baby stuff...again!

Last wiken adalah ohsem! wiken je sentiasa ohsem. weekdays semstinye kureng ohsem. termasuk hari esok. sadis dan tragis! hari esok i kena mengharung jam and meeting at another site in One Utama. keji bukan mereka? padahal i yg ngandung. korang la datang this plant. ni i plak nak kena gi office dieorg. bersabarla wahai hati dan anak. kita pikir time lunch sahaja. lunch bersama mereka menjanjikan makanan yg lazat. itu sudah pasti.

well, wiken baru-baru ini one of my closests fren finally engagedddd! yippy! kisah cinta mereka lebih express dr kisah cinta suami dan i. sangat super express until every one was shocked to hear this. she asked me to teman her to go to nilai 3 to buy some stuffs somewhere 3weeks ago without knowing her intention. Being me yang naive dan sangat pelik bin ajaib sehingga melontarkan soalan kurang bijak. "fik, ko ingat nilai 3 tu cam Pavi ke? ko nak beli apa?". then only she told me about her merisik plan which at the end they change to bertunang plan and this guy, they were hooked up within few months and decided to move on to biggie step.
so yes, both mak buyong and cik fik meratakan la jalan kat nilai3 tu.
She is the best buddy to bring out for shopping anyway. we loves to influence each other while shopping and i still in love with her nine west shoe which i forced her to purchase for raya few years back. And well, she owned one of my favorite Marc Jacobs handbag. *i het u*!
Well Popo, pls take care of my good friend.

and wiken tanpa menyiapkan preparation for our bundle of joy adalah sangat tidak lengkap gamaknya.
and looks what Mama finally crossed out from our list :

1) Mattress Set



2. Matching comforter

3) Change nappy/travel mattress.

4) Diapers stacker



5) Laundry Bag

Since i am one fussy makcik, its quite difficult for me untuk menjumpai ready made mattress set for our little one. its either the fabrics design not nice or too kasar or the mattress itself yang sangat nipis macam sebulan dua bulan leh campak ke laut.

tough man tough!

so i was googling online and found several blogs and fb insan-insan kreatip yg menerima tempahan tilam baby.

and i was lucky enough, Ju was able to accept my order. weeeee...

the end result adalah ohsem!

- mattress adalah super thick. kekabu la kan gamaknya. pillow juga sgt fluffy. the fabrics of course sgt ohsem. this fabrics actually from IKEA.

- the matching comforter juga sangat nice. eh, macam i plak teringin nak. walaupun hanya muat cover sebelah tangan.

-change nappy/travel mattress. ni sangat useful kalau nak tukar nappy anak time travel or jenjalan gi mana2 anak nak tido baring kan. its also will be good nak alas dalam stroller nanti. ada tali as you can see at the end of the mattress.so, nak bawak jalan, just roll the tilam and tied up.

- diapers stacker purposely pilih fabric lain. still animals theme. nak letak all the diapers in. baru kemas sikit.

- laundry bag. Ekceli, ni 1st time Ju buat this laundry bag. since i adalah mak yang ngengade, i request her to make one laundry bag for my little one. i tak nak nanti baju dia bercampur in our laundry basket. and another basket means memakan another space dekat rumah. this one, you masukkan hanger dekat atas tu and you can hang it behing the door or any place at your convenience. there is zipper as well. so nak bwk berjalan pun sonang.

So, if you are interested, sila add Junita Khalid in your fb.

and price she quoted me adalah seperti berikut :

1. set tilam ...rm 220

2. bntal kripap..rm 15

3. cmforter..rm 70

4. change nappy..rm 35

5. diapers stker..rm 40

6. laundry bag..rm 50

however, price ni berbeza based on fabrics you choose. so ni hanya guideline korang je la. maybe your end products yang lebih diva, so harganya kompom la lain kan.

and to Abang DHL, i'm waiting for you! yeayyyy..another order from GAP.com and Oldnavy.com on its way all the way frm US. something for mama and opkos for our baby as well.
yg menanya about the maternity attire and nursing tops tu, nanti i review ek. tunggu i try on this round punya attire sekali. sonang sikit.

Stroll 'em.

