day 1.

Aimi telah berjaya di operate dengan selamatnye. lihat la incik tunang saya yg keletihan menjaga saya sepnjng malam. he's been a very damn good fiance and swear to god, saya akan menyesal if not to have him in my life. all night long dia bgn every time i need help to go to toilet. need to mkn ubt. put vaseline di bibir yg kering. letak minyak kat tgn yg bengkak due to water drip. n beli itu ini to ensure i eat something. saya rasa saya dah well prepared both physically n emotionally before the surgery. dh bce all the articles and prepare for the worst case scenarion which might happen to me. Post Surgery Based on the articles yg dibaca, i bought lots of lollies ice cream (30btng kesemuanya), sorbet ice cream, vanilla ice cream, 2 bag of puding and 12mini pots of jelly o. Also, the soup sbb saya takleh mkn mkann yg keras2 for one month. sian saya!! and before masuk spital, i also bought the ice pack as advised. nnt nk sooth the throat yg kebengkakan. Day 1 Reach doc clinic at KPJ around 9am. doc buat check up n confirm i'm fit to undergoes the surgery. do the blood test. ini la blood test paling tak skt ok. then dieorg give me my room and asked me to change to spital outfit. mind you no undies are allowed!! *malu i tau*. Journey to the Operation Theathre sgt mengerikan. they asked me to baring atas katil n they change bed more than 3times as far as i could remember. dr katil yg kt bilik then smpi depan OT room tukar ke 2nd katil. masuk kt dlm OT room tukar lagi. time nak ke OT room tu ase nk request je jln kaki. sbb kne tolak atas katil tu lagi rasa cuak. n bile tgk je all the OT lamp mcm dlm cter greys anatomy tu, dh ase nk terjun dr katil je lari. waaa..time tu no turning back wlupun dlm hati rasa nyesal nak mampus. then kne cucuk kt dgn. besar nk mampus jarum. terus ase sengal. then bile anesthetic tu dh msk dlm bdn trus la hang smpi x ingat ape. sedar2 je nurse tu kejutkn kate nk nek atas. pastu black out blk. then sedar incik tunang letak vaseline kt bibir then black out blk. most of the day saya tido. tido yg nyenyak, but when it comes to swallow my own saliva, ase nak nangis.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... skt mak oiiii... nyway, thank to pain killer. sgt2 membantu. but to tell u guys the truth, hanya tuhan je tau skt nye. n yetsrrday ptg siap kuar blood clot ok. ngeri kiah ni nengok. incik tunang tlh memujuk saya mkn sbb i refuse to eat almost anything. sbb skt nye x dpt digmbrkn. telan air liur ni ase cm tekak kne selar2 ngn pisau. klu luka kt tgn kne air skt kan? bygkn dlm tekak. n my tonsil damnnnn big. ngeriiii... nk bgn kencing pn ase skt n ngeri. tgn bengkak mcm tgn gajah sbb water drip tu...