->kalau tak senyum nampak cm tak happy plak kan. ->senyum nak sengih ke tak sengih? kalau tak sengih nampak tak ihklas plak... pagi tadi my bos bagi engagement gift. a very cute crystal ball and ada 2 couple statue inside. sangat sweet! thanks miss boss. anda sgt baik hati!! waaaaa...byk kerja nak kena setelkan sebelum pulang bercuti seminggu. ulang sekali lagi, SEMINGGU!!! yeayyy..saya unpaid leaves some more. super broke la nxt month. =)

A lil peek on my hantaran!

Saya sgt teruja dengan my hantaran. as saya million miles away from home, so, myself sendiri tak pernah tgk lagi my hantaran! dgn kejam saya telah memaksa my sweet daddy utk mms kpd saya. Pity my dad sbb kena mms beberapa kali as celcom provider kat kulim agak poor!! sorry on the poor quality pic. u know la kan mms ni, dah resize semua and kurang jelas. plus, my dad bukan pakai iphone ke ape2 phone yg camera 10megapixel. maybe in real hantaran ni lagi cantik kot (memujuk hati sendiri) but as for now, saya sgt berpuas ati. plus, saya bukan hantar ke butik pengantin utk decorate the hantaran for me. Thanks mama! you are my saviour. love u so much! Saya ingat lagi betapa penat nya my mom dan saya ke Jln TAR. since ssh nak parking both of us just naik komuter je gi. then jalan sana sini bawah terik mentari. waaa...rasa nak nangis. kaki nak melecet. tapi apa yg mama cari tak jumpa jugak. kesian bukan? saya hanya belanja mama makan kyros kebab!! (nanti byk duit adik belanja kat Hilton plak =P ). At 5pm setelah sehari suntuk berjalan baru mama jumpa all the crystal thing yg mama cari. tak habis penat lagi, the next day mama dah gerak saya bgn pepagi lagi. drive ke shah alam pulak.. cari all the baskets and lace putih tu. sgt memenatkan tau! and belum pun tunang, my mom dh prepare nak buat hantaran mcm mana time kahwin. see!! my mom lebih overexcited dr saya!

(Sampin nikah for hafiz! byk sgt kenangan pasal nak cari sampin ni. siap majuk2 ngn hafiz.)

Ini plak sejadah. mcm pressie box kan?

and kemeje!! looks like cake lapis la plak.

Lagi 6 dulang will publish after the engagement ye sebab incik ayah malas nak mms kan.