Dear Darling Baby,

Your dear mama sangat torn now.
guess your mama need to do sembahyang iztikarah.
i cant decide to get which stroller for you.
even though i knew you didnt bother how your stroller looks like, how much the price tag, how stylish it is (even you bother, i dont bother about your opinion anyway. ahhahaha..because IT'S ME who going to push you around with those stroller).
Your dear mama have this very bad habits. mama loveeeeesss stroller. kecintaan terhadap stroller adalah dari sebelum i kahwin lagi.
i always fancy those stroller yg canggih manggih. not because they are expensive, but because they are just ahhhhhhh...uhhhhh..... cantek and stylo.
but being a-soon-to-be-mom, mama need to be realistic. we had to fork up money for your delivery, for the monthly check up, for all your essential items (oh! dont tell your papa that i actually put all non-essential-items list into essential list. thats why i end up stocking up for your shirts and pants even up to 1yrs old. there just too cute. mama cant say no to), and later on, your SSPN fund, your insurance, your Amanah Saham Didik and as well some savings. phewww! if only your dad earned as much as Sheikh Muzapar earned or perhaps even more, i dont mind getting you a Stokke Explory stroller as well. *phew*
Well, your dear papa is kind enough to put aside his year end bonus so he can buy you a stroller. oh, that's mean he wont getting new camera lens for himself and no vacation for us until you pop out (Aunty Anne take note. We bought EXPENSIVE flight ticket for your big day! send the most EXPENSIVE gift for my darling baby later on). Poor papa, you should be nice to him and sleep well through out the night once you are here (eh, ni macam mama punya wish je ni).
Both mama and papa went to countless of baby shop which sells stroller. but none...i repeat, NONE able to take my breath away. well, tipu la totally none. there is one or two stroller mama goes like uhhhh..ahhhh...cantekkkk! but the price tag was another nightmare. gulp! peg perego skate sangat membuat jantung i nak tercabut.
at first, we thought we would like to settle with Quinny Buzz. well at least that particular stroller, have most of the criterias and wallah...our budget as well.
but still... mama no likey 3-wheelers. it does look sturdy but it wasnt come handy when you need to use escalator in the mall and it is pretty bulky. (ke sebenarnya senang? i je yang imagine susah nak handle?)
then? what's left?
sebagai seorang soon-to-be-mom yg gigih. ive googled and read reviews online. and i came out with 4 strollers in my list. ni pun jenuh dah filter nak oi. original list ada 9. and all 4 strollers below is not available in Malaysia. kahkahkahkah...sangat mengada-ngada je omak ni kan nak? but your papa is the coolest dad-to-be. so no worries. "he just said, you decide, nanti i tengok video stroller tu ok ke tak".
all this stroller is available in UK. which in another word, i need to get someone to ship it to malaysia.
*phew!*
but who cares. one happy mama is when i got what i wish for. and i made some comparison for all the four stroller. Some of the brand may sounds alien to you. well, first time for me as well dengar such brand. To be frank, europe countries had wider choices in strollers/pram/buggy compare to US. and seems like US stroller just..hmmm..OVERPRICED!

So this is for your guys reference in case you are in the same position mcm i. (Note : all below strollers is below GBP350.00 during sale as of now. The price is varies depends on the stroller interior as well. You may also consider another additional RM500-800 for the shipping cost.)

And out of 4 in this list, i manage to downsize it to two!
Yeppp! Just two. which is the first two anyway.

My top 2 favorite :

1) Obaby Zezu Pramette (Red Dotty)

*Its red and look! its polka dot. it can switch from pram mode to seat mode in just a blink and does not require extra carry cot nak jadi pram mode. and my baby can sleep as if he was in babycot. so flat!

and wallahhhh! now at the seat mode!

and look aunties! the raincover also came in polka dots.

