song for wifey~!!

Wuhuuuu..
back to civilization. eh bukan! bukan maksudnya saya baru berpindah dari Gua ke kawasan bandar.
saya telah kembali ke civilization kerana internet dirumah sudah berfungsi semula. ianya telah dihentikan perkhidmatan selama seminggu untuk kerga2 peng'upgrade'an ke lebih laju. sumpah laju. tak tipu! bukak you tube pun super pantas. sehingga takjub seketika dan rasa sangat sakai.

sangat banyak benda mahu di update. and the moment depan lappie hamik ko. semua idea hilang. poffft!! di bawa angin malam.
by the way, saya sangat excited menuggu khamis ini. after work straight away drive back to Kulim. yeayy~~! dapat bermanja2 dengan sang suami tercinta. rindu gaban gibun ni ha.
and friday? initial plan is to go to singapore. but since saya sudah pergi minggu lalu, plan cancelled.
then hubby ajak menunaikan hajar for he post-honeymoon ke pangkor island. tooo bad! the hotel is fully booked. nyampah nye omak dengar!!!
then i told hubby saya mahu ke Koh Lanta, Krabi. saya mahu peri ke tempat itu semula. but being my hubby yg sgt protective *konon* he is not 100% agree with it, due to the kumpulan berbaju merah plus our partner in crime muaz & wifey pun tak dapat join sebab baby Izz tak de passport lagi *izz, masuk dalam perut aunty amy nak? nanti immigration tak nampak*.
!@#$%^&*
saya mahu bercuti. tidak kira.
mahu dan mahu dan mahu!!!!
another option is Koh Lipe Island which is also at Thailand. tapi, leh pulak hotel dia kire now high season? sangat kerepek lagi merepek. salunye high season until april je la.
hotel tidak ber'aircond' lagi mahu charge rm200+? over la kamu hotel!!!!

since hubby knew i'm dying for vacation, finally he agreed untuk ke langkawi.
wahahahha...ni yang nak nyanyi lagu pasrah ni. langkawi pun langkawi la yang oi. dari kempunan tak dpaat baik jangan memilih bukan?
weekend ini ke langkawi *mari berjoget panda*.
ia juga bersempena ulang tahun pertunangan kami. eh tak kire!! walau dah kahwin mahu juga peristiwa pertunangan itu di ulang. cepatnya masa berlalu. rasa mcm baru semalam kami ditunangkan *ayat tak leh blah, padahal dah kawen*.

a friend of mine drop me mail and ask about my opinion. he plan to join my company which mean dia dan isteri akan PJJ mcm saya and hubby. and above that, his wife is currently pregnant.
of course i'm against it. i knew that its all about career development and all those blah..blah..thing. tapi tak semua benda dalam dunia ni boleh dicompare dengan wang ringgit. maybe niat dia suci untuk kewangan keluarga. but think wisely, his wife is pregnant, and long distance marriage is not easy. i still found it was damn hard to sleep at night when i knew hubby is not there. i always found it is so difficult to go even for groceries shopping when you all by yourself and ko toleh kiri kanan those people dengan hubby masing2. it is tough to have dinner on your own. its tougher when you need shoulder to turn to when you are down.depressed or whatever mood you are in and you just realized, your other half is not there.
rasanya seperti you are missing separuh hati dan jiwa. everything seems so lost.
there is time when i miss hubby so badly i could not even find my way home.
lost! totally lost. i was crying badly that time but i refuse to call hubby. takut hubby risau. luckily there is technology called GPS.padahal, it is the same road which ive been using for 3weeks in seremban. caye tak? leh lost tu.

if you guys still have the option, jangan la pilih duduk jauh2 ni. tak guna. gaji 8juta kalau hati tak senang apa guna? *ayat orang separa menyesal*.
and hubby baru sahaja minggu lepas membuat pengakuan berani mati. ahahahha..nasib takde parang dalam kereta. muahahha...
saya : u ni sebenarnya nak pindah ke sini ke tak.
hubby : i nak pindah..tapi bukan sekarang. by end of the year.

hamik ko!! ranap jantung akak ko ni ha. fine! at least hubby berterus terang. no wonder la hubby macam acuh tak acuh je apply keje kat sini. tak pe la. pasrah je la. tak kan nak paksa pulak kan? dah tu hubby bagi saya pindah sini pun dah cukup baik kan? weekend drama still akan berjalan seperti biasa nampak gayanye. episod dilanjutkan sehingga ujung tahun. wahaahha..dah macam citer rosalinda la pulak episod byk2 ni.








i lurve this song!! ever since saya kahwin, i listen to it over and over again. its really a good advise.
wheneve i felt mad at hubby, tersentap, termarah, tersentuh, termakan hati dan segala 'ter' yg diwujudkan saya akan ingat all the wordings inside this song. cepat la cool and apologize balik.
enjoice!!