2) Petite Star Kurvi Match+ (Red)

its still red! still have the same function as Zezu Pramette. Able to convert from Pram to Seat without additional carry cot require. have additional foot muff but who need foot muff in malaysia? ada menggelupoq kepanasan anak kami kalau letak foot muff bagai.

and seriously, mama is torn now! Zezu Pramette is slightly cheaper then Kurvi Match+, but then the downside is Zezu Pramette is slightly heavier than Kurvi Match+. Aiyooo.. how la like this? ok, need to sembahyang iztikarah now.

and my darling cousin which resided in UK will check on how sturdy and how nice this two stroller in real life. she herself also lost track of the strollers available in UK market. Well, i bet with all the baby stuffs around her when she go to the baby shop later on to check the stroller, will makes her to consider baby no.4. hahahahah.. all her kiddos are cute and have the mat salleh genes. if i were her, i dont mind having 7 kids anyway.

p/s: yep..all the three scan (both 2d & 3d/4d scan) showing its a boy. *relief*. kot la tersalah tengok aritu kan. jenuh mak nak kena beli baju pink pulak nanti.

till then.

Loves,

Mama.

My new bestfriend!

Ever since approaching 24weeks plus, i've experienced severe back pain and lower back pain.
sakit ok sakit.
i knew its normal in pregnancy to experienced this, tapi i is kenot tahan.
kemungkinan penyumbang terbesar terhadap sakit belakang ini adalah kerana i tend to sit for a very long period di opis. i masuk keje pkl 7.50am balik dalam 7.30-8:00pm. ko cube kire bape lame i dekat opis?
on days yg i duduk kat depan laptop dari datang sampai balik tu dah satu hal, hari yang i kena ke hulu ke hilir, berdiri lamo2, turun naik tangga and pergi buat site visit kat production and outside production tu dah satu hal lagi.

and too bad. i takde suami on weekdays nak tolong urut2kan my back. sedih ok sedih. nak mintak mak urutkan kena la plak membayar tol and minyak. i remembered when my sister pregnant years back, hari-hari suruh kiteorg take turn letak minyak and urut2kan sket belakang dia. from husband, to my mom and even myself pun kena buat. and that time i thought my sister just being manja and ngada-ngada mintak2 urut. yelah, dia kan ibu ngndung.
and now i knew how painful the back pain in pregnancy can be.

finding the solution? exactly! i bought the chair back support. it works. yep! for the first week. itupun time i banyak duduk kat ofis. but when i'm on the move, the pain start bertandang balik. and at night, i hardly can sleep well. sebab rentetan kesakitan di belakang.
and told my sis about this and she asked me to look for maternity belt. she was wearing those for her 3rd pregnancy *this pregnancy maybe tak de orang nak urutkan dia dah since they already moved to their owned house and far from my parents*.

i google around. Actually ada more than hundreds maternity belt out there. giler ko baru sekarang i tau.
i went to my favorite web: fabulousmom and they too sell the maternity belt and the brand is from Oppo.
I really trust this Oppo brand anyway. Few years back when my supermom tried to simpan barang at the cabinet rumah yang belah atas, she fell off from the tangga. u know, cabinet yang built in sampai siling tu kan. comaprtment atas kan tinggi. lepas tu, she asked my dad to simpankan at first, but my dad cakap nanti la dia buat. dah tu ko ingat mak i ni suka tunggu2 orang nak settlekan. she took tangga and climb up and simpan sendiri. and wasnt sure what happen, she fell of from the tangga and her back hit the edge of my katil.
she was rushed to hospital by ambulance. she had terrible back pain ever since. so she was using this Oppo Back Support Belt and it works well! she recovered way faster than doc expectations. giler ko. kalau tak, takde la kiteorg panggil dia Superman. omak den ni suka je buat benda2 thrill ni kan.
Well, Oppo have wide ranges of products, and two of them is the belt support for maternity :

1) Oppo Maternity Belt

2) Oppo Maternity Back Support

i was torn to choose which belt to grab. The 1st belt is almost 50% cheaper than the 2nd belt. and function wise?
den tak tau. so i do not dare to purchase it online until i could try on kedua-duanya. yolah.. kalau dah beze rege dekat 50% mesti la ada sebab musabab tak gitu?
so happen i went to Queensbay the other day and saw this shop selling all the hospitals and medical instruments. and they are carrying Oppo brand as well.
and yep, both type of belt that i was looking was there.
luckily the sales assistant sangat bermurah hati. allow me to try on both and so i knew the difference.
i put on the maternity belt first. yes, its great in supporting your bump. but when i put on the Oppo Maternity Belt support on, perghhhh... the back pain gone in few minutes. seriously! well, secara konklusinye, Oppo Maternity Belt ada extra feature. not just helping in lifting/carrying the bump but as well there is side strap yang leh adjust and as well some sort like tulang belakang to support your back pain.
i love this thing so damn very much.
i can even lari or walk faster with this thing on. seriously, i did a little lari yesterday as i was late for the meeting. dah tu keje kat kilang kot. nak gi one end to another end dah rupa merentas dua bijik padang bola sepak. kang lambat masuk meeting kang malu den.
if you are concern on the belt might himpit the baby or what not, no worry. bila you pakai, actually bahagian depan tu bawah bump you. thats why the function is kind of supporting the bump dari bawah.
frankly, this belt worth every penny!

p/s: for bengkung bersalin, i plan to get one of those abdominal binder from Oppo as well.

hello 6th months!

The wedding event is finally over!
the two weekends marathon finally reached its end.
phew!
sweat bulu-bulu ketiak i.

finally baby, we both can rest rite?
this weekend plan? duduk rumah dengan suami dan qada' tido.
sian i ok. sangat restless.

our wedding eniberseri tak sompek celebrate. berani ko nak celebrate dan berjimba-jimba? dah la wedding eniberseri time wedding abang sendiri. selaku tulang belakang mejlis, nak makan pun time orang dah nak beransur balik ok. mak buyung kalah mak pengantin kan busy nye.

well, of course ni bukan anak i. but baby Danny adalah super cute. this is my cousin son anyway.  his eye brow sangat santek! hopefully our baby boy will be as cute as him. or lebih cute perhaps?

opss! did i blow the secret?

ehem. insyallah, will be having a boy. the 4d scan is so clear and the tescticle was so obvious! hopefully no mistake in that since mummy will buy lots and lots baju for baby boy then.

lots to tell about the wedding! but my new tasks is killing me. ni dah tak level killing me softly dah ni. ni level killing me drastically. i'm almost burst into tears yesterday. giler banyak keje rasa nak berenti keje and bagi notis 24jam.
endless tasks, endless emails, endless meeting and endless gaduh. well, working in this industry kan. what to expect? ko nak kerja sopan santun, sile kerja lain. pffffft!
oh bonus. sila masuk dengan segera. i need to reward myself with something 'big'. ahahhaha..something ive been eyeing on.

till then.
muahx.

not that bad!

Air gula is not that bad. *seriously*
ke i sorang in a million yang rasa the air gula still tolerable? no, this is not air gula air sirap tu ha. ni air gula pekat provided by klinik kesihatan.
well, i had MGTT test at klinik kesihatan. MGTT tu i tak sure fully stand for what. but the GTT tu stand for Glucose Tolerable Test.
kirenye dalam erti kata lain, how kentang is your body nak terima and digest gula. eh betul ke? ntah tak tau. main agak-agak je ni. nak lebih details, gi tanya doc korang. ni actually nak detect sama ada kena kencing manis during pregnancy as some woman mengalami kencing manis ketika mengandung.
well, the funny thing is different klinik kesihatan had different requirement on this MGTT. sebab my friend check up kat klinik kesihatan penang takde pun kene amik test ni. but here in senawang indah permai, diaorg dah buat requirement as long as you are 25years old, ko kena amik test ni even mak ayah takde history kencing manis. dah tu, kalau nak terlepas amik test ni, sile ngandung sebelum umur 25years old.

i ni tak de pun menuntut ilmu kebal ke ape, so korang tak yah nak buat spekulasi atau membuat gosip-gosip liar. Maybe Allah kesian kat i, laki jauh. nak buat test sensorang plak tu. dah la the night before dah kena pose. i ni kan spesies meknusia yang sopan. bila dia cakap kena puasa start 9pm, i dah tak makan dh pukul 9pm tu. sekali 9.30pm bleh plak muntah terbelahak. abes segala dinner keluar. lepas muntah perut lapar. dush! nak makan balik takut. takut sebab makan balik bleh buat test i sangkut ke kan. den tak nak repeat test ni. plak tu dengar orang kata, air gula ni tak sedap. bila minum boleh muntah-muntah. nanti dah muntah-muntah nurse suruh minum balik. scary ok scary. tido pun tak lena. pukul 4am terjaga. sebab mimpi i muntah minum air gula. T___T

7.40am dah terpacak kat klinik kesihatan. ko ingat dah awal? i adalah orang yg ke-15 nak buat test tu. errr.. yg no.1 ni dia overnite kat klinik ni ke? memula dia amik darah. and again, nurse kat sana semua macam terer nak mampus amik darah. tak rasa sakit pun. Alhamdulillah la. i ingat lagi when i amik darah somewhere early this year. amik darah kat private plak tu. tangan abes lenguh longlai lepas tu. yang ni relax je. dah amik darah kena minum air gula tu. kena minum depan nurse ek. ko jangan ada hati nak ngelat nak buang. dah la segelas besar tu ha dia bancuhkan. dengan lafaz bismillah and tarik nafas panjang i minum non stop. first round 2/3 gelas habis. 2nd round tarik napas terus habiskan. done! phew.
i duduk sekejap. sebab takut dizzy lepas minum. sekali tu adelah minah ni tengah minum bluek plak dekat situ. tak bleh trime kot tekak dia. and the 3 akak-akak yang tgh minum seiring terdorong untuk muntah juga. ini sudah bahaya! i cepat-cepat keluar. takut kang i terjerumus untuk muntah. pastu kena re-take the test. ahahahha...
while waiting for 2hrs lagi untuk amik darah, i balik rumah. i notice i start to feel dizzy. bantai tido kejap. nasib klinik kesihatan n rumah tak sampai 5minit. senang je nak pergi balik.
lepas amik darah yang 2nd time tu, terus masuk opis.
wahhhhh.. kedengaran superwoman kan?
so, moral of the story, jangan dengar ape orang cakap. kadang-kadang benda tu makin menakutkan diri kita sendiri. mungkin lain orang lain penerimaanya.
yelah, mungkin u lahir dengan darah power rangers. who knows kan?

well, bila suami jauh, not everything seems that very bad. well of course you wish hubster will always by your side 24/7. ada orang teman tido and whats not. but, i rasa bila suami jauh or some husband yang kerja which require him to be offshore berbulan-bulan, in a good way to trained us the wifey to be more independent. jangan manja sangat. i learnt to look after my car, change wiper, check minyak hitam and tangki air. i belajar tukar tayar kereta when my tyre decided to go flat. i belajar put aside the fear of long distance driving (seremban ke kedah and balik seremban balik bukan dekat ok! 5hrs drive one way). and you belajar menjadi lebih 'tough' - amik darah pun relaks. ahhahahaha...

Long weekends! yippy! ill be off till Tuesday. Wednesday baru balik opis.

will be spending the long weekend hereeee! with the whole extended family from my mom side. gler ramai okay. i bet we all bersaudara akan conquer this place. too bad, hubster tak dapat join. T___T.

Hubster will be on business trip *ehem, jangan lupa list pesanan i ye sayang*. sebagai ganti, we will have not so romantic weekend cum babymoon during new year once he return.

Cakap siang pandang-pandang.

well, i hardly talk about my journey on getting pregnant in my blog till i was finally conceived.
actually, i'm still scared to talk about it. i felt bad when some of my readers so happen still trying to get conceive will felt sad when i was blablabla talking about my pregnancy.
but still, i need to treasure my moment as mother to be too. so whoever may felt offended with my words/experiences, deeply sorry on that.

Conceived when your marriage is at 1yr and 7mnths old is nothing to bragged about when you are living in this community. instead of people tumpang gembira, there is still harsh word and unnecessary comments berkumandang macam langau. time before conceived tu dulu lagi la. ayat masing-masing sungguh la puaka kan. tapi i ni pun meknusia biasa. orang cakap, kita hadam. kita simpan. pastu kita nangis malam-malam. lepas tu kita saiko kat laki kita. pastu laki kita pun stress. lepas tu kita sama-sama stress.

ko ingat nak dapat anak ni senang?
macam ko pergi pasar "kak, bagi anak satu. nak yang putih2, cerdik pandai, mata bulat, kalau boleh macam aaron aziz".
ko ingat as easy as that?
kalau senang macam tu, dah berderet seploh dah anak i okay. senang je men beli kat pasar kan.
anak ni pun rezeki. same goes as your jodoh. macam kawan ko tak kawen-kawen lagi tu, dah belum rezeki dia. tak yah la nak sound-sound dia. unless dia memang dah duit berkepuk, and berkepit siang malam, menambah dosa, ko nak sound tu no hal la. ni kalau orang tu tak jumpa lagi the one, nak buat macam mana. takat 'kenen-kenen' kan tu no hal la. tapi toksah lelebih.

kadang-kadang bile bercakap, meknusia ni tak pikir panjang.
ye, mungkin bahagian ko mudah. first night je ko dah conceive. rezeki ko kan.
tapi tak perlu la ko sibuk bagi nasihat kat orang lain.
its happen to me once, ade la mamat kat kilang i ni. nak kata tak bijak, engineer jugak. kire belajar dh tinggi. he was married few months after mine and his wife was conceived right after that.
bleh nak bagi comment mcm nak kena bakar hidup-hidup depan i when i was congartulated him when his baby was born. "well, aku rasa laki ko bukan sharp shooter".
my heart was broken into pieces at that time. giler rasa menggigil kaki. oh, sedapnya mulut ko. ko cakap tak pakai otak agaknya, pakai lutut. ko ingat sperm tu leh jumpa egg kalau ko shoot baik punya mcm ko main dart? i was cursing deep down so badly. ahhahaha.. i pun keji. but whoever in my shoe pun akan feel the pain. ko nak condemn laki i?

well, lets say orang tu planning not to conceive awal-awal pun right after kawen.
salah ke? ko ke yg nak bg makan anak dia? ko ke nak belikan pampers and susu utk anak dia?
ewah sedap-sedap sound tak baik planning. who said so tak baik? everyone nak the best utk anak-anak dia. biarlah dia nak simpan duit dulu so that anak dia merasa naik stroller Stoke Xplory yg 5k tu. biarla dia simpan duit so dia bleh hire 2 maids sekaligus jaga anak dia. salah ke dia nak buat yg terbaik utk family dia? time tu ko cakap tak baik la planning, dah tu time orang lain terus dapat anak no.2 dan seterusnya pandai plak ko cakap, 'eh, dia ni tak reti nak planning ke. sian anak kecik lagi dah dapat adik'. tu ape name? bukan planning gak ke ko tu pun? Yang memandai cakap tak baik planing, nanti by the time nak, Allah tak nak bagi rezeki. sape cakap? ade ke dalam Quran bnde tu? Allah pun tak nak kita menganiaya anak kita. kalau kita dah rasa tak mampu dari segi ekonomi or tak de masa masa utk bersama anak. So, planning might be the best option for us that time.

kalau nak di listkan harsh words yang i terime saban hari before this, memang tak terlist la. kadang-kadang, i ignore, kadang-kadang, makan dalam jugak.

yesterday, i finally buat buku merah at klinik kesihatan. i was sitting next to this akak. she was approaching 40yrs old and it was her first baby. she didnt tell me in details but i can agak-agak she was conceive through IVF/IUI because she did mention about the inject sana sini nak dapat anak. there is another akak around mid 30's sitting next to her after that. tanya akak yg sebelah i ni check up apa. akak sebelah i ni pun bagitau la, she had some complications, darah tinggi and kencing manis yg tetibe wujud when she was pregnant. ko tau ape akak yg satu lagi tu reply? "len kali, ngandung muda-muda. dah tua-tua ni macam la sakit yg ada nanti". i was stunned with her words.
1st, u dont know her history.
2nd, itu rezeki ok. rezeki. dah Allah nak bagi dia time umor 40tahun baru nak dapat anak.
bak kata another fren of mine, "bukan dia mintak doa kat allah, "ya allah,bagi la aku anak time aku umur 40tahun nanti ye". ko ingat ade ke orang yg nak cenggitu?
well, the akak in her mid 30's tu expecting her baby no.4.

kadang-kadang orang tak paham. kurang peka dan kurang sensitip. isu jodoh and anak ni super sensitip.
this is not a race nor a competition.
ini bahagian masing-masing. alhamdulillah, i had mine on its way. but im still praying for those friends of mine yg still struggling to conceive.
as meknusia, i paham sikap curiosity korang yang menggunung tinggi tu. in another word, kepochi aka concern. kalau org dh kwen sure korang excited nak tau dah berbadan dua ke tak. itu normal.
tapi lets say the other side belum lagi peknen, just cakap je la " i doakan u dpt anak yg sihat nanti", "takpe, allah nak bagi masa u enjoy dulu. insyallah adalah tu nanti". benda2 ni pun dah dapat menyedapkan hati org tu. at least u pray for them kan.

and those yg ada in my fb, thank u bg comment2 membina. i tak leh nak reply satu2 sebab i as well masih fragile with this sensitive issue.

p/s : baby check list belum buat lagi. can we skip that 1st? i need a 'babymoon' so badly now.

hello 2nd trimester.

Dear Abandoned blog,

deeply sorry on being MIA. blame the workloads and so does the hormones.


i'm at 2nd trimester now. Alhamdulillah! Being pregnant with hubster hundres miles away is the most challenging experience ever! *nada serious*.
ko muntah, ko lap sendiri, ko basuh sendiri. ko ngidam, ko cari sendiri makanan. kalau tunggu laki, weekend kang bru ko merasa.
jiwa harus kental, mental dan body juga harus tough.

Though i'm already at 2nd trimester, the all-day-sickness still kicking but not as frequent or as bad as when i was in 1st trimester. the 'muntah' is lesser and more bearable now.
at 14weeks, saya adalah pembenci tegar nasi lemak dan sambal tumis. ko mampu? padahal dulu sebelum ngandung, every wiken bekfes harus la nasi lemak. even ahkak rumah atas masak sambal tumis, berbakul2 i menyumpah dlm hati. the smell itself membuatkan i loya.
jeruk and asam juga is my nightmare. when everyone enjoy eating those masam-masam thing during pregnancy, my tekak just cant take it. weird huh?
i hardly makan nasik now. once or twice a week is more than enough.
i've become more picky with foods. tekak hanya nak spagethi, lasagna, burger, cheesy wedges, macaroni cheese and anything to do with cheese. ko mampu? kalau anak esok keluar mata biru and rambut blond i tak terkejut la sangat.

Buku merah masih belum di buat. in case some of you yg masih lagi wonder what is buku merah, buku merah adalah buku rekod kesihatan ibu dan anak. so much drama at the klinik kesihatan senawang last week which membuatkan i give up dan tak bersedia nak buat lagi. i didnt plan to deliver in gomen, however, due to cakap-cakap orang "in case of something happen and without buku merah hospital gomen tak terima you as patient" membuatkan jantung i tak tenang. err, means I had to do check up both at gomen and private to be on the safe side.
even though per appointment at the private will easily reach up to rm150+, but compare the hassle and masa yg terbuang, its truly worth it. seriously, i had appointment with my O&G every two weeks until i reached 2nd trimester. ko kire je bpe byk kne byr if every appointment cost rm150+. no, its not that i had complication or whats not (alhamdulillah so far takde), but knowing my working pressure, working environment, the fact that i was staying on my own on weekdays and travelling here and there almost every weekend, my O&G suggested that its best to monitor my pregnancy in every 2weeks. consider closely monitor la kan.

the recent visit to O&G adalah sangat taching wa cakap lu. our baby are busy scratching its back dan melakukan lompatan setempat. *nak nanges tengok ni weh*
"wow..your baby is very long. its seems full"*refering to space in my womb. err.. the doc mention about the baby size which is two weeks ahead the actual age. gulp! so, the doc request to take supplemen in alternate days. takut baby over stimulate kot la kan with the supplemen. padahal, the only supplemen yg i makan pun folic acid, spirulina and susu je pun. maybe should skip drinking milk. hahahhaha... no wonder my baby bump is showing now and everyone seems notice on my bump or maybe sebenarnya dieorg ingat i buncit T____T.

the heartburn is the biggest turn off. sumpah rasa sangat annoying nak nanges whenever heartburn mengganggu. and again, my O&G is my superhero. he ask me to try on spirulina. Seriously, spirulina works wonder to cure the heartburn. and yet, its natural! else, i was a bit worried nak telan gaviscon dan seumpamanya. sebab it still consist of ubat which is also chemical kan? ke i je overreact?

will cerita about how i find out i was pregnant in next post. ini janji kosong. bukan janji sumpah sehidup semati. jadi kalau berkesempatan i cerita ye.

till then,
hugs and kisses!